#so here i am. feeling lonelier and lamer and more self depracating than ill ever look. IF I DONT LOOK LIKE A PROUD BASTARS ILL | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tiredtriedfailures · 11 months ago

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on one hand yeah, saying 11 as your lifes turning point is kinda silly because you cant really "Lose the person you used to be" of age 10. thats literally a child. you werent all that defined. on the other hand my personality was loud and clear and dominant, and most of all from my endeavors back then there was this clear inherent belief i could actually do anything so losing That so badly and abruptly. ouch

#mypost #im talking: a girl who did the end of the year shows basketball and music. every year i had 3 active hobbies going on #then there are people who tell me im Still a vibrant and loud and bossy personality. well i may act like it but the belief isnt there #genuinely lost my faith in myself but happy to hear it doesnt show honey!!! yahhoo!!#i dont know #like your problems arent meant to be seen on your face and all.#but like my masking is so. instinctual. and its literally my tool of communication.#it barely lets me act 1-normal and 2-somewhat reflect the character. the personality #so here i am. feeling lonelier and lamer and more self depracating than ill ever look. IF I DONT LOOK LIKE A PROUD BASTARS ILL #SAW OFF A TREE BRANCH WHILE IM SITTING ON IT

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