#so she lashes out or acts out of impulse or -you guessedit- runs away

[lesbiancosmicowl]

meanwhile, lisa is trapped in the spiderweb that is her past, and the more she struggles to break free of it, the stickier the web gets. crazy thing is, she was nearly out of it not too long ago, until matty opened his mouth about becky. and the closure she thought she had, the justice she thought becky had gotten, the progress she'd made, the start of something new and good, it all just crumbled. she's back, stuck again, and it's so easy to see that this time she doesn't want justice, she needs revenge. so she's stuck again, in becky and matty and guilt and guilt and guilt. and she's still trying so hard to be there for carla, to be romantic and plan dates and buy her flowers and wine and show her she cares... but she's stuck in this web so how can she say 'i love you' back? and then!!! to have carla lie to her? about something so big? and being so caught up in the past that you leave her in the hospital? will you never learn from your mistakes? can you go through it again?