#so again‚ forgive me if i become lame and act weird!! either i'm regressing or doing what feels right for me‚ we'll have to see | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bredforloyalty · 5 months ago

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i just feel like i have more of an angle on things i mean i am aware of the perspective i have gained because it sticks out to me. now i can say "i like them because they're so different from my dad<3"

#girl........ anyways #i can't lie though that is definitely a big part of why i was here/why i latched on and why i am here again. cut me some fucking slackkkk #it's free comfort and reassurance‚ i think maybe i can't always afford to wallow in sfuff that makes me feel bad‚ it helps with #working through it but sometimes i have to take the other route. regularly maybe. like an alternating current #i gotta have the adventure times and the uhh (struggling to come up with anything that was ever important to me that was wholesome) uh #the other things. alongside the bad & the sad things #most things are sad. or most things make me a bit sad. i'm only interested in being sad‚ or disturbed‚ or weirdly aroused #and it's been good that way! i live for that and for freak shit! i just have limits here too ig #gotta switch it up man i gotta and then i can get back to bad & sad with renewed enthusiasm. literally #so again‚ forgive me if i become lame and act weird!! either i'm regressing or doing what feels right for me‚ we'll have to see #kata.txt #for organization's sake..#21p

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