#so feel free to invade my inbox whenever and I’ll say something that’s for true

[hyruviandoctor]

One they’re always saying about me - and this is true folks - one thing they’re always saying about me is that I always have the answer. Always have the answer. You can ask me any question, folks, and I will always have an answer for you. Now other people - we won’t name names but you know who - other people - get this - they don’t have the answers. They don’t have answers. But me? You put an ask in my inbox and I’ll tell you an answer. This is true.

[eeunoia]

ENHYPEN Mini Series

E N H Y P E N as Campus Heart-throbs

pairings: nishimura riki x reader

summary: you thought all your hard work in order for Nishimura Riki to notice you were all put into waste but apparently he’s got his eyes on you.

word count: 5.5k

a/n: I had fun writing for our maknae. He’s really cute and I think he’ll be very sweet to his girl. So finally, I’ve come to finish my mini series that took forever lmao. BUT anyway, I want to thank everyone who supported and enjoyed my mini series. I really enjoyed writing each of the members! I’ll be doing requests now so feel free to hit me up. I have some in my inbox already so feel free to send me some requests! Ily all, have a nice day! 🌸

tag list: @jakeysim @kpoppinandlockin @en-sun @f1iore @dilfhwa​ @rubyanne​ @enhappy @bunnylover0193​

Nishimura Riki

Class 1 - A - “The Dance Club President”

“Y/n! Where are you going?” you turned your head as one of your classmates called you out. With both brows raised in wonder, you looked at her.

“Dance club.” you answered shortly. She nodded her head right away like as if she already know why you’re going there.

Well, she probably knows the reason why. Almost everyone is aware about your undying love for Nishimura Riki. They’re all used to your crazy ways for catching his attention. Even Nishimura Riki, himself, is used to it. It was like normal already.

Loud music quickly invaded your ears as you finally made it to the dance club room. With a smirk spreading through your face you rested yourself over at the entrance of the door. 

In front of you was Niki, full of sweat because of all the dancing he’s been doing. He’s the only one left inside because everybody left early to do their individual business. Niki, on the other hand, thinks that dancing is the most important thing in the world as of now.

“Aren’t you tired yet?” you tried to make your voice sound louder to defeat the music that basically took over the whole room.

He turned his head over at your direction and you saw how it looked with blank expression at you. Instead of feeling offended, you smirked already used at how rude his eyes were.

“Water?” you offered raising your hand that was holding the water bottle you planned to offer to him.

He sighed heavily wiping off his sweat before walking slowly towards where they manipulate the music then stopped it. He turned towards you with a bored look.

“No thanks, I have mine here. Who knows what you put in there?” he raised one of his eyebrow as the corner of his lips raised a little to piss you off. It actually worked as you looked at him with your poker face.

“Listen here, Nishimura Riki. I do really like you so much but I’m not that desperate to put something in your drink!” you sounded so defensive and offended as you said those words to him.

Niki kept his blank face but inside his head he was laughing already because he pissed you off. He shrugged his shoulders off at you that made you sighed heavily to calm yourself down and stop yourself from throwing the water battle at him.

“Do you really think I can do that?” you asked him. Niki nodded his head without hesitation.

“Niki!” you said and he just tilted his head before chugging down his own drink.

You pushed the side of your cheeks using your tongue and then went over to one of the chairs to sit down. You tried to open the bottle that you were holding but it was tightly closed so it was giving you a hard time.

You looked over to Niki’s direction and he’s now busy checking something over his phone. Maybe watching some choreography videos at youtube or something. With a pouting lips you stood up and walked over at his direction. He was too busy that he didn’t even looked over at you when you approach him.

“Can you open this for me?” you tried to ask him in a sulky way so he’ll know you’re still pissed at him.

His head snapped over at you from his phone then down to the water bottle. He rolled his eyes then looked over at you. Your cheeks quickly blushed at the piercing stares he gave you. One of the things you like the most is his eyes. You don’t know why you like them when in fact, other people thinks Niki’s eyes looked so rude in some ways. Well... they do look rude but for you they’re definitely attractive.

His eyes trailed from your bottle then back at your eyes. “Open it yourself.” he rudely told you. 

You rolled your eyes as he started playing the music once again. With mouth tightly shut close trying hard to stop yourself from shouting at him. Did he really just did that? You sighed and stared at him who’s now starting to dance again. It’s like he’s back to his own world and you’re obviously not included.

Having your shoulders hanging low, you let out a heavy sigh before you slowly exits the room to just leave him alone. Maybe this is not the right time to bother him. He seems a bit stressed, you don’t know why but it appears that way. Niki’s not the type to open up to somebody whenever he’s having a hard time. As long as he can keep it to himself, he’ll keep it.

“Oh? Where’s Niki?” it was a week before the foundation week of your school and everybody’s now begun to be busy. You’re at your classroom when you saw some of your classmates who’s member of the dance club went inside your room. Some of them looked anxious and some were obviously bothered about something.

“He’s at the dance club.” one of them answered you. 

With a furrowed brows, you don’t know but you suddenly felt worried for him. These past few days, something was obviously bothering him. He’s been extra quiet in classes lately. You did approach him but every time you asked him, he frowned at you trying to shut you off. 

“Can you take my place here for a while? I’m just gonna check Niki.” you asked one of your classmates. Since it’s almost foundation week, your class decided to have one booth for the event and now, your class were busy arranging it.

She nodded her head so you silently thanked her and stood up to go and see Niki yourself. Arriving in front of the room, you can already hear the overwhelming music inside. It sound lively but the energy that coming from inside seems to be off.

As you slowly opened the door to the room, one of the member of the club happen to be just going outside. He looked a bit surprised to see you at the door. He sighed heavily as he glanced over Niki who have his head down while sitting over the floor.

“Is he okay?” you asked worried.

“Yeah. You just need to leave him alone, y/n.” he straight up told you. You looked at him with your furrowed brows. He was never rude to you before and he never ever asked you to go away before. There, you already sense that something was up. They all looked stressed.

Being your stubborn self, “I just want to talk to him.” you told the guy. He let out a frustrated sigh and even tried to stop you but you glared at him.

“Seriously, y/n. I mean it. I think this isn’t the time to bother Niki.” he said in a low voice. He sounded tired.

“I’m not gonna bother him, okay? I’ll just check on him and then i’ll leave right after.” you didn’t wait for what he’s gonna say next. You just walked pass by him.

Slowly, you approached Niki who’s crouched down over the floor.

“Niki?” you called him out softly.

His head snapped over at you pretty fast and his face was blank as he looked over at you. Feeling a bit intimidated, you gulped. But that didn’t even stop you from wanting to check on him. It just made you to ask what’s going on even more. He looked stressed and you’re worried for him. Dancing is everything for him, you know how much he loves it so seeing him getting stressed by the thing he enjoys the most, bothers you.

“What are you doing here?” he coldly asked and looked away from you.

“I just want to check on you.” you honestly told him.

“You can leave now.” feeling a bit surprised by how he just shut you off, your brows furrowed even more. You approached him. One thing about you is that giving up easily is never in your choice. Specially if it involves Nishimura Riki.

“No, I won’t leave unless you talk to me.” you sound so determined as you stood in front of him.

He let out a sigh then stood up towering over you. With a glare he starred right at your soul and approached closer. That surprised you and made you step backwards from him.

“This isn’t the right time to bother me, y/n. My patience is at its worst state right now.” you gulped, slightly feeling scared by how he said that you. He continued to advance towards you while you kept stepping backwards.

“I just want to check on you because I’m worried!” you told him feeling flushed by how he’s acting.

He held your wrist a bit too tightly, n “You’re not my girlfriend so you don’t have any responsibility of checking up on me.” he said.

You were stunned by what he just said. You’ve liked Niki ever since you two were kids. You’re very vocal about it and made sure that he’s aware of it. You were told many times that you’re very passionate about your love for him. He always ignores you but that’s completely fine for you. He’s often rude but not like this.

“I.. u-uh...”

“I can’t deal with your annoying ass right now so can you just get lost?” he rudely told you.

Feeling your eyes heated up and started to tear up, you lowered your head. You felt like your heart aches so much that you can’t even notice what’s happening around you.

You pushed Niki away and started running away from him. Liking Nishimura Riki has always been a happy feeling for you, but right now you’re not sure anymore.

“Huh? Did you two fight?” one of your classmate took notice of you avoiding Niki which is very rare event. You ignored her question and just kept on writing to your notebook.

It’s been days ever since the incident in the club room happened. And you avoided Niki after that. 

“Is it true, Niki? You and y/n fought?” his seat-mate asked him. Niki turned his head over at your direction and found you busy writing over at your notebook. He starred for a while before he bit the inside of his cheeks then looked away from you.

Like you, he ignored the question and decided to just continue playing with his pen. It is true that its been days since the incident and he’s been guilty ever since. He doesn’t know how to approach and say sorry since this rarely happens.

He was just really having a rough day back then and he didn’t really mean to rudely say that to you. He do admits that you’re annoying sometimes but he do enjoy your company as well. He’s used to you. Out of all the girls who confessed to him, he’s the most comfortable with you.

As the class were busy taking notes that the teacher left, Jungwon the class president-- entered the room holding some notebooks. It’s just days before the foundation day and since your class had already finished preparing for your booth, the class decided to do finish some school works first.

“Guys! Listen up.” he started and dropped the notebook over at a table. The class did looked over at him waiting for what’s he’s gonna say.

“We have a new classmate and we have to welcome him.” he announced. You sighed and faced your notebook once again. That doesn’t interest you or anything anymore since you’re not in the mood.

The class fell silent for a while as your class president told the student to come inside. Then suddenly, you heard the girls in your class murmured and giggled for some reasons. You still kept on writing, ignoring the fact that the girls in your class were making a fuss.

“I’m Watanabe Haruto. Please take care of me.” you heard someone with an unfamiliar deep voice said. Unconsciously, you raised your head up to face in front.

There you saw someone very tall stood in front of the class. His eyes looked pretty rude and for some reasons remind you of someone. Your eyes looked over Niki’s side and to your surprise, he was already looking at you.

Acting like as if you were not caught looking, you swiftly moved your eyes from him back to the new student. Jungwon was smiling beside him and then his eyes darted over your direction.

“You can sit beside, y/n. Y/n, raise your hand up.” he asked you. Rolling your eyes around, you did what you’re told to and his eyes soon darted over at your place.

He bowed a bit and started walking towards your direction and sat beside you. You’re eyeing him silently as you watch what he’s doing. Your mind kept on thinking about his surname because something about it made you interested to him.

“Watanabe, huh? Are you Japanese?” you talked to him. He moved his head towards you and smiled a little.

“Yeah. You are?” you blushed by hearing his deep voice and your eyes settled down over his hand that is now extended in front of you.

“I’m y/n.” you politely said and shook his hand. He smirked finding you cute with that blushing cheeks.

Soon, the conversation between the two of you naturally continued. Even when you two just met, you feel like you’ve known him for so long. Your laughs made some of your classmate’s head turned to your direction including Niki.

His brows furrowed at the sight of you actually getting along with the new guy. He was wondering how come you change your mood pretty fast? You were obviously very down before then now you’re laughing with that guy?

“Looks like she found her new Japanese boy.” Niki’s brows furrowed deeply at what his seat-mate has stated. Everyone was aware of how you feel towards Niki so they often tease the two of you. To see you actually having fun with the new guy and the think he’s also a Japanese, they’re teasing Niki now.

“What do you think about that?” with a big wide smile you turned your head over to Haruto, feeling excited at how he’ll gonna react about the line you just suggested.

You were at one of the benches in the garden together with Haruto. Since he’s new, you’ve been asked to tour him around the campus and basically you two became close right away.

And now, you just came up with the wonderful idea of writing a Japanese letter for Niki. You thought that maybe in that way, your confession this time will surely be memorable for him.

Yeah, apparently your love for Nishimura Riki is not that easy to forget so you decided to continue pursuing the difficult boy. And Haruto, right here, will be the one who would help you to translate the letter in Japanese.

“It sounds...” Haruto stopped from talking as he wiped away some crumbs from the side of his lips.

Your smile was still plastered over your lips as your eyes grew in full anticipation of what he’s gonna say to you.

“cheesy.” your shoulders fell in disappointment as you shoot glares towards him then he laughs at you.

“I didn’t bought that burger for you to act like this. You’re supposed to help me.”  you grunted in frustration then sat down beside him. Feeling annoyed, you took a sip from your drink as Haruto watches you.

“Why don’t you just approach him and tell him how you feel? Why do you have to write it in Japanese? I don’t get your point.” he even shake his head from side to side as he took a sip from his drink as well.

You rolled your eyes before turning your head towards him. You once again stood in front of him then sighed heavily.

“Are you stupid or you’re just not listening to me? I already told you if that approach works well to Niki then we’ll probably dating right now. I did that almost everyday.” and sat back down.

“Then maybe he doesn’t really like you?” you slowly turned your head towards Haruto with that deadly expression in your face. He looked surprised and anxious right after seeing your face.

He smiled awkwardly before he started dashing away from you. You raised your fist ready to attack him and quickly went after the tall boy. He was laughing and screaming pathetically as you chase behind him.

“Yah! Come back here Watanabe!” you shouted as you continued to chase him down. The determination in you to kill him today was on fire.

Being too busy with the chase, you fail to notice the pair of eyes who’s busy watching the two of you like a hawk. A mad Hawk, very mad hawk. His eyes were piercing to the two of you that were obviously ignorant to his presence.

Niki was very upset lately just by seeing you have fun with the new boy. He thought to himself that you’re very interested with the new guy. He was somehow finding it weird since he never felt this way towards someone before.

“Do you think Niki’s mad at me?” your brows furrowed in confusion as Haruto silently asked you that one afternoon. You’re class was busy with the booth and he just randomly approached you out of nowhere and asked you that.

“Huh? No. Why would he be mad at you?” you were totally confused because that would be impossible. Haruto’s just new and besides, he’s Japanese! If anything, Niki should be glad to see someone from the same homeland.

He shrugged and helped you move some box towards the booth. “His stares were no joke whenever i’m laughing with you.” 

You chuckled, “He just have rude eyes, it’s natural. Trust me, he’s just starring at you normally.” you were completely used to people saying that Niki’s mad at them. Because he have natural rude looking eyes, people often misunderstood him.

“I think he’s glaring at me.” he once again said in much lower voice. You stopped walking and faced him. You looked up, since he’s very tall.

“I swear, he isn’t mad. He’s just like that. Now let’s go.” you snaked your arm over his and started dragging him towards the booth. You don’t want to listen about people misunderstanding Niki. You kind of feel bad for him.

As you’re all busy because of the booth, you kept checking your watch because Niki will perform later with the dance that he’d been practicing for so long. You’re honestly excited for it. Even when you’re avoiding him, you made sure you’re still updated to him. You often asked about him to his group members.

“Y/n, something wrong?” one of your classmate asked you as she approach the booth.

You pouted, “Haruto isn’t here yet. He’s the one who’ll take over my spot since I wanted to go to the auditorium.” you said. Her eyes wondered around like as if she’s trying to look for someone.

“Oh~ you’re gonna watch Niki dance?” she asked you a bit teasing.

With cheeks tinted red you managed to gave her a small nod. n “Y-Yeah, I was planning to go and watch his dance. It will start in a couple minutes.” you once again checked your watch slowly getting impatient.

“Did you two made up already?” with a confused face, you looked at her.

“Huh?”

“Didn’t you had a fight? I mean some of our classmates noticed it and even teased Niki that you’ve already replaced him by Haruto.”

Your eyes grew slightly as you heard that news. You never knew about such thing! You didn’t even thought that your class would notice that you were avoiding Niki. Were you that obvious or they’re just used to with you always pestering Niki?

“I-I... Haruto’s just my friend.” you didn’t een know why you’re explaining but suddenly you just had the urge to. She looked at you a bit surprised then she chuckled afterwards.

“Shouldn’t you be saying that to Niki?” she have this teasing face once again and suddenly that dawned you. Is it the reason of he’s sudden coldness towards you?

Well, first of all, you were avoiding him. But lately, there’s something wrong with him and being someone who have the habit of watching him, it was easy for you to notice that.

You got startled when suddenly somebody just slammed their hands at the table in front of you. With glaring eyes you turned to that person and there, in front of you, was Haruto with his jersey. It looked like he just got out from his game.

“Sorry, the game ended late.” he said obviously out of air. You just gave him a nod and took of the apron so you can now leave and go to the auditorium. 

“Fighting, y/n! Do you have the letter?” he asked you before you can finally leave. You smiled then nodded your head before you started running towards the auditorium.

It was packed of students and outsiders when you arrived there. It was even difficult to squeeze yourself in because of the overflowing people inside. But that didn’t stop you from trying to get in a clearer view where you can watch him dance.

It was already starting but thankfully you watched his dance. As always, it was breath-taking to watch Niki do the thing that he loved the most. You can never argue at the fact that he sure is a really great dancer.

As the crowd cheer, your smile were big too then you clapped your hands and made noise together with them. The dance was perfect and seeing Niki smile together with his team was heartwarming. You’re glad that all of his hard work ended with good result.

You waited for them to exit backstage where you plan to give the letter and maybe, clear some things out with him. Based on what your classmate just said a while ago, seems like Niki’s been misunderstanding the thing between you and Haruto. The whole class had the wrong idea and you can’t even blame whoever started that idea. Since you and Haruto were in fact always together. But that’s partly because of the letter.

When you noticed that the people are slowly getting fewer, you stood up from your place then walked your way towards the backstage. There were still a lot of student there but you were quick enough to see Niki. With a big smile and palm starting to sweat because of nervous, you started walking towards him.

But your steps halted when a girl suddenly wrapped her arms around Niki making him look startled for a while. He then turned around and you saw him smiled. Smiled... he never done that to you before. 

You gulped feeling your smile slowly fading together with your eyes slowly becoming blurry because of tears. The two were acting like as if they’re not surrounded by a lot of people. It was like they were caged inside their own world...

A tear fell from your eyes together with the sound of your heart cracking. A small smile got plastered over your face as you turned your heels and started running away from him.

Your feet just kept on running and running not minding all the people around you. It was almost like it has a mind of its own.

“y/n, how did it turned--- hey are you crying?” you slowly raised your head up by the sound of the familiar voice.

Haruto was there starring at you with worried eyes. He’s now in a fresh white t-shirt and a pair of new sweatpants. You let a small smile spread through your face.

“I don’t think my feelings will be accepted, Haruto.” you muttered and he just quickly pulled you into an embrace. 

You cried over his shoulders as the memory of Niki smiling and hugging a girl continuous to flash inside your mind.

Today, you’re officially heartbroken.

The news of Niki dating this girl quickly spreads to your school. It was bad timing since you clearly don’t want to hear anything about it. You’re not happy and is trying to move on so that really piss you off.

If you’re avoiding Niki before, now, you obviously can’t even stand to be near him. You tried so hard not to interact with him. The whole class of course noticed it and quickly concluded that maybe because you got rejected. Some of the girls in your class teased you but you don’t care.

You didn’t specifically got rejected since you didn’t even confessed again that time and thankfully you didn’t because that would have been so embarrassing.

“Here.” Haruto handed you water during p.e. You silently thanked him while your eyes wondered at him.

He took so long in buying water and he looked anxious for some reason. Your brows furrowed in confusion.

“Are you okay?” you asked him. He snapped his head towards you pretty fast that made you more suspicious of him.

“H-Huh? ah yeah.” he even smiled at you.

Thinking that maybe he’s just being weird like usual, you decided to shrug the thought off then ignored it. The class got finished and you were feeling a bit sticky so you decided to take a bath at the girl’s locker room.

It was your last class of the day so it was okay to take your time. Haruto told you that he can’t walk you home today because he got something to do. You told him it was totally fine and that you don’t mind because it isn’t really his responsibility to walk you home every time.

As you finish taking a shower, you cursed inside your head when you remembered that you left your textbook back in your classroom. You wanted so bad not to go back for it but there’s an assignment in that specific subject.

With steps a bit faster, you hurried yourself towards the classroom. The hallways were pretty much empty since almost all the classes were already over. Feeling a bit scared you moved quicker.

“There you are!” you muttered to yourself when you finally saw your textbook at your table. Your smile was over your lips trying to ease the fear of you being alone right now.

You were already near your table when suddenly, someone talked.

“I knew you will be here.” your head snapped towards the corner side of the once you thought, vacant room. You completely don’t have idea that somebody else was there.

“You scared me!” it was too late to stop yourself from talking to him.

“Took you long enough to go here.” Niki stood up from where he was sitting and he got both of his hands inside his pockets.

Your brows furrowed because of what you heard. What does he mean by that? And why do you even care? You need to leave him alone.

Finally back to your senses, you started walking towards the door after grabbing your text book when he suddenly shut the door in front of you, slamming it a bit hardly.

“Not so fast.” he muttered under his breath.

“What’s wrong with you? I need to go now!” you shouted at him and even tried to open the door but he didn’t let you.

“We need to talk.” he sounded calm but you’re the opposite. You don’t want to be left alone with him. You’re afraid that you’ll just breakdown in front of him. That’s the last thing that you want to happen. You don’t want to appear pathetic to him.

“I don’t want to!” you shouted once again and now tried harder to open the door.

Niki’s patient was not in the best condition again today so he let out a heavy sigh before crouching down to grab you over your waist and threw you over his shoulder. You shrieked out of surprised and you quickly hit him over his wide back.

“Don’t move too much or you’ll fall.” he said but you didn’t listen.

“My underwear’s showing you dumbass!” you felt him stiffened at what you said.

“What the hell, y/n? You’re not wearing shorts?” he panicked a bit and your eyes grew big when you felt him softly holding your skirt to keep it in place.

“put me down!” you demanded.

“I will, once you calm down.” he said that made you stop from wriggling around.

“Okay.” you tried catching your breath because of all the movement you’ve done. Niki stood in front of the teacher’s table and side eyed you.

“You sure you won’t run away once I put you down?” he raised his eyebrow trying to make sure you’re not gonna trick him or something.

“Yeah.” you lied. Of course you’ll run outside once he put you down. Never mind the textbook, you can just do the assignment tomorrow morning.

He sighed heavily and to your surprise he put you down the teacher’s table caging you in between him. He starred right at your eyes making you blush and look away.

“W-What do you want to talk about?” you felt like hitting yourself when you stuttered a bit. This isn’t the right time to stutter.

He took a deep sigh before his eyes trailed down to your slightly high skirt. His brows furrowed and clenched his jaw before he carefully fixed it.

“We need to talk about this.” you were wondering what he’s talking about so you raised your head up to look at him.

He was still starring at you as he fished something out from his pocket. Your eyes grew big at the familiar piece of paper that he carefully placed over your thigh.

“We have to talk about your letter.” he muttered using his deep voice as he kept his stares at you. Your eyes was at the letter but you can feel his stares at you.

Your mind was currently at a mess, confused as to how it ended to him when you clearly remember you threw it away. You knew you made sure it was in the trash! Haruto was even with you when... wait. Haruto...

You felt irritated at him. He must’ve been picked it up from the trash then gave it to Niki. How could he?

“How did you get this? I already threw this away!” you said feeling embarrassed just by remembering what you wrote inside.

You grabbed it and was about to ripped it but Niki was quick to retrieve it from you. “I didn’t told you to rip it, calm down.” he said stretching his arm away from you.

Since you can’t reach it, you frowned at him and just kept trying and you didn’t notice how your skirt kept on going up. Niki’s eyes darted over at it and he felt pissed looking at it. How can you be so careless?

“Stay still, will you?” he strictly told you as he swiftly put the letter back inside his pocket then fixed your skirt once again.

You crossed your arms, cheeks blushing while facing away from him. He let out a heavy sigh.

“Do you mean it?”

“Mean what?”

“What’s inside the letter.”

You scoffed, still not looking at him. “No.”

He furrowed his brows and hissed at you. “I’m not kidding here, y/n.”

You felt pissed once again so you turn your head at him, “And do I look like I’m kidding or something?” you asked sarcastically at him.

You were surprised when he suddenly slid his hand behind your nape and pulled your face close to him to the point that both of your noses were touching each other. You gulped, wasn’t able to even talk out of surprise.

“Do you mean it or not?”

You gulped, feeling a bit nervous.

“I m-mean it.” He smirked in front of you as his eyes trailed over your lips.

“Ai shiteru.” he whispered before finally kissing you at your lips. It was just a peck but your head felt light. He pulled away smiling softly at you.

But when you remember the girl at the backstage, you suddenly frowned at him.

“Are you trying to trick me? You have a girlfriend!” you shouted at him.

He looked at you innocently.

“Don’t act clueless Nishimura Riki! It was all over the campus! Don’t you dare lie at my face!” you continued.

He smirked, “That was false rumors but I do have a girlfriend now and she’s currently nagging at me.” he said that made you blush. He held your waist helping you get down the table.

“I d-didn’t said we’re dating!” you stuttered.

He smirked, “yeah yeah, whatever you say y/n.” he then started walking away from you.

“Hey, where are you going?” you said pouting then went to grab your textbook that fell when he carried you.

“Walking my girl home. Let’s go.” and he opened the door for the both you.

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Arranged Marriage.

Chapter Ten.

Warning: Smut

Word Count: 3525 

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After my plea of wanting more, it wasn’t long before his hand slipped past the waist band of my panties, tracing circles over my bundles of nerves. He groaned into the kiss feeling the wetness he had created. He ran his fingers through my slick folds before he pushed two fingers in.

Pulling away from the kiss, I cursed at the feeling of having his fingers invade me. He kept a steady pace as he left kisses down to my neck. Leaving hues of purple on my skin that marked me as his own.

If only he knew he’d done so, so many times before.

“Does it feel good?” Yuta teased picking up his pace, letting his fingers curl into my sweet spot. There were no words that I could think of so I nodded, holding onto his shoulders tighter. Moans and heavy breath were the only sounds that left me.

He looked at the marks he left on my delicate skin before he came up to my face again, watching my face twist in pleasure, pleasure he was giving me for the first time. At least what he thought was the first time.

Seeing my face like this, gave him a sense of nostalgia but he wasn’t sure what it was so he pushed the feeling away.

The fire that grew in the pit of my stomach was ready to burst when he started to rub his thumb over my clit. I bite into his shoulder to keep from shouting his name, he hissed at the sudden sting. “I’m close Yuta, please.”

“Whatever you want princess.” He dug his fingers as deep as he could and curled them, he felt my walls pulsate around his fingers. He smirked to himself as he looked down watching his fingers disappear in me. With a little added pressure on my nerves, I became undone under him, his name leaving my lips in hushed whispers like it was forbidden.

The movie we were watching played in the background but I was no longer interested as I watched her sleep on my chest, her face relaxed and peaceful. Wondering to myself what she was dreaming about.

(Y/N) held my heart in the palm of her hand. She’s everything I ever wanted and I can’t believe that she’s mine, all mine. She deserves the world and I can’t wait to be the one that gives it to her.

She snuggled into me more before she mumbled my name, a smile creeping onto her face. My stomach exploded with butterflies because even her dreams she still was still with me.

“You’re my everything princess.” I whispered into her hair pulling her impossibly closer to me.

~Unclear at what he just saw, he ignored the way his heart warmed and pushed it away as a figment of his imagination. Convinced it was something that occurred because of the circumstances they were in this very moment. ~

Yuta kept his fingers moving helping me ride out my high until I stopped shaking. He took his fingers out and like a reflex, he brought them up to his lips. He licked them clean savoring the taste of me, his eyes never leaving mine.

“You taste so good.” He praised letting his fingers go with a pop. He gave me longing look before kissing me again.

Somehow Yuta had managed to flip us over and now I was straddling him. Never breaking the kiss, I started to move myself on him, I felt him get hard beneath me. His hands landed on my waist, moving me to his liking. He pulled away from the kiss with a hiss.

“Fuck princess, keep this up and I’ll make my dream come true.”

At the mention of the word dream, I was brought back to my cold reality. It wasn’t a dream. He had gotten a memory from the time we were together. He just couldn’t understand it. And I didn’t want him too.

Without having to think about it twice, I abruptly stopped and removed myself from him like he was radioactive. He watched bewildered as I backed up to the door with tears in my eyes.

“What’s wrong?” Yuta asked, concern replacing the lust that covered his eyes. I frantically shook my head putting my hand up to stop him from coming closer to me, feeling the warmth go down my cheeks.

“Stay away from me, please.” I cried. Yuta looked almost hurt that I reacted like this.

Opening his door, I ran down stairs to the front door. I could hear him running after me, his voice calling out my name, in worry. Once I got outside, I ran as fast as my legs would allow me too. I have no idea where I was running too but I couldn’t be here.

After a while of running, I stopped realizing I didn’t even know where I was, this area didn’t look familiar to me. Out of breath and legs burning, I pulled out my phone ignoring all of the calls and text messages Yuta left and called the only person I could trust right now.

The phone rang three times before I heard a hello.

“Lucas, I need you.” I wheezed into the speaker. A lot of shuffling was heard on the other end before his voice came through. “Are you okay? Where are you? Did something happen to you?” he questioned.

I sent him my location and waited for him to pick me up. Everything was running through my mind at once. The feelings that came up when he was pleasuring me, it was something that I couldn’t put into words or describe. What really made it worse was the spark he made me feel when we kissed.

After eight years, it weighed heavy on me that the spark was still there, that he could still make me feel it. Doyoung always made me feel a spark but it was different. It wasn’t the kind that a first love gives.  

So lost in thought, I hadn’t realized that Lucas was driving up to me until he honked to get my attention. He parked and got out of his car to walk over to me. Before he fully reached me, I ran to him and threw myself into his arms, needing a hug desperately.

He stumbled back a bit before he hugged me back tight, rubbing soothing circles onto my back. The warmth and comfort he brought me caused me to cry because I was so overwhelmed with everything that just happened.

“Hey, it’s okay let it out.” Lucas cooed as I sniffled into his chest. “I got you.”

After I calmed down, we got into his car and he drove around for a while as I explained what happened that caused me to be in this state. He was angry and upset that this happened, that Yuta chose to keep putting his hands on me. But he tried to worry more about how this was going to affect me now that Yuta had shown signs of getting his memory.

“Do you want to go back home?” Lucas asked as we neared my neighborhood. That was the last place I wanted to be or even think of as home. “No but I have nowhere else to go. He’ll look for me at my parents. And Doyoung is out of the question and the same with the boys.” I sighed.

Lucas pulled over and looked over at me as my head rested on the window, eyes staring outside. He reached over and took hold of my hand, getting my attention. “This probably means nothing but it’s going to be okay. We’ll get through this. I’ll be at your side through everything that happens, okay?” He assured me with a warm smile. I squeezed his hand and thanked him.

We made it to the outside of my house, I sighed heavily stepping out of the car. He got out too and walked me to the door. “Listen, if you ever need it, my house is always open for you, okay?” He offered, taking me in his arms.

Lucas’s hugs meant everything to me, they made me feel safe and protected, like if everything was going to truly be okay. I nodded breathing in his scent, he smelled so manly and yet he was so soft. It was mesmerizing having him as a giant teddy bear.

The door was flung open and long behold an angry Yuta appeared. We immediately pulled away from each other. “Why are you hugging what belongs to me?” Yuta angrily asked through gritted teeth as he grabbed me by the arm and yanked me inside. A small “ow” escaped my lips at his harshness.

Lucas stepped up to Yuta so that they were face to face. “Don’t fucking put your hands on her like that again.” He threatened him balling up his fist.

Yuta’s eyes flashed of anger as he scoffed, “You don’t tell me what to do especially not when it comes to her.”

“Lucas please just go. This isn’t worth it. I’ll see you tomorrow.” I pleaded to him. He broke eye contact with Yuta to look at me.

“Only because she’s asking me too I will.” Lucas stated, giving me a small nod and turned to walk away to his car. Once he drove off, Yuta slammed the door shut. Before I could step back from him, he took hold of my arm again.

His eyes were flashing of pure red anger as he looked at me, his grip getting tighter as the seconds passed. My hand came up to his to try and pry his fingers off, “You’re hurting me, please let go.”

Yuta simply scoffed and yanked me harder to go up the stairs.

I thought he was going to take me to his room but I was surprised when he walked into mine. Once inside, he threw me on the bed. “Don’t let me find you in someone else’s arms like I did today.” He warned me and walked out.

The rest of the week was filled with awkward moments and a lot of tension between Yuta and me. The air in our house with toxic and heavy every time we shared the same area. He wasn’t speaking to me and I wasn’t speaking to him, we had nothing to say. I just wanted to be far away from him as much as I could.

On campus he’d come to me at the end of the day, just to let his presences bother all four of the boys, Lucas in particular was the most upset, even more so than Doyoung. Which was understandable considering he actually saw Yuta manhandle me.  

Jaehyun, Taeyong and Sicheng were basically living in the house. They were here every day after classes and on the weekend from when I woke up to when I went to sleep. Jaehyun of course didn’t even spare me a glance when Yuta was around. But he’d sneak in winks and devilish smirks whenever he’d catch me alone.

It’s Saturday night, the night of the celebration party for the company. For me it was just another reminder on how this company ruined my life.

I admired the way my off the shoulder purple dress adorned my body. My black heels visible through the sheer skirt of my dress. For tonight, I replaced my engagement ring necklace for my pig in a heart necklace. Despite the things that have happened with Doyoung and me, he still held my heart and I couldn’t find it in myself to take the ring off from around my neck.

My freshly purple dyed hair (to match my dress) was up in a bun with a few stands out at the side of my face, to look a little less round. My makeup was done in a natural manner as I didn’t want to gather any attention tonight.  

A knock came from my closed door before it opened to reveal Yuta. He stood at the door in an all-black suit, his long black hair was gelled back. It was almost as if he was shining, he looked stunning. I turned to face him.

“It’s time to go.” He informed me checking his watch.

I grabbed my purse and walked over to him. We stood in front of each other and looked into each other’s eyes for what felt like hours. His eyes were covered in a warmth I haven’t seen before. He brought his hand up to my face.

But I flinched at the movement and that caused him to close his hand and drop it back down to his side. I wasn’t sure if it was hurt that I saw flash in his eyes for a moment, it was left as fast as it had came.

He moved to the side and gestured me to walk out first. “Are we taking your car or mine? Wait, never mind, it doesn’t matter you’re going to drive my car if we take it anyway.” I pointed out as we walked down the stairs. He chuckled but said nothing more, we walked outside to his car.

Yuta stood in front of the passenger seat door and opened it for me. I gave him a thankful nod and got in. He walked over to the driver seat and got in. Before he started the car, he felt around in his pockets for something, once he knew it was there, he drove off to the venue.

When we arrived, there was a lot of people standing around. Either taking pictures or just talking before walking in. Yuta came to my side of the car and opened it for me. He gave me his hand to hold and as much as I wanted to reject it, I couldn’t. There were too many eyes.

As far as I was concerned, no one knew that we were set to marry and I remained very thankful for that. I wanted this to stay as low key as possible until it was necessary to bring it up. Taking his hand, he helped me out of the car and handed the keys over to the man for the valet parking.

The best smile I could manage made its way to my lips as the doors in front of us were pulled open. “Ready princess?” He asked linking my arm with his. I looked ahead and took a deep breath, “Yes.” I exhaled. We walked into the room that was crowded with people. Many of whom were our employees and small time partners for the company.

Out of manners, we walked around for a bit just greeting people and making small talk. We eventually reached our parents. Yuta’s parents took us in a hug and I forced myself to hug them back. It pained me to be like this with his parents and mine too but they deserved it for what they are doing to me.

“How’s living together going so far? I know the first week is hard, so there’s much to get used to, I’m sure.” Mrs. Nakamoto said trying to make conversation. She looked at us with a glint in her eye, like she was hopeful for something more.

A lot rage coursed through me as the conversation went on. All of them were acting as if this wasn’t forced on us. I was getting angrier by the second when Yuta just went along with it, making his own jokes on how it was going to get easier once we were married.

“Excuse me, I’m going to get a drink.” I announced as I removed myself from Yuta’s arm. He gave me a nod, “Don’t be too long, the speech will start soon.” He reminded me. Our parents were going to give some kind of a thank you speech, expressing their gratitude and whatnot.

At the bar, I ordered a glass of Schramsberg Brut Rosé, my all-time favorite wine. I decided to stay at the bar with no intention of returning to the dreading conversation that was being held with Yuta and our parents. I scanned the room looking for any of my boys.

Not wanting to do this alone, I invited them. Everyone accepted my invite expect Doyoung and that was understandable considering that Yuta would do nothing but pester him all night long, rubbing our ‘relationship’ in his face.

In the middle of my scanning, I heard a small hello come from behind me. I turned and was stunned at who was standing there. His purple hair slicked back, dressed in a dark blue suit and a glass of what I assume is whiskey in his hand. He looked just as stunning as Yuta.

“Taeyong, hello.” I greeted, a small smile mirroring his.

“How are you doing today?” He asked bringing his glass up to his lips. Taeyong before this has never spoken a word to me either but unlike Jaehyun, the fact he was standing in front of me right now didn’t piss me off and I wondered why.

I looked around the room and made eye contact with Yuta, who was looking over at us. Turning my attention back to Taeyong, I sighed. “Well I’m here.” I answered.

Taeyong gave me a sympathetic nod like he understood my misery, “I understand. Listen, I know we’ve never talked or more like I didn’t talk to you but the last time I did, I made a stupid joke about you being the misses.” He tried to apologize. I giggled at his attempt to do so.  

Despite being friends with the other two bone heads, Taeyong wasn’t so bad. He carried his own reputation too but you’d be surprised that he carried himself in a better light compared to the other ones. Sure he was after one thing only too but he was always gentle about it, he never made promises he knew were never going to come true. Which is maybe why so many girls still bended to every need he had.

“I accept your apology Taeyong.”

He gave me a smile and nod and I returned it. More was going to be said but it was interrupted when the static of the mic ripped through the air. Everyone faced the stage and watched as the bosses went up. My dad took hold of the mic and began.

“As everyone knows today we are celebrating the success the company has been having the last few months. We’ve been going strong and working hard to meet our goals. We’ve been reaching above and beyond actually.” He spoke so diligently. The room broke out into a round of applause.

In the middle of the speech, I saw Hendery, Lucas and Ten come in through the crowd. They hugged me one by one as they reached me. Lucas’s hug lasting a little longer than the others but no one noticed but us. Lucas gave me a comfort and warmth I know I needed desperately.

Hendery and Ten greeted Taeyong with a bro hug, not bothering to think why he was standing here with me. Lucas just nodded in his direction, I gathered he didn’t know him and Taeyong wasn’t exactly my friend either so I didn’t bother introducing them.

“I hope we didn’t miss much.” Ten whispered to me as Mr. Nakamoto continued the speech. “No, they just started.” I whispered back, giving my attention back to the stage. From the corner of my eye, I saw Lucas stand on the other side of me that was empty.

He looked down at me for a moment causing me to glance over at him and smile. “I’m glad you were able to make it.” I expressed my gratitude. “Wouldn’t have missed you looking this beautiful for anything in the world.” He whispered in my ear. I blushed greatly at his words, “Thank you.” I mumbled back to him shyly.

Lucas chuckled at my sudden shyness and looked forward as I did, trying to make my blush go away. And it did once I noticed that Yuta was on stage now with our parents. I saw how Yuta scanned the crowd looking for me as my dad spoke again.

“As many of you know, the company will be given to Yuta and my daughter (Y/N), in some time.” He started. Another round of applause was given. “And because of that, there is another reason we are having this celebration today.”

“(Y/N), what’s going on?” Hendery asked alarmed. I looked at him, the blood draining from my face as I remembered earlier when Yuta was looking for something in his pockets. Remembering that we have never really had a celebration party despite the company’s success. Tears welled up as I realized what was going to happen.

“(Y/N), if you could please come up to the stage.” Yuta called for me, still scanning the crowd. I looked at all the boys that surrounded me.

Taeyong met my eyes and dropped his gaze before he replied to Hendery’s question. Making the blood drain from the three boys as the words reached their ears.

“He’s going to propose.”

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