#so he just developed category 5 imposter syndrome and a labyrinth of justifications excuses and self-punishments
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There's a lot with the Heroes in particular I need to catch up / refresh on (as is I have one lv.60 phantom and haven't played the rest either since ~10yrs ago or ever, in eunwol and revamped Aran's case) before I can decisively head canon some things but.
It genuinely knocks me to the floor how... much, Phantom is. Like he creates this impression of a verging-on-sadistic aloof, precise theatrical showman and that's not, precisely a lie, but then you get like...
He forgets where he puts things or why he even stole something. He's annoyed that people didn't TRY to break into his vaults. He's so bad at being rich that his employees who he hired with his vast resource pool have to remind him that he has money. Said employees despite his heroic reputation seem to exclusively consist of people willing to bully and contradict him to his face.
He's a french-speaking middle eastern man in a context where you have to ask where the fantasy france analogue is that would presumably have this cultural exchange with Ariant. He insists he doesn't miss Raven when corvid motifs adorn literally anything he owns and nobody even questioned him about it, he is just talking to himself in a sealed vault. He also never stops talking. He will die if you stop paying attention to him. He bluffed an endgame boss at level 10 by using practical effects.
Man really feels like someone tried as hard as they could to turn Peter Parker into Bruce Wayne and only succeeded on the outermost level.
#Maplestory#Maplestory Phantom#like in serious. I think there's a lot to be said about how the heroes as a collective faction#are about 'Legacy' as an antagonistic force#a reputation you can't have / can't live up to / can't escape etc etc#even the Demon as another character from that time period is tangled with this theme#(though also grouped with the Resistance themes of scarcity and desperation)#and in Phantom's case. Phnatom feels as if his worst enemy is himself#even before Lotus traps him#multiple people repeatedly confront Phantom about not taking risks alone#but he constantly refuses with this subtext that he does not feel like he's good enough#he's incredibly demoralized by training- IIRC the most out of any of the other heroes#Phantom scans floridly ADHD to me. but the kind that never found out anything COULD be 'wrong' with him#so he just developed category 5 imposter syndrome and a labyrinth of justifications excuses and self-punishments#to try and get by 'good enough'
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