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#me posting#no one is currently making noise I'm just ruminating#i feel I'm in some special kind of hell having sound based sensitivity with really good hearing (think: heard an open can of soda through-#a wall and couldn't sleep until I moved it further away kind of sensitive) and i live with people who can't hear for shit#so like‚ they'll listen to things on their phone 4-5+ clicks up in sound and be like 'I can barely hear it. how is it bothering you?'#and I'm over here like 'this video is too loud‚ but if I click the sound button one more down it will literally be on mute.'#so I'll be trying to sleep or enjoy a peaceful moment‚ and I'm hearing their conversation upstairs‚ or whatever else#especially because one of the people i live with plays certain games with certain sounds that make me want to peel my skin off#but also sleeping in earplugs/headphones usually involves me ripping them put in my sleep and causing my ears to develop scabs-#which then hurt when I put anything in them.#at least during the day i can wear (headphones) for a while (unless i get a pimple in them‚ in which case pain again)#though if I damage my ears to the point of hearing loss then maybe I'd manage.#though‚ my hearing has saved our cats life before‚ and also helps my roommates communicate between floors.#but they aren't bothered by sound so they won't give a shit
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