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gemini-atz · 5 months ago
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San as your Boyfriend ❀*ੈ✩‧₊˚ ('Realistic Imagines' + Astrology Based)
Background/Disclaimer: !!This is all my own interpretation based on my personal astrology knowledge and research. I consider myself an amateur!!
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Contains NSFW, minors please use caution I will put all the harder nsfw headcanons under a warning in the text if you're looking for more fluffy feelings in general and would like to avoid.
Genre /: Smut, Imagines
Rating: 18+
Warnings: very jealous San, mentions of biting, unprotected s3x, collaring
Read about other members (WIP)
CHOI SAN SUN Cancer MOON Gemini MERCURY Leo VENUS Leo MARS Scorpio
✩Gemini Notes✩San as a boyfriend is (how do I put this nicely)….a lot to handle! Maybe it's just my majority Gemini/Air chart talking but dating someone like San would probably be way too much for me. But if you're a water sign girly or love being obsessed over COME ON DOWN!!
**A reader let me know I had taken down San's Venus incorrectly, his Venus is in Leo! I reread all my notes/research and I do feel happy with most of my interpretation since I did lean heavily on his Sun/Moon/Mars overall. I'll be making minor edits in green bc there are a couuuple little things I would recontextualize;
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San as your boyfriend gives you a giddy feeling at least every other week like the one you got when you first started dating. Firstly, you probably have NEVER been pursued this hard by a man. San wears his heart on his sleeve and has a terrible poker face, and to be honest, he isn't really trying all that hard to hide his intentions. He really was shy on your first couple dates, after he awkwardly asked you out one day (and you're pretty sure you saw one of his friends in the distance barely hidden behind a tree, making cheerleading type gestures) his cheeks completely red, but eyes looking stoically to one side. He probably had no idea you'd been crushing on him for weeks, and needed plenty of convincing to go for it from his friends. Literally everyone in your office knew him as "the hot maintenance guy" who's ears got red whenever you said goodbye to him when he was passing the front desk. On your first two dinner dates after work, he was a complete gentleman, opening your car door and every door in your way for that matter. After a couple glasses of wine he was smiling his genuine sweet smile and that Leo Mercury came into full force, he was flirting with you in every sentence, making you feel like the most special person in the world. At the end of the night, nothing more than a kiss on the cheek.
By the third dinner date, you got impatient and leaned over to whisper something in his ear as you leave the restaurant that results in you being folded in half in the backseat of his car with his deep voice panting and moaning needily in your ear. From that point on, he feeds off any boldness you give him, the floodgates open and you feel like you're going to be eaten up by him. He has you calling into work just to spend more hours in bed together type honeymoon phase.
A Leo Venus and Scorpio Mars in tandem with his Cancer Sun make him deeply passionate and emotional and these placements often experience intense limerence and can end up accidentally love-bombing their target, and they can get a little crazy internally if they perceive rejection. He's just straight up jealous and moody and you'll need to be the type of girlfriend who doesn't always give in and give him what he wants. He needs a lot of attention and reassurance that he’s important to you, he adores you and wants to be adored back. He’s a guy that likes to look good and dresses nicely to go out with you, even if it’s a little coffee date. He is reassured and calmed by physical touch from you, and he probably wants to be the little spoon sometimes even though he’s shy asking about it at first. Genuinely one of the most caring people you've met and intensely loyal. When you facetime him after work he seems so happy to see you every time and you just can talk about nothing with him, even the most throwaway parts of your day he blinks and nods intently at. One of your favorite things about him is that you can still seem to fluster him by being the one to flirt boldly, complimenting his body after the gym would have him doing those shy little scoffs, trying to hide his pleased smile and all you can think is "The nerve of this man to act flustered after the things he did to me last night". Venus Leo’s areeee just a little bit vain, San knows he looks good but loves to hear it best from you. He likes to show you off, and he's always embarrassing you by wanting to take pictures of you if you're wearing a cute outfit. He'll get you to stand a few feet away and pose, while he says "My girlfriend is seriously too pretty." to anyone that passes by too close and watches the mini photoshoot.
These Leo Mercury men can LEAP to conclusions and in tandem with his other placements he can overthink your motives or actions to a detrimental degree, driving himself anxious. He needs to know what you're up to and will double and triple text if he doesn't hear back from you quickly enough. He’s literally the “you did that without me?” 🥺☹️ boyfriend about everyyyything.
If you comment while grocery shopping that another guy has a really cool tattoo, he might be uncommonly quiet for the rest of the day and then at bedtime turn to you with his face in the most over the top pout "Should I get a tattoo? It would look sexy right?” He might come off standoffish to your friends at first (mostly out of genuine shyness) and his severe looking expression could give them the wrong impression of him, meanwhile once you get back in the car he buries his face in his hands and just sighs dramatically "They hated me". It will take a few tries but soon your friends will love him, they will be completely won over by how well he takes care of you and how he looks at you while you’re talking.
When he’s kissing you, which is as much as he can possibly get away with, his hands are always up to no good. As a couple you're constantly late to dinners or events because the second you step out of the room all dressed up, he's walking toward you with that little shy smile before reaching you and kissing you, hugging you close and groaning "Babe…" in your ear (and yes, he's already hard). He's just obsessed with the faces that you make for him and only him and he loves having you all to himself.
His emotional side can come out at the drop of a hat, like when on your first anniversary you decided to buy him flowers since you'd heard most guys never get flowers from anyone in their life and the second you hand over the bouquet to him with a big smile he's reaching up to wipe his tears. He prefers to gift jewelry, especially necklaces so you can wear a physical reminder of his love everywhere you go. As a partner, he does need a lot of mental care and support from you. His moon can make him anxious at times, even though he can try to project a constructed image of complete fearlessness and dominance, with you, his love, he lets himself feel fear, self doubt and be soft and he trusts you to protect and soothe him.
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San has a thing for ownership; I won't say a breeding kink but more of an ownership one. He doesn't like other men looking at you with what he feels are impure expressions (hypocrite!) and the times that he really needs to reassert himself are probably after a night out together dancing at a club. Of course your attention was fully on him (in fact you think YOU have better grounds to be jealous when he wears shirts that show off his chest like that) but seeing other guys expressions as they watched you press your body into him drove him crazy. He gets you home and in bed, gently kissing all over your face before he orders you to get on your hands and knees before fucking you relentlessly until your arms have given out and you're facedown in the pillow, blissed out from the force of how hard he thrusts into you, feeling his strong fingers sinking punishingly into your ass. It feels like he’s using you like a toy the way he’s manipulating your body and filling the room with lewd smacks. Eventually he releases you, planting both hands on either side of you and pressing his whole body down into yours, kissing his way up your back till reaching the base of your neck. “Do you like that? Mm?” His deep voice drives you crazy and all you can do is whimper a response while he plants more sloppy kisses in the base of your neck and biting down harshly into the joint of your neck and shoulder when he feels himself about to cum, groaning loudly at the precious little sounds you let out for him as he empties inside you. He only wants to mark you all over and fill you again and again to show you who you belong to, and how good he takes care of you. He'll definitely eventually gift you a collar, the everyday wear chain type that looks like a necklace, but with a small silver lock on the front that only he has the key to.
As your relationship progresses and matures, you'll learn the right buttons to push with him out in public to have him leaning over to grip your inner thigh roughly, smiling outwardly as he leans in to whisper "just wait till I get you home".
He’s a lingerie and matching set appreciator, like the fact that you would doll yourself up and put on something uncomfortable but really sexy just for him genuinely makes him feel so soft for you…and then really really hard for you. He's really into stimulating and sucking on your breasts and nipples, and the lingerie just makes them look so amazing for him. He'd be so gentle with you while you're wearing it because he doesn't want to mess any of the delicate garments up. He just sits you down in front of the mirror with your back leaning against his chest and taking his time to touch every part of you, kissing your neck and intently watching your expression in the mirror until you're so sensitive you feel like you might cum just from him pinching your nipples through the lace. Only then does he slide his hand down to finally give some attention to your swollen clit.
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Ty @cursedeastern for requesting San
(Also very new to tagging so if you do request something and prefer I not put your user in the text post or have another way to notify just lmk ♡( •ॢ◡-ॢ)✧˖° ♡ )
I'm still working on Seonghwa's because his chart is just so interesting lol I keep going off on a tangent like I'm doing an actual reading and forget to write in the romantic bits. But I'm hoping to post by this weekend.
I already had San fully formed in my mind due to my many run in's with Scorpio and Cancer men ( ╥ω╥ ) Y'all can KEEP EM' but also due to seeing his general behavior in videos...he really embodies the Cancer man to me
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carewyncromwell · 2 years ago
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Adding Carewyn and Jacob to the mix! 😘
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Connection is still kind of out so have a bunch of meme charts with Veruca, Carson and Coby!
Feel free to tag your OCs!
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#LMAO in case you need more proof that carewyn and jacob are two sides of a coin#and honestly that carewyn is jacob's conscience sometimes too hahahaha#this is what happens when you have a paragon for a younger sister#oh yes and the 'accidental dreamboat' thing for carewyn?#most of the people crushing on her at school were younger students and/or ones that lacked confidence#though she did also have the likes of andre egwu crushing on her before they started dating#plus fellow accidental dreamboat orion realizes he has budding feelings for her at the end of his school career too#this is what happens when you are the parent of your friend group I guess -- some people find that REALLY attractive#in jacob's case it's hit and miss -- his intelligence and eccentricities tended to intimidate his classmates#but he still had a few people crushing on him -- most notably angelica cole#and of course merula later on had a crush on jacob#not to mention duncan crushed on his best friend for ages before he died and jacob finally figured out he felt the same way :')#as an adult after duncan's death jacob dates some other people too#sadly jacob's also just *really* people-dumb#so if he flirts with you you'll need to wear your emotions on your sleeve to know if you like him back#and if he's gotten you stuck in his head as a friend or as just an acquaintance LMAO#you'll need to spell it out for him to figure out that you like him#carewyn cromwell#jacob cromwell#carson ivey#veruca mcquaid#coby mcquaid#other people's mcs#crack
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shmowder · 6 months ago
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In a small town like in pathologic, the topic of divorce is taboo and never brought up. Instead, people bottle their emotions and endure their unruly spouses until death do them apart. It's just how it always been, this isn't the Capital after all.
This is why it made the judge himself pause when you marched into his workshop, demanding to nullify your marriage with none other than Artemy Burakh.
The news spread like wildfire through the gossipy town, from the Crude Sprawl to the Atrium. Even those residing at the outer steppe camps caught wind of the menkhu's misfortune.
How much of a toll it took on him, his broken heart worn on his sleeves with a hardened glare in his eyes. The man looked as if he was withering away by the day whenever you inevitably crossed paths with him in the streets.
Your now ex-husband who looks at you with pleading eyes, conversation taking an awkward turn as he doesn't bother hiding his emotions. Asking if you're happy on your own, if you need his help around your new apartment... if you really stopped wearing your wedding ring.
He never stopped wearing his own.
It's especially infuriating how people act like the two of you are still married. Staying willfully ignorance anytime you try to correct them when they refer to him as your husband and ask for his whereabouts. When the kin treats you still as the menkhu's spouse, marriage is sacred, and a simple signed paper can't erease the love and bread you shared together, or so they claim.
How Artemy does nothing to quell these talks, if anything they fuel his conviction that you're just in a mood and you'll definitely come back. A glisten in his eyes as he still tells you about Sticky and Murky's days, emphasising how much the kids miss you and are asking about you, so how about you come back home... at least just for dinner? He'll cook the meat and you can cut the vegetables, he misses the taste of food coming from your hands.
You wouldn't want to disappoint the kids, would you? It's just one night, is it really so horrible to spend time with him again?
Ex-husband Artemy who subconsciously reaches for you whenever you're close by. Touching you has just become second nature to him. Placing his hand on your thigh while sitting together, holding you by the hips when standing behind you, his big hand guiding you by the small of your back when on a walk.
Who still slips sometimes and goes back to these old habits, even as he becomes aware, he waits for you to point it out before pulling his hand back.
He is trying... a little. He keeps his arms crossed against his chest or still by his side just to suppress his urge to pick you up in a bear hug like he got used to doing each day he came back home.
If you start frequenting the broken heart pub in an attempt to signle how you're single now to other people, it doesn't take more than a day for your ex-husband to start showing up around the same time. One of the herb brides having told him about you no doubts.
He doesn't try to be polite or mask why he's here. Artemy's clearly pissed and distraught that you'd rather spend your nights at some basement bar rather than your own family back at the safety of the home he provides.
Fine, have it your way. He's not arguing with you. He will just stay here and wait it out. Sitting directly on the stool by your side with an angry glare, his sheer size alone intimidating all those who think of approaching you.
Who in their right mind would mess with the ripper's spouse? And they know he isn't above starting a fight if someone is stupid enough to hit on you in front of him.
Yes, yes, you are single and free to flirt with however you want.
Just like how his fists are free to break the jaw of anyone who replies back.
Do you really think he is above it? Do you think his shotgun is just for show? No matter what, he will fight to have his family back, which includes you now, ever since the day you married him. obligation and love will always drive him.
For Boddho's sake, he gave you a house, two kids and and a place amongst the kin. He provides for you and puts food on the table. He helps with chores and runs errands. What more do you want?
Date nights? Personal time? For him to give you a kiss without being drenched in the smell of post-surgery blood?
He'd sigh, shaking his head. These are shallow things in his eyes. He's plenty affectionate! at least he thinks so. Romantic words didn't come easily to Artemy, he can offer wisdom and advice only a menkhu is capable of but he doesn't know how to write a valentine's card to save his life.
Ex-husband Artemy who doesn't want to be this way. After a drink or two, his legs take him to your new home.
Knocking on the door with a sheepish look. Expecting you to slam the door in his face but pleasantly surprised when you invite him inside.
Even if it was a merey courtesy polite invitation since he knocked in the middle of the night. His heart interprets it as a clear sign of you wanting him back, too. A clear declaration of love, of missing him.
Caging you with his arms against the wall, burying his face at the top of your head, pressing his body intimately close against yours until you can feel the drum of his heartbeat.
Ex-husband Artemy, who starts whispering in your ear how much he desperately wants you back in his life.
Please, what did he ever do wrong? He doesn't understand. He thought you were happy with him.
He'll fix it, he will stich it back together he promises. So please take his hand and come back home? The bed is cold without you, the house is quieter and he can't stop staring at the empty chair at the breakfast table.
You must want him back, too, right? You know he loves you, and he knows you love him too. So why complicate things?
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selfoe · 6 months ago
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five's portrayal of the mc from the interactive fiction series f.allen h.ero, pulled from that universe and thrown into a bunch of others. heavily crime and sci-fi based. general warnings from the books include violence, abuse, suicidal ideation / past attempt, strong language, themes of a sexual nature, self-harm, and depictions of mental illness (including ptsd, depression, and anxiety). guide.
first book. second book. / info under cut. verses. pins. sideblog. affiliated with: FOOLTHE, DOGSROT, UNHOLIES, CHAVOTI / DRAAHL
NOTE: I WILL BE WRITING MOSTLY IN SECOND PERSON, WITH SOME SWITCHES TO FIRST PERSON. i plan on trying to write as if it's part of the interactive fiction novel(s), so the first person will be "choices."
tunes 1. tunes 2. mixtape.
SHEPHERD ICHON, BETTER KNOWN AS SIDESTEP. HERO (VIGILANTE) OF THE PAST, VILLAIN OF THE NOW. ("TRUTH AND JUSTICE COULD ONLY BE FOUND ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE LAW.") SHEP, BY FEW. a trans man in his early thirties, specific age unknown. ONE OF THE STRONGEST TELEPATHS CREATED. (not nearly as strong as you could be. you're losing your grip, aren't you?)
(A RE-GENE; NOT HUMAN.) (not born; manufactured.)
(THE CUCKOO, INFILTRATOR, TRAITOR.) (traitor...?)
when it comes to shepherd's abilities, i will never do anything without consent from the other writer (aka i'll talk with you first, but i usually plot before i write, anyhow). he is a wickedly strong telepath, which doesn't just mean reading minds; he can read and feel other people's emotions, can force them to forget things (including his face), implement false memories, and even "possess" them. (it's also not limited to humans; it's anything that's a living thing, which includes plants and animals.) + he can “push” living beings to do things (think andy from firestarter, except shep doesn’t [have to] speak to them; it’s a mental push). (note: he has, or had [depends on the timeline], a puppet he named ZEKE, who he used to conduct meetings and get close to certain people.) and these are just simplified terms. he's stronger than he makes himself out to be, though everything does take a huge toll on him, physically and mentally. there are also certain things that can prevent him from using his abilities, namely telepathic dampeners (depending on their strength, he can still push through to some extent) and neurological disorders such as epilepsy.
it's also important to note that shepherd is always completely covered up, aside from his face and his hands. his body is covered in these thick, orange "tattoos," connected by the barcode at the center of his chest (from his shoulders, to his lower arms, his torso, and his legs). he has many, many scars, some from the fights he's been in, and many from trying to rid his body of the tattoos to no avail.
HIS STYLE IS EDGY SEMI-FORMAL, always wearing a long-sleeve, turtle-neck undershirt. HE'S AVERAGE HEIGHT (5'10"), DARK SHOULDER LENGTH HAIR (that he cuts in the third book, which isn't out yet), AND DARK EYES. BOTH EARS AND HIS TONGUE ARE PIERCED. it's also likely you'll see him munching on something sweet at any given moment (his abilities drain him whether he's actively using them or not, and he's found sweets to be the best and most delicious way to get the energy he needs).
a basic timeline of some of the most important events of the past:
shepherd is created by THE FARM. he is, simply put, a tool for the special directive, manufactored to infiltrate humans and gather information and/or take them out, as needed.
shepherd escapes from the farm and eventually becomes SIDESTEP, a vigilante deemed hero. he's taken in (for lack of a better phrase; he fights alongside them, often) of registered heroes, though never registers himself (he doesn't want to). one of the heroes, charge (ricardo ortega) becomes his best friend and crush, which turns into some sor of fling after tons of flirting from both sides.
the heartbreak incident. (TW FOR DEATH / IMPLIED SUICIDE) his other best friend on the team, anathema, who he's closer to than even ortega, dies in this incident, melted and torn by his own acidic abilities thanks to the strong telepath they're trying to find and fight. shep is frozen, unable to do anything but watch. he ends up breaking the glass and jumping out of a window, and while everyone else is told he's dead (and given doctored photos), he's actually taken back to the farm.
he escapes again, finds his 'puppet' zeke in a hospital, braindead, and makes his plan to become THE VILLAIN. at this point, he doesn't know what he's going to name himself, but ends up deciding on SIDESTEP. his past self is his rival, and taking the name back from himself is part of his revenge.
revenge. that's what started it, but as he's found by ortega and becomes too close again, to not only him, but the new heroes (herald and lady argent) and the man he fought with all the time (wei chen), he realizes what he's wanted all along: REAL justice, and for the truth to come out about the system the heroes work for (and maybe revenge is still there, bubbling with his never-evaporating anger-- revenge against everyone, and his past self.)
of course, some things change, depending on the verse i throw shep into, including character relationships (i have him romancing herald / daniel, mainly). the characters WILL be pulled into whatever verse i throw shep into, so it's likely they'll be mentioned, but their relationship will differ, depending on the verse.
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eviebyme · 4 years ago
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Hey sweetie!! I really like your last sstrology compatibility, so i want one too 🤧💖 my favorite groups are nct (dream, 127) and wayv. Now my chart 😊💓💞 tysm if you'll do this 🛐🤸‍♀️
Sun : aquarius
Rising : gemini
Moon : libra
Venus : aquarius
Mars : aries
Mercury : aquarius
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Hiya!(ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ ♥ Thank you so much for requesting. Also thanks a ton for giving me your birth chart💗! This was such fun to write I hope you like it!!! This is entirely based off of yours and theirs charts. Your signs will be in pink and their signs will be in blue.
Astrology Compatibility Series💫
For Nct 127
I ship you with Johnny💕!!
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Moon in Gemini/Moon in Libra
You both are rational individuals who would talk out any problems or differences to come to a reasonable solution. You both are initially very reserved and detached in your emotions but appreciate each other company. He can debate or discuss topics endlessly and has a great sense of humor. You enjoy socializing as well but are more interested in the personal aspect of conversations. Johnny just loves a debate! Nevertheless, you two will first be great friends and have amazing communication. If you both opened up and didn't hold back your true feelings, this relationship would sparkle!
Mars in Leo/Venus in Aquarius
You two are the definition of opposites attract! There is a spark between you two which will engage and energize you both throughout your relationship. His Mars in Leo makes him the ultimate hopeless romantic who is constantly trying to impress you with with what he has, be it material possessions or charm. He wears his heart on his sleeve while you seem to be more disconnected from your feelings. He is known for getting his pride hurt easily so he may be wary of your detached demeanor or pretend he is not as interested as he may be. You prefer unconventional romance and he is willing to try anything to win your heart.
For Nct Dream
I ship you with... Haechan🌻!
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Mars in Gemini/Venus in Aquarius
You two are a quirky and fun pair. You both have endless ideas and thoughts which turn into endless chatter. You would have constant phone calls until 3am, talking about anything and everything. Both of you love a fiery and passionate debate, but don't ever get too heated. Your Venus in Aquarius causes you to be attracted to quirky and unconventional romance which suits his playful and adapting Mars in Gemini. Also, you love the unexpected in a relationship - and he surely delivers. He thrives on diversity and change, which keeps you on your toes.You both value your space but when you two come together it is like setting off a bomb of energy and ideas.
Sun in Gemini/Sun in Aquarius
Another Gemini/Aquarius pairing! You two love new experiences! Together you would try anything at least once ( I mean ANYTHING). You are constant developing new ideas, which excites and energizes him. You two make a great team since you have so many ideas and he has so much energy to bring those ideas to life. Both of you are fiercely independent, so you both recognize when the other may need space and do not feel offended when the other goes their own way.
For Wayv
I ship you with... Hendery🌹!
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REQUESTS CLOSEDMars in Sagittarius/Venus in Aquarius
Both of you value your freedom and have a thirst for adventure. Together you will set out to conquer the world and experience all it has to offer. He is cheerful, self confident, and a bit childlike in love and will be attracted to partners who encourage him in all his pursuits. You are attracted to his unconventionality and uniqueness and appreciate how he flirts with you by telling you a goofy story or joke. You are somewhat detached when it comes to love but he has a can-do attitude that will be so persistent that it just might knock down those walls.
Sun in Libra/Sun in Aquarius
You both have a lust for life and want to live life to the fullest. He enjoys balance and harmony while you enjoy utter chaos, lol jk but you tend to be unpredictable. Although he may struggle to keep up with your spontaneity, he will share your interest in meeting new people and adventuring to new places. You two will first become great friends. Your free spirit and I-dont-care-what-people-think attitude will give him the confidence to open up to you and show you his silly, crazy side.
REQUESTS CLOSED
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devinescribe · 4 years ago
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Agape
Last Boss/ Takatora Samura × Reader
Warnings: swearing, past trauma, cheating, murder. Past trauma. I know I said it, but you know
Eros, sexual or erotic love. Can be the love you share with a partner. Lust.
Philia, platonic love. The love you share with friends.
Storge, natural love. The love you share with your family.
Philautia, love of self.
Pragma, long standing love. The love of a married couple.
Agápe, unconditional or Devine love.
Ludus, childish or playful love/flirting.
You laughed, watching the screen, seeing Ludus try to talk some sense into the boy she was helping. "Look at those two getting along," Eros said. "It's been nine years, no? You'd hope they're getting along," you laughed. The screen changed, and you jumped back. "Oh, someone said the word love around divinities," Eros noted. "Ooh, a job for me? It's been so long," you excitedly said, pressing the button. "Well, they're not talking anymore. But, I'll just assume the best and go," you sighed, touching the scene. You felt cold wash over you and shivered. It was so overwhelmingly cold.
"W-what the hell?" You shivered, looking around. There was no one. You sighed, they must have left the room or hidden. "Hello?" You questioned, looking around. The room was a mess, you could barely walk through. "W-what are- who are you?'' A voice questioned. You turned to face them, and saw a man with tattoos on his skin. He was wearing a hoodie without sleeves, most presumably to show off his tattoos. "Silly, you should know. You summoned me!" You laughed, floating over the mess. 'And now she's floating... what is this mess?' He thought to himself, staring up at you. "I didn't summon anything," he stated. You tilted your head to the side. "Oh... It was an accident? Yeah, I get that a lot, but now I'm stuck with you until I help you fall in love, sooooo... let's start with introductions and get that out of the way, yeah?" You suggested, sticking your hand out. He looked at it, sceptical that he would actually touch something. You were either someone that Niragi was using to prank him, or a figment of his imagination. "My name is (Y/N), I'm the cupid of Agape. What's yours?" You introduced. He didn't answer, staring at you. "Ok, well, um... anything you want to talk about, mystery man?" You questioned with a smile, floating closer. He backed up slightly. "Ah, the antisocial type, huh? Alright I like a challenge. May I please know your name?"
You spent hours trying to get him to speak. Finally you had to show him you were real until he answered. He was quite the odd man. He hadn't meant to summon you, really. He was muttering the words to an old rhyme he read once and it just so happened there was divinities on his desk. "The universe never makes mistakes my dear. Even if it was an accident, that," you said after explaining everything. He was not as sceptical anymore, but it still made you laugh. "So you're telling me the only way I can get you to leave is to fall in love with someone or die?" He questioned. You nodded. There was silence once more, and you were getting the feeling that he was not going to talk unless provoked. "Ok, now that you know a bit about me, let me know your name," you said. He looked up at you, studying you.
"You mean to tell me your basically all powerful... but don't know the name of the person you're going to help?"
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"You know what, you're right. I'm going to suggest that to the gods."
It was hours later, and he wouldn't tell you his game. "Please?? Pleaseee?" You begged, shaking his shoulders. "Fine... it's Takatora Samura," he sighed. You jumped up, cheering. "Finally! Thank you!" You shouted, hugging him. You felt him tense up, and let him go. "Not one for physical contact, hm? It's ok," you said, letting him go. You saw him let out a sigh of relief, and laughed a bit. "Is there something humorous about this situation to you?" He asked. You giggled, nodding your head. "Your reactions my dear," you answered. You saw his ears turn red and you smiled. "I'll find out all about you sooner or later, whether you tell me willingly, or I force it out of you," you said, an innocent smile on your face. He didn't think that was an innocent wording to it. It sounded like a threat, and he assumed it was best to just talk to you. You were quite... pretty. Maybe it was the fact you were basically a goddess, but something about you pulled him to you. Not the fact that you two were literally bonded until you helped him fall in love, but something else. He didn't know what it was yet, but he'd figure it out.
"Following you around is quite tiring you know? Always jumping on and off things. It's quite the impressive feat, but still, you must be tired aren't you darling?" You questioned, floating besides him. "So since I asked you to stop calling me the other nickname, you come up with a new one? You're... a frustratingly stubborn woman," he said quietly. He seemed to notice that people couldn't see you, so he found it best to keep quiet when talking to you. "And you're just a frustrating man, so we're even," you said with a smile. "Can you see other cupids? Like when they're down with other people?" He asked, a sudden thought coming to mind. "Hm? We can't see them, but we can most certainly feel their presence. One of us has been with the same one for nine years. He's... well, she keeps him in line that's for sure," you answered. Your dress seemed to float around with you, bouncing and flowing around as if it were alive itself. He didn't know what to think of this whole situation. It was so bizarre. "So... if I had a person who I thought had a cupid helping them, could you find them?" He asked. "I don't know what you're plan is, but it sounds fun, let's go!" You chirped, pulling on his arm.
"Hmm... oh. Oh, yeah he's definitely got a cupid. That's Ludus's energy alright," you said. He let out a small chuckle, and you looked down at him. "What's so funny Mr. Mystery?" You questioned. "If I'm not mistaken... Ludus is childish or playful love, no?" He asked, hiding a smile. You nodded slowly. "So he has a cupid that's the total opposite of him... who repremands him... and makes him do things that follow a normal moral compass? I find that to be hilarious," he said. You laughed, nodding your head. "I guess that is funny when you look at it that way. What else do you have to do?"
It was currently night time, and honestly, you were bored. He just sat in a chair in his room, reading some book he found. "Hey... hey. Hey! Pay attention!" You shouted. He slowly moved his book down, glancing over at you. "Can we talk about something? Anything is better than silence," you said, sitting on his bed. "I guess... um, tell me about your past?" he asked, shutting the book completely. "Oh... sure!"
"I have no doubt you'll do great! I'll see you in a week?" You said, hugging the man in front of you. It was you husband. You had always supported his musical career, insisting that he would make it one day. "Aw, thank you my dear. And of course, in a week or a bit longer. Goodbye," he assured, waving as he walked off. "Goodbye! I love you!"
All was fine, until news came back that he had been see with another woman. You of course, shook it off. Maybe she was just a friend? But of course, they had been caught doing things no friends would.
"I- I just... I need some time,'' you stuttered, pushing him away softly. "You're mine, don't forget that. You don't need time, you just need me," he said forcefully. "No. We aren't doing this. You cheated on me. Please give me the respect I deserve, and give me time to process what happened. In this moment I am not yours. The moment you decided to be with another, was when I stopped being yours," you stated, running off.
After everything you had supported him through, he really threw you to the side for another woman? You had lived in poor conditions, barely managing to pay rent, supporting him, just for him to do this to you? You had never complained, and always told him he'd be great. He was destined for good things. You always knew it. And this was how he repaid the years of support, love, and loyalty? (As Cardi B. Once said... ahem... "Broke boys don't deserve no pussy, I know that's right.")
It was months later when you got a knock at your door. You turned off the tap, placing the dish you were washing down in the sink. You grabbed the towel besides the sink, drying your hands, while walking to the door. They knocked again and you walked faster shouting, "I'm going!"
You got to the door, unlocking it, and opening it. In front of you was a woman who looked the opposite of you. Every aspect if her was different from you. "Oh... um, hello! Is there anything I can help you with?" You asked. She nodded, "I want you gone."
You stared back in shock, thinking you'd misheard her. "Excuse me?" You questioned. She pushed you back, making you hit your head on the wall. You yelped in pain, falling to the floor. "What the hell?!" You shouted, standing up. "He's so obsessed with you, he misses you, we'll see who he misses when I get rid of you!" She screamed, grabbing a knife from the kitchen. You quickly grabbed the doorknob, getting ready to leave. "No you don't you bitch!" She yelled, running at you with the knife. You opened the door, going to run, before she grabbed the edge of your nightgown, pulling you back. You landed back in your home, and she closed the door, locking it. And thats when you knew you wouldn't survive, as she had blocked every exit.
"I think that's about it. She stabbed me to death, I became a cupid. Oh, and I found out that she was the girl he cheated on me with and blah blah blah. Boring talking about me. What about you?" You finished, waving your hands around. "You are- what? I'm so... he... then she..  You got murdered ?" He stuttered. You nodded, "Yeah,why?" "You're so... so nonchalant about it!" He exclaimed, standing up. "Woah there darling, that's a lot of emotion coming from you right now. You sure you're feeling ok?" You asked, walking towards him. "You're like serious? Like actually? That happened?" He questioned. You were so confused. In the single day you had known him, this was all it took to get a reaction?
"Yeah? Why would I lie about that?" You answered.  He sighed, sitting down on his bed "Well.. he wasn't a good person. How do you help others fall in love when the love you experienced wasn't devine or unconditional?" he asked. You looked down, an floated over to him. "Um... I-... I don't know... it's just what I do. It makes people happy. I like seeing others happy," you murmured, playing with your hands. "But... doesn't it get tiring of constantly seeing others get what you never had? Don't you get angry or sad?" He asked, turning to face you. "What? I've never.... I-... y-you're... you're right..." you whispered, tears filling your eyes. His eyes widened, seeing your tears. "I didn't mean to make you cry, I'm-"
"It's o-ok, I know you didn't mean to. Y- you've actually helped me..."
Helped you? How had he helped you? By going off on an observation based off of what you had told him? It was strange to him that you hadn't thought about it before.
"But at least you're able to look for your 'one true love' or whatever bullshit people make up."
Silence met his ears, something that he usually would be happy about, but this time, not so much.
"Right?"
"You get to fall in love still, right?"
"..."
"...."
"...no..."
He stared at you like you had just told him the world was going to end in the next five seconds. How could the gods be so cruel as to make you suffer through your life, and now your after life? He couldn't believe it. There was no rest for your soul.
"We die if we do... and a devine death means no coming back. No after life can or will take you. Your soul, essance, and being dissappears," you explained. "Has anyone ever tried it?" He questioned, looking away. You shook your head, "No... it's just something Zues told us all. Oh, and Ares. And Dionysus."
"Those boys always messing with you ladies. Oh it infuriates me. Hello my dear Y/N!"
You jumped, grabbing onto Last Boss. "Fear not, it's only me," she said. You looked up, and smiled. "Lady Freyja! It's so wonderful to see you!" You laughed. "Now, what the boys told you are lies. You are most certainly allowed to fall in love. What ridiculous nonsense. I can't believe they'd play a prank so cruel on all of you," she ranted. "I- we are?" You questioned. She nodded. You smiled, and realized how stupid you were. "Thank you, Lady Freyja," you said, bowing to show your gratitude. She laughed, shaking her head. "There's no need for that. Do be careful however. My magic was almost not strong enough to reach you. Wherever this is... it's dangerous. Please be aware."
Weeks passed, and Last Boss had never shown interest in anyone. "Taka, come on, there's got to be someone you like. Anyone. Really. Guys, girls, in betweens. Anything darling," you complained as he sat reading a book. "You want to know what? I have taken interest in someone," he responded. You jumped up in excitement. "Really?! Who?" You exclaimed, jumping up and down.
"You."
Again, he was met with silence. Something, he realized, he only hated when it was coming from you.  "Me? As in... Y/N, cupid of Agape, me?" You questioned. He nodded. Your smile grew wider, and he was becoming worried at your silence.
"It's a good thing I've take interest in you too Samura..."
For the first time in a while, he smiled. A genuine smile. You floated over to him, gently placing a hand on his shoulder.
"I'm glad you accidentally summoned me."
Yay! I finished! So, now vote between the ones that are left which is:
Karube - Storge (the love you share for family)
Chota - Philia (the love you share between friends)
Arisu - Eros (sexual love, lust.)
Hatter - Philautia  (love of self in a positive or negative way)
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