#so hopefully all that work hasnt disappeared from my brain fjfkdl bc i rly rly rly hate killing the lil guys jfkdld
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i want to work on art (the plushies and the digital painting) but i have to make myself get some cleaning done bc spiders are active again bc it's unseasonably warm outside rn :')
#i developed genuine arachnophobia a couple yrs ago#and man. living in a basement is absolute hell for this fjfkdl#im trying to keep things v clean to discourage them but that doesnt play nice w the fatigue#and its extra awful bc i feel horrible killing basically Anything#but i was able to work on my fear last year to the point where i could catch and release them again (w a tupperware and paper)#so hopefully all that work hasnt disappeared from my brain fjfkdl bc i rly rly rly hate killing the lil guys jfkdld#i dont dislike spiders ! i am just very afraid of them ! theyre very cool and fascinating and important little critters#but they scare me so so so much SNDJDKL and good golly i wish they didnt fjdmdl#honestly i am just hoping this doesnt cause hallucinations again bc that fucking sucked so bad dnfkdl i dont wanna go thru that again#MAN DJDKDL if Guz was here... he'd deal w the spiders for me fjfkdl and he'd never kill any bug ever and it'd be great#vent //#dandy.cmd
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