#so i got uncomfortable and decided to ground myself in this safespace
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#i have nothing to show you so i just chose the last pic in my camera roll to rant#my best friend and i both accidentally posted big ass essays on our favorite indie horror games at the same time#like quite literally at the same time in the middle of the night. almost in the same minute#both of us encouraged others to play our respective fav games because we're extremely enamoured with them so we made a deal#i will play her game if she plays mine. sounds fair and fun#my game is this very philosophical bizzare thing that forces you to think about life and death#despite the gloomy visuals and the tragedy tag its not creepy and/or disgusting at all. i would even say its cozy at times#perhaps this game even warms my heart a little. its called pathologic#her game on the other hand. i dont know what to say about it except that its triggering as fuck#after contacting with such things you want to go into boiling water just to get rid of the palpable dirt on your body do you get what i mean#but no matter how much you try to scrub this dirt off yourself it wont ever come off. because it had grown into your bones#no matter how clean your body and surroundings appear to your eyes the dirt will never really go away#but i guess the thing i talk about is not the game itself but the things i went through that it reminds me of#perhaps i just described the triggering process#i didnt even play the game i just read the summary and watched a little of a gameplay but it made me physically nauseous#when im forced to witness some form of abuse without being able to do anything all i feel is rage. not even a hint of sympathy or sadness#this is dumb. i dont get it. why would you willingly want to witness... this. is it some sort of a kink or something#its called mouthwashing if you're interested#i get the symbolysm and all that but dude. i guess this tells a lot about our society#i told her i hate her game and she told me she hates mine so i guess it makes the two of us#we're so different in almost every possible aspect possible but at the same time so painfully similar to each other#but not gonna lie if a person i just met told me this is their fav game i won't talk to them willingly ever again#this rant doesnt really have a purpose i think i just got really surprised this thing triggered me this much#so i got uncomfortable and decided to ground myself in this safespace
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