#so lazy and useless and pathetic but im tryinf im trying sonhard everything is always so difficult
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laying in bed listening to bay of suvla bay
#on the verge of tears also👍#idk im so frustrated and i feel so fucking trapped i cant run bc i dont havw shoes and if i get shoes they need to be specific bc i have#ankle/knee/foot issues that make it hard for me to run without severe pain. so the shoes im looking at are expensive and would need to be#shipped which is a pain but there r no shoe stores w thw shoes i need nearby. and i wanted to go for a walk w mh friend but a bunch of#other annoying ppl came too. and my elbow is acting up again and im too lazy to get an ice pack even thoit might help. well maybe ill grab#one. but its only in pain at night which is annoying and i keep seeing fish eggs EVERYWHERE. and theyre not there but i see them theyre hau#haunting me and i dont like it and rhe sky is being weird and i want to tell ppl to be careful but i just sound so paranoid and weird#i need to text my sister i miss her !!!!!!!#but my experiment is almost all set up and the fish r spawning which is so good! just need to crank out a proposal which im soo stressedavt#and im so tiref all the time my legs hurt all the time i hate being in pain like this im such a little bitch about all of this i must seem#so lazy and useless and pathetic but im tryinf im trying sonhard everything is always so difficult#canis vents
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