#so like in modern au before Dorian came into the picture it was Asterin who would literally fight anyone who hurt Manon
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I dunno why but in my brain Asterin is always taller than Manon. Manon is like 5â7 (same height as Aelin) but Asterin? Sheâs probably 5â10 or 5â11 she just has this tall energy. And also I think itâs because of what she represents to Manon? Sheâs her light, her lifeline, her support. Asterin is someone Manon can lean on and she will never let her down. Sheâs always there to support her, to guide her, to call her out when sheâs fucking up and alsoâ sheâs always there to protect her.
Fuck, Iâm going to cry now. But yes Asterin is definitely taller than Manon this is all Iâm saying here.
#booklr#books and reading#throne of glass#manon blackbeak#tog#dorian havilliard#manon x dorian#manorian#asterin blackbeak#empire of storms#Asterin is very special to me you have no idea#she was the first character to make me cry#and she did it like 4-5 times#totally normal#and how sheâs with Manon is just⌠so sweet#she sees the real person not the one the matron wants to forge and sheâs not afraid to call her out on it#because sheâs knows what Manon is like but sheâs never giving herself the chance to be who she is#just a puppet for her grandmother which is what frustrated Asterin the most#and Iâm sorry but Aelin risked her life to save Manon just because of Asterin#sheâs so important omg#Manon would be so lost without her sheâs literally her voice of reason and she helps her see things clearly#they have their disagreements for sure but this doesnât change their relationship#that âlive Manonâ kills me every time because until the very end Asterin was guiding her#telling to let go and be free and just âliveâ instead of only existing#so like in modern au before Dorian came into the picture it was Asterin who would literally fight anyone who hurt Manon#sheâs crazy and fearless so crossing her isnât something wise#sheâs always there looking out for Manon
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Museum Day
A modern manorian au request
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The bar was unexpectedly full for a Thursday night and when Dorian opened the door, several people had to step aside to let him through. Loud and boisterous, cheering and booing as one, the crowd was focused solely on whatever championship game was on the big screen. Rifthold never made it into the playoffs of any sports, so their presence in the final tonight meant the bar was packed and Manon was working.
Too busy pouring beers, she didnât see him come in. But the man working beside her did. He hadnât been here the night Dorian first met Manon. His long, dark hair was pulled back and Dorian could see all the features heâd passed on to his daughter, including his unusual golden eyes. Those eyes were inspecting him now, taking in the expensive clothes and styled hair. Dorian smiled politely, trying to interpret the look, but the man was inscrutable. Someone ordered a drink and Dorian finally escaped her fatherâs gaze.
As he waded through the crowd to where Manon was working, he spotted her cousin. She was walking towards him, arms full of glasses and dishes, when she stopped and pointed her chin at him. âArt guy, right?â
âIâm Dorian,â he said, yelling slightly to be heard over the noise, and hoping to disguise his disappointment that she didnât already know his name. âIâd shake your hand, but thatâs not a good idea. Can I help?â
She huffed a thankful breath and held her arms out for him to take a stack of pint glasses. âIâm Asterin. Itâs nice to meet you. Officially, I mean. Unofficially, I know everything about you.â She grinned and winked before moving past him towards the kitchen.
Dorian found himself smiling too as he followed her. Manon finally saw him as he passed the end of the bar. Her puzzled expression at his appearance was, for lack of a better word, so adorable, that he wished he could have taken a picture. He paused before the swinging door and shouted, âAsterin recruited me.â
Manon glanced over at her father, who was waiting on people at the other end of the bar.
âDo you want me to leave?â he asked, more quietly this time. He should have called before showing up out of the blue. Although theyâd talked often, theyâd only seen each other once since sheâd let him and his brother stay at her place. Dorianâs efforts to free himself and Hollin from his uncleâs grasp had wreaked havoc on his already hectic class schedule. And her work schedule was just as bad. But after the interview had gone so well, she was the first person he wanted to tell.
âNo,â she said. âThe game is almost over and things should quiet down soon.â
âOkay. Iâll stay out of the way.â
With a fearsome point of her finger, she said, âDonât let Asterin boss you around!â
Dorian gave her a look saying it was way too late for that and headed into the kitchen. Asterin was instantly there, plucking the glasses from his grasp and setting them in the dishwasher. When it was loaded, she turned around to examine him.
âI can turn around,â he joked. âMr. Blackbeak gave me the once over when I came in, but he only saw the front.â
Asterin laughed and looked as if she was going to say sure. But instead, she said, âMr. Crochan. Manon uses her motherâs name. I wouldnât want you to screw things up right off the bat.â
âOh shit, thank you,â he said. âThat wouldâve been bad.â
âNah, heâs easy to get along with actually,â she said. âJust protective of Manon.â Her eyes narrowed and she pointed at him. âWe all are. So, princeling or not, you better not hurt her.â
Solemnly, he said, âI promise.â
Asterin gave him another once over before declaring, âOkay, youâve passed my test.â
Laughing, he asked, âHow did I do that?â
âHow will I do that,â she corrected, looking pointedly at the dishwasher, then back at him.
Dorian found a clean spot to put his portfolio down, then joined her. âWhat do I do?â
âFirst, you need an apron. Iâd hate to mess up your pretty suit.���
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Asterin had been running back and forth to the kitchen like a mad woman, going in with dirty dishes and returning immediately with clean ones to put behind the bar. Sheâd refused to answer Manonâs questions about where Dorian had disappeared to, or what sheâd saddled him with.
When she finally had a free moment, she headed back into the kitchen. Dorian was standing at the sink, working his way through a stack of plates. The kitchen wasnât big enough to offer a full menu. Or even a half menu. But her dad had partnered with the pizza place next door so their food could be ordered here.
âI thought I told you not to let Asterin suck you into this,â Manon said. Sheâd silently walked up behind him, and at the sound of her voice, so close to his ear, Dorian flinched and dropped a plate on the floor.
He swore and picked up the pieces, only to find her grinning at him. âYou did that on purpose!â
Ignoring the accusation, she asked, âHow did it go?â
Tossing the broken dish into the trash and wiping his hands on his damp, dirty apron, he said, âYou are looking at the new intern for Adarlan Architects.â
Before she could congratulate him, her father stuck his head in the door. âManon, get out here!â When he saw Dorian, and what he was doing, Tristan gave a brief nod - of greeting or approval, she couldnât tell - then disappeared.
On her way back out, Manon said, âWeâll have to celebrate. Something better than washing dishes in a bar.â
The next day, when he wanted to go to the museum, she wondered if sheâd made a mistake in leaving the method of celebration up to him. She loved the museum, but sheâd been volunteering a lot in addition to her normal hours. This was her first day off in a long time that sheâd planned to avoid the place.
Coming through the rotating door, Dorian took her hand and pulled her to the left. Towards the entrance to the art museum.
âHave you ever been through this side?â
âOnce. For the employee orientation,â Manon admitted, expecting disappointment or annoyance. But his face lit up with excitement.
âWell then, can I interest you in a tour?â
âItâs your party,â she said. âBut, I donât know any tour guides who hold the visitorâs hand.â
Leading her into the first gallery, Dorian smirked. âThings are done a little differently on my tours.â
âI suppose Iâll need to choose a favorite piece?â Glancing around the room, all she saw were a bunch of dark, drab paintings hanging on the walls. Boring portraits of old men, groups of old men, and more old men. A few naked women. Cynically, she wondered if any of the artwork would be of naked men.
âYour grimace tells me the Xandrian style is not for you.â
Heat radiated over her cheeks and she cringed. âWas it that obvious?â
Dorian tilted his head and stared at her. The flush of her skin grew hotter under his gaze and Manon wanted to turn away, but she crossed her arms and stayed put.
Finally, he said, âI think I know what youâll like. But in the interest of giving a proper tour, weâre not skipping things. Figuring out what you dislike and why can help you better appreciate the things you do like.â
Manon knew nothing about art, and had never been interested in it. During her orientation tour of this wing, sheâd ignored most of what was said, relegating it to mindless nonsense. Give her the concrete science of bones and minerals and anatomy over the ever-changing interpretations and feelings of art any day. Though, paleontology involved its own kind of interpretation. Yes, it was science. But unless someone developed a time machine, there was no way to be 100% certain of what these animals looked like or how they lived. So, in some ways, science demanded just as much creativity as the arts.
As Dorian began to talk about the paintings in the first gallery, she tried to keep an open mind and follow his advice, thinking about what aspects she didnât like and what, if any, she did.
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The route through the art museum had been circuitous and heâd doubled back through a few galleries. But Dorian wanted to save the exhibit he thought Manon might appreciate for last. While sheâd enjoyed some of the sculptures, not a surprise based on her preferred subject, she hadnât expressed much interest in the broad collection of paintings. Her eyes widened at a few, but he was counting on the next room to blow her away.
Letting her walk in first, Dorian held his breath, waiting for her reaction.
The room was smaller than most, displaying works by a single artist. Darkly painted walls and focused lighting gave off an air of neutral elegance that worked well with the art. Huge landscape paintings using bright colors and simple strokes surrounded them: towering mountain peaks glowing in the sunrise, sinuous rivers meandering through wide valleys, and skies filled with billowing clouds that seemed to be alive with movement. They possessed a wild, windy sort of beauty that he had come to associate with her.
Trying not to stare too intently, Dorian watched Manon slowly walk around the room. She stopped in front of each painting. Ever so faintly, her neutral mask was starting to break. But before he could claim victory, she turned a corner and didnât come back.
He found her in front of one of the smaller pieces, and the only one with figures. At the foot of soaring, snow-capped mountains, a man was leaving his home, leaving a woman and child behind. Eyes wide and glistening, Manon looked at it for a very long time. Dorian retreated to a bench, leaving her alone with the painting and her thoughts.
When she finally joined him, he made no mention of the tears ready to spill down her cheeks, and made no move to hug her, even though he desperately wanted to.
âI never knew my mother,â she said, speaking so softly he had to lean closer. âShe died when I was born and I was raised by my grandmother. I didnât even know my father until I was 16.â
Unable to resist, Dorian slowly placed a hand on her back. It was a light touch, until she sank backwards an inch or two, resting against it.
âMy grandmother was...â she shivered before continuing. âShe was not a good person. She framed my dad for dealing drugs and managed to get custody of me. But she told me I was unwanted. Abandoned. And it was her bad luck to raise me. She...â Manon paused, then took a deep, steadying breath. âShe was very good at finding your weakest points, digging her claws in, and not letting go. And while she was feeding me lies, she was telling my father I was ashamed of him, that I wanted nothing to do with him. Asterin had it worse.â She stopped abruptly, perhaps realizing how much truth sheâd just laid bare to him. âWe survived it somehow. When I tracked down my dad and learned the truth, Asterin and I left and came here. His family took us in.â She smiled then and added, âItâs a big family. Lots of cousins.â
Dorian said nothing, trying to take it all in. Trying to comprehend how difficult it was for her to speak about, how much he appreciated her trust. Trying not to angrily ask about the grandmother whoâd abused her.
Manon wiped her face dry. âShe died two years ago. When we heard, Asterin and I planned to celebrate. But we just cried.â She faced him, her eyes downcast. âWe just hugged each other and cried.â
âIâm so sorry,â he said, not knowing what else to say. It seemed to be enough as she tilted sideways against him, letting him shift his arm to wrap around her shoulders.
âThat painting. He doesnât want to leave them. You canât see their expressions, but you can tell. He already misses them and heâs not even gone.â
He looked back up and immediately saw what she meant. The goodbye held a terrible finality that none of the figures seemed to want. But for whatever reason, had to go through with.
âHow did you know Iâd like these?â
Dorian laughed softly. âSomething about these paintings made me think of you.â
âWhat was your favorite?â she asked, changing the course of the conversation away from herself.
He looked around the room. âI love this style. The simplicity and use of color. But I think my absolute favorites are the goddess statues.â
Manon rolled her eyes, unable to hide her smile. âThe naked ones.â
âThey werenât all naked.â Judging from her eyebrow, she didnât believe him. âAnd itâs not because theyâre naked,â he protested. âYou have to admit the carvings were incredible. The way the marble looked like living flesh and muscle. I honestly donât know how they did it.â
She relented. âOkay. Yes, they were beautiful.â
âYouâve never told me what exhibit is your favorite in the natural history wing.â
Pink spread across her cheeks and she quirked her mouth to keep from smiling. âThe pterosaurs.â
Dorian grinned, wide and victorious. He didnât quite know what heâd won, but it felt like a victory. Like yet another thing connecting them together. âHmm, thatâs interesting.â
She made a noise that could have been agreement and pulled him up when she stood. As they made their way back through the maze of galleries, she asked, âDo you have to get home to Hollin now?â
âNo,â Dorian said. âHeâs staying with a friend all weekend.â She didnât say anything more, though he sensed she wanted to. âWhy?â He pulled her closer and whispered, âDo you have more ways to celebrate my huge success?â
Laughing, she gestured to their surroundings and said, âIâll admit, you didnât go the route I was expecting. But thatâs not what I meant.â They were outside now and she stopped to tug a wool hat over her head. Avoiding his gaze, she asked, âI thought maybe youâd like to meet my dad? Maybe have dinner?â
The way she asked it told Dorian this was something she didnât normally do, if ever. Heâd missed officially meeting Mr. Crochan last night at the bar. After berating Asterin for kidnapping him, Manon had pulled him out of the kitchen shortly before the place closed and walked him outside. Her father was busy talking to some people in the corner and he missed Dorianâs exit completely. Despite her enthusiasm about meeting up today, and knowing how much she guarded her privacy, heâd gone home feeling a little hurt.
But that hurt was completely forgotten with her invitation.
Her expression was a little wary, so Dorian said simply, âYes.â This seemed new for her and he didnât want to make her feel more uncomfortable by pulling some Iâd be honored to meet your father speech, even if that was exactly how he felt. But he added, âAs long as he doesnât insist on pineapple pizza.â
Her laugh rang through the air, musical and lovely. And for that moment, the crowd surrounding them disappeared. No shrieking kids, no busy sidewalks, no loud traffic. Only the two of them seemed to exist.
Looking at him as if she sensed it too, she leaned over and kissed his cheek. When he no longer felt the softness of her lips on his skin, the moment passed and they were once again in front of a bustling city street. With hands held tight, they made their way into the crowd.
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Epilogue
He should have checked his bag rather than try to stuff so much into a carry-on. The couple glaring at him as he tried to dislodge it from the overhead compartment was quickly losing their patience. But Dorian just ignored them, gave a final tug, and freed his luggage. In moments heâd be seeing Manon. With his own eyes, not on a screen.
Theyâd only been apart for five months, but it had been the longest five months of his life.
Getting access to his trust fund and full custody of Hollin had set him back two semesters. Which was fine. Except that part way through, Manon was accepted to grad school at the University of the Wastes. A dream come true that came with a tarnished silver lining. Theyâd be in two different cities on opposite ends of the continent until he graduated.
Now, with Hollin settled in a good boarding school on the west coast, and his degree in hand - a degree not chained to any one location - they could finally be together.
Finally, he thought, patting the tiny box in his pocket.
That would have to wait though, until her family visited next month.
On the flight, heâd watched the scenery change from forested mountains to rolling, grassy plains, but it still hadnât prepared him for what he saw when he stepped off the plane. He was struck by the immensity of the Wastes, the wind and wide open sky, the distant hills that were full of fossils. And then by her.
Manon ran to meet him and he dropped his bag. They held each other as if it had been years and theyâd been oceans apart.
Lifting her off her feet, Dorian rasped, âGod I missed you!â
Manon laughed, and when he put her down she wore a smile heâd never seen before, full of light and joy. âWelcome home, princeling.â
The end :)
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(painting: Remember, by Nicholas Roerich 1924)
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