#so most people dont know im also a chronic insomniac....i dont really like telling people about it anymore (i used to but things change...
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#derpy#so my disappearance can be explained lmao#the first day i wasn't feeling it so i was like...meeeh i aint going to post#then the day after that they had their vlive right?#so i started subbing the live#hahahha#eitherway i worked on slowly subbing it instead of posting here#and i submitted it yesterday#soooooo a English subbed vlive will be up very soon for the 8th Feb livestream YEY#eitherway#this means ill post again today! so get ready yall little nasties!#now storytime (bcz thats what i always do in these kinda posts)#so many might know i have like an endless supply of happy hyper energy right?#so most people dont know im also a chronic insomniac....i dont really like telling people about it anymore (i used to but things change...#...thats a story for another time tho)#so as much as im hyper and everything. i really get frustrated and depressed whenever im havig bad nights#especially during the nights. its a lot frustrating to have a normal body function be robbed from you#its also something ive had for years but i never really seem to be able to deal with it properly??#i meet a friend of mine on Saturday and the friend looked just very moody. so i was trying to cheer them up#and they were like _Sara im not mad or anything...i just havent been able to sleep properly lately_#and i dunno. my heart kinda hurt a lot hearing that. bcz ive been living the struggle all these years. but i just couldnt bring myslf to say#eithetway my ass is now convinced that i will baby my friend extra and try to be as understanding and kind as possible#not like im not already babying them lmao...bcz i am. i just mean ill let them be tired in peace#and i guess i just feel like it hit me a lot more seeing someone physically change their demeanor thnx to something i know too well#i know this is kinda depressing to say. and its weird doing it in public bcz in really not the rant type of person#im more of a babbling type of person. so here i am BABBLING about something less happy bcz its only me giving justice to all my sides#and giving all the sides to my person the free room to Express oneself???#i have another babble up soon which will prbly be interesting....plz anticipate!#thanky as always ♡ love youuuuuuu
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