#so I'm going to use that to make some donation beanies

[tj-crochets]

I just realized next month is pride month! Any requests for pride plushies or quilts I should make? Like, flags I should make things out of, particular plushie requests, anything

[vascularscientist]

Overall to-do list for the next 2.5 weeks

Stuff I need to get done before I'm back at university.

I know this is more personal but I'm gonna post this here so I can keep track, be held accountable and so you guys can tell me if I'm insane and should try to do some of this in the later weeks when I'm back at uni!

There's 69 tasks so if I do about 5 tasks a day I should get everything done!

Update Zoho with stuff on this to-do list

Gather evidence for the disabled travel pass

Print evidence for disabled travel pass

Claim a locker at uni

Write a note for the inside of my university locker with student email included, begging cleaning staff not to chuck things out!

Write dates in diary to review SJT/sonography content so this isn't neglected

Attend senior adviser meeting

Reapply for independent student grant

Register for university

Update CV

Plan a budget for going to Zam/buying a new granny trolley/saving to do a masters degree

Flush out this damn UTI

Find medication

Order non-ADHD meds

Get appointment for cyst removal

Call GP for the roids

Do Beanie's flea and worm

Buy beanie a new collar

Buy hair bleach and dye

Donate charity shop items

Visit the social supermarket

Get mitigation evidence from pharmacy

Send partner's mitigation application

Host my sister

Do a bridal appointment with Rosie, Maria and James

See Suku

See Charlie and Josh

Find masters I'd be willing to do

Write application dates in diary

Write STP personal statement

Write STP careers section:

Cut down law office statement

Write hospital volunteering statement

Add other voluntary work

Study 123 sonography free lectures:

1 (longer)

2

3

Make flashcards on 123 sonography content

Revise content using the blurting method

Look for other information vascular science applicants may need to know/resources they used

Study for SJT:

Watch videos on how to study/prepare for this

Cut answers out of S2 standalone practice paper

Try S2 standalone practice paper

Find more practice papers

Shower

Brush teeth

Put small earrings in

Dye ends of hair

Clean fridge

Defrost freezer

Fix freezer drawer

Fix picture frame

Deep clean the vaccum

Mow the lawn

Clean Beanie's litter

Fix the garden shed

Sweep downstairs

Put CDs away

Clear trash from bedroom

Clear dishes from bedroom

Clear the laundry shelves

Tackle laundry backlog:

Bring laundry downstairs

Sort clean laundry on wardrobe

Blacks wash

Whites wash

Colour wash 1

Colour 2

Colour 3

[utlagas]

Hey if you’re in the us we have toys for tots where the toys actually go to the kids and your mom could always gift toys to childrens hospitals and such. My mom and I like to crochet baby beanies and gift them to the hospital for newborns. There’s special care instructions in making those but it’s a good way to bond.

hi nonny! yes i am in the us but toys for tots isn't in my area. i've made the argument to my mom dozens of times over the last few years, and i think the biggest thing for her is that she used to do this with her mom who passed a couple years ago so it feels like 'tradition' to her. i'm gonna make the argument again, and wear some very queer clothing when we do the drop off, and probably make a donation to the local queer school in my city and our local childrens hospital.

[simplyasimpformen]

Dream(xreader) HC's that plague my mind whenever I wanna sleep.

Since bro is tall as shit, he'd use you as something to lean on(if you're short af that is)

If you're tall(his height or taller) he'd definitely joke around and pretend to be intimidated by you.

I assume all of you have seen his face by now and have noticed that he almost always wears those cute lil cat beanies.

He'd definitely force- *ahem* have you wear them.

He would definitely have you model for his merch.

Bro would prolly wake you up at 3 am for pancakes.

He'd pretend to be hurt whenever you choose patches over him and show more affection towards her rather then him.

My guy would definitely take you and Drista on trips to the mall.

"get in bitch- we're going shopping"

If you have a dog, Dream would definitely offer to take it on walks and/or play with it 24/7

If you have a cat, he would arrange a lil kitty date with patches and your cat.

If you have a bird, he'd probably try to teach it how to say random shit, or how to curse.

If you have any reptilian pets, he would ask very nicely to hold it and/or pet it.

Bro doesn't fear shit.

You two would have lil game nights and spend your time together playing Minecraft, Mario kart, Mario party and other games.

If you have insomnia or struggle with falling asleep I feel like he'd stay up till he's certain you're asleep before going to bed himself.

If you sleep a lot, he would try and learn your sleep schedule and try to sleep at the same times you do and wake up when you do so that you two can spend more time together.

He is a lot like Sapnap I feel and would randomly as you to go with him to gas stations and buy snacks or sum'

You and Drista definitely team up on his ass whenever he's annoying or just for amusement.

Which includes threatening him with dirty silverware.

Busting into his room while he's streaming has become a regular thing, and to say that the chat loves you is an understatement.

Chat actually look forward to your little visits, because it always makes the streams 100% funnier.

Tommy definitely made a video named "I spoke to Dreams Lover"

You sneaked on his Minecraft acc and logged onto the SMP while Tommy was streaming, and that's how you two met ig

Tommy didn't who tf you were at first and thought you were some random ass mf who broke into Dreams house or hacked his acc

But after you explained to Tommy, he got super fucking excited and asked you dumbass questions, like if Dream ever shat the bed.

You and Sapnap would play Dreams songs in the car while he's driving and just absolutely fucking butcher the lyrics just to irritate Clay.

You were sat in the room next to his office during his Duel against Techno and comforted him when he lost.

If you have an actual job and make good money, you won't ever ask him for money, like at all, but bro still decides to spoil tf out of you.

If you don't have a job and are studying something in college or university, he would support you and help you study for exams.

If you're a streamer as well, he would definitely donate dumb af messages to you, asking you if you've ever ate sand or sum' stupid shit like that idk

After his streams he makes extra sure to always raid you if you're streaming.

Bro got mad once when you went on a Love or Host for Minx.

You and Minx are best friends(shh, don't even try and say otherwise)

You, Dream, Minx and George went on a little double date in Minecraft, which ended up just terrible.

Minx spat on George, Dream pissed himself, George fell asleep and you probably passed out due to a cocaine overdose

Anyway- that's all, idk what else to put honestly. Low-key wanna make a Schlatt one of these since I'm watching some of his old VODS rn.

[n3onwraith]

Fuck it we ball.

in writing a fic about what of Big Mama took Lou Jitsu's place and raised the turtles. and he's i know I'm supposed to be working on the TMNT 2012 separated AU but fuck man this is gonna be fun!

basically, Lou is still mutated and Big Mama is still a yokai. Big Mama is a movie star and gets roped into Lou's scheme to make more money (he's like a agent/husband but bad). she notices, but brushes everything off. Eventually he proposed and she accepts, but then shes stuck as it gets worse. Lou let's Draxum experiment because it means more money, and that's how Big Mama ends up with the turtly-poos. Big Mama is hit with some mutagen, but not a ton. Only enough to make her just inhuman enough that she can never go to the surface in public again. She has her spider legs and eyes on permanent display, but can hold her human torso when wanted. She and the turtles make it into the sewers while Splinter and Draxum are mutated. She raises all four turtles as a doting mother, bit she doesn't conceal the truth of their 'fathers'. (meaning the turtles still have daddy issues) Leo is still rambunctious, but he's a mamas boy at heart. Donnie's interests are embraced and Big Mama will sometimes help suggest ideas. (not in a ooc way, but just things she think would be nice) Mikey was allowed to paint the entire atrium of the lair and his room and even Big Mama's when he was little, Big Mama is proud of her son's work and hasn't painted over it since he was 5-7. Raph did have to help out when Big Mama's anxiety and/or depression got bad in the first few years, but he never had to parent them. Big Mama had some serious mental issues the first few years, but bounced back faster then Splinter in the show due to her already being used to being a yokai. she still misses her glory days and battles both depression and anxiety, but she makes plenty of time for her boys.

ofc everyone still has trauma though. Raph still has eldest daughter syndrome, Mikey has night terrors about Draxum or Lou hurting his family (he was just barely old enough to remember, barely 4 when mutated), Leo still is up to his self-sacrificing, self doubting and humor coping, and Donnie is still worried he's not good enough.

all the boys look just a lil different due to having Big Mama's DNA instead of Lou's, Mikey looking the most like her, followed by Leo. they all have a bit more turtle-like needs and diets and Big Mama has some spider needs (like sleeping in a web hammock and getting blood from donation clinics to drink) but they all live comfortably for a while.

April meets the boys through chance at the clinic, where she was working at the time. Mikey and Donnie had decided they wanted to do the shopping for the week (food + blood) and so they tried to sneak into the clinic, but April, a volunteer, caught them. They almost made it out, but Mikey tripped on a wire and his beanie went flying. April then cornered them, confronted them and eventually they became friends. Big Mama was glad for another girl in the lair and the boys were glad for a friend and sister.

the show still runs the same, but Big Mama instead of Splinter, the yokai hotel is run by, idk, hypno or someone and Splinter is Draxum's assistant and partner in crime.

yaaaaay!!!

[quackisinnit]

Don't hang up, irl!Quackity x Reader

Request: can i request? accidentally facetiming quackity midstream, and he picks up and shows you to chat and whatnot- he then starts being like nOoOo dont hang up

Notes: pls didnt he do the same thing to george LMAOO i also fucking hate the twitter trending descriptions, they'r so hard to think of for some reason but they're fun to do KSHSJ (divider: firefly-graphics)

Genre: fluff, romantic/platonic, irl, gender neutural they/them

Warnings: none, but i use the term pretty

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It was cold and quiet.

It was hard for you to sleep. Tossing and turning in your bed, all you could think about was Alex.

You grabbed your phone from the table next to your bed and dialed his number.

You looked at your phone, waiting for Alex to pick up. After a few minutes, he picked up.

"HELLO!" he said with his loud voice. Alex had a huge smile on his face as he looked at you. "Hello Alex" you laugh softly, rubbing your eyes.

"I'm streaming right now! Can I show you to chat?"

"Oh shit, sorry. I didn't know you were streaming." you nervously chuckle.

"What are you saying? It's fine! I'm always glad when you call me." he laughs. He looks at his monitor and answers some donations. You smile at his comment.

"Anyways, can I show you to chat?" he looks back at you. You think about it for some time before agreeing.

"Fine."

Alex turns his phone around, showing you to his stream. "Look chat! Look how pretty Y/n is!" he giggles and fixes his beanie.

"Aww stop, I'm blushing. Plus, I know how pretty I am." you smirk and start laughing.

"Oh whatever Y/n." Alex turns his phone around again, facing you to him. This causes you to laugh harder.

"STOP LAUGHING!!" he yells. But this does the opposite and makes you laugh harder than earlier.

"I'm hanging up Y/n, fuck you." he jokingly says. "Fine then, byeee."

You move your finger over the end button but not pressing it, you only did it to seem like you were about to hang up. "Y/N NO WAIT STAY, PLEASEEE"

He looks at his phone and grips tighter, showing that he didn't want you to leave. "Why? I'm tired now, also you said you were hanging up first."

It wasn't a lie tho, you started to feel groggy and tired.

"First of all, I was joking, I wasn't hanging up. Second of all, I need you on my stream." he says as if it was obvious.

"Yeah but why? I'll just call you later."

"But I won't be streaming anymore." he pouts.

"So?"

"JUST STAY PLEASE." he drags the 'e' and starts frowning.

"No, goodnight, sir Alex Quackity." you smile and do a salute.

"Y/N NOOO."

You laugh and end the call. You could already tell that he was complaining to his chat about you.

As soon as you wake up, you get your phone. You check your messages to see a message from Alex from last night.

'You hung up:('

'Sorryyyy, i was really tired last night<//3'

You press send then go on twitter. You check the trending page and to no surprise, you were trending.

'Y/N DONT LEAVE'

Fans of Quackity ask Y/n, to not leave the stream, due to them being in a call.

As you were about to check the tweets under the tag, you recieved a call from Alex.

"You hung up on me yesterday." he pouts, trying to hide his smile.

"Oh whatever,"

"anyways, how was your stream?" his eyes lit up as he started talking about what happned last night on his stream.

[with-the-same-tattoos]

This may be a weird question, but what's it like having a buzzcut? Donating my hair in a few and prolly going for a full shave and I am giddy and also nervous and also partly sticking it to people who are all "BuT YoUR SO MUTCh PrEtTiEr with LONG hauuuuiur "

I'm gonna be honest w u!!!!!!!!!!! It is amazing but can also be a lil difficult!!!!!!!

Idk how much you find value in being percieved as pretty; idk weather ur "sticking it to them" is more about "i know i can be pretty even without my hair" OR "Idc about being pretty" so I have to say this: my personal experience is that people wont really find you pretty? Unless youre like, mega mega conventionally attractive, in whiich case u can do anything and people will thibk ur pretty akdjskebf. But yeah I'm not and people defi just didn't find me attractive at all. Like, they still don't, but i at least currently get called cute n stuff nowdays as like, a "awww look at that weird fluffy rat". ADDITTIONALLY; YOU MIGHT FEEL UGLY AT FIRST TOO? I DID. I felt like i had a weigvg off my chest, but at the same time id put so much value into my hair (it was rly long before i cut it & the only thing people ever complimented me on, so i had a lot of self worth tied into it) that I just. Yk?

HOW. FUCKING. EVER. BRUH. OH MY GOD. WHEN YOU GET OVER THAT BUMP.

Let me tell you what is so fucking awesome about a buzzcut.

The cleanliness. You just cannot clean hair the way you can clean a bare head. Scrubbing through a buzzcut after a fresh buzz is like. All ur sins and worries have washed away with ur lost hair. Its all gone. Ur body is clean ur mind is clean, you r free.

Additionally; if you go the road of shaving your head too (which!!!!! Please read about it first!!!!!!! You need to like soften your skin in warm water etc !!!!!!! It can rly hurt otherwise!!!!!!!) That is just. On an another level. I recall waking up in the morning w a fresh shaven head.anf feeling like some ancient priestess, theres like some rly weird. Divinity to a clean head to me. Its so soft and smooth and feels so good, you can oil it and enjoy the fresh air.

Buzzcuts just feel awesome to touch. I used 2 just run my hand thry my buzz all the time. It fucks...

Heat avoidance!!!! I used 2 wear a lot of beanies w my buzz to keep myself warm, but unlike w hair. U can just take that off at any time!!!!! If ur feeling a lil hot, just bare ur head and u feel cool rly quickly. Maybe wipe it w cool water. U r good my friend. Its aaawesome for exercise.

IF u do value beauty n stuff. There r still people (like me lol) who find bald heads mega attractive, if not more attractive than hair lol <3 so dw abt it that much.

ALL THAT TO SAY. YOU R DOING FANTASTIC. What ur doing is SO lovely and I'm so proud 2 know someone so kind!!!!!!!!

I hope you really enjoy your experience :') i hope i dont scare u off; I just dont wanna lie about the experience, bc if u have any similiar feelings etc, I don't wanna make you feel alone in them. You might have a completely different experience !!!!!!!!! Whatever experience you do have, I hope its insightful to u and feels good and that you love yourself throughout it!!!!! M sending sm love <3333

[forclosetedtransboys]

1/2 So, I think I might be a transmasc nb. But I'm not in a position where I can experiment with my gender or transition at all. I can't get a binder without asking my parents and coming out because I'm a minor without money. I can't get my hair cut either, because everyone would wonder - I've had my hair long all my life and everyone expects me to have long hair. It's like I'm forced to live as a girl, when I know I'm not one.

2/2 I feel like I can't even come out online because I haven't changed anything to fit. I don't have bad dysphoria, so I feel like I'm invalid. I do get uncomfortable, and/or feel like my body doesn't belong to me; But I feel like that isn't enough dysphoria to be trans. I don't know what to do in this situation, and I feel like I'll be stuck in this state forever. I feel like I have nothing I can do - so can I ask for reassurance and tips to feel more masculine without being too obvious?

(Sorry this took a while, I spent hours cultivating this to make sure I can support you in the best way possible.)

Congratulations on going through this, dude, it takes a lot of courage and bravery to even realise that you’re not what society expects you to be. 

Something wonderful that @gc2b does is give away free binders to trans and gender non conforming etc people who can’t afford or cannot safely obtain a binder. https://pointofpride.org/chest-binder-donations/. If it is safe for you to do so, you can click on this link and see if you are applicable for the donation. If you’re afraid of your parents looking through your search history or somehow finding out about you applying, you could get a trusted individual to do it for you. If you don’t have any close trusted friends or family members, I could give it a shot and order one for you (private message me @thatshortdudety). As if July 29th, due to COVID-19, their shipments have been delayed, this is what is on top of the website:

As for shipment, it helps to have a trusted person you can send it to who can discreetly pass it on to you. If you somehow happen to live in my area in Australia I’d be happy to do it for you, but I’m usually considered pretty weird and foreign online for being an Australian so it’s likely that you’re not Australian either. But, again, direct message me if you need further more personal help.

Not being able to cut hair can suck if you feel like it doesn’t represent your gender the way you want it to. When you’re alone and/or not afraid of people questioning you, you can grab a hat or a beanie and tuck your hair up so that it looks like a fringe - I know that’s what I did before I got mine cut.

Steps:

1. Tie your hair or a portion of your hair (depending on how long it is) with a hairband/hairtie/whatever you call it

2. Flip it over the back of your head so that the hair tips are on the front (your forehead)

3. Place a beanie or a hat on top of your hair, holding it in place and looking fashionable!

Other tips for masculinising your appearance without arising suspicion can arise in your wardrobe. For example, using unisex t-shirts which aren’t taken in at the waist like shirts or other clothing items from the women’s section. Until you manage to get your hands on a binder, sports bras can give your chest a more flat appearance, but don’t wear them for too long if you feel uncomfortable. 

As for the next part. I say this so many times and I will never stop saying it.

You don’t need dysphoria to be trans.

You don’t ned a certain amount of dysphoria to be trans.

You can never have NOT ENOUGH dysphoria.

You don’t have to be *THIS* dysphoric to be qualified as trans.

If you are trans, you’re trans.

You don’t need a certain amount of dysphoria. You don’t even need ANY dysphoria to be trans.

I can’t stress how important that is. So here are a bunch of things to help you feel better.

And just in case some silly ignorant people STILL aren’t sure:

I have been going to a gender clinic for years. There are teams of trained individuals. They KNOW that you DON’T NEED DYSPHORIA to be trans. Everybody’s journey is different, and trying to dictate what other peoples journeys are and trying to pretend you can decide who or who isn’t trans is just downright bullshit. End of story. 

Stay safe.

- Ty

[bravesunchild]

Thoughts on: Yule 2020 (S.Hemisphere)

Tw: anxiety, depression, death

We all know that this year was/is/feels kinda... apocalyptic. We’re going thorugh some major changes socially and culturally and in my case, when looking back to Yule 2019, I can’t help but miss it a little bit.

Last year I spent (my first) Yule in my house, I had a Yule Log, I was with my family and I felt warm, it was by all means a merry sabbat. Now? Quarantine trapped me and my little brother in my grandmother’s house.

Not only she’s the most toxic person alive (really agressive, self centered, etc, etc), she also has dementia so... I’m pretty much doing everything here without even a “thank you”. It’s been almost 100 quarantine days, I had to drop out college, I cook, I clean, I’m the only one allowed to go out to the store, I help my brother so he doesn’t have to go through all of this. I haven’t seen my dad, my boyfriend or friends in months and I only see my mother once every two weeks when she comes by to bring us stuff we need. I’ve lost birthdays of my loved ones, festive dates, I haven’t seen my pets since march either... And my oldest baby died without a last goodbye. I wasn’t there even though I told her: “I’ll be back next week”. We spent 16 years together and now she’s gone.

And on top of that my mental health is really going downhill cause I haven’t been able to go to therapy either. My anxiety, depression, intrusive thoughts and ptsd are worse now than ever and I can’t do pretty much anything about it.

Yes. This is a big load of bs... and it feels like darkness is all around me.

That’s why I decided to make Yule 2020 about light.

New Beginnings, the Sun being back... Warm in The coldest and darkest nights.

Did I have a Yule Log? No. But I had an altar in a jar (thanks so much to @/wiccantips on instagram for the idea!)

Was I with my family and pets? Neither. But I know I’ll see them again someday.

And for me that’s the point of this year’s Yule. There’s hope out there... Everythings going to be ok. Pandemic is going to be over and we’ll make the world a better place. We’ll reunite, we’ll hug, we’ll be happy.

And... If you’re going through the same thing as me or worse... remember, you’ll be happy, you deserve to be happy and all your efforts are worth it, You’re working hard and eventually you’ll be rewarded, you’ll see the Sun again... Live one day at a time. (As I’m writing this I’m tearing up a little... this is what I wanted to hear).

Remember: Your work and efforts matter, you matter. From attending to protests to staying alive everyday in a crisis, YOU matter.

I guess that’s all I wanted to say... pretty self indulgent post I know. But writing helped me so maybe this could help someone else.

Here are some pictures of my altar, every time I get close I feel it's warm... it makes me so happy tbh. It's like my little sanctuary of peace.

Thank you so much for reading... I hope your light comes to you.

Remember to keep signing petitions, donating and fighting for equality but also remember to take breaks from social media, take your meds or ask for help if you need it.

Merry Yule my witches, let's bring light and hope to this world. I adore you all. Please wear a mask and take care!

P.s: When I was typing the last sentence my mother sent me a message: she found a beanie I thought I had lost, something that bothered me for a whole YEAR. Finally the itch at the back of my head'll be gone! So I'm guessing that's a good omen?

[baekhvuns]

Go bestie defend us non-carnivores! It's 2022 and people still don't get it huh, should've served them those burgers lol. Omg my period was late though ☠

Well clowns aren't necessarily my faves, they always look sinister no matter what akudishshssnjs, my friend's co-worker actually dressed as that clown for work 😭

I don't wanna give SM money, but I need Kkoong merch...imagine a lil plushie 💖

Hm, about Kai "nowhere near" is it like "soon" but reversed? He says "nowhere near" then goes bald in a month lol, just like "European dates will drop soon" *2 months later*: ...

No because someone recently said Boca was lacklustre and they prefer Maison and Vision, hold on... don't just lie like that?!??!

Not sure who it was, but there was an article about one celebrity and he was like "it wasn't me, I'm overseas" 😭 even if people freaked out over a celeb it still shouldn't have happened. My other friend saw Oneus and not only was it right after the tragedy, but now it's not the best time for Oneus as well and everyone cried so much 💔 Also Ateez donating money that's nice of them!

Lmao tbh I didn't expect my friend to be into Hwa? After the last concert I thought I got her, but it didn't last, though she still praised Hwa for his performance and dedication to live singing, but she wasn't in a simp mode. But now 👀👀👀 we will see how it goes

That Blazed fansite is one of those who went to some forbidden zones to take photos, so it's pretty disrespectful. Sadly Seonghwa has some shitty fansites 😭 Hwa and Yeosang especially

Congratulations on your immortality or sorry that happened, depends on your thoughts on living forever lmao

No because you can't really record anything, you need to obey so many rules at music shows and it's too crowded anyway :/ I think I might have gotten some shitty pics, but I'll have to look on my old phone

Pls I need Seonghwa's big Eastern European beanie, except it's terribly overpriced, but it's called SIMPLE WOMAN 😭

Ajydusgsysuash that's not Paris, but let's pretend it is 😂

P-p-pink.... Tape? Noooo, I don't know what that is ha ha ha I never saw that album with my own eyes 🙈 of course I DO NOT own it!!! 🤚🏻

Ok but this excuse is so??? They didn't sell enough tickets and probably didn't wanna embarrass themselves again (after the festival in Germany a few months ago)... it was supposed to be held at the end of November IN LONDON

I'll kiss him on the mouth I swear 🙈🙈🙈🙈

Just remembered this video and I don't feel so good Baeksy

Era of me missing everything because the fucking time zones, one more reason to hate the US.

Baker Seonghwa... just like in my dream 😭💓

Hwacore - it's crazy how everything reminds me of him, I see stars, Lego, SW, strawberries... and I think "oh Seonghwa would love it" - mental illness I fear.

Anyways I'm dying I think

San is just like me. So is Jongho (me when I quit my job to become a full time Seonghwa fansite)

I got: because you're exhilarating - ok but will that make Park Seonghwa fall in l*ve with me or not, it's all that matters.

Btw I FINALLY re-read Bodyguard and 🥰🥰🥰 ok but this is Mr guard your body Hwa, I don't take criticism - DV 💖

hi hello!!!

Go bestie defend us non-carnivores! It's 2022 and people still don't get it huh, should've served them those burgers lol. Omg my period was late though ☠

no yeah it was all meat eaters vs two vegetarians,,, we were trying to survive 😭😭 fiGHTING THRU THICK AND THIN

Well clowns aren't necessarily my faves, they always look sinister no matter what akudishshssnjs, my friend's co-worker actually dressed as that clown for work 😭

THE PENNYWISE ONE IS GENUINELY SO SINISTER FBFBF,,, LMFAOOOO the dedication the worker had to wake up early and put all the makeup on and put that act on 🤌🏼

I don't wanna give SM money, but I need Kkoong merch...imagine a lil plushie 💖

STOP A SMALL KKONGI PLUSHIE WITH THE WHISKERS AND THE LITTLE TAIL 😭😭🤚🏼

Hm, about Kai "nowhere near" is it like "soon" but reversed? He says "nowhere near" then goes bald in a month lol, just like "European dates will drop soon" *2 months later*: ...

iM PRAYING FOR THE FIRST ONE the second he talks about the weather i know he’s bald. JCBDKCBC WAITING FOR THE EURO TOUR BUT HONGJOONG SAYS THEYLL BE BACK NEXT YEAR SO EURO TOUR SOON 👁👁

No because someone recently said Boca was lacklustre and they prefer Maison and Vision, hold on... don't just lie like that?!??!

sorry what?????? NAAAAH BOCA WAS DEF TOP3 IN THEIR DISCOGRAPHY,,, ppl just really love to lie these days aND FOR WHAT, WHAT GOOD DOES THAT GET U

Not sure who it was, but there was an article about one celebrity and he was like "it wasn't me, I'm overseas" 😭 even if people freaked out over a celeb it still shouldn't have happened. My other friend saw Oneus and not only was it right after the tragedy, but now it's not the best time for Oneus as well and everyone cried so much 💔 Also Ateez donating money that's nice of them!

POOR GUY 😭😭🤚🏼 its the way they tried to put the blame on celebrities rather than take responsibility and hold the govt accountable,, NAURRRR ONEUS’S THING IS SO SAD AND THE FACT HE LEFT VOLUNTARILY 😭😭 what do ppl even do this like are u not embarrassed to start a rumour that ruins someone’s life 😭😭😭

Lmao tbh I didn't expect my friend to be into Hwa? After the last concert I thought I got her, but it didn't last, though she still praised Hwa for his performance and dedication to live singing, but she wasn't in a simp mode. But now 👀👀👀 we will see how it goes

THE SWITCH IS SO SUDDEN FHWKDHSJ ATP EVERYONE AND ANYONE IS A SHINESTAR so glad ur friend her roots <3 her new destiny has started <3

That Blazed fansite is one of those who went to some forbidden zones to take photos, so it's pretty disrespectful. Sadly Seonghwa has some shitty fansites 😭 Hwa and Yeosang especially

no bc why do ga sites go sasaeng like aren’t u tired holding the camera?? dont u wanna go home and edit the photos and post and not be HIDING IN A FUCKING BUSH

Congratulations on your immortality or sorry that happened, depends on your thoughts on living forever lmao

LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 THATS A VV NICE THING TO READ AS A 20 YO NOW 😭😭 IMMORTALITY IM ON MY WAY BDBDBD

No because you can't really record anything, you need to obey so many rules at music shows and it's too crowded anyway :/ I think I might have gotten some shitty pics, but I'll have to look on my old phone

ayo???? omg no wonder ppl don’t share like behind the scenes of inkigayo’s HUHHHH but how was ur experience to sit and be in the crowd and how many takes do u think they did?? do they give u food and stuff?

Pls I need Seonghwa's big Eastern European beanie, except it's terribly overpriced, but it's called SIMPLE WOMAN 😭

BESTIE U BETTER GET THE VIP FOR THE CONCERT BC U GET FREE BEANIES AS A GIFT FBFBFB

Ajydusgsysuash that's not Paris, but let's pretend it is 😂

OH THEN IM SUDDENLY JARED 19 😭😭 IT SAID LV PARIS AND I WAS LIKE “oh la la anon ur from france?? baguette et toi??”

P-p-pink.... Tape? Noooo, I don't know what that is ha ha ha I never saw that album with my own eyes 🙈 of course I DO NOT own it!!! 🤚🏻


anon.

Ok but this excuse is so??? They didn't sell enough tickets and probably didn't wanna embarrass themselves again (after the festival in Germany a few months ago)... it was supposed to be held at the end of November IN LONDON

?????? EVERY TIME I SEE THEM THEYRE ALWAYS IN TROUBLE OR APOLOGIZING OR GETTING ROASTED ON TUMBLR 😭😭😭 GET THE FUCK OUT WE COULD’VE GOTTEN KPOP IN LONDON AGAIN with their bri’ish accents 😭😭

I'll kiss him on the mouth I swear 🙈🙈🙈🙈

GET IN LINE ANON 🔫🔫

Just remembered this video and I don't feel so good Baeksy //// Era of me missing everything because the fucking time zones, one more reason to hate the US.

LOOK ANON I JUST SOBBED PLS DONT MAKE ME CRY AGAIN FBFBFH LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭 I MISSED HONGJOONGS LIVE & IT WAS DURING THE DAY TIME 😭😭

Baker Seonghwa... just like in my dream 😭💓 /// Hwacore - it's crazy how everything reminds me of him, I see stars, Lego, SW, strawberries... and I think "oh Seonghwa would love it" - mental illness I fear.

istg these concepts ate feeding into my drafts bc they keep getting bigger day by day, just last week i made a hwa wip based on george and amal clooney’s love life <3 hwa’s an actor and reader’s an aspiring lawyer, he hides his face to sometimes go to reader’s court case and sits at the chairs behind <3 mental illness atp <33 FBWMDBWK STOP BC SAME IM WITH THE MOST NON-KPOP LISTENING GROUP AND I SEE SOMETHING REMOTELY SIMILAR TO WHAT HE LIKES AND WEARS AND GO “huh, that’s a hwa”

in the light of bp’s concert in hamilton, my cousin saw lisa and jisoo @ the mall 😭😭😭🤚🏼 WHEN IS IT MY FUCKJMG TURN FJWJF ALFK ATEEZ BETETR GO TO THAT MALL

Anyways I'm dying I think //// San is just like me. So is Jongho (me when I quit my job to become a full time Seonghwa fansite)

bestie that first black hair hwa and blond hair hwa,,, hear me out = two twins, one evil but the evil looking is nice <3 LMFAOOOO HONGJOONG IS SUCH A FUCKING SIMP HE IS ME I AM HIM,,, san ass guy confirmed,, LMFAHDWKDHSK BESTIE THE DAY U DO PLS DROP THE HIGHEST QUALITY PICS IN THIS INBOX

I got: because you're exhilarating - ok but will that make Park Seonghwa fall in l*ve with me or not, it's all that matters.

MIGHT AS WELL BE IN A POLY AU BC I GOT THE SAME 🔫🔫 RHWKDHWK THE SENSOR GET THE FUCK OUTRBWKFHWK

Btw I FINALLY re-read Bodyguard and 🥰🥰🥰 ok but this is Mr guard your body Hwa, I don't take criticism - DV 💖

DBWMFHWK ANON CAUGHT SIMPING FOR BODYGUARD 😭😭😭 forbidden relationship trope enjoyer u seem 🤨 HDKWHDWK STOP GHWKFHWK THAT IS BUT THATS ALSO THE YN BKWNDWK

since u read bodyguard wouldn’t u wanna know who it was inspired by <3

he is god

NO BC WHAT IS THIS

live footage of me

bestie 😭😭

MY LIL EXOL DREAM IS COMING TRUE PERHAPS u better go anon bc they mf always go london 😭 but the ticket is gonna be the problem 🔫

here’s a quiz idk what its based on but the results ….😮‍💨

[tj-crochets]

🐸 (for the ask game)

🐸 What do you wish people who don't craft understood better? That crafting things is not usually cheaper than buying them, and that it takes a lot of time and effort to make things But also, one specific non-crafter pet peeve. Like, literally I have had this problem with one person: making someone a beanie is not a way of asking for some kind of committed relationship. There was this guy I was good friends with in high school, and we lost touch for a year or two afterwards, and then he reached out to me on facebook. We chatted a bunch, and (crucially) this was after I started crocheting but before I figured out what to actually do with the stuff I crocheted. He talked about it being cold where he was living compared to where we both grew up, so I offered to crochet him a beanie, and we'd been talking about pokemon and our favorite eeveelutions a lot, so I offered to send him an amigurumi espeon To me, this was a combo of "I make a LOT of things all the time*", "I have zero use for beanies it never gets below like 60 degrees here", and "hey eeveelutions sound fun to make but I have no desire or space to keep them", which combined with "hey! a person I can give these to! Give him something he likes, get things I've made out of my house so I'm not overrun, win-win!" To him, this was "I am spending a lot of time and effort to make something especially for you, after giving you a nickname important to my culture**, clearly I expect our relationship to progress after this" He stopped talking to me. For years. Because I'd offered to make him a beanie and an espeon. He told me the offer of the beanie made him uncomfortable? Which, like, fair, if it made him uncomfortable I am glad he let me know and drew a boundary, but I am still baffled. So I guess the thing I wish non-crafters understood better is that, while gifting someone something you made can be a big deal, it can also be not a big deal at all. I have literally given more beanies to strangers than I have to people I know (I donate them to a local shelter) OH MY GOSH I just realized I sweater cursed myself but with a beanie with someone I wasn't dating lol. The unsweater unboyfriend curse *I cannot sit still unless I am doing something, and I found making physical objects is very very good for my mental health so I am pretty much always making something and have been since like...2012ish? 2011? Definitely since 2013, but I'm pretty sure it started earlier than that **It wasn't. He gave me a nickname around the same time I briefly interacted with my bio grandpa, who is Russian. The association with my bio grandpa did not last long (like...one visit) but I learned and really liked the word solnyshko (it means "sunshine" but is used like "sweetheart" and I think that's cute). I also really liked the word "chickadee" as a nickname/term of endearment at the time so like...it was 50/50 which one I was going to use? I'd never really been given a nickname before but figured it was the sort of thing I was supposed to reciprocate

[lalka-laski]

Are there any foods you loved as a kid, but now dislike? Yeah, I didn't become vegetarian 'till my teens so I liked a lot of meat-based dishes as a kid. Oh I also used to eat Little Debbie Honey Buns like it was my JOB and now I can't stomach even the sight of one. Has anyone ever borrowed something from you, and not returned it? Yep but to be fair, I'm usually the one guilty of that. Do you vent a lot on social media? Kinda. Mostly just here Who is the most morally bankrupt person you know? Ummm What was your first bill you started paying on your own? Student loans

What was the last thing that kept you from getting a good night’s sleep? Anxiety, as always Do you think it’s odd for someone to have family members they’ve never met? No, I'm in that camp. Some live in other countries and some are estranged, so yeah. At what time of day do you usually do your grocery shopping? Afternoons What’s your favorite nut butter? Peanut. Almond butter is fine but not as good. Have you ever had a stalker? Yeah. Nothing too serious or dangerous but enough to make me feel violated. Do you watch ASMR videos? Not really. I'm MUCH more triggered by unintentional ASMR so when I want "tingles" I have other go-tos. When did you last buy a new computer? Years and years ago What is your favorite charitable cause to donate to or volunteer for? I feel weird ranking any one as "favorite." I feel like that implies it's more important or more worthy? What are some personality traits that you greatly admire in others? Kindness above anything else. Wit, humor, and creativity go a long way too Were you a ‘troubled teen?’ Not really What is something you have no patience for? My own bullshit. No actually the problem might be that I have too MUCH patience for that... How often do you stay at work late? Rarely ever at my office job (when my work's done, my work is DONE and I don't want to give the company another minute of my time). But I do frequently stay late nannying and that's fine. Have you ever received a misdiagnosis? Not that I know of Does it bother you when others don’t share the same religious beliefs as you? Not at all What was your last argument about? Lol I was actually mad at Glenn for making a dumb, childish joke about this redhead we saw in a restaurant. Have you found your first gray hairs yet? Nope What are the names of all the pets you’ve had? Beanie, Bella, Dexter What’s the most you’ve ever spent on a cosmetic or skincare product? Not much more than $50 (if that) Do you drink at bars/restaurants more often than you drink at home? I don’t drink way way more at home Have you ever stayed in a hotel in your own city? Yes What do your neighbors do for a living? I have no clue but I have spent a lot of time wondering/trying to figure it out, ha Are there any important phone calls you need to make in the next few days? Kinda sorta