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Month 11, day 28
Sword fanciness has been enhanced and also we're starting on color :D
Haven't decided what clothes he's gonna wear but I can decide that later :P
#the great artscapade of 2023#art#my art#Forspoken#Forspoken fan art#Forspoken oc#Forspoken original character#oc: flick#it's after midnight and normally I'd be in bed two hours ago#but I took tomorrow off so the city can re-inspect my house and determine that yep my landlord DID install a bathroom vent and it works#so I have no bedtime tonight :P#that said I am le tiard#so I shall have a nap#AND ZEN FIAR ZE MISSILES!!!!#...but we all know I'm actually just going to bed XD
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tbh, simeon isn't just "a nice sweet angel and nothing else" he's extremely emotionally intelligent, and if anything, uses that perception. like yes, he IS kind... but this has always been a facet of his character from season one, when he let luke go through hardships so he could learn better, when he subtly pointed out asmo's insecurities to him
the whole point of simeon is that he is an "imperfect"/"bad" angel (and that he got that way the hard way)
#guys..... remember when he pretended to be drunk to be alone with mc lmao?#i don't want to paint simeon with a grimdark brush or anything#either but it's like to some of you guys he's just a completely different character#there's so much............... you literally HAVE to be skipping everything related to him to still mischaracterize him this much#it's not even NEW?#obey me simeon#simeon#obey me#obey me shall we date#................sorry i was going to take a nap
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Great news. I've accomplished very little in my two years of unemployment, but between working for this company last time and working for this company this time, I did read over 700 books. So. There's. That.
#top surgery. a fuckton of fanfic. and 700+ books. the normal achievements#wish me luck guys i'm about to embark on three days of orientation at a company i've already put in a decade at#so. this will be...repetitive#i can't wait to tour buildings i've been quite familiar with since my early twenties. what an adventure this shall be#(i'm being silly. i am grateful to finally be employed again. i'm also just...gonna have to be around people regularly after 2 years#of pretty much hanging out by myself and building weird habits like running in the middle of the day or. napping in the middle of the day.#or talking to myself. at any time of day.)
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@igotthisaccountunderduress you wanted updates on how the TS Cardigan (Lion Brand Yarn's pattern) is going, so here's update #1!
I have officially finished the back:
The picture doesn't quite do it justice, but I'm pretty proud of how it's turning out so far.
I've been working almost nonstop for the past several days and I am EXHAUSTED. I had to unravel and rework three days worth of work at certain points. Though I didn't start this a few days ago, I didn't really get into it until then. For reference for how much time I've spent on this thing, in the past few days I have binge-watched one season of the office and 6.5 seasons of Brooklyn Nine-Nine as I've done this.
This is the first time I've ever worked with a knitting pattern instead of just making up something on my own. I'm kind of just learning as I'm going (which probably wasn't the best idea for this big of a project), hence the many mistakes that I had to go back and fix.
Next step: the left front-piece. I have no idea when it will be done by but we shall see.
Someone tell me they're proud of me or I will cry
#the reason I keep saying “past few days” is because I truly do not remember what day I started this#the days have blurred together#my posture has taken critical damage and I'm not even half-way done with this project#Knitting#Cardigan#Taylor Swift#I need a nap#but alas my desire to get this project over with is too strong so I shall persist
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KING OF MIGRAINES !!!!!
#this was going to be a poll. A. do u give him a triptan and water and make him take a nap or B. make is migraine WORSE.#but. I don’t fucking have polls so instead he’s a migraine king#obey me#obey me lucifer#obey me! shall we date?#obey me nightbringer#AND IN COMES NIGHTBRINGER WITH THE STEEL CHAIR
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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despite his suit canonically built to protect him from "big blasts" like gunshot wounds and close-range explosions, remy still suffers the occasional migraine
#so i got bewitched by another white man // ooc#remy 'the gambit' lebeau // headcanons#this brought to you by the baby one im having rn at work. finger guns#migraine update: was not a little one. got so bad i had to go home. i have eaten and now i shall nap.#also expect him to be dealing with one later#if I am to suffer then so shall he
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12am......1/8 busts done... allnighter lookin real likely yet again gamers
#hina.txt#head in hands i started with 6 but then sam wanted a choso and i said it shall be done my liege#but then i realized having an even number is important fr Post Format Reasons#so i was like well now there Has to be 8#sighhhhhs i mean i had a nap today ill live#idk if ill Finish them all in a night but i will get a good chunk of the way through
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If the sky is fake who’s to say that Celestia isn’t fake
Like yep sure it’s 3D modelled whatever bUT WHAT IF IT’S STILL FAKE. LIKE I’M SURE SOMEONE OUT THERE IN TEYVAT WOULD BE ABLE TO CONJURE A FAKE ONE UP NO PROBLEM
WHAT IF THE TRUE CELESTIA IS OUTSIDE AND RUINED-
(incoherent and long yapping in the tags bc I want to sleep and my head hurts)
#this is a very hear me out moment#I've already stated that I’d hate Celestia if I was living in Teyvat#bc a perpetually floating rock inhabited by gods nobody ever saw or heard from IS A RED FLAG HERE I SAID IT#AND EVERYONE IS SO CHILL ABOUT IT LIKE??? NONE OF Y’ALL WORRIED??? THAT THE MANAGER OF YOUR MANAGER (archon) NEVER SHOWS UP???#THAT THE ASSUMEDLY ALMIGHTY GODS MAY WAKE UP ONE DAY AND DECIDE nah annihilation time NOBODY IS WORRIED-#could not be me. could not be me I’d dig Teyvat right through to Khaenri’ah bc I’d be THAT paranoid#SECOND#Like ok Sustainer can have a nap time we all deserve it#but we literally obliterated a Divine Throne. And no alarms???? has gone off for the most Sus of the gods ever???#red. flag#something’s clearly not right#something’s very much. afoot. amiss. awry- (I’m going insane I need sleep)#SO#WHAT IF#THE CELESTIA AS WE SEE IT IS NOTHING BUT A FAKE OUT#AND THE TRUE CELESTIA IS INDEED IN THE SKY#BUT IN THE TRUE SKY#THE ONE BLOCKED OUT BY THE FIRMAMENT#AND THE SUSTAINER IS ON THE OUTSIDE SUPPORTING THE WHOLE SYSTEM#UNABLE TO WAKE UP/SYNCHRONIZE WITH TEYVAT#THAT’S IT that’S my theory now I shall finally go to sleep#genshin impact#genshin impact thoughts#afinna explores teyvat#genshin impact theory#genshin impact celestia#genshin impact teyvat#genshin impact 5.1#in my wildest dreams that won't come true bc we *know* Sustainer is alive on some level#in my wildest dreams there is a plot line in genshin that comes down to 'the gods that set out the rules are dead and gone and there was
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Misc. photos from the past year or so ~
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1. napping bapy boye sneeping on his own foot as if it were a pillow#2. The little primrose that I have seems to bloom sporadically all year around as long as I bring it inside and don't let it freeze#in the winter. This was a flower that came up randomly like mid november lol#3. Rainbow where you can see a little bit of a second rainbow near the bottom of it :0#4. CHILDREN.... love to see them.....#5. Halloween Candy ranking tierlist. not important enough to post on it's own. so throwing it in with one of these I guess lol#I am also not really a candy person at all and prefer bready stuff like cakes rather than chocolate bars (if I even have to have sweets#at ALL which usually I prefer savory food). I suspect the apple is controversial but.. I do love apples .... huzzah#actually am having applle and peanut butter snack right now as I'm writing this lol#6. Various bowls/cups/etc. that I got from a store at COMPLETELY different times like.. years apart from each other#yet at some point realized that they all mostly match in paint color and seem to be part of the same pattern#But I totally didnt make that connection until a few years ago when I was putting up dishes. I just bought them all invidually because it's#like 'oh cool! a cat' *1 year later* 'oh cool! a cat!' etc. lol.. I guess it must be a popular design if it's been around being sold that#long.#7. carne asada burrito and matcha bubble tea... oughhgh.... again one of my very rare meals where I actually go and get something..#probably my favorite meal currently. Something about the Chronic Anemia makes me crave beef burritos madly despite only having one#maybe twice a year or so ghjbhj.. plus the beans.... onions.... many of my Diet Forbidden foods... Also of course the little aishas#are there.... somehow they shall split the meal together even though it's like 10x bigger than their bodies.. they are also hungry#and vastly anemic... huzzah to them...#8. I've had this shirt for a long time but it fits very weird so I can never find a way to use it in outfits?? But I recently had#an appointment where a doctor needed to be able to look at my back and it's one of the only actual Shirts that I have (mostly i just own#long robes or tunics or jumper dress type of things that would be hard to lift up or etc. like... I dont even own a single normal 't-shirt'#or anyting aside from one giant tshirt that I sleep in in the summer lol.) So I wore this there.. I forget how much I love the pictures on#it.. how pleasant... little hummingbird... AND I think one of the flowers is supposed to be columbine ... !#photo diary
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I survived surgery again woo
#i have drains again so. augh#i shall survive the next ten days. i can do it again#i am STARVING and i usually hate naps but god i need one
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once were moved im gonna start planning out how id renovate a van for real. need to do some research—im hoping to get a high roof model and find an insulation + flooring solution that would maintain maximum height in the cargo area
imagine if i could take val camping.......
#wed really still need a nice campground with bathrooms but omg it could be so nice#find a cute campsite. take a nap. light a fire when it gets dark. get back into the van and play video games in bed#wake up in the woods. have a pleasant brunch outside. take a little scenic drive...#would need to find her a comfortable camp chair for maximum outdoor chillage#im also very torn between#separating the backity back of the van from the rest of the main cargo area and using it as an outdoor-accessible storage area#which just really prioritizes having a lot of storage space#(not really a concern in This fantasy but i would also love to use it to like. go skiing or something)#vs like#having the bed pretty up-close with the back doors (maybe w a small storage/nightstand area as a buffer) for the ambiance from the windows#which seems like a small aesthetic detail ik but like#idk if i take val out and we spend a majority of our time in the van#i want the outdoors to be visible and noticeably surrounding us#id have to go scope out campsites beforehand to make sure bathrooms look hunky dory but thats not a big deal at all#like. oh no... i have to go camping twice... whatever shall i do
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LOAN ACQUIRED!
I am FINALLY getting a new roof in the next few weeks!!! It's gonna be great c: I wasn't able to get quite the amount I wanted, so the bathroom repairs aren't likely to happen with this amount, but it's still enough to at least get the pipes put in place where they're needed! So all in all, gonna get a new roof, pipes plumbed up, and then the rest of the bathroom I'm going to do myself (minus some of the fixture installs, that'll just take some time.)
#Dee Talks#If you're wondering why I haven't done anything lately#this is why LOL#Working some extra overtime + school + balancing finances makes for a very sleepy Dee#But I have done it!#I could use a nap now#But I am currently canning another 4 gallons of chicken stock so the nap shall wait until later
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#sunny and hot outside today#rather quiet except for the birdsong#i know it’s august but it feels like summer#just woke up from a sleep paralysis nap lmao#dreamt i was too high to move#but people/ my phone kept informing me i was failing all my classes again 😂😂#and i was so guilty cuz i’d spent all my time drinking and smoking instead of studying#not what happened irl btw#i actually still tried when i was at uoft i was simply too unwell for the workload 😂 brain getting confused#imma shower wash the dishes get lunch then practice bass#the audio interface i ordered is awesomesauce but i’m completely broke the rest of this month 🥲#also bass is really difficult#i guess starting anything is#picking it up is supposed to be easy compared to other instruments but i only have piano to compare to#and i’ve been playing piano since i was four#mostly i’m just frustrated i’m not good at it right away#like usual#told my mates id actually learn to play over the break so i gotta lock in#still absolutely shite#band never gonna happen at this point#new school term starting soon i can’t wait to have a proper schedule to follow again#and i wanna hang out with my friends#idk what to do about The Issue but i suppose there’s no issue#life shall proceed and we’re still friends#who give a shit#feelings are internal and incorporeal and can stay that way how tf they gonna screw anything up unless u let them#think things r gonna be ok#smiley face emoji
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long afternoon nap = i'm gonna be up all night aren't i?
#i took like a 5 hour nap#in my defense i got very little sleep due to the whole. airport thing.#but i do have work in the morning so i shall try to be asleep by 1. 2 at the latest
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HELLO WORLD I AM UP AND AWAKE
#and regretting all life choices wahhh ☹️#I am tired but that’s okay I will actually make breakfast first since I have a long day and THEN I shall shower and get ready#and then I’ll have a nap after my classes and before the track tryouts and then I’ll come home eat dinner and then answer asks#and to my tbr list#and like sleep before 12 am#slay#so you can fill my inbox up I’ll just get to it LATER SMOOOOOCHES LOVE YA#★ — emptalkshit!
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