#so much sadness n anger at this tragic loss of his life swirling around w the hope n happiness at the new start of my own life..
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life lately…
#a day of so much change n loss n my heart is hurting a thousand different ways but i want to honor the good things..#finally all moved into new house n city n i really love my room 💞#before leaving town got to visit my brothers fire house n it was so amazing…literally could not be more proud of him :( 💓💘#first night i was here a pack of coyotes went crazy right outside my window all throughout the night 🐺 i saw them too they are so pretty..#their howls barks n wails were very eerie at times n i was considering whether this was a welcome or warning n decided it felt much#more like a welcome 🥰 i hope i hear them again !#i am here alone feeling like i’m on the edge of the big wide world..who knows what will happen next !#my family leaving today left the biggest hole in my heart n i am still reeling over hearing abt the loss of an old friend so things are so#unsteady tbh#so much sadness n anger at this tragic loss of his life swirling around w the hope n happiness at the new start of my own life..#i think i just need to cry n cry n start my new routine 🙇🏼♀️ it will take time to adjust to this bitter cold weather..#but in all honesty my new home is by far one of the most beautiful places on this whole earth n i am beyond blessed to be here 💘#like really i couldn’t ask for more…i’m so grateful for so much..#i will journal abt this all + more in detail cuz i need to continue processing this day but it’s such a turning point i thought i’d#say a few things here to get me started 💐💓 i look forward to this new phase n to everything to come..#i love you world 💞💘#mine#death mention
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