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twobellsilence · 3 days ago

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In retrospect it's so funny that the only surviving OC from my teens is Lucas. Only technically, I guess, bc he's almost unrecognizable except for being male and ????? sort of?? a lab experiment, but still. Like his original version was this sad monstrous lab-spawned child with no parents and a very quiet and subdued attitude who just wanted to belong... and he was so soft and shy and always like "oh no, i'm a monster, nobody likes me"......... And now he's a loud boisterous outgoing young man who loves talking to people and would be a good candidate for happiest person alive and the only reason why he isn't a regular ass guy is because he *might* be infected with a Highly Unstable mutagenic virus but that's okay because he gets to be like s/piderman but uncool and he's very excited about it. and like his Original incarnation got to play hero too, but he was suuuuper angsty about it, while this version is just happy to be here despite looking WAY worse. depression who. woe is me who. parentless behavior who (i mean his parents are dead, but he has his cool lesbian aunt). that's what we call CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT and THERAPY

#i love lucas sm he has 2 braincells and they're too busy bouncing around his brain like dvd logos on a screen #anyway yeah i was kinda thinking back on my old ocs and dear god you could *tell* i had depression.#so much wallowing and crying and violence and unnecessary angst....#boohoo the tortured child had to kill someone and he now hates himself more than he did before #good for catharsis ig but i Vastly Prefer this new version of my idiot son #obviously he isn't as flat as i make him sound. he's one of those people that put everyone's wellbeing before his own #so his grades and sleep schedule take a nosedive and he Does break at points.#and he also acts chill about his powers but he secretly cares about what they make him look like and the toll they have on his body #but 🤫 he doesn't want anyone to know this. he's just a silly little guy!!!!#[OC] Lucas Keyes #Luke rants

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