#so enjoy this blind clown🤡

[whirlwindimagines]

Hello! You're seriously one of the best writers for Trigun I've read! I'm super excited for future works!!! Would you be willing to write some angst? How about something like Knives continously pushing the reader away until the reader does truly disappear. You can decide how they disappear! But something introspective with Knives would be nice!

Anything for my number one fan 💙❄️💙❄️💙 CLOWN 🤡 I can’t believe you want to be down bad for Knives!!!!! Ignoring the fact I am too 🤡 I also can’t believe you read all my works get outta here 😭😭😭 song title is from Labour 😘 Also enjoy, I wasn’t sure where to go with this so open-ended it is! 

‘If our love died, would that be the worst thing?’

Millions Knives x Reader

You need to be the bigger person and let it go, you think to yourself as you know you're not going to let it go. Fighting with Knives wasn’t anything new, honestly, it’s been increasing lately. It’s more oh how the arguments went, he was dismissive at best and a childish asshole at worst and you were sick of it.

Not being able to sleep was also making these worse, you don’t even remember the last time you for a full night's rest. Knives coming in at any and all odd hours to wake up to work to continue with his plans. You knew it was important to him, it should be important to you too, but not at 3 am. You wish you go back to the early days when you were blinded by your love and commitment to knives.

You might have been a naive fool back then, but you were happy at least. And now you were starting to have doubts the closer and closer Knives got to his goals you were wavering and you don’t know what to do if Knives figured you out.

Being afraid of Knives was new to, fuck you didn’t know what to do. You were torn, because as fucked up as it all was you still loved him. How pathetic, your door opens with a slam and it startles you more than it should. Sitting up your eyes meet Knives pale blue ones, his eyes always seemed to glow in the dark.

“Come here.” His tone doesn’t leave room for arguments, but you feel like pushing it, him this thing you have. “I need to sleep, just because you don’t doesn’t mean I’ll magically be capable without it” you lay back down with a huff, heart racing as his footsteps approaches the side of the bed. 

He reaches for you grabbing you by the wrist and pulling you up, and it brings you to tears at how gentle his grip is even though his eyes are furious. “I wasn’t asking, I am not impressed by your latest tantrums.” 

You scoff you try to pull your arm back, but he tightens his grip, it’s not painful but you don’t know what will happen if you keep pushing. You know Knives was prone to violence, but he has never struck you. He probably wanted to, but Knives was complicated some days he couldn’t stand touching you the human you. And then some days he couldn’t leave you alone demanding your attention.

“My tantrums?” You hiss, you step into his face getting chest to chest with him, “if anyone been throwing a tantrum lately it’s you, I don’t want to fight with you Knives I’m tired. Why don’t you stay?” The more you talk the more the fight drains out of you. 

He drops your wrist, “if you won’t be of use then I have no reason for you.” He says it coldly and it hurts more than it should, “fine.” You reply, stepping back and sitting on the bed. “Goodnight, Knives.” He doesn’t reply as he turns and leaves, leaving you to yourself. 

Getting back under the covers, you force yourself not to cry. You’d deal with this in the morning, forcing yourself to sleep.

Morning comes quickly, you lay there for a while pondering what you should do next. You have no desire in talking to Knives, so you figure you’ll just work the day away. Knives will find you when he wants you, frowning at the thought. What were you a loyal dog waiting for their master's return?  

With that thought you force yourself from the bed and out of the room, leaving your mind perfectly blank as you continue throughout the day. Every once in a while, the memory of last night will play in your mind but you push it aside. You don’t see knives today, or the next, or even the next. 

He must be ignoring you, hating to admit you missed him. Fine if he didn’t want to talk to you, then you would seek him out instead. Marching through the halls with a purpose, you know exactly where he’ll be, already hearing the keys of a piano. He is still playing when you enter the large room, moving forward to stand beside him. 

Waiting for him to finish you speak, “I’ve always loved listening to you play, it’s been a while huh?” He doesn’t reply, and you frown reaching out a hand towards him you call out his name, and he turns quickly gripping your wrist.

“Why are you here.” So that’s how he wants to be, you sigh, “I just wanted to check up on you, we haven’t spoken– “ 

His grip tightens, and your breath hitches as he does his grip near painful, he stands narrowing his eyes at you, “whatever pathetic human emotions you are trying to convey don’t. You have become nothing but an obstacle to my endeavors.” 

You can only stare wide eyes, there is something different this time about the way he speaks to you, and your blood runs hot with anger. So, after everything, this is what Knives has come to? “Seriously? An obstacle? Is that all I am to you? After everything! All I’ve done for you it just means nothing.” 

Knives shoves you back harshly, and you stumble falling back and catching yourself on your elbows, he looks down at you as he speaks, “You are nothing to me, a means to an end.” You hate that the tears come, you hate that he’s breaking your heart and he doesn’t even care. Quickly getting to your feet the argument catches in your throat.

Fine 

You were done, this was the breaking point you needed out if that meant by his hand or yours. They would never let you escape, no not with you knew you needed to be clever, the weak and pathetic human Knives thought you were. Those who deserted the cause were met with death, you knew that yet you were not afraid.

“I’m sorry that you feel that way, I won’t bother you again.” You can’t meet his gaze; Knives doesn’t say anything just scoffs turning his back to you. As if on autopilot you reach out a hand to him, but bring it back grasping your shirt over your heart instead. 

You leave and do not look back. 

Time is not something that Knives bothers keeping track of, day and night does not matter to him. And yet he knows the passing of time has been slow without you by his side. You’ll come crawling back, it was in your human nature to not leave well enough alone.

Knives presses the keys of the piano, not playing a tune but little melodies. His mind keeps drifting to you, he knew you liked to watch him play, in a moment of weakness he had asked if you wanted to to learn how to play.

And he hates the way your eyes lit up at his words, he hated more how you made him feel in that moment, but what he hated the most is the feeling of missing you. You who was just a human, nothing but a spark in his life that would sizzle out to nothing, and he would continue on as if nothing happened. 

Slamming his hands on the piano keys he stands; he turns heading towards your room. He doesn’t need you, he doesn’t. Knives just wants to… well he doesn’t know what he wants and that frustrates him to no end. 

Opening the door with our knocking, his pale eyes dart around the room you’re not here. Walking toward the bed he placed a hand on the sheets, they are cold you haven’t been here for a while. How strange considering your constant complaints about needing sleep. 

He leaves to continue his search but isn’t able to find a trace of you. He’s not concerned, he isn’t. But he’s searched the whole damn place and nothing like you’ve ever even existed. And for some reason that scares him, more than he wants to admit. 

Then he hears the rumors, you fled in the night and didn’t look back. How you probably didn’t get far, no deserter does. The first emotion was anger, at you for leaving, for betraying him. It was the emotion he held on to the longest, then he needed to act. You haven’t been found yet, and when you were he didn’t want you killed. No, he needed you back here so he could deal with you himself.

That’s what he kept telling himself at least, the more nothing came of the search the more desperate he felt for you, now you really have turned into a distraction. He can’t afford to spend his time looking for you, he knows he has more important things to be doing. 

Knives forces himself to focus on his goals, pushing you to the back of his mind and this works for a while. But when he’s alone, or can’t seem to concentrate his mind always drifts to you and he hates you for it because after everything deep down he knows he feels something for you. 

This is bad and he knows it, he has to let it go so he will for now.

a/n: @hermitagecats Love you! <3

[wakandamama]

I can't believe up until a couple of weeks ago that black people shouldn't be wearing sunscreen so I bought some sunscreen and I've been telling my family you guys need to wear sunscreen because the sun damage is definitely showing in your faces and they're like no we don't one day they will learn and hopefully all black people can open their eyes and realize that we can get sunburned as well and sun damaged🤕

Honestly I think my face being irritated right now is my bonk on the head from God. Because for the past few days I've been seeing posts and ads about black folks wearing sunscreen and this black owned brand called BlackGirlSunscreen that is natural and more custom for brown skin. I was kinda blowing it off, think imma have to invest 😅😅😅

[slasherspace]

S/O with a Fake Friend

This story is gender neutral!

Fake Friends are literally the worst. I hope none of you ever had one but if you did, well then this headcanon might be something for you. I‘m not 100% happy with the final result but i couldn’t wait any longer to release a new story. I hope you enjoy this headcanon at least a little bit! :)

(Pls leave me a request in case you have one)

Slashers mentioned: Thomas Hewitt, Michael Myers and Bubba Sawyer

Thomas Hewitt

You decide to invite some friends (after convincing Hoyt to not kill them)

You all have a nice time

At some point, you decide to get something from another room

While you are away, a friend of yours starts to talk shit about you „I’m happy they moved away“ „this ugly dirty house suits them “ „they are boring“

Tommy spends a lot of time in the basement but since there isn’t a lot of meat or people to work on and because he doesn’t trust your friends he decides to kinda watch out for you. He won’t introduce himself tho. He’s insecure and isn’t interested in meeting new people

When he hears those words out of your friends mouth he gets really mad

How dare someone talk about you like that. You invited them, had to argue with Hoyt and prepared everything by yourself?! „How ungrateful“ he thought

Because he is nonverbal he can’t just tell you, so instead, blinded by his anger, he decides to go up to your friends, take your fake friend by the collar of their shirt and stare at them angrily

You come back and are shocked. However, you are aware that Tommy wouldn’t do that if nothing happened before

Your friend starts screaming at you „get this monster away from me, y/n!“

You kinda assumed that this person doesn’t really like you as much but you didn’t think that it was that bad that even Tommy would get mad. now this friend even insulted your lovely boyfriend

You decide to throw them out so the situation wouldn’t escalate

2 possibilities: your fake friend drives away and isn’t allowed to ever step on your property again or they are thrown into the basement and spend some time with Tommy because they continue to insult and harass you (it’s up to you. How much do you hate them?)

If you chose possibility number 2, Tommy would skin them alive but wouldn’t keep the face since he doesn’t want such an ugly face on himself

Michael Myers

He isn’t a fan of your friends. He is possessive + he’s Michael Myers.. he can’t just be in the kitchen or in the living room when your friends are around so he has to stay upstairs (or in your room if you only have a small apartment)

Michael being Michael he obviously stalks your friends as a kind of background check

He has to make sure that you are safe

When your friends arrive he positions himself somewhere where he can see and hear everything

When you go away to grab something one of your friends starts to talk shit about you „they look so bad“, „They are annoying“

(New target unlocked I guess)

Michael knows who he is going to kill next. The fate of your friend is now certain

You come back and continue to have fun

After saying goodbye to your friends, Michael follows that one friend to their home. He kills them in a very painful and slow way

Next morning you receive the message that your friend was murdered and found with a clown mask on their bloody face 🤡

You immediately knew who did it

You go up to Michael and just say „they talked shit about me, huh?“ Michael answers with a slow nod and you can’t help but smile

Bubba Sawyer

He doesn’t mind when your friends come over. He’s actually quite excited as well. He enjoys company

He might be worried about his brothers but you convince them to go away for at least an hour, so they wouldn’t freak your friends out (even though they would freak out more over Bubba. I mean, he is a tall and big man with a leather face… What do you expect?)

It really depends on how you want this day to go. If you want Bubba around your friends, he’ll be there and put his pretty woman mask on. If you don’t want him around them, then he would be disappointed but keep his distance.

When you go away to grab something, bad things start to happen „did you notice how bad they look?“ „I don’t know why but they are so annoying“

Bubba freaks out. He goes up to you and starts to make noises and moves frantically. You don’t understand what exactly he wants to tell you but you try to calm him down

He won’t calm down🧍🏻‍♀️ probably grabs his chainsaw, turns it on and runs up to your fake friend. Instant panic. You start to panic as well

„Wtf is that, y/n?!“

Your fake friend will be chased.

If you don’t want that person to die, Bubba will make sure that they kneel down, apologize and beg for your forgiveness while threatening them with his chainsaw or sledgehammer

If you hate them so much that you want them to die, they are going to die. Just like Thomas he wouldn’t keep the face because he wouldn’t want the face of a y/n anti (he’s your biggest fan)

Thank you for reading this headcanon <3

[sassymajesty]

Hi Nina, how are you? Done with biochem?

It's been ages since I've sent you an ask, I'm biochem anon, not longer an student because I'm DONE with my master degree, my graduation is in June, finally. Just need to present my thesis first but that's a worry for another day 😌

I'm currently reading for like the 3rd time bargaining for more, because I'm a sucker for heartbreak. Then read again EIB and Southern AU. I love your writing so much that I just want a kindle to have your stories over there with a cute book cover 💖

Anyway, the main reason for my ask its because I've been seeing your tags about love is blind and until today I thought it was about Clarke or Lexa being literally blind then I saw your answers to your asks, I'm over here like 🤡

Sending you good vibes only and more creative vibes for you to be inspired ✨

hello!!! it's been a whileeeee. congrats on graduating!!! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 that's huge!!! how do you feel about this new phase?

i've been stressing over biochem for eight months, but i'm just now getting close to my first midterm, actually. it's in less than two weeks and i'm visibly shaking at all times. the professors i've had so far are all very good, i'm enjoying the classes a lot and i genuinely feel like i'm learning a lot. our main biochem block is split in two semesters: first we learn all about the macromolecules, then we dive deep into the metabolism of it all, along with the lab work. so technically, it's not too much to take in at first. but man, do i feel overwhelmed

DON'T GIVE ME THE CLOWN EMOJI because listen, love is blind au is about the reality show and all. but i do have bits and pieces for a story that's been sitting on my google drive for years now where clarke is blind — she becomes blind after a medical malpractice and lexa is the lawyer she hires to sue the hospital who did it. i think i take myself too seriously to write that right now, but that's definitely something i want to pursue. so you were off but still right on money!

[99liners]

I have finally read finished the tatemae series and it’s one of the best fanfiction that exists. I have some few questions , i hope you don’t mind ( and if you do just delete this ask 😅) 1- why doesn’t taehyung hire some help ?2 - Since dany is staying at home , she has a lot of free time , why doesn’t she visit her friends? 3 - how did aria and aiera families react to their sudden engagement and marriage? 4 - how will jimin react to rei getting another job?

whoa whoa whoa whoa, i am going to have to stop you right there. best fanfiction???? um???? uhmm??? y'all need to stop putting me on the 9th cloud.

and no, i do not mind answering your questions bb. that's just stupid if i do because i am the sole person who knows what is happening in the tatemae universe as its creator. if i am putting it out there for people to consume, i should also answer questions. which i love to! jaim loves discourses. 🥰

i remember there was this enouement ask where i had replied this question in the tags lol. no, i am not judging you for not reading the previous asks (it's very easy to miss stuff written in the tags) but it made me think 'oh, what a coincidence' cause that ask was about something else and after answering them, i had just casually written in the tags that taehyung can just hire a maid but he grew up in a house where everything was managed by his mom. his mom is a trophy wife as well, much like hoseok's mum euna. and yes, taehyung can always get a maid or other house-help and multiple servants to get everything done in the house but he doesn't. that's cause of his mentality. he is not trying to save money or anything but just trying to break tanaz's spirit. the day she will cower down and accept how things are, he will get all the servants for her and make life easier for her. it's like a power play,,, does that make sense? 😅 i am not sure how else to explain it, i can't even think of an example. 😭

true, dany surely can. i am not sure what your point was bb. hoseok has never stopped her from going out or having friends and stuff. he is the last person who'd be jealous.

okay, this is a good one because other than rei's family, i have never formulated much about the other OC's families. mhm, let's see. with aeira, i think her parents would be hella impressed with the whole "cop-son-in-law" aspect. idk what is it about asian parents (i am asian, i know what i am talking 😘), they get too distracted with the sparkly things, like a lucrative title, but turn a blind eye to the personality / emotional side of people. feel like that will be both aeira and aria's (the realization has dawned upon me that i have chosen two names that are way too similar to each other. i am a clown 🤡, and this is my circus 🤹‍♂️) parents. namjoon is a senior experimental physicist, i mean can you imagine how much aria's parents would be excited to just hear that lol. they would be drowning in "omg he's so smart". oh, a quick note: this is not to say that the OCs are korean or asian for the matter. all my stories are reader interactives and i try to keep it that way. maybe aeira and aria's parents have been in korea for too long and have adopted the general mentality as well.

i don't think jimin would mind. nodus tollens couple is dysfunctional from both sides. rei is scared to ask for the things she wants because she is afraid that she would be disrespectful (read, age-gap conundrum). you can refer to this ask where i tried to explain her mindset a bit. rei is also scared that if she gets a new one, maybe he would create a ruckus there as well. also, according to the timeline, she only lost her job about a few months ago from the present time so she has not really thought much in-depth about it.

thank you so much for the a2a! please feel free to ask me anything!! ❤️ and thank you so so so so so much for enjoying my content. 😔💋