#so like clay not giving the gun to orel kinda shows he doesnt want to really let orel feel how he felt due to his father
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smth smth angelas insistence on not using the word "dead" vs clay putting so much emphasis on the word when he tells bloberta abt his family
#likeeeeee. angela trying to lessen the impact of her guilt by using euphemism#vs clay carrying the full weight of it. whatverrrrrrr#its interesting bc as a kid he doeent seem to rlly feel very responsible or care all that much#but i think maybe ths is more an effect of his father not giving him the room to actually even cry abt it#like hewants clay to know its his fault. and to feel shitty bc of it. but god forbid he get upset abt it#like You caused this. so dont u dare cry abt it#superrrrr interesting how he seems to try to push his guilt onto his father too w his comments#goddddd god i find it so very painful that he cant even give the gun to orel#i think he wanted to do the hunting trip moreso as a Fuck You to his dad than anything#but arrghhhhthe gunnnnn#someone in the comments said like the gun IS tainted with like. generational trauma#so like clay not giving the gun to orel kinda shows he doesnt want to really let orel feel how he felt due to his father#but of course. he does it anyways in a different way. and he just gives orel a different gun.#also funny (sad) how clays whole deal is abt being made to feel worthless but he inadvertently makes orel feel the same way#by giving him the different gun. like hes Not Even Worth It.#also the ep where clay uses doughy to make orel feel like shit abt himself. noooooo dont repeat the cycle of abuse ur so sexy ahaha
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