#so itd mean 11 hours of work down the drain
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i fucking. give up on this bullshit man
#cake rants#its 4am#ive been at this since 5pm#almost 12 hours#i am so fucking sad and frustrated#the color isnt turning out how its supposed to#its way too light#so i need to go to town again and buy more dye#pray and hope it doesnt get blotchy from this batch of dye#redye it again#hope its the right fucking color#and if its not i need to buy a new blue fabric#and re handsew it all#so itd mean 11 hours of work down the drain#im really really tired i dont have time for this#i only have spring break to make this fucking shit because of school and moving and everything#i wanted a blue fabric from the start but my mother fucking insisted on dying it because its#i quote. cheaper.#i dont even wanna go anymore but i have my ticket and a friend is doing sun#so we sould match and i dont want to let them down#but this sucks so fucking bad i feel like crying#i cant even get a new fabric tomorrow! the place is not open#i cant even call my mom or my sister about this tomorrow because they are so condescending#or how tf you spell it. my sister is always about the baby and i get it its a fucking baby#but its not my baby!! youre barely my family!! you hate me!! i hate this!! this is my ONE hobby#my ONE SINGLE HOBBY i spend money on and its 4 times a YEAR and yet i cant do it how i want#and we still try to cut corners and we still push it to the background. i didnt even go to the winter one#im probably overreacting since its fucking 4am and ive been hand sewing this shit for 11 hours#but im just really really really sad and upset that ill probably have to throw this out or redo it#god fucking damn jt
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