#so much spam today sorry 😅

[padfootagain]

The sudden urge to write some Sirius ×muggle!reader...

[0cta9on]

Hey Writer-nim✌️, How's it going?.

Me? Nothing much happening this week just casually waiting for your next story, the latest one are great, not my favor the threesome act but if you can treat them equally then it is ok😅

Hey do you want to write a fluff short story of sakura after the recent Coachella,

"Despite all of the criticism she still managed to respond from her side of view. Many would say she's able to handle it all like a tough nut but in reality she needs someone to comfort her. Would you be there for her as someone she most hopes aiding her?"

Hello mikeylo! Sorry for taking so long with this one, life got in the way :,) I hope you like it and hope ur doing good :)

You knock on the door of Sakura’s hotel room with two matcha lattes and a bag of donut holes in your hands. An hour ago, she texted you to come over, so you decided to stop by a cafe for some treats, thinking she’s probably exhausted from performing for the past two days at Coachella. You still get chills just thinking about her on the stage, performing her heart out for thousands of people.

The door swings open, revealing Sakura in an oversized black hoodie, her eyes puffy and red as if she had just been crying. 

“Hey, I got you a couple tr- Oh.” Without a word, she wraps her arms around your torso, planting her face on your chest. “Is something wrong, Sakura?” The only answer she gives you is a long, depressed sigh. 

Carefully, you push her into the room, shutting the door behind you, and sitting her on the bed. Her eyes stay glued to the ground, deep in thought. A million questions flow through your mind as you try to figure out what could have happened between Le Sserafim’s performance and now. Did she get into a fight with one of her members? Did a family member die? Did you do something wrong?

“Sakura, you have to tell me what’s wrong here. I’m really worried about you,” you say, lacing your fingers with her. It takes a couple moments of silence and waiting, but eventually, she faces you, tears threatening to pour from her eyes.

“I-I… I read the comments… about our performance yesterday… a-and…” Her voice falters, cracking like shattered porcelain.  You pull her into a tight embrace as she lightly sobs into your shoulder. Some of the comments you saw online about Le Sserafim’s set were less than favorable, but you know that they’re nothing but a vocal minority. You witnessed firsthand just how amazing they were on stage, even your friends that knew nothing about the group enjoyed it.

“Hey, it’s okay,” you whisper soothingly. “I promise you a lot of people loved your performance. You did the best you could and that’s all that matters. Don’t beat yourself up just because some people want to be jerks online.”

Sakura pulls away from you, still sniffling. You wipe away her tears, planting a kiss on her forehead. “Let’s do something fun to cheer you up, okay? You’ve been working for the past two days, I bet you’re exhausted,” you suggest.

“Can we just stay inside for today?” She looks up at you, pleading like a sad puppy. How could you ever say no to that face?

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“Yah! Stop spamming that move!”

“Stop getting hit by it, dummy!”

Your character gets launched off the stage, leading to another victory for Sakura Miyawaki. She jumps around the room excitedly, rubbing her win in your face for the umpteenth time.

When Sakura first suggested you play Smash Bros together, you figured you would go easy on her, not wanting to upset her more. However, the more she won, the cockier she became. Eventually, you decided to give it your all, but to your horror, not even your best was enough to defeat her gaming prowess.

“One more round!” She exclaims, the flame of competition burning in her eyes.

You toss your controller away and throw the covers of yourself. “I don’t wanna play with you anymore!” You say jokingly.

“Yah!” Sakura jumps on you and attempts to wrestle the covers away from you. The sound of laughter fills the room, a complete 180 from the depressing atmosphere you walked into a couple hours ago. You would gladly lose to her a million times if it meant getting to see her happy like this everyday.

The tussle ends when both of you collapse on the bed, gasping for breath. You look over at each other, which devolves into another chain of faint laughter. The sunlight peeking through the windows is replaced by the night sky, dotted with beams of light from the California nightlife.

“Oh no, it’s dark out. Guess I have to stay the night,” you tease, pulling Sakura towards you. She rests her head on your chest, filling your nostrils with the clean scent of her shampoo.

“I would like that a lot.” She peers into your eyes with a wide grin. Something about her draws you closer. Maybe it’s the way her eyes gaze so lovingly at you or the way her soft lips curl into a smile that never fails to brighten your day. Maybe it’s the way she works hard at everything she does, even if she’s not immediately good at it, or the way she never fails to bounce back from a struggle. Whatever it is, you find yourself leaning into her, closing your eyes as you anticipate the feeling of her lips.

The initial contact is soft and doughy, notes of sweetness coating your tastebuds. You fall deeper into bliss, opening your mouth to deepen the kiss only for your tongue to be blocked by something that didn’t feel like lips. You open your eyes to Sakura laughing at you while pressing a donut hole against your mouth. A wave of emotions wash over you, most notably embarrassment and shock.

“I-I… Y-you…” You sputter. “I’m leaving.” Jokingly, you jump out of bed and stomp your way towards the door.

“Noooo, wait!” She grabs your wrist and tries to pull you back, but unlike her gaming skills, her physical strength is much weaker than yours, allowing you to pull her into your arms. The two of you giggle as you engage in an impromptu slow dance in the middle of her hotel room, swaying side to side to the beat of an imaginary song that only you can hear. The warmth of her embrace leaves you feeling content and enlightened.

“Thank you for staying with me,” she mutters into your chest.

“Thank you for existing.”

Sakura looks up at you, standing on her tippy toes as she pulls you in for a kiss - a real kiss this time. She sighs happily into your mouth, her steady breath sending shivers on the skin of your cheek. You instinctively grab her waist to keep her balanced, holding her close with no intention of letting her go. The ambience of busy cars and chattering people fade into nothing but an afterthought, leaving you to bask in the intimacy of this perfect night.

[queenofsimpsblog]

You said requests were open soooo can I request a kind of Protective!Shuri x reader where the reader is so overwhelmed with her classes (or just one particular class - for me this semester it’s statistical coding as someone with NO coding experience, if you wanted to be specific) and Shuri, who’s already insanely protective, is comforting the reader? I can imagine Shuri just being so sweet, kissing away tears and in all seriousness telling the reader she “can drop the class right now” because if it makes her girlfriend upset, she doesn’t need to do it - Shuri’s the Queen of Wakanda, she’ll make sure they let you drop (to which the reader obviously says no - it’s a part of her major!). I just love it when people write Shuri as so attentive and protective instead of mean or toxic. Thank you SO MUCH if you write it!! I’m definitely requesting this fully for myself because it’s not even the second week of the semester yet and this coding is kicking my ass 😅 anyway thanks again if you do, no pressure if you don’t want to!!!

stressed out - shuri x reader

A/N: awwww that’s such a cute idea!! so sorry it took so long for me to write this… also i have absolutely no idea what statistical coding is like so i’m just making stuff up about it so sorry if this gets a little inaccurate

i added a bit of ✨spice✨ to the plot, hope that’s okay!

“code failed. please try again.” the robotic voice of your laptop taunted you as you groaned, rubbing your eyes.

statistical coding, in general, was a challenging course. even more so for people who had zero coding experience like you. but since the course was an important aspect of your major, you couldn’t drop it.

you were having an existential crisis at this point. your professor gave an assignment to design an algorithm to organise the medical files of your class, which had 150 people. the medical files were, of course, fake, to protect the privacy of everyone. the objective was to get everyone to more comfortable with organising several data samples. the assignment was kicking your ass.

beep.

your phone buzzed from your bed. you picked it up and looked at the notification.

shuri

hi sthandwa! we still on for today?

you groaned again. shuri planned a cute cafe date for you today. you were super excited until your professor’s assignment destroyed your friday night.

you

i’m sorry babe, gonna have to cancel

i don’t feel well

you hated lying to her. but it was just embarrassing to admit that you were struggling. shuri was the queen of wakanda, a genius. you already felt like you were inferior and weren’t enough for her. telling her you were struggling in a course she could probably finish in her sleep was something you’d never do.

you sighed and rubbed your eyes again, reaching for the monster can on your desk and chugged the remainder, chucking it in the trash can. cracking your knuckles, you pulled open your textbook to find the instructions for developing codes to organise large data samples.

about half an hour later, you heard a loud knock on your dorm door. you looked up and frowned. i didn’t call anyone over, who could it be?

you yanked open the door and saw shuri standing on the other side, looking angry.

“shuri? what’s up, why are you here?” you opened the door wider for her to enter.

“shouldn’t i be asking the questions? you tell me you don’t feel well, then you just go offline. i spammed you so much and you didn’t reply. i was so worried,”

“i’m sorry i was working,”

“shouldn’t you be resting if you’re sick?”

you sighed.

“fine. i lied. i’m not sick, i’m just busy,”

shuri scoffed at your words. “busy? you never lie to me sthandwa. what’s going on? is there someone else on the side?”

your eyes widened. “no! of course not! i was just doing some class work, alright? not a big deal. you can leave now,” you snapped.

shuri paused for a moment, realisation slowly hitting her. she noticed your locks looked messy. the bags under your eyes were huge. your skin looked pasty. and you looked incredibly exhausted.

you were stressed out.

“sthandwa, are you okay? and don’t give me some bullshit that you are, cause i know you’re not. tell me truth usana, let me help you,”

and with that, you broke down. sobs wrecked through your body as you collapsed on the floor, shuri quick on your side to hold you. you stayed like that, in her arms, for nearly half an hour. that’s when you calmed down and kept your gaze on the floor. you were too scared to admit to her what was on your mind.

“y/n, look at me,” she demanded softly. when you refused to move your head, she grabbed your chin for your gaze to meet hers.

“talk to me,”

you sighed and accepted your fate.

“i’m just stressed about my statistical coding class. my professor is an asshole that gives assignments all the time cause he thinks it’s helpful. but it’s not, cause he can’t teach for shit. and i’ve just been scared to tell you because…” you paused, not wanting to continue. shuri gently nudged you with her arm, which forced the words out of you.

“i just don’t want you to think i’m stupid. you’re a genius, and i’m just… average,” you sighed, tearing up again.

“sweetheart it’s alright to struggle every once in a while. i struggle sometimes too. my job isn’t easy,” she chuckled and you let out an exhausted smile.

“just because i make it seem like i understand very complicated things at the first reading, doesn’t mean that’s always the case. i think you’re wonderful. and you’re not stupid! not even close. you remember that one time i struggled to make this code, and you pointed out that it was because i added the numbers instead of multiplying them?”

you laughed at the memory. shuri smiled, knowing she was improving your mood.

“and you know, if it’s too much, you can drop the course. i can let the dean know. i hate to see my love overworked like this,”

“babe, you know i can’t do that! this is my major, i have to suck it up for the next couple years,”

“i refuse to let anyone make my princess feel like she isn’t worth it,” you swooned at her words.

both of you stayed like that together, in silence. it was peaceful. shuri’s presence had that effect on you.

she broke the silence. “okay, how about we take a little study break? go get changed. i’m taking you out for dinner,” you smiled and grabbed her shirt collar, pulling her into a sweet kiss.

oh, what would you do without your sweet shuri?

[elle14-blog1]

Random thought i had today…

I joined tumblr for smut..not gonna deny it..i was never a fan of reading..i prefer media..but i found some great stories here..i mean if it wasn’t for @holylulusworld i would have never found Supernatural coz yes i live under a rock apparently 😝..i will be honest..and its a rare for me that i got hooked to that show because of the content..i got crush on Dean/Jensen way too far into the show..shocking i know..it showed me true love can be other than just romantic relationships..and about family … and then there is @cevansbrat0007 my first friend on tumblr…her Growing Pain Series is the kind of maritial life i want…i mean yes i started that series for Chris Evans..but if someone ask me what kind of husband i want..its Andy Barber from Growing Pains..and my babe @frostironfudge she got me hooked onto reading series..i only preferred one shots coz m too lazy for series .. and she became my confidant.. sharing life stories..i can proudly say i got her hooked to Andy and Ari..yes i take that credit😅 @buckgasms pom…it’s been a really long time we talked..but this babe wrote my every request..and i just love her…going through a reader’s blog..but once i overcome it…gonna spam you again..heheh @sunshine-on-my-mind meera…my fluffy writer…I miss you a lot…FRANKly😉…you write the sweetest fluff tbh and @universitypenguin you know princess and the lawyer is one of my top 5 series i have read on tumblr..and since i am on reader’s block..i have missed so much of it…and i can’t wait to read it again..coz i am totally in awe of your writing style…you are gifted and @jobean12-blog my friend from Bucky’s city 🤭🤭…always sending me positivity messages..and i would surely like to meet her when i come there @nana1000night You are amazing…and i wish you all the best

Sorry i am just feeling emotional today

Thanks to all these beauties..Love u all💜

[zozobruh]

Nine people you'd like to get to know better

@dummerjan Thank you so much for tagging me! I spy lots of media in German in your answers, intrigued 👀

Tonight is a tag night for me, sorry in advance for the spam, everyone 😸

3 ships

1. KinnPorsche (from *shocking* KinnPorsche The Series) - it would be unforgivable for me not to mention the source of my hypefixation for over a year now. They got me back into writing fanfiction after almost 10 years 😫, I love them your honor💚

2. Victuuri (from Yuuri! On Ice) - the amount of fanfiction I read about these two sweethearts in high school is insane! *whispers* I was even close to writing something, but I never did. I just think their love story is so sweet and I honestly related to Yuuri so much as an ex-athlete in an individual sport. I will always treasure them💚

3. JWDS (Joo Won and Dong Sik from Beyond Evil) - this one is 100% on @b1uetrees and her amazing fanfiction and nagging me to watch and I feel thankful to her because oh boy... The middle-aged blorbo going through it meets the uptight-turned-self-sacraficing blorbo who's also going through it. And the fanfiction is superb!

First ship

I honestly don't recall this with much pride. But I was a 12 year old in 1D fandom, on Twitter, no critical thinking developed, and I just jumped on Larry bandwagon. Today, I avoid rp ships bc it honestly got too toxic for me on Twitter in 2014😅 (but hey, at least we have my first fanfiction attempt with so many grammar mistakes to laugh about!)

Last song

Currently reading

Kazuo Ishiguro - Klara and the Sun

One of the reasons I was drawn to it besides the topic was 100% that it has my name in the title🤭.

Last movie

Dune: Part Two

Currently Craving

I would honestly love a cake rn, maybe with strawberries 🍓

no pressure tags: @b1uetrees @boysbeloving @vanillalipstick66 @blingblingbubbles @nuwildcat @crystallinemoonlight @mortimerlatrice @lady-guts @imharmlessipromise

to avoid any confusion, this is @artpo from my main :D

[absurdthirst]

(Hi, resending this again just to be sure, because my account got mistakenly terminated 3 times(!) now immediately after sending. Please ignore, if it ended up like spam, but I've read asks ar all deleted if you're terminated. Thank you!)

Hello! I hope you and yours are well. 😊 

I'm sorry if this ends up to be very long and a bit of an overshare and weird, (hopefully not creepy!). I've been lurking here and in wardenparker's account for about more than a year now, reading almost all of your fics, and just falling in love with your stories and the glimpses of your personalities that l've seen. You two seem to be intelligent, kind, caring people - very much like our Pedro. Your writing reminded me a lot of the quality fanfics l've read growing up in another fandom at FF.net, and you've inspired me to work on writing again and to actually post, and interact with the other lovely people on here, be perceived, haha. (Also, l've found we've got pretty similar "likes", so thank you, thank you, thank you. My person and I thank you, haha.)

I've been very, very isolated, to be honest. From a culmination of circumstances, mental illness and tons of trauma, lol. l've been working so hard on myself (have been trying to "fix" myself, by myself, since I was a teen, no thanks to family, haha) even more this past year, and I've even made this new account before 2024 ended, and was planning to finally post a fic before the month ends. I was also planning to reach out to you to thank you for helping me get through the past year(and a half?) and to reconnect with writing, with your stories (I think I tend to overplan 😅...and not do things until the very vague later).

Today, I got pushed to finally just do it and reach out. Because with the isolation, I just...basically don't really have anyone else to reach out to, and something devastating just happened. Something broke in the laptop l'm using. Could be because of age, quality, something I accidentally did, but none of those really matter, because at the end of the day, it would be my fault to my family. It's a gotcha of how shitty I am, and they would remind me of that, rather than help me. Disability and culture really held me (and is holding me) back, so I am still stuck here. That laptop is supposed to be my way out, I used to work remotely and am trying to get a new job, too, along with the writing. So yeah, currently feel..basically fucked. The laptop breaking broke me a little more, too, I think. Haha.

Again, I'm sorry if this is overshare, but l've read other people asking for personal advice on here and sharing, so I thought maybe it's okay? l just feel so alone now, and on edge. Like this is some kind of a turning point, not sure if for the better or worse. So here is the mess that I am, reaching out from the void haha.

Thank you and wardenparker for your words, for listening to people like me, and for doing all that you do for the fandom. I really, really appreciate you. I wish you a great 2025. 💜

Hello sweet nonny,

Thank you for your kind words and praise. It is very touching and I am so glad that you have found joy and relief in our works. I love knowing and hearing about how it helps distract from the real life problems that can sometimes seem insurmountable.

I am so sorry that you are going through a low point and feel like you cannot turn to anyone in your family and life. I know that can be such a tough thing, compounded by unsupportive family.

I hope that things start looking up. Have you had a diagnostic run on the computer to see if it can be fixed? If you ever want to just pop into my messages, I would love to chat with you!💙

[vro0m]

thanks for the detailed answer and sorry to spam you with more 😅

tbh it probably sticks out to me more than usual because of everything else that’s being discussed atm. they definitely ask him all the time to make these kinds of calls without giving him all the info so ig i should just let it go 😄

maybe merc had data that the mediums wouldn’t last long on their car specifically and that’s why bono was so pushy about switching to the hards even though everyone ahead of lewis decided to stay out on the old mediums?

but then just make the definitive call to pit him instead of giving him half the info and letting him decide while also not ACTUALLY leaving it up to him? lol. it just puts lewis in a position where he almost can’t make a good call either way and i hate that

Hey no problem as we've established I'm not very busy today lol 😅

I do think we're all a bit more sensitive to everything due to the current speculations and conspiracy theories being thrown around and that's why I wanna be twice as careful with what I take into account because sometimes it's really just a matter of perspective for me? Like I don't wanna jump to conclusions.

I don't know why Mercedes was pushing him to pit, maybe they were too cautious. But also Lewis was the first one to get rid of the inters right? So I think he had older tyres than everyone ahead as well. Maybe that was part of it? Idk.

I also find all these radio calls tricky because as they can't say everything out loud without giving too much info to the other teams sometimes it's a lot of implied stuff rather than explicit stuff and I think that on the one hand we as viewers don't necessarily understand all that isn't being said but is understood by the team and driver and on the other hand sometimes it leads to misunderstandings between the team and the driver because they think they know what they mean but they don't? Like communication-wise it's complicated.

[ducktapeal]

I'd apologize for spamming FMA posts, but I'm not even a little sorry. 😅

Alphonse was my first blorbo, to the point where I'm named after a cosplay I did of him at Anime Boston in 2007. And apparently it's the 20th anniversary of the original show coming out today, so I'm absolutely reblogging a shitload of Alphonse posts.

Me in 2007: "I wonder why I like this character so much."

Me now, robogender: "Ah."

[breannasfluff]

OH! Another thing (still same anon, I'm very very very sorry I'm spamming u like this) your story FAE TOUCHED it's so !!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE IT TOO 😭😭, first I really like stories where people mention more of fae stuff with Hyrule (cuz he's a fairy) but Wild ???? I really really really like it! And I love how Twilight and Legend are forced to spend time together cuz those two won't let them go, and also that fight they had (? Kinda fight?) It was so interesting how easy it got resolved (Legend just picked the opal up and said mine and that was it) it's funny how shiny objects really makes them fight so easy and then it's like they never fought! Gotta read the second part you published I think not too long ago!! And btw got a question, what does the rest of the team think of those two? Or haven't they noticed something is off about them ? (Or if you mention that on the second chapter I haven't read it yet XD sorry!)

PLEASE spam, it’s so much more interesting than work 😅

Ok, right?? WE NEED MORE FAIRY HYRULE STORIES!!! I’ve read all the ones I can find. Hyrule is, thankfully, part fairy in Linked Moments, but STILL.

I love the idea that Wild is just a little…weird after the shrine. So if you haven’t read the chapter today you won’t have seen the end note that mid-month I’ll do another, slightly longer story about eldritch Wild! Essentially Fae Touched became inspiration to push Wild a bit further and really lean in to that vibe. Fae Touched was a fun way to have Hyrule and Wild be a duo, while tossing Twilight and Legend together. The four of them are my favorites, so I like exploring them as combos.

Fae Touched doesn’t touch on what the rest of the Chain thinks, but the Eldritch one will go through each member!

The Chain gets Hyrule’s fae-ness; he’s fairly open about it up front to the group. He doesn’t always remember to explain the “rules”, but they’ve figured it out through trial and error. Wild is a bit of a mystery to everyone because he’s clearly not fae and he only follows the same rules as Hyrule 75% of the time, and makes up his own for the other 25%. Things make sense to Wild, but probably not to the others.

He’s got Twi and Ledge though, so the group as a whole tends to leave them to their own pod for the most part.

As for the opal; Hyrule and Wild were at a stand off because neither wanted to give in, but neither really wanted to hurt each other. It was more threat display to see if they could scare each other off. Legend provided a handy third option of removing the object, allowing them to resolve it without either person giving in. After that they’re pretty quickly back to normal! Legend and Twi are used to it; it’s why when they give the boys things there tends to be something for both of them. Easier to keep it equal!

Okay, thanks for letting me ramble on this 😅 They are just so fun 😭

[xofantasycloud]

Hey, from someone who used to comment, I'm sorry that I stopped writing those.

I'm just anxious about making spelling mistakes, but I really appreciate you writing these stories and remembering small details from your older stories

So Imma spam the rest of this ask with links I associate with reading your fice

Second chances:

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGJ7yBfaJ/

This one with multiple of your fics in case I don't have internet

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGJ7y8DtR/

In general sometimes:

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGJ7y8yrM/

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGJ7yRyLK/

But I hope you're having a good day today ☺️

Today just got SO much better, thank you for this!❤️

As someone who isn’t a native speaker I totally get the anxiety around spelling mistakes! No matter how many times I go over my work I always find more mistakes AFTER I’ve hit publish, and this is coming from someone who only reads English books AND who’s spoken this language for a living for over a year😅 Please know that I will/would never judge you, but I understand❤️

Getting these TikTok’s though was next level, genius! I’m gonna rewatch them whenever I need another pick me up haha!🥰

I hope you’re also having a good day!

[lambilegs]

hiii apologies for the late response, i've been resting lately thank you! and LMAO sorry for the confusion, i was debating on whether to use 'seggc' since it isn't a common slang, yet ended up writing it anyway. i see you added red suit lee in her masterlist, looking good w your layout <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠>

omgg i feel you, making edits seem complex and intimidating hence, i don't post/edit any (tho i'd like to make my own just for fun). and YEAH AGREED lee w out-of-pocket audios would be so funny (insert: "i like that autistic man" audio LOL) + seggc edits oop 👀 also sure thing, you got this pardner! it's alright to feel that way, allow yourself to take breaks too so you don't burn out.

ohhh vampire lee is such an intriguing and brilliant take on her character, i like it a lot hehe im curious to see/read how the ever-reserved and patient lee handles that type of curse, one w such strong instinctive behaviors. it polarizes her calm rationality to this unhinged mess of a monster inside her. it'll be fun to see that feral side come out and takeover once in a while 🤭. i kinda feel bad for lee being in pain and desperately fighting those urges but also SHOW IT TO ME RACHEL SEND IT TO ME PLS (+ i've heard maika's been casted in a vampire movie? we might get a glimpse of vampire lee in there)

ps. sorry for spamming your asks w long messages (i've another incoming ask) 😅🤠

no no you're all good bae!! <33 i hope you got to catch up on lots of rest hehe and LMAOOO it's all good, lowkey might start saying it myself 🤭 and thank you so much!! I'm so happy with how it looks. plus, I'm sorry, but the movie did us dirty by only showing us with the red shirt once 😔

you should definitely go for it if you're into the idea!! :o it's a little complicated at first, at least it was for me, but once you get adjusted to it and play around with it for a bit, it's really exciting to sort of bring your vision to life. PLSSS I ACTUALLY KNOW AN EDIT W THAT AUDIO. HERE IT IS (if the link doesn't work, I'll add it to the comments too)!! and thank you sm :") yeah, I can definitely overwork myself sometimes by trying too hard to get requests out so they don't pile up, but that ends up being counterintuitive anyways, since I usually end up even more stressed LOL so, for sure, definitely need to take more breaks. I think I just get worried to w my lee fics bc I get scared that if I take a break, by the time I return, there'll be way less people, you know? since the fandom is so small and all. but, I also know that if I overdo it, I'll probably crash and end up taking a break anyways LOL

RIGHTTTT IT'S SO COOL TO THINK OF!! I love writing her as a vampire or werewolf, because it contrasts so well with her rationality, and seeing how those two elements of her fuse is really cool. and, oh my god, YES, you literally described it so accurately and beautifully. "polarizes" is the perfect word for it. like, even w the werewolf story, I found it so funny to write her doing a whole whiteboard display to explain her rut. like, contrasting those fantastical elements with how no-nonsense she is is both so fascinating and humorous to me HAHA.

NO SAMEEEE LMFAOOOO i literally started the vampire fic today, and poor baby is in so much pain, but like... the longing, the yearning, the desire OHHHHH. it's so delicious, hehe. and omg yes!! I will absolutely project lee onto maika's role in that movie LMAOOO.

I just feel like because of lee's reservations, it's just so cool to think of her in all these different worlds and scenarios and figure out how she'd react within each of them, you know? as well as open up and get more vulnerable. like, I'm also gonna work on a bodyguard!au of her soon, and I'm so excited, because I could see her being so loyal to her job and professionalism that any romantic feelings are very pointedly ignored by her LOL. how about you, are there any particular situations/worlds you like to think of her being in?

ALSO OMG DON'T APOLOGIZE I LOVE YOUR ASKS HEHE <33 I have so so much fun reading and responding to them!! I can't wait for the next one

[honey-minded-hivemind]

(sorry for spamming you so much by the way :))

I mainly focused on his wings, don’t mind how awful these are, I was really tired making these.

this is how you showed his wings

and this is just a few more details cause I was worried about blank space

That is so cool! (And no worries about spamming, I'm glad you ask your questions and leave comments! I lobe to see them and respond to them!). Good attention to detail, @crowwithguns ! I think it is sweet, adds extra depth to him, and has equal proportions (not an easy task in any art form!). You especially did great with his wings (not to mention his antennae!). All to say:

You did good😊

You did great💕

And Sabre-moth approves (he loves it)!🧡💛 Little guy (big moth man) enjoys your art! He appreciates the angle you caught him at, showing off his fearsome wings🦋 (And he is now waiting on the arrival of his brother, Moth-verine, who I will make today. Sabre-moth wants a moth-mate (playmate/brother/runt) so he's being as patient as he can manage😅

[adore-gregor]

Low quality screenshots, high quality content 💁‍♀️💛

[trashcora]

hahaha I start my full time job on Monday so I’m making gifs like mad now cuz I know I won’t have time later

[swanimagines]

Can you do B32 with Kaz? Fem!reader please!

Fandom: Shadow and Bone

Prompt: B32. “Awww, is this you?” “Gimme that!” “No! You’re so cute, look at those pants!”

A/N: Sorry for the huge delay, I hope you like it! Also this is the last one from the Kaz spam, now other characters will start to come in too. Next requests which are coming up are the 2k shuffles and fake instagrams (there are 10 of them + self-ships but self-ships are personalized and won't be queued, I publish them as I fill them) and after that, we'll get to the spam event requests!

Warnings: angst 😅 Sorry, I wrote those prompts with cheery and fun stuff in mind and they also give that picture but my idea was angsty.

Word count: 732

The secret warehouse Dregs owned a few streets from the Slat was well hidden, and today you'd get to visit there with Kaz for the first time. You tagged along purely because you were bored, Kaz just needed some documents and blueprints from heists that had been done years ago for reference - apparently one of the old heist places was under consideration again and to save time, they'd check the old blueprints and add the extra guards and towers there. Inej had been scouting the area for a few days and knew a lot about the new guard arrangements.

Your eyes wandered around Kaz's section of the warehouse which was half-full with completely random stuff from past heists. Kaz went straight to a large chest at the other side of the room, put his cane to rest against the wall and started digging through the chest. You watched him for a while, but then continued letting your eyes wander around the room. And eventually, your gaze landed on a small, rolled up parchment and you opened it. It revealed a painting of a small boy at a porch of a farmhouse. You frowned, it didn't look like like something Kaz would snatch on a heist, you didn't recognize the art style and it was really small. And if it was worth something, it would already been sold and not lying around in Kaz's warehouse. But when you looked at the boy's features, you connected the dots.

"Aww, is this you?" you cooed and turned the painting for Kaz to see. He glanced at you, then at the painting and his face seemed to lose even more color.

"Give me that!" he exclaimed, trying to snatch the painting from you but you yanked it back, turning around to inspect it further.

"No!" you giggled. "You're so cute, look at those pants!"

Kaz took in a deep sigh and clenched his jaw. "Y/N, put it away. Now."

You frowned, looking up. "Why? This is really good, I just didn't know you have been painted once. Who was the painter?"

Kaz didn't answer, so you searched for the signature yourself. After a moment, you found it - folded behind the corner. "Jordie... uh, Rietveld? Huh. Never heard of them. Strange, I would think that with these skills, they'd be much more known."

Kaz's breath hitched for a moment and you looked up to him in concern. He took that as an opportunity and snatched the painting from you, rolling it closed again without even looking at it and putting it to one of the drawers of a large bureau at the corner of the room before returning to the large chest and started going through old documents and blueprints without another word or even a glance at you. Not even a glare. You knew Kaz well enough to know that he was acting like that because you jabbed something painful and now you felt horrible.

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have snooped like that," you muttered and Kaz paused for a few seconds.

"No," he then grumbled. "You shouldn't have."

You opened your mouth, but closed it immediately, figuring that Kaz would tell you when he would be ready - if he would ever be ready.

And Kaz wanted to tell you. But he couldn't speak Jordie's name without getting all those memories, all those flashbacks to that night. But still, he had always known it. Eventually, you'd be the first to hear about Jordie and who he was before he became Kaz Brekker. How Kaz Rietveld died.

Eventually. He knew you would be the one to lead him through his traumas and fear of touch. He had grown to care about you more than he thought he'd be able to care ever again, even when he didn't exactly say it. Your friendship was peculiar, and to Kaz it was so much more than just friendship. As it was that for you too, but neither of you said it aloud.

You were his guiding light in that stormy sea he was thrown into time and time again. His anchor who pulled him back to the shore. He treasured you so much, and one day, he'd say it to you. He'd let you know how much you meant for him.

But that day wasn't yet. Maybe it would take even years from now. But you'd get there together.

[mishkakagehishka]

Not siding with enstars-gatekeeper, but I do see the point they're trying to make tbh. Nobody likes ooc stuff in any fandom community really and it is sad that like enstars-gatekeeper said that writers will get spam hate on their work for being ooc (it's more ao3 they were referring to I think as haven't seen it much on tumblr) and that's why fanfic writing is scary for some ig?

Again, I'm not siding with enstars-gatekeeper ofc but I agree with what they said about other communities acting that way towards writers but I certainly don't want Enstars to go down that way (honestly I thought there'd be more like gatekeeper with the likes of ES! not having an official English translation and how most lore apparently is shown in those stories, wouldn't know though as I've never read any).

What I never get though is why readers like that exist? Like isn't fanfiction supposed to be self indulgent and about having fun, not trying to basically extend what there is of canon content? Is it even possible to be 100% true to canon when writing considering fic writers aren't the creators of the source material?

I've been wanting to write fics myself but all the fandoms I'm in are like that and hate ooc fics. My main fixation is Enstars anyway and even tho I've been playing a while now, because I haven't read ES! I'm scared that I don't fully understand the characters now cause with the way some people,like gatekeeper, go on about it I'm under the impression that anything in ES!! isn't as accurate or I mean maybe as informative as ES! stories are and that I'd get a while new character basically if I read ES! (Its probably not that drastic but everyone is acting like it is so yeah)

Sorry if I'm venting by the way, seeing people like gatekeeper just annoy me as I wish no community had those "fans" 😅

Annoyance with OOC is understandable, but. Well. Exit the fic if it annoys you, you know? Out of all the (actually!) gross things that happens with fancreators, sending someone anon hate for writing smth OOC or writing a serial killer AU is just lame imo

That person said they wish more writers got anon hate for writing OOC, which is horrible, btw. Idc, if you wanna send someone abuse because they just misunderstood a character, that's loser behaviour. It's pathetic and it makes you a bully.

But you're right, as a fanfic writer, nothing I write will come close to canon-compliant. I can imitate canon and guesstimate what could be canon, but purely on account of "I don't work at happyele", everything I write today that "makes sense" could be contradicted by a future event. Hell, when this shuffle event comes out, they could reveal smth ab Shu that I never thought ab and that would render all my fics about him "OOC", that's just how it works with writing for ongoing media. It's why I don't like writing for ongoing media, but, alas, enstars is probably gonna outlive me at this point.

And yeah, fanfic is supposed to just be self-indulgent fun. Of course I believe certain topics should not be written about in fanfiction, especially if they're written in a romanticised way or a way meant to make certain immoral behaviour acceptable (as an example: the difference between writing yandere as horror vs as something romantic), but. Writing a character as OOC is just such a mild "misdemeanor". I don't like it, giving new fans and new writers grief over it.

I hope you'll feel comfortable to write in the future, I love seeing new writers and creators in general, especially considering the enstars fandom is small on tumblr. It really is just gatekeeper who's throwing us off tbh. ! is only "better" bc it's larger, it ran, like, 5 years or so? And !! has been running for 2, so it has a lot more content, yes, but I don't think it's that bad. The characters changed and evolved (a joy of enstars), and writing a character based on their ! characterisation would still end up as OOC unless you're writing them in the ! setting. Writing a character in the !! as you know them in !! should be fine, I believe. Like, ! might be good info to have for the subtleties, but most of what I know from ! are things I never explicitly mention, just weave through their characterisation. Making a character like Mika avoid eye contact when nervous isn't a big deal at all - but it's my way of saying, "It's hard to get rid of old habits, especially of ones so ingrained in a person. Even if he's learning to love himself, he still kept the habit of hiding the eyes he grew up hating when he feels threatened".

At the end of the day, fandom drama is childish. Fandom drama that starts because someone hates "OOC fics" (of all the things) is even more childish. It's really not hard to exit a fic you don't like. It's more effort to type up hate for it.