#so it’s ENTIRELY on his own terms ! something he has rarely gotten to do everN

[jewishregulus]

i really wish that regulus was a gorey Beauty in decay and death and flesh and meat person like i am because i want to project my entire self onto him but unfortunately i think regulus is very disconnected from violence in any sort of positive way due to his upbringing and his relationship w his personal dissociation towards his own self ……. i think he would enjoy tragic literature and like falling on your knife atop of your dead lovers corpse and such and perhaps more poetic descriptions of cannibalism and such as metaphors but only as METAPHORS . the more detail there is the less interested he is. which is partially why i think jegulus is perhaps the best endgame 4 him bc james is so removed from the traditional concepts of violence he has been raised around and surrounded by w his friends and such . i think he would enjoy spending time w his closest friends but ultimately find their freak(tm) overwhelming on most occasions . so i think being around jfp who jumps at really horrendous horror movie sfx like pffffft im not scared hahaha but do You want to watch something else maybe? is really healing for him . he’s got a space seperate from it all. which is partially why i think jegulus is a fairly Normal and Adjusted couple by my circle of the marauders’ fandoms standards . like there is no sexualized surgery or murder or blood draining or whatever . the most that occurs is token maso/sadist dynamics which are softer in nature w heavy aftercare and the encouragement of james’ jealousy because regulus enjoys the idea of being someone’s Number one who they want to own ….. regulus likes being james little doll boyfriend (tm) not out of like sexual urge to be used but because james takes CARE of him!!! he’s brushing his hair and putting him in the prettiest clothes and having little tea parties and reading him pages from a classic as regulus takes a shower . he’s never been treated so softly before that he kinda leans into it w james bc he knows james still views him as his own person : something regulus has rarely been viewed as by others . in many other relationships i feel as if their sexual freak behavior bleeds into all aspects of their lives but w jegulus i feel it is very Separate and that is a good thing . bc regulus deserves d/s daddy roleplay as much as he deserves laughing at the way his bf is struggling to peel his shirt off over his glasses and james blowing raspberries against his lower stomach …..