#so I will be spending my actual birthday alone in my room as usual ๐
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I'm feeling pretty down today ngl ๐
#partly because tomorrow is my birthday and I'm gonna be alone AGAIN#i DID have plans with my sisters that I was actually excited for for the first time in years but they got pushed to the 29th instead#so I will be spending my actual birthday alone in my room as usual ๐#and partly sad cuz I'm just like...feeling xmas regret i guess?#my sister and I have shared finances so the presents we bought for each other were basically like buying stuff for ourselves#we agreed to have a big budget this year cuz we probs never will be able to again & this year's been shit so we deserved a treat#but because I've been so depressed I couldn't think of anything I actually wanted#so my xmas list was just a bunch of stuff I'm meh about#so even though we spent a lot of money and I got a lot of presents...i didn't get anything Im actually excited about#so that's making me sad too#and just in general I think im lonely af#beth posts
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