#so hopefully soon I'll post more photos of irl stuff I'm up to :)a

[jinglecats]

auuu ok I need to make this post before I forget/hesitate again.  I’d really like to try n actually like.  communicate w mutuals on here.  I realized historically a pretty good method of ice breaker for me is hosting watch party type stuff(potentially w voice chat?  idk if there’s any way to really do that outside of discorb servers tho)

would that be st people would have interest in??  idk what I’d put on just yet(I like to put on funnybad movies n similar bc its fun to riff on imo) but.  I’d like to try it perhapse...  not sure exactly when either, but probably not for a bit?  we’ll see

[unidentifiedmammal]

A few moments after I put a bunch of dried purple iris blooms into a jar of hot water! It turned blue almost immediately.

I put silk in it to test, which turned a light grey that faded overnight.

I also painted a bit with the water that turned blue (super dark blue over time) And it turned a blueish purple (Ft a sun I painted with pollen and the grey silk).

Here's where things get interesting. I didn't see much promise in a light grey silk, and I had heard alum+iris can make green paint, so I wanted to see if I could force a lake pigment out of it. The jar on the left of the right photo above is slightly bluer because I added about a teaspoon of alum to it, while the other was untouched but had an iron mordanted silk cake in it.

I know iris pigment changes color depending on pH, and i *suspect* this is because of anthocyanins, but I don't know for sure so don't take my word on that.

Anyways, I do think the alum lake pigment approach would work, as I got a bit out of it, but I ran into a couple problems: One, I ran out of alum, and Two: I didn't have any good filtration system for getting the pigment out. So this will have to be dogeared for another day.

Instead, I simply took the leftover alum water and dipped a paintbrush right in, which yielded a brilliant clear blue that soom faded to a lovely teal as it dried. It's more green than the non-alum water, which makes sense. It's even greener than these photos show! It may even get greener over time, we'll see.

Also of note is some iris leaf cordage I made! My mom pulled up a few irises in a flower bed and I took the biggest leaves from them.

So, I don't know if they're even the most ideal species, and they certainly weren't at the right stage of growth, but I managed to get intact-enough fibers from about half of the ones I collected.

I struggled so much getting the fibers out of the leaves, there's only *two* in each leaf and ypu have to *scrape* them out with your fingernail/a shell in a weird way (that was not helped by them being too young). But I found a decent method and got them processed!

Iris cord is supposedly super strong, which checks off with this cord!

There's still other stuff going on like putting a bunch of rusty water into a jar with the rest of the iris juice, and seeing if that metal oxide could force precipitation (I'm skeptical because of how strong oxygen bonds are, but I am not a chemist so idk). I did get *something* to precipitate and the iris juice was clearer, but idk if that's actually due to the iron binding to the pigment, or if the precipitate was just the intact rust particles and the pigment vanished some other way.

Oh well, something sure happened though! The precipitate is brown/gray and on a coffee filter right now, which, side note: It's not good for filtering lake pigments because they're fibrous and get mixed into the pigment itself.

Still doing tests with that stuff tho so maybe an extension post later!

Below, in the top right, is the silk+iron+iris. On the left is the light grey that I put *back* into the alum water, which has a slightly cyan tint irl. I wouldn't be surprised if it fades away soon, but still fun to mess around with.

But ye, that concludes some of the fun I've been having with irises recently! My mom wants to get rid of them all but I'm making her keep a patch of them lol. Sadly they're about done blooming but it was fun while it lasted. When the leaves get more mature, hopefully I'll be able to get some better fibers from them!

[no-vamos]

BYF

Until I am legally an adult in the US I'm gonna keep putting this places: I am a minor, so if following a minor makes you uncomfortable, make your own decision ig.

I try to remain as conflict/negativity free as I can, but I have my own problems in life. I'll try to filter out rants/sensitive topics with a tag I will eventually create so you will be able to filter those out 😋

I do curse(?) idk I used to curse a lot but I tend to not anymore (?) but yea I'll probably end up cursing in excitement or anger

I'm kinda boring so don't expect anything amazing from this blog, bc that's basically all it is, a blog. I do reblog a bunch of stuff and basically treat this as my own digital time capsule. So yea

I have ocs! That I will hopefully post about! Eventually! uh yea I haven't really posted any content about them online bc idk I haven't felt motivated to?

My interests change a lotttt so if I'm randomly reblogging content for something I hadn't been a week ago or stop talking/reblogging about something I usually do, don't be surprised, I'll probably come back to be into that thing(?) quite soon

On that note, content to expect would be kpop, anime, oc/art, book, and life-related things. I'll probably juggle between those topics

I'll try to be active and I do genuinely want more friends, altho my skills in online communicating are..... below the bar I suppose. Basically what I mean is that I have more social anxiety online than I do irl bc I can't see facial expressions ig, so yea I'll try to respond eventually

To make people aware, altho I doubt I'll post very much on it, I do ship(?) idols. Now it's kind of complicated, bc it's less about me wanting them to date irl as it is I enjoy their dynamics and I think they make cute couples in fiction. This is why in my DNI I say to not interact if you can't tell fiction from reality, bc in no way whatsoever do I want these idols to be forced to do fanservice that consists of acting "romantically" between their bandmates. I have no expectations for any of it to be real, and if I am reblogging ship-related content, it's mostly going to be gifs/photos displaying their irl friendship. If anyone wants me to go into more detail on how I "ship" idols, I'd be happy to, bc I do want to reiterate that I am not a delulu, a saesang, or fetishizing queer relationships, I merely think the dynamics are great character-wise and appreciate the dynamics the idols choose to show us (this sounds super defensive, as if I am actually all those things I said I wasn't, but it's for you to decide)

if a scandal of any type occurs with a group that I love and support, I doubt I will truly talk about it on here. I do "knowingly" continue to support idols that have appropriated cultures, but I do not condone it at all. I have no idea how to "hold idols accountable" when I hold no internet presence and aren't korean/don't live in Korea. if you choose to unstan a group that I continue to talk about, feel free to block me and/or "educate" me (talk to me) about the scandals and the severity of it.

[snarkwrites]

13 | gangsta ; sweetpea

NOTES:

It's been a while. I've had these two chapters written for a while now but I haven't had time to sit down, edit them a little better and post them. Since I have time now, I thought I'd go ahead and do that, whether you guys asked for these next two chapters or not.

Sorry this took forever! Sorry I'm so slow, I've been settling into a new house and taking care of some IRL stuff / taking a little break. I swear, I'm going to update everything sooner or later. >.>

I love you guys.

WARNINGS:

NON/ LOOSE CANON COMPLIANCE - this is the biggest warning, so if you’re into things that follow exact canon plot you are… definitely not going to like this. ANGST & SLOW BURN, HEAVY SEXUAL TENSIONSTARTING NOW, ACTUALLY - this is just so everyone who started reading this thinking the smut would transpire in a hurry knows that apparently, it is not. VIOLENCE / SWEARING & FIGHTING, POSSIBLE UNDERAGE DRINKING AND OTHER SHENANIGANS- look.. it’s high school. shit happens. also apparently, my ofc Alyssa uses the word fuck like all the time?…EVENTUAL SEXUAL CONTENT / A VIRGIN ORIGINAL CHARACTER- this one is self explanatory. yes, i plan to write a smutty chapter in this at some point. when? i don’t rightly know. it’s got a while before we get there. STALKER TW - this chapter marks the true appearance of Alyssa's ex, Dave Novak. It's hinted heavily that he's a gross asshole who likes to play mind games. ATTEMPTED KIDNAPPING TW - This chapter contains an attempted kidnapping. If this is gonna bother you you're best off not reading it.

If you're under 18+, probably not a good or wise idea to continue reading this series. Because there are going to be a few dark and adult themes within. I'll warn here, of course, but you need to understand that I don't control you. If you continue to read after having read the warnings and you're upset or don't like something... Totally on you, friend.

PAIRING:

Andrews!Sibling OFC x Sweet Pea.

TAGGING:

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OTHER PARTS:

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THIRTEEN.

[773 - 589 - 7956] Quiet sleepy little town you’ve got here. I can see the appeal, scarlet.

[773 - 589 - 7956] I saw you last night. If I didn’t know what a treacherous bitch you were, I’d say you look more beautiful than ever.

[773 - 589 - 7956] Have you shown that new boytoy of yours all the dirty little photos you were sending me? I bet he’d fucking love to see that… Or did you actually let him see the real thing?

[773 - 589 - 7956] You can say what you want to the cops, scarlet. You and I both know you enjoyed sending me those dirty little pictures. Do your parents know what a teasing whore their daughter really is? I know mommy wasn’t too thrilled when you went running to her to snitch just because things got a little too real for you…

[773 - 589 - 7956] I’ll see you soon. It’s like I said, scarlet. You owe me. I intend to collect. You think this is a game? You can just promise things and then betray me like that? That’s not how this works, scarlet.

The second my phone was powered on again after school, it immediately started to go insane. The texts came in a flood. They were so disgusting and scary that I dropped my phone because my hands were shaking so hard I couldn’t hold it. I quickly picked up the phone and took a few deep breaths, attempting to pull myself together.

,, I can’t keep this to myself. I have to tell someone what’s going on.” the thought nagged at me for the thousandth time in two weeks and I decided that as soon as I finished my tutoring session for the day, I was going to go to the construction site and show my father the texts. Tell him that somehow, Dave was out of prison and apparently, he was here in Riverdale.

My stomach was churning and a bitter taste filled my mouth at the thought. I felt like a dead girl walking. How could I have been so fucking stupid? I should’ve told my father the first time Dave texted me. I should’ve done something.

I felt anger at the situation too. I came here to get away from everything, to put it behind me. I just wanted to forget any of it happened. How dare he show up and ruin everything? He was supposed to be in jail right now, not walking free!

It wasn’t fair.

I knew I’d never be brave enough, but I found myself thinking that if I did see him again, I wanted to strangle him. To give him a reason to be afraid of me for once instead of the other way around. To get even for the hell he put me through in Chicago.

I stepped out into the parking lot, taking a few deep breaths to calm down. Leaning against the brick wall beside the doors that lead into the building. Waiting. Trying to pull myself together. Half hoping that my brother was still here, still in wrestling practice.

Then I remembered that he didn’t have it tonight and that he’d left earlier with Veronica, Betty and Jughead.

Cheryl and Toni were already gone too. I’d stayed over because I was tutoring some kids in the grade below me. I didn’t think it’d take as long as it did. When I realized just how late it had gotten and that I’d be walking home alone in the dark, I’d panicked.

I could always call my dad.

That’s what I wound up doing. About halfway across the parking lot and just as my father’s phone went to voicemail , Dave stepped out and grabbed me, clamping his hand over my mouth before I could do anything other than scream.

My phone fell out of my hands and hit the pavement . I fought him off, managed to get out of his grasp and took off at a run. He caught up to me and grabbed me, trying to drag me towards his Chevelle that was parked nearby, idling. I fought tooth and nail, making as much noise as I could. Grabbing hold of anything I could to try and wrench myself free from his grasp.

I spotted Sweet Pea walking towards the school and I screamed louder. Fought harder.

“Sweet Pea!” I screamed his name, biting at any exposed skin I could get my mouth on Dave’s body. Clawing and scratching. Determined not to go quietly or without a fight. Sweet Pea disappeared from sight for a few seconds in the scuffle between Dave and I, and I was fighting so hard that Dave was struggling to keep a good firm grip on me…

XXX

He’d come back to school because normally, Alyssa was done and at Pop’s within thirty minutes, an hour tops. It had almost been two. Something felt off. Sweet Pea tried to tell himself the entire walk across town to Riverdale High that he was just being paranoid or overprotective. By the time the school was in view, he almost had himself convinced that he was just being a paranoid idiot.

Until he heard her screaming.

Sweet Pea took off at a run in the direction her scream came from, watching as a guy grabbed Alyssa and started trying to pull her towards an idling Chevelle nearby. He locked eyes with Alyssa before slipping out of sight. Getting himself into a position where he could slip up on the guy from behind and hopefully, distract him enough that Alyssa could get away.

The second she managed to smash her head into the guy’s nose hard enough that he dropped her, Sweet Pea spoke up. Firmly. “Run, Cherry. Don’t stop running.”

“No.” I stubbornly refused to leave. I wasn’t going to leave him to fight Dave off on his own. Not when this was my mess to begin with, my own stupidity coming back to bite me in my ass.

“Damn it, woman. Fucking go!” Sweet Pea practically growled as he lunged for the guy in front of him, spearing him against the side of his own car. The fight took to the ground, the two rolling around. For a second or two, Dave had the upper hand because he managed to get his hand on Sweet Pea’s throat. Sweet Pea used his legs, flipping them so that he was on top, swinging his fists with no real thought other than the sheer rage he felt about the guy trying to grab Alyssa. Dave managed to get the upper hand again, holding Sweet Pea against the concrete, Sweet Pea’s hand wrapped around his throat as he tried to squeeze harder.

Sweet Pea swore in frustration when he saw Alyssa slipping over to the open rear door. She emerged with a baseball bat, making her way over to the fight.

“What the fuck do you think you were gonna do, man?” Sweet Pea snarled in anger as he got in a few hard and fast punches.

“I was gonna get my hands on that little bitch you call a girlfriend and teach her a lesson.” Dave grunted out the words as Sweet Pea’s hand closed around his throat tighter and he managed to get Dave on his back again.

“The only one who’s going to learn a lesson tonight is you, asshole. Don’t fucking touch her.” Sweet Pea got the upper hand again, holding Dave against the concrete, smashing his head against Dave’s head as he sneered, “I’m gonna fuckin kill you, putting your hands on my girl.” and really tightened his grip.

Dave managed to shove him off and stood, the two of them fighting. Alyssa swung the bat at Dave’s lower back, almost connecting with it but Dave stepped out of the way at the last minute, making a grab for her.

“Cherry, I told you to run, damn it!” Sweet Pea growled as he lunged at Dave, sending Alyssa stumbling back, barely managing to keep herself from falling on her butt on the pavement. The two were rolling around on the ground again, punching and choking wildly and Alyssa spotted her cell phone and she dove for it, dialing 911.

Just as she was about to hit call, Sweet Pea choked Dave out and grabbed for the rope that had fallen out of Dave’s jacket pocket, tying his arms together while he was down. Then he rushed over to her, checking her over in concern, wincing at the pavement burn on her cheeks and the few scrapes.

“What the fuck happened to run, huh?” Sweet Pea asked, trying to catch his breath.

“I wasn’t leaving you here with him.” Alyssa panted. Sweet Pea took her cell phone and hit call, keeping his foot on Dave’s head to keep him down as he made the call.

Two minutes later, a cop car came racing around the corner and pulled to a stop behind the idling Chevelle.

The cop got out and wandered over. Glancing from Sweet Pea to Dave.

Alyssa spoke up.

“Sweet Pea was trying to save me, officer.”

“I’m going to need you two to come to the station and make statements.” the cop informed them after getting Dave into the back of the cop car. Alyssa nodded, hugging herself against Sweet Pea’s side. Sweet Pea slipped out of his leather jacket,draping it around her, because at some point during her fight with Dave, her shirt had gotten torn down the front.

The cop left, leaving the two of them alone.

Sweet Pea took a few deep breaths, pulling her against him. Squeezing her tight. Holding her in place. “Thank God I decided to come by here. If something would’ve happened…” he muttered against her hair quietly.

She pulled away to look up at him and he locked eyes with her, leaning in closer…

XXX

My heart was still hammering away at my chest. The adrenaline was starting to wear off and I was starting to panic a little as I began to realize what almost happened to me. How close I came to disappearing, having God knows what would be done to me by Dave.

I wasn’t thinking about how awkward me kissing him would be. I wasn’t thinking about anything if you want the truth. I rose up on my toes, grabbing hold of the front of Sweet Pea’s t-shirt, pulling myself up. My mouth brushed against the corner of his gingerly, trying to avoid the portion of his lower lip that was busted and bloody because it had to hurt like hell. His hands dug into my hips and he growled quietly, his mouth latching onto mine just as I went to pull away, stop myself before I went for it and kissed him in the heat of the moment.

The kiss deepened and I raised my arms, wrapping them around his neck. Dragging my fingers through his hair. My back met the side of the Chevelle with a soft smack and he pressed himself into me more firmly. His mouth continuing to hungrily devour mine.

The kiss broke a few seconds later, we pulled apart breathlessly and stared at one another in a daze. Sweet Pea wiped the back of his hand over his mouth and cleared his throat. Going quiet again.

All I could do was melt into him and try to wrap my head around what almost happened and what had just actually happened. He curled his fingers under my chin, tilting my face so that I had to look up at him.

“Who was that? Wait.. was that your ex?”

My jaw dropped. I blinked at him and then I nodded quietly. He swore under his breath and held on a little tighter. Pulling away again, his hands on my upper arms as he stared down at me. “I should’ve fucking killed him.”

“H-how’d you know about Dave? Did my brother tell you?”

“And Jughead. I don’t know everything. I just know that I told myself if I ever actually saw the asshole, I was going to kill him.” Sweet Pea answered quietly. Taking a few deep breaths and then adding a few seconds later, “We need to get to the station.”

I nodded in agreement. Sweet Pea scooped me up when he saw me take a step and wince, then try it again with the same outcome.

“I can walk.” I protested weakly.

“You fell. You probably twisted your ankle. Just… let me carry you, Cherry.” he muttered quietly, his voice a soft and concerned whisper as he gazed down at me.

All I could do was nod. Lean my head against the space between his neck and shoulder.

As we worked our way towards the police station, it poured out of me. Every single thing I’d gone through with Dave in Chicago. I grimaced as I told Sweet Pea exactly what had gone down and why I thought Dave had come to town and tried to grab me tonight and Sweet Pea’s jaw set firm.

I could tell that hearing it bothered him. And at one point, he muttered quietly, “If you don’t want to talk about it you don’t have to…”

“No, I need to get it out. I shouldn’t have kept the fact that the asshole was texting me to myself. Blocking his number obviously didn’t work because he reached out with a new one. I thought if I just ignored him, he’d lose interest. I thought it was just him, trying to scare me. I didn’t think he’d be stupid or brave enough to show up here.” I muttered, shaking my head at how stupid that sounded now that I was really stopping to think about it.

“He’s not gonna bother you again, okay? I’m going to make sure he doesn’t.” Sweet Pea muttered after a few seconds, just as we stepped into the station and made our way over to a sitting area to wait.

“You need to call your dad.” Sweet Pea spoke up after a few seconds that felt like hours.

I nodded. Taking my phone back from Sweet Pea, I dialed my dad’s number and I could hear the relief in his voice when he answered.

Static crackled and popped on his end of the line so I strained to hear.

“I’ve been riding around town looking for you for over an hour, tiny. What the hell happened?” my dad asked in a rush.

“Dave was waiting outside of the school tonight when I came out… If Sweet Pea hadn’t gotten there when he did I… he tried to grab me tonight, Dad.” I grimaced as I said it, bracing myself for all the questions and the lecture I knew I’d be getting because I hadn’t told anyone the second all this started.

,, to be fair, I definitely deserve it.” the thought came and I let myself have it. Leaning back in the chair, resting against Sweet Pea’s side slightly. Taking a few deep breaths.

My dad swore and I heard him punching at something, probably the dashboard of his truck. After a second or two, he spoke up. “Where are you two? I’m on my way, tiny. Right now.”

“We’re at the station giving a statement.” I explained.

“Thank god. So Novak got arrested? That’s good. I’m going to be sure to find out what I can do to make sure that little prick stays in a cell this time.” my dad responded as I heard him rev the engine on his truck.

The call ended and I leaned my head against Sweet Pea’s shoulder. He slipped an arm around me and took a few more breaths as if he were trying to calm himself down again because he was still angry and tense.

The cop who made the arrest found us and ushered us back to his workspace and we sat down. Telling the cop every single detail of what happened tonight. The cop let me finish and then spoke up.

“We’re holding him for Chicago. He apparently escaped. Attacked another girl… A Claire Watson… Then he came here. But everything you’ve told me will help keep him behind bars, Alyssa. Do you have a parent you can call?”

I nodded.

“She already called him.” Sweet Pea answered calmly as he folded his arms over his chest and glared at the cop suspiciously.

The cop eyed him, nodding. Managing a cordial smile. “That was quick thinking on your part tonight kid. Also stupid as hell. If he’d had a weapon, that could’ve gone wrong. Next time, call the station.”

“And do what? Let an asshole make off with my girl? Yeah, no thanks. I’m good. I’ve seen how fast you assholes respond to any call you get from the South side.”

“Not all of us are bad, kid.” the cop pointed out in a calm and even tone.

“Yeah, well… I wasn’t going to stand there and let him take my girl either. I did what I had to do.” Sweet Pea took a deep breath, rubbing his forehead. Calming himself back down.

I spotted my father and Archie coming into the station, heading right for us and I let out a ragged breath. Squeezing my dad so tight he almost couldn’t breathe when they got over to where we were sitting in the back.

My father spoke up, addressing the cop. “We will be pressing charges. So, whatever I need in order to do that, just tell me and you’ve got it.”

Sweet Pea cleared his throat.

“If it helps, here’s her phone.” Sweet Pea held my phone out to the policeman and he took it, nodding. “If there’s anything on here, that’ll help. If you’ll come with me, Mr. Andrews, we’ll get that paperwork drawn up to start the proceedings.”

My dad gave me another hug and stopped in front of Sweet Pea. “If you hadn’t been there tonight, kid… Thank you.”

“I wasn’t gonna let anything happen to her, sir.” Sweet Pea muttered, awkwardly letting my dad hug him too.

My dad made his way to an office with the policeman who’d taken our statements and I glanced up at Sweet Pea, grimacing at the bruises and scraped starting to form on his face and neck. The black eye and the busted lip.

“Archie, can you go get some ice or a soda can? His lips really swelling up..” I muttered. My brother nodded, taking some change from me to go do it. And this left Sweet Pea and I alone again.

“About that kiss.. I’m sorry, I.. the last thing I wanted to do was make anything awkward. I just got caught up in the moment and I can’t keep fighting the way I feel and I… Sorry.” I spoke up quietly. Prepared to give him an out. Afraid that I’d gone way over the line.

“Yeah, about that… I’ve been wanting to do it for a while.” Sweet Pea admitted quietly. Making me look up at him as he chuckled quietly. “You wanna repeat any of what you just said?”

I felt my cheeks burning. I pouted up at him and gave him a dirty look.

He smirked in response and spoke up. “I’m being serious. You were doing that mumble and babbling thing again.”

“You heard me.” I answered, biting my lip as I looked up at him.

“A little, yeah… But maybe I wanna hear it again, cherry.” he pulled me close and gazed down at me for a few seconds.

“Wait.. you wanted to kiss me?” I realized what he’d admitted. Gazing up at him, a little shocked.

“You’re trying to change the subject now?” he questioned, slipping his arms around me. I gave a soft laugh and muttered quietly, “Maybe a little.”

“When you say you can’t ignore the way you feel.. What’s that mean?” he questioned again, making me look up at him. I took a deep breath and toyed with the front of his shirt, trying to figure out the best way to put it to words.

The truth. Simple and direct.

“I care about you a lot. I lo--” I started to say that I loved him, but Archie cleared his throat behind us, holding out the soda can to me. Then promptly excusing himself again to go find our dad. I gently guided Sweet Pea down into a chair and sank down to sit on his knees. Gingerly pressing the cold soda can against his lip. And after a second or two, I finally got myself to say it again. “I love you, okay?”

He chuckled quietly. Locking eyes with me. Lowering the soda can to ask quietly, “Like a best friend or something.. Right?”

I shook my head. “More than, actually. Since that day at the car wash when I drenched you with the hose, I’ve… It’s been hard to make myself not look for you in a crowd. Yes, yes.. I know this is mushy and you don’t do mushy, I..” his mouth crashing against mine cut off the flow of my words and he muttered in a daze, “Say it again. Tell me you love me, Cherry.”

“I love you.” I managed to get the words out breathlessly. His mouth was latching onto mine all over again. The kiss deepening. His arms enveloping me tighter. Squeezing til I thought I’d get lightheaded between the deep and heavy onslaught of kisses and the way he was holding me.

“I love you too.” he mumbled quietly. Gazing down at me. Panting for his next breath as the kiss broke yet again.

“Okay, are you two done with whatever yet? Because dad told me to get Al back home. You can come with us if you want.” Archie surprised me by inviting Sweet Pea. Sweet Pea eyed him and nodded, standing after I’d finally managed to pry myself away from him.

As we walked out of the station, he slipped his hand down between us, lacing his fingers between mine. Giving my hand a squeeze as he glanced down at me.

[cheolbooluvr]

AHHHH CHRIS CHRIS CHRIS OMG CHRIS

I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU OMG CONGRATS ON 200!!!

sjkhdilkeahjfslkresb srsly I'm so happy for you I could cry 😭😭

but dude, we gotta talk nothing serious, I swear, don't panic I'm busy once and when I finally have time again I come back to photography, a....I don't even know how to describe it, magnificent? awesome? fantastic? marvellous? fanart of yours and the most important thing - YOU HAVING 200 FOLLOWERS??

Do I have to abandon tumblr more often for about two weeks? 😭

and the almost heart attack I got when I saw that you tagged me because I had no idea for what reason lmao

I don't know how to express my thoughts and feelings, I'm just so happy for you, is that even normal? 😭

also I'm so sorry for disappearing for two weeks, I've been busy with lots of rl stuff and wanted to take time for tumblr which I didn't have, unfortunately :(

I still have to catch up on all your fics you've posted and I'm so excited to read zest of life :D I hope that's the title I'm too lazy to check rn, I beg for forgiveness 🙏

I'll answer your last reply within my next ask I just wanted to let you know I'm still alive, I'm still here and that I'm really really really happy for you :D

I hope you have a fantastic day ✨

take care <3

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oh my beloved 🌙 anon!!!

thank you SO MUCH ahhhh you are literally the backbone of this blog, an OG 😭 TEARS LET’S CRY TOGETHER!

as always, thanks for being here w me since basically the beginning, ugh

and adskljaskld i’m glad you liked the photos!! and the fanart hahaha i didn’t think anyone rly saw that LOL but i’m sorry for scaring you omg!! i’m glad you saw it tho :)) also yes definitely normal to be excited for your friends!! <33

also don’t apologize for disappearing!! irl stuff happens and we are all very busy ppl, i just hope you’re getting plenty of rest and hopefully some time to yourself :’(

and yes the zest of life is correct :D i hope you like it!! i went thru quite a process writing it lol but it was so much fun and i’m excited for ppl to be able to read it. i might do a sort of commentary post for it??? idk i have a lot of thoughts re: the zest of life haha aside from that one, i don’t know what else you’ve missed but i hope you like those fics as well!

i’m so happy to hear from you as always, and looking forward to reading your ask soon💖 ILY have the best day/night!!!