#so i didnt dare to check everyday (bc it actually made me legit depressed)
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#it sucks so much too because...#we talked so often and then everyday for so long#then he just stopped#and he said that he had a tougher time replying#so ofc i didnt wanna push him and was ok with it being hard to reply#but it got less and less often#and it hurt me so bad to see how he hadnt messaged me in a week lol#so i didnt dare to check everyday (bc it actually made me legit depressed)#so we talked more and more rarely#but i always felt hope bc i thought i could count on that we would start talk more again#just that he doesnt feel well rn#but now when he hasnt even replied in almost one month#i know that we are not 'getting back from this'#we will never talk often again. and now idek if we will talk at all ever again bc he is giving me radio silence#last time he even sent me an anon message explaining a tiny bit etc etc#now it's just nothing at all.#all of this hurts so much#bc in the end i have to accept that he didnt find ME worthy to communicate with. he communicates with the girl he actually wants tho#bc i several times told him that i wanna ask him things not to judge but to understand him better#and that he can talk to me abt things bc i can take it#and that i want to be there for him!!!!#but still nothing.... he just pulled away further#and that just means that he didnt care enough abt our bond to even try to communicate with me#he just got into another girl and now all he cares abt is her#so... maybe ppl can communicate just not with me. bc im not worth it. easier to just throw me away
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