#so I’m using every ounce of my skills and patience and heart to not psych myself out and rly trust these lovely people

[eternal-ascensionism]

Okay, I know I fell off the face of the earth but I’ll be moving out of a very traumatic living situation this December after ten years of being either on autopilot or crisis mode in an unsafe state. I also have new muses so to speak in the form of my super attractive besties turned partners so there’s a few things going right and I’m really gonna do my best to stay out of “other shoe” brain so I don’t ruin it for myself as I’ve def done in the past lmao thank you to everyone who has continued showing love and support for this page even though it’s been dead in the water for like 4 months I am planning to return and with that I’ll hopefully bring a more expansive creative flow instead of feeling limited or nervous to write!