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llumimoon · 2 years ago

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I RAN OHT OF TAGS TO FIT MY WHOLE RAMBLE. UHM. maybeee i should make an essay post abt these two one day

ouggh. add another "npc relationship that would be really cool to see but that we probably wont get" to the list !!! anyways im thinking abt Hero Oak and Grant Wilson and fucking weeping

#self reblog #cal rambles #HELPPPPPPP #well. the continuing thing was #if she lets herself think abt violence i think it goes hand in hand with the guilt #that if its not her than everyone is fucked. that if its not her its normal.#her baby brother is put directly in the line of fire bc she couldnt handle it #so if she masks everything under a layer of apathy and she doesnt think too hard about it #she wont feel guilty. she can hand off the responsibility #and not feel guilty about being relieved that the weight is off her shoulders #cries screams throws up explodes explodes explodes #the PARALLELS IM ILL #i do wonder if Hero's treatment played into Grant seemingly being the first to disconnect from the other kiddads family wise #bc. ive been thinking abt the parallels #i wonder if Grant felt a little ill thinking abt his past 13 year old self and little Hero with blood on her hands #sorry. JSBWBWWJJEJFGJ wxplodes i jusy. them. im gonna go weep #i cant stop thinking abt 13 year old grant before the Incident insisting that theres no death that they dont kill anyone #crawls into a hole and sobs #BTW I AM STILL AN ADVID SPARROW APOLOGIST SORRY.#i think hes changed and hes the one who eventually intervened with Heros training and made it stop #DOES MEAN I CANT ANGST ABT IT HAPPENING ANYWAYS #doesnt mean * oops #i make too many typos for this shit tumblr let me edit my tags pleasepleade pelade ur nothing.

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