#so i wouldnt have time for the intrusive blasphemous thoughts | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

vulture-jack · 6 months ago

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realizing i have a LOT of symptoms of ocd (not saying I have ocd just that I have a lot of experiences and issues that coincide with it) and it finally clicking why my relationship with this website has been so godawful. not going to elaborate but iykyk

#looking back on how i would compulsively pray while also trying to do it as fast as possible #so i wouldnt have time for the intrusive blasphemous thoughts #and how i dreaded it but had to do it or people would die and it would be my fault bc i didnt ask god not to kill them like hmmm #HMMMMMMM #tw ocd triggers ig idk how to tag this #ask to tag #i like knew smth was Wrong but i thought it was just because i was just deficient in some way #and that if i told people they would just look at me like a freak #which they probably would have lbr

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