#so at least I'm aware of it :DDDDDD
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me when i get out of my mentally-low-state:
damn i was so cringe ;_;
#uhh warning i talk too much about my feelings below: (so mild vent?)#no but literally i'm looking back at the thoughts i was thinking a couple weeks ago#and like wow#it feels really cringe XD#which i realise doesn't lessen the validity of those feelings#but stillllllll#like aaaaa especially the self aware thoughts of knowing future me will find it cringe TwT#i was thinking so edgily in a negative way xD#i am now diminishing my issues with my iconic method#so at least I'm aware of it :DDDDDD#OH NOOOO I TOOK A TWO MINUTE BREAK FROM MY COMPUTER AND ALL OF THE ABOVE SEEMS CRINGE NOW HEEEEEEEEEELP#see there's the good cringe of doing quadrobics and using “X3” but then there's the self-cringe which is PAIN#radqueers please interact#rq safe#radqueer safe#radq safe#radqueer please interact#oh wait also i wrote this a few days into my self-imposed tumblr exile i'm just gonna use the queue feature :3
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So the move is to continue with the argenthill stuff once i draw another still and then read their story lore to expand upon my thinking, but in the meantime, heres a little rarepair that i've kept in my vault because ive never been vocal with my ships before.
but to answer some things:
why not yingxing and dan feng?:
those guys are cool, but blade isnt ying anymore, maybe in soul, but not in spirit. jing liu broke that and put a bandaid on it before leaving for milk.
why not renheng?:
im on the side of shippers to think that ship is toxic as hell. im aware some of those like toxic ships, i can't see the appeal, the story shows that dan heng is afraid of blade, and half the time blade hardly remembers dan hengs face except for when hes bozo crazy OUT OF FIVE THREE MUST PAY A PRICE, YOU ARE ONE OF THEM GWAHAHAHAHAHAHA LET ME KILL YOUR ASS.
but anyway, BLADEMEI :DDDDDD
I'm in the same situation with blademei as i am with argenhill/gunsnroses because i haven't tied down why this probably situationship would fall into their storylines, but here is how i put it.
blade makes his way onto the space station, elio gave him a smaller script to play out there, but it mentioned a 'death'. and of course blade is like "death? you know me so well elio" and heads out immediately. he ends up in ruan meis area, and notices the lack of personnel, but dismisses it.
eventually he winds up in a room and gets jailed in there for some reason i havent expanded on yet. and ruan mei pulls up out of nowhere and runs a body scan on him, because she can tell something is off.
and the scans show a LOT.
how blade is WAY over the human species life expectancy, but is a human. how his blood shows traces of an aeon (does shuhus gift tie in to yaoshi? probably yeah cause shuhus an emanator) of abundance.
abundance? ruan mei is studying the origin of life. thats close enough.
she keeps him jailed up and studies him until he asks why.
she does her idle thingwhere she pulls out a DNA strand and tells him what he already knows. he's lived way too long. (thanks for the xian zhou level exposition ruan mei very much appreciated)
blade reveals he's been seeking death. and here is where he will get it.
so ruan mei stares at him and asks him to stay. because if she can study an aeons power so close and personal, the least she could do is grant him death.
#blademei#hsr blade#ruan mei#honkai star rail#hsr fanart#hsr#this is probably my most unresearched ship ever#im trying to cook#call me part time chef#cause i cook only part time
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What would you change in rid15 If you could?
DAMN IT'S A TRAP QUESTION1!!11!1
Because I would change a lot of things! But not like "disney making live action of their old movies" kind of change, but more like "i love the concept and characters so much that I will give more info about them also fix story"
And for the sake of your time and my mental health, I won't start talking about EVERY ITTY BITTY TINY THING THAT MAKES ME MAD ANGRY Soo... I'm just gonna tell you about main things and focus mainly on 1 season :D AND THAT GONNA BE JUST MY PERSONAL OPINION WHAT WOULD AT LEAST A LITTLE FIXT THE SHOW, YOU CAN DISAGREE WITH ME
Firstly I would change OP by deleting him from the show, like let this old fart rest! I would show more of Primes heaven-Azgard, when he struggles with being a god (ofc I would change his design for more god looking, which he couldn't transformer anymore) and if it didn't work out, I would alternatively put Nemesis which could somehow got his own consciousness or just do another demantoid stuff (which could solve most problems with characters like fucking Soundwave), but I'm more focusing on just making OP a ghost who could just watch actions of Bee and try contact with him. As a bonus I would at the fact that OP could say only few words, because how hard for him is contacting with his son, and mainly show what he want to say! (maybe in sign language, after all canonically Bumblebee knows this language, because he could talk)
Add finally Drift as a main character, because at this point it's pissing me of when I see Windblade and OP in opening, WHEN DIRFT IS LONGER ON SCREEN THEN THEM BOTH. Also delete that bitch too, and as a replacement I would add Chromia or Arcee (but I'm more into Chromia idea)
FINALLY do some character development, because we practically know NOTHING about past of characters, besides of little part that was said in their dialogues (WHICH ARE CHANGING IN EVERY LANGUAGE, SO IN ENGLISH WE HAVE SMALL REFERENCE TO SUNNY, WHEN IN POLISH WE DON'T HAVE ANY). That's why i would delete few episodes to just put character development or just change those ep to just make them develop those idiots. I heard from my friend which read a fucking rid15 book about drift, where was just a little part of his past, but... IT SHOULD BE IN FUCKING SHOW, NOT IN A BOOK WHICH READ MY FRIEND AND 5 OTHER CHILDREN.
Ik (kinda out of topic, but hear me out) I'm aware that this show was made because Hasbro had big struggles with money at this time and that's why they chosen to just make so much money that they could and they made it more safe option (which failed sooooooooo hard XDDD) but like bro, VAs were writing episodes at some point!!! And they lost so much potential which I fell in love in this 2015... OK THAT WAS MY FULL RANT, LETS BACK TO THE LIST :DDDDDD
I'm aware too, that they had problems with licencing, that is why drift isn't bunny Drift and Sides is the best version of him ever. But for god sake those designs... I beg you change them, for something other IK you didn't have any money then, but PLS they look bad... Specially after you find out that they faces are 2D and backgrounds too (they tried do the same that is ind earth spark which is mix of 2D and 3D, but it looks weird.) And it's not only Drift and Sides problem, that's everyone problem!!! Like why Bee is so futuristic?! Isn't he should be old timer for them, and in first ep theoretically he should be still in his earth alt model... SO WHY HE HAS SO MUCH LEDS, LIKE FR, IK they wanted to make him adult, but it could be make better! Did you were even aware that Sides could be blue, and has more Sunny character because of licencing??? But his alt model sucks
I would also give a reason why human do LITTERALLY nothing with those dumb bitches! Like at this point should be like whole war army chasing for them? XDDD In my opinion after Optimus died and Ratchet came back to earth and grave after his dead husband, he was kicked back to Cybertron after few years, because government chosen that ALL cybertronians are threat... so yeah... And because of that Bee can't exit Crown city (Królewiec) and near by area of it, just because Alchemor, which is stack underwater of the city river, jams their signal. AND THAT'S WHY THEY NEED USE HUMAN HUMAN COMMUNICERS LIKE RADIO! AND THAT IS WHY THOSE STUPID AS BITCHES FROM CYBRTRON DIDN'T FOUND ANY OF THEM JUST LIKE THAT----- Yk it's just my stupid idea uwu
I think also making less episodic plot could make it better! Like more pokemon-like format it's cool, but... in this case it's not fitting at all.
FOR GOT SAKE WHY DID THEY USED MEGATRONUS?! BECAUSE THEY COULD HAVE MEGATRON??? It's for me a joke which is stupid as hell, Imo it should be Liege Maximo!!! After all he is in this continuity literally a Loki from MCU, why not use something new and leave Megatron dead.
For today I think that will be all, but there is still one more thing that pisses me of to te state that I'm asking like a crazy mad dog. Which is this scene:
It's so... so unemotional! Isn't Optimus be he his dearest friend and husband since ever??!?! And Bee isn't your little baby anymore?! I hate it so much like i can't breath!!! (sorry that i edited it a little bit, but i needed that) And to just end it nicely, I LOVE many many many things about rid15 too, but that doesn't mean that this show is just waste potential mainly and it makes me sad deeply when I see Earth Spark where is worse version of rid15 Bee having the similar relation with kids and everyone cares more about this, then the show that created it (and no i'm not talking about comics at all/srs)
Still love and hate rid15 😘😘😘
#transformers#tf#tf rid15 human au#maccadam#tf rid15#transformers robots in disguise#robots in disguise#rid 15#transformers rid2015#robots in disguise 2015#tf rid 2015#video#ideas#my opinion#info
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Questions for your ask game:
Do you feel you are a brain with a body or a body with a brain?
What’s your favorite color (if you have one), and what do you associate with it? How long has it been your favorite?
Do the changings of the seasons have specific emotions for you?
May your boredom dissipate soon.
it's half past two in the morning right now. The boredom definitely won't be dissipating any time soon :( Definitely a brain with a body. My body is kinda stupid and at times very constricting. Not to say that my brain isn't both of those things, but at least it has some sort of self-awareness. My favourite colour is blue, specifically the shade of azure, because it's the colour of the sky on a clear and unclouded day. I went through a so-called 'emo phase' where black was my favourite colour a few years back, and when I was younger it was always orange. However, azure has been my favourite for a while now. My second favourite colour would be midnight purple, the metallic kind Nissan use on their Skyline GT-Rs.
The changing of seasons is a strange one. Spring to Summer was always a herald of the end of the year (yes, our Decembers are sunny in New Zealand. We have Christmas on the beach.) It was also frustrating, because New Zealand summers are long and I hate hot weather. Summer to Autumn is my favourite transition, because the leaves turn orange and yellow and things start getting mercifully colder. I'm a hopeless romantic and for me autumn is the season of love; it's such a beautiful time of year. Autumn to Winter is one that many people hate, but I don't mind. Sure, the pretty leaves fall and leave skeleton trees in their wake, but I can bundle up in a coat, gloves and scarf and feel cuddled by my own body heat. Also: hot chocolate with a shot of Bailey's Irish Cream. Try it. You'll love it. Winter to Spring is nice. The world gradually becomes green again, the temperature starts to slowly warm, and people are usually jovial or dying of hay fever. I don't have hay fever, so I don't die. It rains a lot, which can be nice and not so nice. Thanks for the asks! :DDDDDD
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