#so im honestly so happy how cute this turned out given how i havent drawn frogs in equally as long

[alkatart]

Yes I absolutely would like to see your brain frogs I love that show

Thank you Nikko, have a Sprig cause this made me wanna draw my favoritest boy. He requests a chocopede and will use his big autism eyes to get one.

[definitiveme]

Yeah ok

First things first, did you have a good year?

Unequivocally, no. My kid was in and out of the mental health ward and we had a few rough days. I was sick. They are more sick. They came out as trans and the fam took it badly... it has been rough man.

How old did you turn this year?

A million

Do you feel your age?

Every damn day.

Did your appearance change in anyway?

I cant remember what colour my hair was when i started the year... so probably. And im fatter.

Post your favorite selfie.

I didnt really take any this year. It wasnt a selfie kinda year

If you traveled, where did you go?

We went to santa fe and then LA. We were excited because the kid was given medical clearance to go as long as they promised to stick to their safety plan... and they did. I am pretty sure looking forward to Disneyland kept them alive.

Which fashion trends did you love? Honestly i dont even follow trends hey. Lots of 90s around tho

Which fashion trends did you hate? Off the shoulder tops

What was your favorite article of clothing this year? Post a pic if possible? This cute Tartan dress i got from dangerfield. It has pockets.

What song sums up this year for you? The fuck off song by reel big fish.

What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then? Science fiction by Brand New.

What was your favorite movie of the year? Despite their flaws, Baby Driver and Thor

Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year? I had to think hard and no!

Favorite new TV show? Legion and The Good Place

Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears? None

What food did you try for the first time? I cant remember what it was called but it was a dish at a Mexican restaurant in santa fe and it was amaze.

Did you make any big permanent changes this year? Changed jobs. Helped my kid come out to family.

What was one nice thing you did for someone else? I took my kid to Disneyland to give them hope.

What was one nice thing you did for yourself? Um... i um... bought bookshelves?

Did you develop a new obsession?. Um... no just nurtured old ones.

Did you vote? Yes!

Did you move? No thank god

Did you get a job? Changed jobs

Did you get a pet? No

Do you regret not doing anything? No

Do you regret doing something? Wasting time

Have you done anything that scared you? Every day i leave the house and it terrifies me because i dont know if my kid will be alive when i get home... but i need to afford the medical bills and time off work if needed

Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days? Jesse lacey im looking at you.

Did you lose anyone close to you? No

Did you fall in love? No

Did you fall out of love? No

Did you start a new relationship? No

Did you go through a break up? No

Did you have to cut ties to someone? A few people

Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year? Mik.

Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year? So many people...

If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it? No.

What was the best moment of the year for you? The quiet moments where i could just sit for 5 mins.

What was the worst? Being in the childrens waiting room at the mental ward to find out if the kid would be released to my care or not. It never gets easier.

Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t? No

Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did? No

What are you most proud of accomplishing? Surviving

What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior? My strength

Did your opinion of anyone change for the better? No

Did your opinion of anyone change for worse? Yes. Sarah

If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year? I did!!!

If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year? I have resolved to not buy any drinks that come in a single use bottle such as water or energy drinks. If i do i have to donate $5 to charity. Decrease my waste output. Let go of a further 25% of stuff, and draw every day. I havent drawn today but i did embroider and build furniture so i feel like that counts

What do you wish for others for the coming year? Happiness

What do you wish for yourself?

Um. I just want to feel anything

[fluffi]

i think it was because god's menu was released around the same bp and svt made their comebacks. same thoughts tho on gm > bd and i was also glad that bd got the wins gm didn't. and same with the streaming mvs while studying : ] ahh, the easily distracted people we are. (reading cut and litol font bc poor ppl who see this on the dash TT)

i've heard chinese ballads (usually osts of films and from a chinese friend) and their songs really tend to tug on my heartstrings. i hope sm gives shotaro more stuff to do soon :[ with some of the units being active and sungchan being an mc on a weekly show, it makes me wonder what he's doing. do you think nct will form a new subunit?

no, i'm not lactose intolerant so it really took me by surprise. it was a one-time thing. hopefully it doesn't happen again. i can't really say i'm a big fan of ice cream but it's good occasionally yk as a treat to yourself. and ahhh, i miss drinking smoothies. my favorite stall has been closed for nearly two years now, idk if they ever re-opened since our city mall burned down :[

i think it's an nct thing? it's why i never get tired of them bc they're always active in a way. you should've seen how things went down last year! march 127 album, april dream mini-album, may 127 repackage, june wayv album and the whole nct 2020 thing. it was a wild year. about the track, i listened to it once and forgot about it. might give it a few more listens but it might not grow on me at all. yes! wasn't a big fan of hot sauce at first too bc i thought the intro was weird (not jaemin's part, like the first thing that plays). and yes, that hook loops in my head 24/7. i even made it my instagram bio.

stray kids world domination indeed! and i agree that their performances were really impressive (specially the deadpool one, best one yet) but sometimes i would fancy ateez' more. i didn't watch kingdom too bc it stressed me out as a multi. always caught between being happy for one group and being sad for the others. and atz and tbz! you're still getting into nct and you're thinking of adding 19 more boys! judging from what i know your taste in music is, i think you'll like tbz's music better since there are a lot more soft songs there than in atz. but do give both discographies a listen in the future!

oh izone! i've only heard of them at music shows and dance choreo compilations bc of them being in sync. they're really satisfying to watch! i thought their title tracks were catchy as well! quite unfortunate that i never got into them really. but again, i dont think i can handle stanning temporary groups.

i'm starting to see a pattern in your biases :D i wouldn't be too surprised if you'll be drawn to jeno at some point in your dream venture. dream is soooo easy to love so if you really end up ulting them, i would understand why. and also, YES PLEASE WRITE FOR DREAM AND TAG ME IF YOU WILL. THANK YOU ><

thank you! :c don't get your hopes up tho, the masterlist must've been interesting to browse but are the fics truly worth it? XD i think not. since you already know koe, i'm reccing users @/rouiyan, @/nsheetee and @/loonacitys. i don't have that much fluff in my ficrecs blog. i think, i've heard of lvdsc before (maybe even read a fic or two) but i can't find their blog now. be careful in privating your works, you might end up losing them forever if you don't keep track of their links...(?) that's what happened to the works that i privated :/ take me with you if you move blogs ;n;

seungmin frequently left updates abt what he was doing, left good nights and good mornings, the occasional i miss you. he called fans 'baby' once. not sure if it was a mistranslation, or really just a one-time endearment. other than that, nothing beyond the usual. seung vlives always make me cry ;n; he always look so adorable and precious. also the gif, the fic was more on fake head-butting really but yes you could say it was also a fake nose boop bc it sounds cuter. i'll make sure to tag you on future seung content on the dash. (time to officially claim him as your ult, yes. dont make him secret anymore :3)

sorry it took me a while. tumblr went batshit. the ' werkl;' stopped working midway and i got busy with school yesterday. also haechan birth today and i'm so emo abt it. it's literally just a boy turning 21.

little font and cut saga lets go!!

(just kidding, i cant do little font typing for long periods of time, makes my eyes go beserk haha.)

true true, im afraid for txt on music shows now because theyre going against some big names (literally bts like whatj jsdf what was hybe thinking). yeah, streaming mvs while studying aka watching mvs on loop lmao. i still want to stream skzs final kingdom performance on instinct but i remember that theyve already won!! hehe

ah chinese ballads always make me emo, i like to scream out lyrics to the songs at the top of my lungs and sit there on the verge of tears. its a cultural thing maybe *sobs*. ooh, what show is sungchan mc-ing in? ill check it out. i thought sm would make nct japan for sungtaro (i heard sungchan speaks japanese) so it was a shocker when they made...nct hollywood lmao. given the current circumstances we're probably not going to get a new subunit anytime soon :( hopefully taro will have stuff to showcase during that period of time.

burned down?? oh my, what happened to your mall? that sounds terrifying. i remember when the front of my school caught on fire and we were all ushered out but we thought it was a drill and didnt find out till years later lmao.

oh true, since theyre such a big pack too. constant comebacks and promotions haha, nctzens never catch a break with 23 members. i listened to the new track again (ive forgotten the name already) but i cant- i cant do it. its just not my style hhh. i rewatched the mv for the godly visuals though. i dont know if youre talking about that 'bibididibibidiododo' part by that female morphed voice at the beginning of the song, because i wasnt a fan of that too. it grew on me though.

same, actually! im not an atiny and dont stan any other group in the show besides skz but i watched each groups performance and ranked them haha. at times ateez would rank over skz, it was wild. also yeah, my other multi friend was freaking out about kingdom and ended up abandoning the show because she was so scared of the fanwars and having to deal with her 'conflicting feelings'. about the stanning thing, in my defense, i have a list of groups i want to stan and ive recently added tbz and atz. the list is long, i have a long way to go! also yeah, i dont prefer ateez's songs and i have a bunch of tbz title tracks in my playlist but if i approach their discography like i did with nct then i think i would like at least five songs.

izone are my queens. theres a reason why theyre the only girl group who made it to my ult list haha! super talented and filled with variety and visuals, a perfectly concocted group (literally, sobs in pd48 scandal). ah, temporary groups. yeah i cried about their disbandment for like 3 days straight, it was bad.

a pATTERN?? INTERESTING. DO ELABORATE. jeno, oh my gosh hes like bang chan. an intimidating-looking bear whos actually filled with love and softness on the inside. im currently having a jaemin run though, his make a wish fancam is doing some wacky things. also yeah, dream is really easy to love. i fell for them so hard, theyre all talented and cute and adorable and the team ambiance is so nice. really rising up my stan list now. i mightt write for dream! ill have to see, hehe.

personally i think the fics are going to be worth it. i can feel it in my boOOnes. ooh, recommendations! fun :D ill check them (and yours) out after i finish this 30k jisung fic. ive been trying to finish it since yesterday but i keep getting sidetracked. also, i made a mistake. its luvdsc with a 'u', maybe thats why you couldnt find it? ahh. thank you for the privating tip though! will keep in mind. and of course ill take you with me if/when i move blogs. we're friends now! <3

SEUNGMIN CALLED STAYS 'BABY'???!!@)(@#*()! I SHOULDVE BEEN THERE ASKDFJDF. im exciting for the fake nose boop drabble!! i love soft couple moments hehe. also yeah maybe its time to make him my ult...hes going to have to compete against jake my beloved ope.

dont worry about being 'late' or anything! we all have our own stuff to do. also yeah tumblr is weird asf sometimes. if you havent realized i typically answer longer asks around the same time everyday, when i get to sit in front of my computer and pull out my clickity-clackity keyboard. super relaxing.

AND YES HYUCKIE DAY!!! HES SO ADORABLE HONESTLY. im in love with all seven members of dream, my fic rec blog is currently filled with fics for them haha.