#so i get to go outside touch grass AND talk a8out homestuck. literally incredi8le

[cornflowercanine]

one thign they dont warn you a8t in regards to getting into homestuck is the fucking 8URNING urge to reread it at any given point. ive reread it 2 may8e 3 times already. im actively resisting reading it again. 833n staving it off for months. even if its 8130 pages long. even if its longer than the 8i8le. im like, aware of that, the urge is aware of that, its not like a misguided ohhh i wanna read this specific part of homestuck, its I Want To Experience All Of This, In This Order.it is a craving to SPECIFICALLY spend months trudging through every act reading every funny/heartwrenching/8oring/>_>/agonizing pesterlog watching every gif playing the alternia8ound games Again for the Trillionth Time even if they make me simultaneously impatient to get on with the story And "oooo must read every possi8le chat option nyeow" its sitting down and going ok no8ody even look at me cascade just started leave me alone for 13 minutes str8 Okay? okay? I DONT KNOW I DONT GET IT 8ut i want to have homestuck happen again. To Me.