#so Naturally i tmam thinkjng abt my fos lol
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split the skin
#rot mold decay rot mold decay rot mold decay#<<< having a mental illness moment bc j had to..#throw rotten fruit out of the fridge and it was wet and moldy and gross and made me like.#hhhhhhh#got reallll drunk last night and drove to kroger and impulse baked peanut butter cookies#and i am#Similarly not bding healthy tonight too#so Naturally i tmam thinkjng abt my fos lol#wrote a uhhhhh couple sh fics abt anti back in my Him Phase a couple years ago and uh#thinkin abt going back to those bc i reread them recently and ive improved my writing since then but#that involves actually writing it abdbfjdbss#also thinkjn abt. sun n moon#specifically moon rn bc hes like#im gonna care abt u but im gonna call you an idiot for doing stupid shit#which. i s probably what i need 2 hear rn lmao#haH#im doing great im dojng great#u might get some shitty half assed overdramatic poetry blurbs later. writing abt emotions sometimes helps#havent had a blackout panic attack jn a bit but like at least i was at home this time bdbfjdbd. loki woke me up cause he sat on my legs#anyway. when a threw away the bowls of fruit my mind like 100% shut down#and my brain was jusy going mold rot decay over and over for like 10.minutes#so thsts stuck in my head now#similar thing happenign rn w split the skin split the skin split the skin#anyway.#//vent#i dont rememsber if ppl actuakly follow this blog or not hshfjdbd#sorry if u do
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