#so im subjecting jeremy to this

[nyaar0n]

why dud you screenshot

[tiny-planet-13]

I caved I'm reading the sunshine court again I can't live another day without it I literally can't breathe when I think about it it has only been a week and I'm going insane jean I'm coming for you and I'm going to hold your hand through all the pain so you can reach you own sunshine and happiness 🔥🔥🔥

[dayurno]

[scover-va]

Assortment of design concepts that are subject to change (especially fnaf 6 michael and scraptrap)

[yezzyyae]

😂😂😂I love this

[ihaveanaxe]

Trying to figure out what casting type you are but you have BPD and it’s all about recognizing the patterns and habits within your own identity and how others perceive you and you realize you can only answer the questions about your physical appearance and objective facts about yourself because anything that has anything to slightly do with your self image or identity gets completely muddled

[jesus fucking Christ I maxed out the tags]

[lonelywhalien22]

constant

pairing: sangyeon x reader

rating/genre: fluff + comfort <3

summary: after a long week of work, you and sangyeon barely have anything left in you to give, but what you do have you give to each other. selflessly.

warnings: none, just people choosing to love each other even when they’re exhausted <3

word count: 2.2k

song(s) to listen to while reading: good for you by eric nam, constant by jesse barrera ft. jeremy passion <3

note: back at it again with another comfort fic that i polished up from my old drafts. probably tmi but a while back i was listening to an episode of a podcast that was all about long-term partnership and this one idea of each partner rating their current level of capacity in a given moment was just fascinating to me. and then i wrote this wishing i had someone in my life like that. if that barely makes sense just read and you’ll get what im describing hopefully hehe. i'm in love with this type of relationship so i hope you enjoy <3

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Sangyeon stepped through the door of your shared apartment that Friday evening to find that you were sitting comfortably in the living room with the television on, the sun having already set and the noise of commuters driving home having finally died down outside. It was quiet and peaceful, and his shoulders instantly relaxed as he finally shook off some of his work worries and thought ahead to the weekend - to finally getting to wind down with you and sleep in for the first time in too long.

“Hey babe,” you heard him say softly as you finally turned to look at him from your spot on the couch. You could see the tiredness radiating from his body, a large hand raking through his hair to push it out of his face as he gave you a little smile before hanging his jacket on one of the hooks you’d put up by the door.

You wished you could smile back but you’d had a rough day yourself - tired from work and getting stuck in traffic as you’d worried about a million little things on the way home.

He groaned as he noticed your expression, finally making his way over to you as he rubbed a hand over the back of your hair softly and gave you a peck on the forehead before plopping down on the couch. You couldn’t help but soften your expression when you felt his calming touches. That was Sangyeon – he was nothing if not instantly calming.

“Tell me where you’re at right now,” he asked of you softly, voice low as if he didn’t want to disturb your quiet. You turned to look at him, your eyes completely drained, and you could see the instant concern that radiated from him as you responded, even through his own tired eyes.

“I’m at like a 3 right now.”

Sometime after the two of you started dating you came up with a system to rate your emotional capacity at any given moment on a scale of 1 to 10. It seemed weird but it was really just a way for you both to quickly gauge how the other was feeling and know whether one of you was able to carry more of the load on any given day. The higher the number, the higher your capacity.

“I’m at a 4,” Sangyeon said immediately, and you gave him a pout.

It seemed like recently whenever you both happened to have bad days he always tried to be just a little higher than you so he could be the one to take care of things – take care of you. He didn’t like for you to worry about him even though you knew he needed to be taken care of too sometimes, just like anyone else. You made a mental note that from now on, you’d say your numbers at the same time.

“Sangyeon. Be honest with me.”

“I’ve had worse days,” he brushed your concerns away, easing around the subject.

You noticed how he didn’t try to insist he was telling you the truth about how he was feeling. Sangyeon always took his words seriously, treating them with a carefulness that almost rivaled how he treated you. He never was one to outright lie, and so after one too many times of buried feelings in the past, you’d learned how to read between the lines of his words. Sure, he may have had worse days, but that didn’t mean today wasn’t a particularly bad one.

You rubbed his arm a few times before shifting closer to him on the couch and resting your head against his chest. He wrapped an arm across your waist and pulled you in even closer, giving you another kiss in your hair as the two of you held each other. His movements comforted you, but you also knew that this was what he did to comfort himself after a long day. Doting on you was how he released his frustration sometimes.

He smelled like the laundry you two did together last weekend mixed with the day’s efforts and a hint of something that you could only describe as uniquely him, and if you were being honest you probably could have fallen asleep right there in his arms. But instead you kept rubbing your hand against his back in that way you knew he liked, hoping he’d relax some more and finally let go of whatever it was he’d been carrying all day like you wanted him to.

Eventually he released a deep sigh at your ministrations, and you felt his muscles relax underneath your palm. You hid the tiny smile that appeared on your lips, burying your head closer into his chest as he finally spoke up.

“Work was just a lot. Has been all week, but especially today.”

You hummed at his words gently.

“Did rehearsal go into overtime again?” And in response you felt him nod against your skin, the crook of his head now pressed into your neck.

“There was this one part we just really struggled to get in sync. And I kept worrying that I was messing up everyone else.” Sangyeon sighed again and you tried to hold onto him even tighter at those words. You knew how much he hated feeling like he wasn’t being a good leader to his group. How much he tended to carry that weight on his shoulders without a single complaint.

“I’m sorry babe. I can tell you’ve had a long day. You must be tired.”

“I’m sure you’re just as tired as me,” he said then, refusing to let you dismiss your own worries in your attempts to comfort him. Your mind drifted back to all the stuff you’d dealt with today.

“Do you wanna talk about it?” he mumbled into your neck, breaking you out of your train of thought as he kissed the spot gently. You couldn’t help but smile a little at that despite your stress, combing your fingers through the strands at the back of his head as you thought about it for moment before finally responding.

“Not yet,” you answered. “What I really need right now is you. Holding me. Just like this. I missed you so much today.”

Sangyeon didn’t stress it, simply giving you what you asked for. After years of being together, he knew this was just how you were – you kept the complexities of your mind to yourself until you could really articulate what it was you wanted to say. And he was always there when you were finally ready to lay it all on him, even at the most random of times. He was always waiting for you with open arms, and you loved him for that.

“I missed you too. Did you eat?”

He separated himself from your hold just enough to look at you directly then, and you pursed your lips guiltily.

“No…but I did pick up some takeout.”

You had a bad habit of waiting to eat dinner until Sangyeon got home so the two of you could eat together - especially on Fridays, when he had the highest chances of getting back at a decent hour. That meant that sometimes you went without food for longer than was acceptable to him. Not to mention you’d toss and turn all night from the lack of digestion before bed. When you couldn’t sleep he couldn’t either, no matter how tired he was.

You looked up at him sheepishly then and you could tell he was about to scold you, but before he could, the two of you heard the loud rumble of his stomach.

“Uh…” Sangyeon started with his own guilty look.

You giggled, a smirk forming on your lips. The blush on his face was unmistakable as he averted his eyes from yours, rubbing the back of his reddening neck.

“Let’s eat,” you said, taking charge then.

You got up before he could hold you back with those tempting hands of his and began filling up two plates, grabbing water for the both of you as well and making your way back to the couch. He looked at you gratefully as he took a plate from your hands, eager to dig in. The two of you ate in silence, you spooning yourself up servings of kimchi fried rice while Sangyeon dove into a container of noodles and some egg rolls, his favorite from this spot a few blocks away from your place. He finished his food first, like he always did, sipping on his water as he stared over at you reverently.

“What?” You asked as you swallowed another mouthful of rice, a rare moment of self-consciousness bubbling up inside of you.

“I just like seeing you eat well. That’s all.”

He leaned in then and gave you a peck on your lips. It tasted faintly sweet like the sauce from his egg rolls and even though you knew he was trying to be quick you still got lost in it like you did every time he kissed you, closing your eyes for a moment before he pulled away.

“Uh uh, finish eating first and then let’s get ready for bed,” he chided, and you rolled your eyes, trying to finish the rest of your food as quickly as possible.

You’d already showered so once you were done eating you worked on brushing your teeth and cleaning your face as Sangyeon hopped into the shower. The two of you were so used to sharing space by now that you didn’t even blink twice as he took his shirt off before he even reached the bathroom. He finished undressing and slipped into the stream of warm water while you focused on yourself in the mirror, proud that you only peaked at his silhouette through the shower curtains once while he was cleaning up.

You were in bed laying under the sheets with a book in your hands when he finally got out of the bathroom, a look of pure bliss on his face as he put his towel away and made his way over to your shared bed. You could tell that, just as usual, he was feeling much better after a good shower.

He rolled under the sheets before leaning over towards you, his head craning towards your neck as he gave you another kiss there, this one slightly longer. You could feel the softness of his lips and smell the lavender scent of his shampoo, even noticing how smooth and soft the little bits of his skin that touched yours were from the lotion you always urged him to use.

You closed your book immediately and set it on the nightstand because you knew you wouldn’t be able to read a single word with him right beside you like this. Sangyeon shuffled even closer to you then, your shoulders touching as he raised his head to be at eye level again. His large hand landed on your thigh, the rough calluses of his palm contrasting with how gently he touched you and making goosebumps rise on your skin. You knew he was only touching you in a comfort sort of way but somehow it still made butterflies appear in your stomach - just like the first time the two of you ever laid together.

“Thank you,” you said softly as you looked over at him, not wanting to disrupt such a precious moment.

“For what?” he asked, a genuine curiosity lighting up his face.

You just tilted your head and shook it serenely, a tiny sigh leaving your lips.

“For taking care of me. Even when you’re exhausted.”

‘’Of course. I should be thanking you too, you know. I love you.”

He always said those three words so easily, like he was just breathing in air or blinking. They came out on instinct because at this point it was just a fact - he’d known for a while now that you were forever a part of him, simple as that.

You didn’t respond with words, instead leaning in with hooded eyes and cupping the side of his face with your hand. You kissed him softly, trying to tell him how you were feeling with your lips. Words had never come that easily to you.

He tilted his head and intensified the kiss, nipping at your lips a few times but keeping the pace slow and his kisses deep. You could feel his hair pressed against your forehead from how close he was and after a while it just felt like you were melting into each other somehow.

When you finally parted, he finished with another quick peck before quickly turning out the lamp on his side and pulling you into his arms, the two of you making yourselves comfortable as you laid down in bed.

“Come here,” Sangyeon mumbled in playful stubbornness, pulling you impossibly closer as you giggled.

Your head laid on his chest with an arm draped across his waist while his arm was securely wrapped around yours. The pairs of your legs tangled together seamlessly under the sheets as he laid on his back and you on your side, nestled into him.

As your eyes finally drifted closed, a whisper of “I love you too,” slipped from between your lips while your fingers rubbed back and forth across his wide chest, luring you to sleep.

“I know baby. I know.”

[elderscrollsconceptart]

• I want to preface this by saying art and musical preferences are subjective. Everything below is just my personal opinion and preferences.

• I also don't want anyone to confuse criticism with hating. I like Inon Zur but I have some thoughts on his musical involvement in TES 6.

I *really* hope that they get someone besides Inon Zur to conduct the OST for TES VI.

The Music is perhaps my favorite part of TES. There's been many times when I'm totally burned out or bored with the games, but I never grow tired of the music. For example I have fallen asleep to the Oblivion OST more times than I can remember and the Morrowind theme is my favorite piece of video game music of all time. (Inon Zur's theme for Fallout New Vegas is my second favorite!!!)

Hearing the Arena and Daggerfall themes on an old burned CD were actually my first exposure to TES in any direct form and were the impetus to my later interest in the series. The music of TES matters so deeply to me. I never want to feel the urge to avoid or feel disappointed by any of it. It would bum me TF out if I was disappointed by the music of TES 6.

For Inon Zur, I LOVE his work on the Fallout soundtracks, but I just do not think his style works for TES.

I really don't like his music in the teaser they used for the now (old) trailer for TESVI. I also don't particularly like Zur's work on the blades OST either. To be clear, his TES music so far is *fine* but its not excellent like the OSTs for Morrowind, Oblivion, and Skyrim were. His TES music is..just fine..

Honestly there are parts of the Blade soundtrack that sound like unused tracks from Fallout (eg. "A worthy foe") Zur loves him some horns, large brass instruments, and drums and while those instruments are fine, an overuse of them just doesn't't work in TES.

His typical style is just too brassy and "hard" for TES IMO. Even when he's trying to be soft with his music it just sounds off. Almost looming and rough. TES is fantasy, it needs flutes, soft vocal harmonies, and strings. Even the parts of ths Blades OST with strings and harmonies sound weirdly harsh and coarse for what they're trying to do. His music has a "dark" tone to me, like everything is tinged in a looming danger. IDK how to describe it. There are also moments in the Blades OST where it feels like he's trying to imitate Jeremy Soule's style and it just falls flat.

I dont believe Zur operates with the necessary softness, warmth, and pulse lowering harmony required for a good TES soundtrack. Yes there are dungeon and combat themes in all the games, but the most beloved TES music is the themes and ambient tracks. Inon Zur's Fallout work is incredible but his style naturally meshes really well with the Fallout games. Don't get me wrong, he's a fantastic artist, but his forays into TES music have been unsatisfying to me personally and doesn't mesh with the series.

I want to be as clear as I can because im not trying to bash him. *Inon Zur is a really good musician and conductor* I just don't think his style works for TES.

I love most or Zur's work, but I hope they get someone with more fitting musical style to make the OST for TES VI.

[electrificata]

the other day i found myself sitting with my cousins wife, discussing which friends character archetype various people at the family event were most like, and i said that her husband/my cousin was a joey and she looked kind of distressed so i was like "well he's kind of like if joey was smart" and at this point my cousin sat down and chuckled a little and agreed but she still looked distressed and said "but jeremy isn't a womanizer" (i havent seen an episode of friends in at least five years so i had forgotten that part of the character entirely) so i had to be like "yeah he isnt" and i frantically changed the subject by being like "im scared im ross i dont want to be ross" and my sister was like "youre kind of phoebe" and i said "perhaps the friends cast is not the best personality categorization system" and my cousins wife just looked completely miserable and wretched. she brightened a little later when she had an opportunity to bring up up how small her hands were. "they're like baby hands," she said.

[mimic-scout-scooter]

"I'm not an angry dog. I'm a freaking human being!"

Beginning transcription. date The second of November, nineteen seventy one. Interviewed: Mimic creature/ "Scooter" Interviewer: RED Medic. Mr Fritz Ludwig, Field Medic those present: Mikhail for protection and holding the recording device. Transcription note: all nonverbal actions will be italicized. When the mimic speaks in the voice of the mercenary it is trying to impersonate, a man by the name of Jeremy Shultz, words will be written in purple. Intentions of interview 1. Find out what subject is 2. Why it keeps coming back 3. What does it want. A roleplay and ask blog for a team fortress 2 OC

Fritz: You like that boy? Quite the appetite it has The mimic is heard snarling when Mr. Ludwig presumably attempts to take away a tray, audio is fuzzy. Fritz: Aha! fine you can keep it, add food aggressive to the file Misha- Bad mimic! can you please stop gorging yourself and answer my questions? Mimic: chucklenuts. no problem. Fritz: Do you know what you are? Mimic: I'm a force of nature Fritz: No, it doesn't know what it is- its repeating what Jeremy says, next question! Subject you were taken out to a dirt road and discarded of. do you have any memory of this? Mimic: Yeah sure Doc Fritz: why did you come back when you knew you were not wanted? Mimic: Mumbles. Fritz: Is this because Pyro gave you a name? Mimic: Yeah, sure Doc Fritz: So you have an attachment here, what do you want here? The mimic was quiet for some time, looking like it was deeply pondering what to say, the silence stopped after aproximately 12.4 seconds Mimic: safety. I ran here... is that not enough? Fritz: so it does have its own voice, does it have a name? Mimic: Stop treating me like an angry dog! i'm a freaking- human being! Fritz: does it? Mimic: Scooter Fritz: people are looking for you, did you actually kill that family? Subject proceeded to scream and throw food tray at the ground Fritz: very well then, Misha help me chain it back up the subject tried to flee the medical lab towards the sleeping quarters but was contained and secured. It will be monitored for any sign of higher intelligence. observation note: Testing for higher intelligence was successful. We aren't giving it back to where it came from we're not monsters. Subject was found to have a tattoo stating "property of MannCo" above its pectoral on the right side. I have an idea of its origins, further testing is required.

Who can interact?

anyone! doesn't matter to me if our lore is conflictive

Rules -No nsfw asks unless you are over 18 years old. Mod is 18. Mod info: Hi im Eddi, i am 18 and this is my first ask/rp blog ever. inspo came from a copypasta a person in discord was that was super cool and gave off analog horror vibes @horrorscoutblog you will always be famous. anyways i made a wanted poster referencing it and yeah ^^. I work 2 jobs so im not always on top of things but this is my hobby and i hope to find people who like this

[plutos134340]

hiii pluto :3 you wanna tell me about ur ocs sooo bad /nf (also is calling you pluto ok ?)

Ooooooh i feel like i wanna tell u about them soooo badly (and yes im ok with being called pluto, it technically isnt my name- that which is natalie, but i am chill with pluto as well)

Long text under the paragraph bc i dont feel like subjecting the random viewer to a long post:

Ok so some background for the way my aus work: i suck at making my own characters, but i can like give traits and personalities to existing characters that dont have much in canon, or just replacing a pre-existing characters personality, so thats what i do time and time again. Then i make random characters for funsies

First au concept and darias place in it: So basically i had made some cliche fnaf au where like none of the kids ever died- ig i wanted some happiness in life. And i then made Daria to go along with them and she was Henry's kid and an older sister to Charlie. They also had another younger brother but he is irrelevant. She is best friends with michael afton, and was also closest to fritz and jeremy (foxy and bonnie) She is like a random oc but does has a lot of my traits bc i found it easier to cope with myself through a character with fake friendships rather than actually think about myself and the people i know.

Traits (physical and personality-wise): She is white and has pale-ish skin, and shes got shoulder-length, curly, brown hair (like 2C); she is white, and she is pretty tall. She has hazel eyes (the green and brown being separate kind of hazel because i have that eye color and i like my eyes 💀). Shes queer, specifically being bisexual and ace-spec, and is a cis girl. She is pretty down-to-earth, and is mostly a realist. One thing that has stayed true throughout her many forms is that she often forms intimate relationships with people quickly but can end up starting fights with the same people quickly. Idk where that came from but thats her.

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And now the second au and all that jazz. I know you dont know much at all about cccc but basically there are these characters Heart, Mind and Soul, who are all technically personified parts of the singer's (chonny jash) brain. In this au they are all human and like half related to their original identities. They go by the names Juno, Keene and Atlas, respectively, with the collection of their names just coming from random sources in the songs (juno and atlas) and then i just picked a random name i saw for the last bc i didnt want to pick two similar names (it would have been Apollo if i did). Bc i love music oh so much, they are all basically in a band. I loooove cliche little tropes it just soothes my mind ig, idc how basic it is and its also just easier for me to imagine. Anywho, this brings Max and Lily into the picture, along with another girl i forgot originally bc i forgot that i created her (that being Terra). Terra is the creator of this band, and Max and Lily originally come from their school's regular band.

Max: He is mixed white/southeast asian, and has tan, freckled skin and short black hair. He is around 5'11. He has a pretty chill and kind personality, and can come off either quiet or loud/intense depending on where he is. He often pokes fun at people but never really crosses the line. In their little band he plays most woodwind instruments, mainly the saxophone. He is bisexual and a cis guy.

Lily (full name being Liliana): She is a Latina and is 5'2. She has long, wavy, black hair, tan skin, and dark brown eyes. She is very sweet and is very in-tune with her own and others' emotions, just overall very emotionally intelligent. She can be the life of the party and lively, but is often the first person to realize if someone else is having a bad time, but also wont jeopardize her own mental health in sake of someone else's just to please them. As said before she came from a general concert band before, and plays the trumpet and the flute mainly. She is straight and cis, but doesnt really put too much thought into her identity anyways.

Terra, who i somehow forgot when answering the ask: She is 5'11 as well, and is a Black woman. She has curly hair, which she keeps at around chin length, and it is black with dyed brown highlights. She was originally more reserved than the others, but has opened up to all of the group members and is pretty talkative. As mentioned before, she is the creator of this little band, and plays the drums. She is a trans girl.

Ok so yeah those are them. I kinda just picked a few categories (that being how they look and basic identity things, some personality stuff, and any sexual or gender orientations) to talk about for each and i hope i stuck to that setup well enough. The other three from the second one are like technically not ocs but i like hijacked their actual personalities and gave them new ones but i did not talk about them bc i do not need to ramble THAT much.

[lover-also-fighter-also]

HUFFLE'S MC MASTERLIST (NOTE: LIST IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE)

Hi everyone,

I figured instead of cluttering my intro page with the links for my MC profiles, I would make a separate post for it, along with the status of my choices playthroughs, and whether or not I will be making MC profiles for them. (inspired by @cadybear420 's MC masterlist).

Note: The ones I marked TBD it's still to be determined.

Completed with full profiles:

The Elementalists: Anitha Russell

Birthday: December 26, 1999

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Bisexual (with a higher preference to guys)

LI: Griffin Langley

High School Story (Original Trilogy) : Ria Monero

Birthday: 7th September, 2000

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Lesbian

LI: Maria Flores

High School Story (Original Trilogy): Jeremy Rin

Birthday: 21st December, 2000

Gender: Cis-Man (he/him)

Sexuality: TBD (thinking bi-curious)

LI: Emma Hawkins

High School Story (Class Act) : Mila Delgado

Birthday: 15th April, 2002

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Biromantic and Bisexual

LI: Skye Crandall

Open Heart: Harshith Sharma

Birthday: 20th March, 1994

Gender: Cis-Man (He/Him)

Sexuality: Biromantic and Bisexual

LI: Aurora Emery

Veil of Secrets: Tanya Sharma

Birthday: 17th May, 1997

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Demisexual (with only preference to men)

LI: Flynn O'Malley

Completed with In-progress Profiles:

Blades of Light and Shadow: Halor (Last Name TBD)

Birthday: TBD

Species: Elf (the blue sprite)

Gender: Cis-Male (he/him)

Sexuality: Multisexual

LI: TBD (Im planning to pair him with Tyril, but also want to go for the Valax Route)

Bloodbound: Lexi Wong

Birthday: April 20th, 1996

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Pansexual

LI: TBD (Im thinking to pair her up with Jax, but Lily is also great!)

Crimes of Passion: Lauren Rose

Birthday: June 10th, 1995

Gender: TBD

Sexuality: TBD

LI: Trystan Thorne

Desire & Decorum: Jenny Mills

Birthday: November 2nd, 1795

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Lesbian

LI: Annabelle Parsons

Endless Summer: Alicia (no last name)

Birthday: 1st January, 1996 (but realistically undetermined- You know why)

Gender: TBD

Sexuality: Biromantic and Bisexual

LI: TBD (all of them are good!)

The Freshman Series: Audrey Jones

Birthday: 5th May, 1996

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Straight

LI: TBD (I have played the James route once and I really liked it, so mostly Im thinking to stick to it)

The Heist: Monaco: Ari (no last name)

Birthday: July 10th, 1993

Gender: GNC Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Polysexual

LI: TBD (Im leaning more towards Eris or Sonia)

Hero: Lucas Sanders

Birthday: 2nd January, 1996 (well, it may not be the real birth date, but that was the day his adoptive mom found him so it became his birthday)

Gender: Cis-Man (he/him)

Sexuality: Gay

LI: TBD (Still conflicted between Grayson and Kenji)

Hot Couture: Janice Moore

Birthday: 7th February, 1994

Gender: Trans-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: wlw

LI: Luz Estrada

Immortal Desires: Megan Reese

Birthday: 12th August, 2005

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Biromantic and Bisexual

LI: Gabriela Adalhard & Cassius Harlow

It Lives in the Woods: Jenna Salem

Birthday: 18th October, 2000

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Lesbian

LI: Ava Cunningham

It Lives Beneath: Melissa Vance

Birthday: 21st November, 1998

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Straight

LI: Tom Soto

It Lives Within: Prem Rathore

Birthday: 30th August, 1998

Gender: Cis-Male (He/Him)

Sexuality: Demiromantic and Demisexual

LI: Amalia de Leon

Laws of Attraction: Dylan Parker

Birthday: 18th December, 1990

Gender: Trans-Man (he/him)

Sexuality: Bisexual

LI: Aslinn Tanaka

Mother of the Year: Andrea Kim

Birthday: 22nd January, 1981

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Straight

LI: Thomas Mendez

Murder at Homecoming: Valentine Daniel Stone

Birthday: 15th September, 2004

Gender: Cis-Male (He/Him)

Sexuality: Gay

LI: Tyler Woods

Nightbound: Kate Williams

Birthday: 20th September, 1993

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Bisexual

LI: Vera Reimonenq

With Every Heartbeat: Willow Woods

Birthday: 2nd March, 2000

Gender: Cis-Woman (She/Her)

Sexuality: Lesbian

LI: Dakota Winchester (female hispanic sprite)

Replay for an MC profile:

Across The Void

America's Most Eligible

The Crown & The Flame

A courtesan of Rome

The Cursed Heart (bk 2)

Distant Shores

Foreign Affairs

Guinevere

The Haunting of Braidwood Manor

Kindered

Passport to Romance

Platinum

The Royal Romance + The Royal Heir + The Royal Finale

The Unexpected Heiress

Wake the Dead

Haven't Played yet (But may create MC profile):

Baby Bump

Bachelorette Party

Big Sky Country

The Deadliest game

Dirty Little Secrets

Getaway Girls

LoveHacks

Most Wanted

Perfect Match

The Phantom Agent

Queen B (bk 2)

Red Carpet Diaries

Ride or Die

The Royal Masquerade

Haven't Played yet/Jury Still out for MC profile:

Along Came Treble

Alpha

A Very Scandalous Proposal

The Billionaire's Baby

The Duchess Affair

Filthy Rich

First Comes Love

Guarded

Hearts on Fire

Home for the Holidays

Hot Shot

Kiss of Death

Make That Date!

Ms. Match

My Two First Loves

The Nanny Affair

The Princess Swap

The Promise of Forever

Rising Tides

Roommates With Benefit

Rivals with Benefits

Save the Date

Ship of Dreams

Shipwrecked

Slow Burn

Sunkissed

Surrender

Untamable + Unbridled

Witness

Wishful thinking

Wolf Bride

[lovelylil-macintosh]

Some stuff about me!! :D

> My name is Soda/Bliss

> I'm 17 years old

> I use he/him/they pronouns

> I'm autistic, Dyspraxia and an osdd-1b sys host

> I am from Ireland

> I'm gay, trans (ftm), and aro-ace spec (fully ace demiromantic)

As you can tell I am currently heavily fixated on Kinitopet, but I also like other things such as Regretevator and sonic the hedgehog. I have other social media's that all go by the same name that I have here (Sodap0p.jpeg) bar my discord, roblox and vrchat (although that is subject to change in the near future hopefully.) So feel free to pm me if you want any of those :P I'm open to making new friends!! I don't bite I promise. Anywho yea, im not sure how often I'll post here but I guess we'll see what happens from here. Oh and I'm also the #1 Jeremy and Mark the Question mark fan ever /srs :3

[bloody-wonder]

omg im the tsc anon, i literally sent it cause i knew from the past aftg opinions you shared - you'd likely feel similarly to the way i did about tsc

neil outshines jean to such a shocking degree when he only has a handful of scenes... neil is a fantastic protagonist so ofc it's hard to live up to, but come on 😭 jean has such a weaker personality imo? he does/says less interesting things, but also has a less interesting perspective on things. his lack of standing up for himself when the trojans badgered him constantly and talked behind his back bothered me to. can u imagine neils reaction if the foxes had been sharing his secrets over a group chat?

but just in general. tsc felt like a sanitised version of aftg, if that makes sense? scrubbed clean of the controversial and unconventional aspects. and it's those aspects that, in my opinion, played a huge part in what made aftg so good. noras a very talented writer, but i can not comprehend the decision to make tsc... all that it was, yknow? it feels almost like it was written for the 'andreil say ily' part of the fandom...

neil really saved this book for me icl. outsider pov of him is fascinating. and while andrew barely said/did anything even when he was there, i actually kinda liked that? it puts into perspective how ig off-putting andrew can appear to those who don't put in the effort with him. 'creepy little goalkeeper' is so funny and so accurate, he IS a creepy little goalkeeper and i love that for him.

idk, some things i had anticipated - the trojans being who they are were never going to match the foxes. jeremy x jean was never going to match andreil (and ive seen ppl comparing them already... the blasphemy.) but there were things i was surprised weren't there. i had expected kevin and jeans relationship to be a lot more tense ig? i had thought jean would harbor a MUCH deeper resentment towards kevin, but i suppose its just not his character? but when i was reading, i couldn't help asking what would the fan reaction had been if that had been the case? if kevin and jeans past relationship, and places in a cult hierarchy, had shown through in a much uglier and uncomfortable way? i can see why she didn't do that, i don't even necessarily want that, i think i was just desperate for this book to have some sort of deep conflict between the characters.

on the subject, kevin felt quite different from how he was in aftg. but i can't quite put my finger on why.

anyway, it is nice to see someone else have mixed feelings towards the book. i enjoyed it, but i was shocked how many people seemed to really love it. not because it was bad. but because, to me, it was so fundamentally different from aftg.

thank you for sharing your thoughts! i suspected you might have written me bc i used to be the resident notorious contrarian of the fandom lol

yeah neil is a textbook example of a protag who drives the plot forward, he has that main character energy which jean totally lacks which makes sense since jean was originally a minor side character. at the same time the differences in their characterization make complete sense in universe due to the different ways they were brought up and the different trauma they faced. so it all comes down to each reader's personal preference: for me, neil's arc is a self-indulgent power fantasy. i think i have a strong sense of self and when i can't achieve something it's due to circumstances so far out of my control it's impossible to overcome them. it's therefore very satisfying to read about neil facing impossible odds and winning thanks to the sheer force of his personality, whereas jean's way of dealing with trauma feels less fun by comparison. but other readers can relate to him more and all the power to them. i do however think tsc does a disservice to its new characters by opening with a rather lengthy recap of how cool the foxes were in the last act of tkm and closing on a chapter where neil comes along and reminds us who the real hero of this story is🤷‍♀️

i don't think tsc has been entirely scrubbed clean of controversial aspects - i saw plenty of reviews complaining about the amount of dark content (in book 4 of a series known for its dark content, le gasp) - but i do think the handling of certain things was less nuanced than in aftg. for instance, both stories have a plot bit about someone unknowingly exposing a character to their abuser which leads to them being retraumatized (jean himself comments on the similarities between drake and grayson). in aftg that someone is nicky - a person andrew knows and trusts, a person the readers grew to care about (lol not me but certainly some other readers) - so his role in the tragic sequence of events is that much more upsetting. rape and abuse is terrible but the fact that a person who means well can exacerbate the issues bc they don't have the framework to understand the other person - that hits so much harder for me personally. so in the end drake is just an evil rapist but nicky is a much more nuanced character bc through him nora questions whether being nice and having good intentions is enough, whose feelings should be centered on in such a complex situation, whose emotional needs should be prioritized etc. by contrast, in tsc that person is lucas - someone we basically just met, who is nothing more than an antagonistic stranger to jean and who we therefore don't care about. which is why when he leads grayson to jean it's like, first of all, duhh. but secondly, bc it happens against the backdrop of the other ("good") trojans' cheerfully patronizing attitude it doesn't come so much as a shocking twist that puts the ways how we deal with complex trauma into an unconventional perspective than as a culmination of everyone disrespecting jean's boundaries all the time - which is likely what nora intended but the overall constellation feels much less interesting to me.

ig this ties into your point about the book lacking the kind of deep conflict aftg had - but maybe that was intentional too, maybe it's supposed to be aftg light in that sense, sort of a post canon character study fic. which i am not opposed to, not everything has to be high plot and tension and grey morality, but unfortunately the emotional core the story relies on in the absence of the plot just didn't work for me. i can accept jean's "weaker" personality, i can understand him not being able to stand up for himself even tho i can't admire it, but i draw the line at how forced his friendship with jeremy and the girls ended up feeling. like, i still can't get over cat's sex toy joke right on the heels of jean being badgered into admitting he had been sexually abused - the info which jeremy promptly spilled to the girls. if something like that happened to me i would never be able to trust these people again, much less call them friends so soon. it's such a bizarre contrast between how neil joining the monsters in tfc despite their problematic initiation rituals feels valid bc the narrative earned it both plot-wise (we're now facing a bigger enemy together) and character-wise (neil pushing back, talking about why they did it, nicky apologizing) on the one hand - and how jean accepting jeremy, cat and laila as his new friends feels rushed and artificial despite them being so very nice and domestic and wholesome on the other hand. idk maybe it's bc i'm inherently skeptical about disingenuous cozy/hopepunk subgenres in modern lit bc they usually have a darker underbelly people are loath to confront but ngl the words sanitized and conventional did come to mind while reading and so did the idea that tsc will especially appeal to a certain subset of fans which found the (at times uncomfortable) complexity of the original trilogy too much to handle. well, i hope they're enjoying their fantasy of healing a survivor of cptsd by cooking and shopping and hugs - i certainly got to enjoy mine in aftg, there's plenty to go around lol

besides, tsc being so different/separate from aftg makes it really easy to just not engage with the fan content and discussions if it starts feeling like they veer into the annoying territory too much. tbh my primary concern when tsc was announced was that it could contain some retcons about andreil and aftg which i wouldn't agree with - and that didn't happen, my boys are still very much in character, so i can just retreat to my enclosure and leave tsc to jean stans who are its main target audience in any case.

[sillykinfessions]

speaking of.. for some reason i'm on the villain wiki??? well not exactly me but like.. my monster/zombie self. i mean yea i did kill ppl but like?? dude i was a fuckin mindless killin machine created by BLU against my will. they created that stupid respawn machine and put me thru it. and u know what happens when u fail to respawn after bein subjected to the machine? u turn into those... things. u lose all control of ur own mind. of urself. so why are u labelin me as a villain for somethin i had no control over??? for the actions i took when i literally was nothin but a reanimated corpse??? i did not suffer at the hands of a greedy corporation who doesn't care at all for their workers just for u to say this to me. ur just as fuckin stupid as BLU. fuck off.

(srry if i'm unreasonably angry i really do not like BLU...or villain wiki.)

- ⚾️🧢 jeremy (emesis blue)

many websites are full of people who lack critical thinking. villains wiki is one of them. i’ve seen emesis blue and honestly while im from tf2 and not that specific media and so i cant really fully understand the amount of horrible shit you went through, that sounds pretty awful. i hope shit is feeling better for you now

[musicals-and-mushrooms]

guys how do you deal with the 'popular kids'? Like seriously even if they arent targeting me specifically everything they say feels like theyre making fun of me and theyre dragging me down and they shouldnt be able to do that if im being honest like i know my worth im a debate team captain with 3 medals of excellence(75% A grades across all subjects) college colours, have a lead role in a musical and lots of friends like i believe im a good person and i know im a person that can win in arguments im a really good actor but for some reason theyre able to turn me into a literal pushover (i got pushed over in sport yesterday on accident) and ill just be like yeah im fine im sorry because everything feels threatening like they could be just talking with me and i feel like theyre making fun of me i cannot read social situations to save my life WAIT THATS THE PROBLEM I KNOW MY FRIENDS SO I UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY ARE SAYING BUT I DONT REALLY KNOW THESE GUYS SO I ASSUME EVERYTHING IS A THREAT AND TBH IT MIGHT BE BUT OH THATS IT but yeah if someone has any advice please help because this isnt like the musicals?? Probably closest to bmc im in my jeremy era but also BACK TO PLAY REHEARSAL MY BRAIN IS LIKE BZZ MY HEART IS LIKE WOW BECAUSE IM ALMOST AT PLAY REHEARSAL AND ITS STARTING ITS STARTING ITS STARTING SOON!! TOMORROW AFTERNOON!!! so hopefully ill be able to be more christine and yeah thats my life advice would be appreciated👍