#so it would help my other hobby unlike awful low res phone camera

[katyspersonal]

My physical health is going to such an incredibly low level that at this point, ability to draw from my bed and not at PC is crucial. I just have constant requirement to lay down. I am legit miserable if I am not creating something.. My options are:

1) draw in album, traditionally, and buy a scanner (the last one broke since it was ancient) 2) draw traditionally but buy a good camera, and just take those high-quality pictures with art supplies used laying nearby (you know, the ones) 3) get an ipad and figure out a way to get Procreate from my country through third party somehow (international money transfers are almost impossible here anymore) 4) requalify into a writer instead of visual artist 5) keep going to doctors to finally find out what IS wrong with me, because I am one of those cursed patients who are constantly sick but nobody can diagnose the problem already because all tests are fine??

And every option demands money I don't even have because rent price skyrocketed, so did products, and mom also needs help now

I guess 5 should take priority because there must be one person that can help.. though the fact that "cursed patient" is basically an anecdotal situation in this country probably means skill issue of the doctors, so maybe I am doomed unless I find a way to escape into a country with more advanced healthcare. Going to take years, but hey, long term plan is good for fighting against depression!

Everything else will take many months of saving, and it is harder than ever, but I once managed to save up on PS4, right? (yes I bought PS4 just to lay my hands on Bloodborne). I can do it again.. though it is harder now