#so instead i wanna do stupid shit. but i cant bc im on pain killers again fuck man.
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#diary#personal#im rly bored now that im not sad and all i wanma do is get fucked up again.#haha. i have nothing i wanna do at all. this sucks#im sooooo bored.#i could do stuff. but that seems like a lot of work and planning.#so instead i wanna do stupid shit. but i cant bc im on pain killers again fuck man.#seriouly i just wanna be high and/or drunk all the time#im done with this lifw#drugs#alcohol#i also ate too much again today ffs#haah. its hard to make sure you dont eat enough when you like food lmao. idk ill probably stop caring so much soon#but still. im so tired still. thats probably partially why im still doing nothinh all the time. i kinda cant still#idk. ill get high or drunk soon and ill feel better.#i hope i can tomorrow....#then i can dissociate and pretend im not alive.#im.not even sad believe it or not. im just bored i guess. idk. i hate this i just wanna sleep. and so i will
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