#so maybe once i cry unreasonably thru a chocolate malt like a pussy ill be in a better place for that LMAO.
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#so the past few days i have been on maybe a down swing w both my mental+physical health#bc ive managed to eat the exact minimum amount of calories necessary for my meds bc everything makes me sick#but nothing is more motivation to choke shit down&keep it there than the idea of rebounding from missing my fucking meds LMAO#anyway my energy levels have been on par w that of a sickly sloth for the past couple days bc of it#&that+everything else is not like. GREAT for my mental state. lmao.#&like i just got the remainder of the root removed from that tooth i yanked out of my fucking head a million years ago lmao#&i am once again reminded of the fact that-- truly-- there IS a force out there somewhere that wants me to fucking starve to death. lmao.#... its probably karma. lmao.#no matter what i Do Not appreciate it.#my four week review is up this week for the new meds&i need to sit down+do an honest workup on how ive felt&w/e so i dont go in blind#but the idea of doing one makes my head hurt lmao.#the one upside to all this is that of the ~15 foods recd for me to eat one is ice cream&another is malts#so maybe once i cry unreasonably thru a chocolate malt like a pussy ill be in a better place for that LMAO.#... i wanted to be a dentist when i was like five&obv that didnt stick (lmao) but it did assure that i was never afraid of the dentist#&i thought about that stroke of luck a couple times today lmao so it could definitely be worse. 🤷🏾♀️
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