#so im really glad to have sumn else to listen to

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dunnae worrae bestie ❣️ life gets in the way sometimes (and responsibilities)

okay so i just liked the kind of air to love alarm? idk it just made me feel like i was somewhere else bc i felt the production quality was that high. some of it was questionable i do agree w that but also song kang is total heart-eyes 😍 and meteor garden was sweet for like a minute each episode and the rest was me groaning in agony just wishing dong shancai would snipe daoming si’s mother. shancai did so much too?? like four episodes in she won a cooking competition against a girl who had literally been professionally training to impress one of the boys ✋ but shancai literally came from almost nothing. also — i’ve never been more frustrated w a drama than meteor garden like sis was literally dirt poor, came close to being evicted twice and her parents moved back to their fisherman hometown leaving her in shanghai (i think?) to make money bc they couldn’t afford the city but she had the newest phone 🛑✋

very early on in my kpop days i had no idea who to bias or however that worked and i was like ‘well i like stray kids i’ll just buy an album’ anyway one of the pc’s i pulled was a polaroid type thing for changbin and i said to my friend wow that’s such a boyfriend picture and that’s the story of how i ulted changbin. im so blasé about so much it’s worrying sometimes 🙀🙄✌️✌️ im not too bad about watching things. i used to struggle a lot but bc i’ve trained myself to read fast enough to see the subs and then flicker to the scene on screen so i don’t get bored. i do feel sometimes as if i am following when i’m looking at my phone but realistically i shouldn’t be this bold 😬

noice!! i’m still new to adulting but i’m p sure ive been at it for longer than i think. when i was fifteen and working in a hotel i was asked if when i was finished for the summer i was going back to uni 🤡 all i keep thinking about is finally having a job again and being able to spend an entire pay check on albums ngl i haven’t impulsively bought anything recently and i’m itching to be irresponsible w my money again 🤠 i know some girls who have preordered all the versions of dream and MAN am i tempted 😭😭😭 this is getting so out of hand at this point i’m going to have to strap myself to my bed until june this is not it ☹️

i have read for nct members certain members are more popular in like eastern us? i imagine it’s to encourage trading or to buy more albums so i could only guess that’s what’s happened to me w mamamoo 😭 theyre thé only gg i am properly into. i didn’t want to be thirsting over boys all the time bc... idk i just wanted some variation so mamamoo it was! twice is too many people for now (don’t even say but nct has 23, ik ik but i was only on my second group and i refused to acknowledge more than one unit for like 7 months bc i was scared) and blackpink has like 2 songs 🤡🤡 i added this bot called zephyr to my discord server and me and my friend roll for collectible kpop cards (it’s p neat and i’ve found groups i wouldn’t have been able to find myself otherwise) and she’s helped me discover so many groups! i think i was enjoying a fromis_9 song earlier <3

i’m always having good days these days 🥺 so i hope yours was good too!! also i don’t expect you to reply to these straight away (bc they’re unnecessarily long) i just try my best to reply straight away otherwise i’ll forget i even sent sumn in the first place! ~🌻

the production quality was definitely very high with love alarm, it looked so nice and aesthetic :(( but like,,the storyline ?? when they kissed in the first ep?? i- that was it for me. i couldnt watch it any longer. my best friend  finished it tho and i think she liked it,,so like-- fair.

PLEAAASE METEOR GARDEN SOUNDS SO MESSY i lowkey wanna watch it just for the shits and giggles now,,i can’t,,, like the cooking competition? that sounds like a fucking disney channel plot to a movie. i am all here for it tho

YOU HAVE A CHANGBIN POLAROID OKAY BESTIE I AM ON MY WAY TO ROB YOU NOW. DROP YOUR ADDRESS,,,DEADASS. AAAAH also i am bad at watching things to the point when i forget to turn on the subtitles sometimes and then get surprised when i dont understand a shit anD THATS when i realise somethings wrong. 

i am so new to adulting pls,, this is my first part time job and i also didn’t have a bank account until literally today. i am a babie,, i couldn’t even do things by myself like i can’t fucking order for myself in the restaurant because i am socially anxious hihi. bUT i figured working with people might help me get rid of that and i am also fullfiling my childhood dream of working behind the cash register now, so that’s cool. the only thing i need now is to graduate, go to uni and do my driver’s licence and then i’ll be adulting for real imo

i am really good with money surprisingly?? i dont spend much, because i dont have money lmao and when i do i keep it because i just like the thought of having money and not the actual spending. YOUR FRIEND BOUGHT ALL THE VERSIONS OF THE DREAM ALBUM??? LOWKEY ME FDKAJ no but fr i think i’m just gonna order the boring version once i start working because it fits my aesthetic the most and i love the concept photos. also if i pull that one specific renjun photocard i might just cry my eyes out but i’ll be happy with anyone bc i literally ult the entirity of dream at this point. 

ooh i dont really enjoy the sound of girlgroups i think ?? i need some noise if you know what i mean :( im not into like chill songs that much. bUT uhh i like itzy and i am gay for them pls. i also havent listened to their comeback yet so i am a fake fan i guess but i’ll fix that soon i prOMISE

i am doing well and i am also glad you are doing well !! <3 your asks make me so happy dfjka i finally dont feel as invisible on this stupid site lmao. also thanks for understanding that i dont reply that quick, but i tend to just uhh leave things be for a while ?? like i get a message and i dont always reply straight away for some reason. but yea. thank you !! <3

[denki-kaminari-anon]

hey my precious little lovebug 🥺 idk when you’re gonna see this cuz im assuming you’re sleeping right now as im typing this but i just needed to get this off my chest again cuz my night got worse lol

i thought i was gonna be allowed to get pink box braids as my birthday is coming soon but my parents said “no❤️” cuz they think it’s ✨ugly✨ literally when i asked my dad why i couldn’t get them, he said “because i said so❤️” lmao it isn’t really a big deal or anything, I’ll just wait until I’m older to get them just to make em mad <3 so ya girl MIIIGHT go honey blonde? idfk sjdk

my mom got this email from school saying we have to send in pics for the yearbook or sumn and for ideas, it said people could pose with creations they made, books they read, sports they play, etc. my mom used this as an opportunity to remind me of how lazy, selfish, and unproductive i am considering art which just made me feel like shit cuz she’s right but it’s just so fucking hard. like even getting out of bed is a struggle for me and it’s been tough but obviously she doesn’t know cuz I don’t tell her 💀 these past 2 days, I’ve literally just started to be more productive and I thought i was doing good but I guess not :) :) :)

on top of that, i was trying 3 different pairs of sweatpants i got around last year and only one fit cuz the other 2 were too tight and it genuinely hurt my body. she comes upstairs and walks in on me with the pants that fit and we start arguing cuz she said I have to wear all 3 cuz they’re hella expensive or sumn,,, but ma’am I’m not wearing shit that don’t fit me i-😀 so yeah she made me try the other two and I felt legitimate pain and she fucking laughed at me the minute i told her they’re too tight 😃😃😄😃😃😃😃😃😄 we-😀😀😀😀😀

lmao im literally fucking crying as I’m typing this. If there’s one thing I hate, is probably getting laughed, mainly and especially by my parents. It fucking hurts and it just triggers me in so many ways that I can’t even explain. So yeah I feel like fucking shit. I know I shouldn’t apologize for ranting again because i do trust you enough to talk about this stuff but then again im airing out my shit for everyone to see and also probably laugh and judge me so that’s great,,,, but it helps me cope so I don’t really care. okay this essay is done now i swear sjdnwk,,, i love you 💕

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Hi princess 🥺

So, I looked up pink box braids, I think they look absolutely amazing!! I’m sorry your parents won’t let you get them, but I’m sure when you do, you’re gonna look absolutely gorgeous! Of course, honey blonde sounds super cute too! 🥺🥺🥺

I’m proud of you for being more productive these last two days, and it really sucks that your mom doesn’t see it :( It also really sucks that getting out of bed is a struggle right now, but I am so so so proud of you for doing it every morning, cutie! And I promise that I’ll be here for you every morning, too 🥺

I’m really upset that your mom laughed at you, that’s messed up :( so they didn’t fit? Who cares if they were expensive. Just find something else to do with them. I’m sorry you had to go through that princess, I’m hoping I can cheer you up a bit today? Maybe I could just hold you in my arms, listen to you talk about your day, and promise that I’ll always be here, and that I’ll always love you?

And maybe I could use my amazing humor as well ksksksksk

It makes sense to be triggered by that, and you shouldn’t have to explain yourself at all! I wish I could kiss away your tears. And don’t worry, I’m sure no ones laughing or judging you! And I’m really glad this helps you cope 🥺 I love you too, princess 💞💞

[clumsyclifford]

amazing news i live off of your recs basically (and deep breath) 😅 alright no hurry with listening 😊 & your dad has a point. born in the usa is like my least favourite springsteen song and i'm mad that's the one everyone knows. why not thunder road. or dancing in the dark. just anything but born in the usa. well understandable though i was thinking the same thing and then a migraine forced me to sleep at 11pm. idk if i'm thankful or not (1/3)

(2/3) but anyway i really hope you get some more sleep soonish 💕 oh good for you!! and i'm assuming now that means you're going back to college? also good for you 🙈 thank you love i really appreciate it ❤ it's just my brain being a little bitch i'm sure it'll pass at some point 🤷‍♀️ yes that is a good point i mean what even was post you blues. like what the fuck. also the fluff you posted? 11/10 bc you once again made the car a stick shift 😅

(3/3) honestly very happy for you phone calls and emails are the worst and it's very reassuring to hear that sometimes miracles happen and people just don't pick up. oh that's so exciting!! she sounds amazing and naming her noah would be very on brand for you 🙈 and the name in general is lovely and fits a guitar i think idk why but it does 😅 -fiancee

well that is good news to me also youve just reminded me to listen to the songs so im gonna do that before i answer the rest of these asks live reaction from me ill put my reactions under a cut tho so it doesnt get too long fair point tho fair point

11pm is such a good sleep time omg i am PROUD of you!! well done can’t relate however i hope the migraine went away im sorry :(((

i am indeed going back to college, leaving on sunday and moving in on monday. my roommate was really happy when i told her i think she was really upset when i told her i wouldn’t be coming back and like, so was i, so this is really the best thing. not like multiple people in my life, up to and including ainslee, TOLD me i would be but anyway

KJGKGLMDFKSGJJ well as we all know im chronically incapable of not doing a subtle stick shift flex <3 actually i was talking about that today w my dad lmaooo cos he asked what kind of car i’d want if i ever got one and i was like well i don’t Really care and i wouldnt mind a stick shift but then if my friends ever needed to borrow my car they wouldnt b able to cos nobody here can drive stick and my dad was like you can be the cool friend who teaches all your friends to drive stick!! and i was like haha thanks but im not gonna be the one to make them all cry <3 good one

akfjgkdfj i love that we’re like thank god the person you called DIDN’T pick up. i actually love leaving voicemails for my friends i get to be really silly and pretend i hate them it’s a fun time

thank you !!! yes i have decided officially to name her noah. not gonna lie to you, noah kahan didnt even OCCUR to me in the decision making process (the name is from something totally different) but from now on if anyone asks shes named for noah kahan :)) iba had the brilliant idea to name my next guitar jack after jack met also which is so fucking good so maybe my guitars will just all be named for jewish musicians i like in which case i should probably rename finn but whateva

springsteen takes under the cut <3

the river: okay i was NOT expecting the harmonica buuut the guitar is absolutely lovely. oh and when the drums kick in !! okay yeah i think springsteen’s voice is something that needs to grow on me a little bit but the rest of the song is nice and i like that he’s telling stories with the words

downbound train: hmm this is a good song i guess it sounds pretty standard springsteen to me based on what i know about him and his music i don’t know but i did look up the lyrics and they made me like it more what a story

if i should fall behind: ooooh i like this one. this is really nice. springsteen is vibier than i expected !!!! yes i really really like this ill wait for you and should i fall behind wait for me.........so sweet

tougher than the rest: cute song again w the harmonica it comes out of NOWHERE but i cant bring myself to hate it even though it is pretty jarring but i accept that it is simply part of the Vibe

hello sunshine: okay yes i like this this is nice energy. yes yes yes. i actually think this song fits the deep breath playlist?? do you agree? i put it on there anyway if you disagree i can take it off but i really really think it fits and it’s just so lovely