#so I guess my answer really kinda is ''I wouldn't like to'' lmao. genuinely. black box computing

[bacchuschucklefuck]

would you like to elaborate on any gender analysis or headcanons for the bad kids?

I love th way this is worded. what if I wouldn't like to where would we be

[ddarker-dreams]

Hii, i hope you're doing well!! Just wanted to let you know I absolutely love your writing! You've probably seen me in your notifs and since i feel bad for not commenting and sharing enough, i decided to just tell you outright how much i appreciate you!

You're not only a talented writer, but you're intelligent, observant and have a good sense of people and their emotions and personalities. I don't condone yandere behaviour either, but my morbid curiosity and fascination for the fictional representation is definitely real. I envy how well you understand the mbti personalities, i have a shitty memory and, for the life of me, struggle intensely to remember anything. It's wonderful how well you implement that knowledge into your writing and characterisation.

Sadly i can't really use the links you put since I'm using the app, but i guess the tags help to some extent. My absolute favourite is Venti, but for some reason I've become very interested in Scaramouche (someone i know i wouldn't be able to stand irl, unlike Venti) and really liked the content you made for him!! He seems like a mix of Ciel and Alois from Black Butler lmao

Alsooo i have a question!! If you have the time and patience to answer (if you haven't already talked about it), what kind of yandere would an INFP (-t) be? I'm INFP and, while I'm definitely not prone to such behaviour nor do i ever see myself acting like that for any reason or anyone (probably since I'm kinda detached and prefer to rationalise and am always in tune with my emotions and intentions, but that could just be me, as i said, i don't understand mbti very well, including my own type), i do have a picture of what yandere behaviour i could show and act on. I wonder how similar/ different it would be to your own opinion on it and what are some infp characters/ yanderes you know of, if there are such in the first place?

As i said, you don't have to answer that, my primary objective was to let you know i appreciate your work!! Thank you so much!! Have a wonderful day and stay healthy 💛💛💛

when i read the first few sentences of this i was like 👀👀 who could this be? there are these 4-5 people that i consistently see engaging with anything i post. if you’re one of those people trust me i recognize you and appreciate you with my entire heart 💖💖💖

wow wow what glowing compliments i’m?? thank you very much!! it’s not everyday that intelligent is the word used to describe me so i’m melting . i always want to learn more about people, i’m grateful that writing is a hobby that pairs well with that. memorizing things is awful so i get what you mean. i both fear and admire people that have excellent memories, my brain is always too overloaded to maintain information for long. even my notes from when i’m trying to remember look all over the place ...

venti is such a joy AHH i loved seeing him in the event story again!! what an in-depth character. he’s got so much going on yet acts none the wiser, it’s always so fun to see. tbh i don’t think anyone would like scaramouche irl (i sure know i wouldn’t), it’s probably for the best hat man would be shunned.

fiction is the best place to explore ideas! let’s see, an INFP yandere. i was surprised to see that kaneki from tokyo ghoul is an INFP, but now that i think about it, that’s pretty fitting. i’ve written some yan kaneki in the past so i have a rough idea of how a yan INFP might be. 

the defining feature of a yan INFP would be guilt. they feel guilty for what they’re doing to their darling, and they instill guilt into their darling to gain a foothold (whether on purpose or not). INFPs are generally introspective and in tune with their surroundings and the people around them. they would know their darling very well, perhaps better than they realized at first. they’d be very in sync with their darling’s little habits and ways without even needing to try.

i couldn’t imagine most yan INFP characters coming right out and making their various demands known to their darling. no, it’d be a long and surprisingly methodical process, with the yan INFP instilling little seeds into their darling’s mind. making them feel like they’re the only one who truly understands them, that no one has been as good to them as darling has. none of these things are likely to be exaggerations, so it comes off as all the more genuine; thus begins the process of emotionally ensnaring their darling.

of course, this is just a super general overview, so the nitty gritty details would all come down to each individual character and situation. i still hope this somewhat answers your question though!!! and thank you again for your kindness ❤️

[capri-ramblings]

I haven't written in a while and this is literally my first fic writing for Twisted Wonderland, so it's a bit dry and boring but after playing one of @malleusthorns 's click and drag game i just had to write something with my result lmao.

Lilia is a character I've yet to get to know so forgive me if he's a bit ooc here (╯︵╰,) anyways hope this isn't So bad since I'm planning to write a bunch of others •́ ‿ ,•̀

Thanks again to malleusthorn for this spark of inspo (probably ruined by my horrible writing)

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Things happened so fast, I didn't think I got any of it at all until I was blinded by darkness. Shoved into a closet with someone I've only ever met once, all the while the people I call my friends snickered behind the door that separates us.

I shifted in the closet, a habit whenever I got nervous.

Lilia shifted as well but I couldn't see him until a small green light appeared and his face was illuminated by it.

He had a small smile on his lips, his features ethereal and youthful resembling a porcelain doll made with precise skills. Really, I might be exaggerating, but Lilia had an eternal feel to his demeanor, as if his beauty came from countless lifetimes.

He tilted his head then, the ball of green light in his palm glistening. I realized then he had said something and I was just staring at him.

"Uh,sorry, did you say something, Lilia-senpai?", I tried my best not to sound flustered but given our situation, I'm pretty sure half of the school would know I was losing composure.

Damn that Ace and Grimm, next time Azul gives you anemones, I'd let Floyd squeeze you dry before helping again.

"Hmm, you seem troubled", he said slightly airy yet thoughtful. "You know usually whenever I'm troubled with something I sing a song to help me think, would you like me to teach you a song to sing?"

His eyes were wide and genuine then, like a clear crystal filled with thoughts brimming with eccentricity. Lilia at the moment, kinda reminded me of a kid rather than a senior.

"Ah! You're smiling!" He leaned in closer as his lips curled into a smile as well.

"Hey, your smile is a wonderful thing to see! If that was the case, you should smile more often!"

"Ahahaha...even when I'm forced to do things I don't really want to do at first but I can't really refuse cause Principal Crowley would use my freeloading existence here as blackmail?" I closed my eyes and crossed my arms, feigning a thinking gesture. "I'll give it a try"

Lilia laughed then,so full and warm it took me by surprise. His hands came to hold my shoulders,giving it a friendly shake.

"Hahahaha! That's the spirit! You have a good sense of humour too!"

"...Huh, anyways, Lilia-senpai, are you okay with this?" He looked at me, eyes shifting from enthusiastic to curious. His smile didn't fade when he spoke.

"With what?"

"Um, this seven minutes in heaven thing. I know I'm kinda the last person you'd wanna hang with for seven minutes of your life"

"Hmm,is that so?" Something in his gaze shifted then,a mist of thought I couldn't catch in time. It wasn't unsettling,though I felt a chill ran up my spine anyway.

"And why would you say that,little lantern?"

"L-Little lantern..?"

"Ahahaha! It suits you doesn't it? Your smile just now reminded me of a lantern I saw long ago"

"Well... It's cute, I guess"

His eyes closed, that same warm chirp of a laugh coming from him again. "Say, why wouldn't I want to spend seven minutes of my time with you?" He asked, pretty close to me, maybe a bit too close. I let out a dry laugh, and gestured dismissively with my hand.

"Well,for a start I'm not really the most interesting person in this school."

"I think I can beg to differ,little lantern. You're someone without magic, a child of man, and yet the black carriage carried you here to this school and for months now you've been able to make due with whatever is thrown your way,despite what has been thrown your way, and you do it with a clear conscience too." He tilted his head again, eyes glistening like the light he held so gracefully In the palm of his hands. At that moment, I thought I was looking at something very ancient.

"O-Oh...I didn't really see it that way.." I shuffled back, attempting to create distance, but my back collided against the door.

"Ah,sorry I was taking up a lot of space, wasn't I?" Lilia laughed but his gaze fixated on me as if searching for something before it didn't and we were back to staring at each other, not really knowing what to say.

'Man,and I thought those leech twins were hard to read..'

"Say, wouldn't you like to know how to use magic?"

"Huh?"

"You really like spacing out don't you? Little lantern if you don't keep your guard up something might happen with the little time we have now"

"...What exactly could happen?"

"Hmm, I wonder what could happen"

"That's why I asked—"

Lilia took hold of my hand then, bringing up to his face.

"We have a few minutes left, you wanna try your luck?"

"I don't know. Are you gonna turn me into a toad or something"

"Eh? You're a funny one indeed, little lantern. Here,first I'll do this" Lilia placed his hand underneath mine, holding it so my palm was open, then he let his gaze bore into it before a warm sensation began pooling on my hand. A faint sense of power enveloping it.

"Wha... Lilia-senpai—"

"Eh,what a nice reaction. There, try it!"

He let his grasp turn loose and I pulled my hand away, inspecting it like it wasn't even my own hand. Somehow,it felt different...

Lilia kept his eyes on me, a smile in both his gaze and on his lips. I looked back at my hand, sighed.

"Yolo,right?" I smiled back at him.

"Eh,Yolo?"

"Ah, nevermind. What should I do by the way? I'm kinda clueless here..."

"Hmm,maybe try floating something, that's a basic skill I'm sure you'll get right off the bat!"

My gaze searched around the room then,all the while I was wondering how I got into this situation in the first place. Why was there even a party at this hour? Ugh, this school will be the death of me, I swear.

I sighed again, and at that moment I felt something crawl up onto my leg.

I locked eyes with Lilia who was still staring at me, his hand was still holding the green light.

Ah,so it's not him?

I stiffened.

"...Lilia-senpai?"

"Hm,is something the matter, Little lantern?"

My lips parted, and the crawling came again. Goosebumps greeted my whole body.

"Little Lantern,are you okay?"

I clenched my teeth. "I think there's something climbing on my leg...!" The words came out in a hurry and had Lilia widening his gaze before he looked down and seemed like he wanted to crouch with the light to see better but I grabbed at his hand, sweating.

"Don't move! What if you make it crawl faster?"

"Then how am I supposed to help you?"

"Use your magic!"

He chuckled,his free hand coming up to slightly cover his mouth. "Isn't the light I'm using now part of my magic?"

Then he really did crouch down, the light illuminating my lower half. I closed my eyes before it had a chance to trail down, but once silence stilled in the room. I desperately wanted to scream.

"Lilia-senpai..?"

"Don't move." His voice lost it's friendliness. A brusque shift from light to authoritive in mere seconds. I shut my eyes even harder, skin crawling with goosebumps. Lilia didn't answer, instead straightening his body before he looked me in the eyes.

"Everything's okay, just don't move. I'll get rid of that thing on your leg"

"What thing?" I asked,panic lacing my words. I wanted to cringe so bad but the fear of not knowing what was latching onto me had me frozen in place.

"Nothing I can't handle"

"That's not really comforting..."

"I'm your senior aren't I?" He said then, smiling gently at me again with the same warmth from before. "Even if we're from different dorms, I wouldn't hurt someone under my care"

I nodded my head,flustered once more. "Okay"

I expected some monster to be illuminated by Lilia's light and him destroying it with his magic students from other dorms talk about with astonishment.

What I didn't expect was for him to suddenly let out a yelp and the room going dark once more as I felt his body tumble ontop of me and the door to the closet opening, causing both of us to stumble out with a loud thud as we fell to the ground.

The light seemed to burn my eyes, but my chest and back held more pain from the fall.

Ace's voice reached me first.

"Wowie, someone got excited,huh?"

"Kantokusei! Are you alright?" Came Deuce's voice next and a couple of other murmurs.

The weight from Lilia was gone and as I sat up to answer both Ace and Deuce, from the darkened closet something flew out and smacked me right in the face.

Ace and Deuce let out panicked screams while I fell onto my back again, my face throbbing.

"Ara Ara, it seems like I missed" It was Lilia, and he was already on his feet, looming over my fallen figure. He was smiling but his eyes held worry in them as he reached out a hand for me to grab.

"The door opened so suddenly, if it didn't, I doubt the flip flop would've hit you, Little lantern"

"What the hell just happened?" Ace said aloud, his eyes wide as he stared at us both. Deuce had helped me up along with Lilia and actually had Grim run off to get me a drink, but my gaze went to Lilia first who was repeating apologies with his eyes.

"Kantokusei,are you okay? That flip flop really went and smack you..."

I smiled, a sudden amusement bubbling in my throat. I stared at Lilia who seemed to glow with hidden laughter as well and nodded my head. Slightly laughing when the words leave my mouth.

"The next round,we're shoving Ace in the closet alone"

"Eh? Why?" Deuce looked concerned, his face scrunched up with confusion. Lilia laughed, tilting his head to the side.

"It's alright, he won't be alone in there,right, Little Lantern?"

[heung-mins]

hi bestie!! sorry i had this discussion with my friend earlier today and then i went on a rant to u bc i was lowkey trying to figure it out in my own brain lmao. oooh thee song to daydream too was fifteen OR begin again but i feel like it was more pure imagery?? like her songwriting would never be my experiences so that’s why they were so good to daydream to??? idk

ig by white feminism, it’s just very stereotypical things she says and does without actually being v vocal about issues?? take for example that whole girlboss clique of the 2010s or the shake it off music video where it felt heavily like cultural appropriation or her line in all too well (10min version) “and you were tossing me the car keys ‘fuck the patriarchy’ key chain on the ground” where she’s highlighting the how the guy she’s dating calls himself a feminist but is treating her like shit (fuck jake gyllenhall btw), yet she then goes on to sell those same “fuck the patriarchy” key chains for like £30… it just feels out of touch???

maybe i’m just overanalysing and being over critical (blame my stupid humanities brain) but she was called was like the first-ever recipient of Billboard’s Woman of the Year award in 2019, that whole thing she had with nicki minaj (also ew now) where nicki spoke up about how black women in the music industry are undervalued and taylor immediately jumped in and told her to stop pitting women against each other, and probs various other incidents that i’m forgetting

look i love her music, and i think when certain lyrics and songs have a hold on you, i don’t think it really can ever go away - i just find her a weird character. i feel like as a woc fan i have to preface every time i say i’m a fan of her by going “look i know she’s been kinda problematic but…..”

then again isn’t that how every celebrity is nowadays?? am i expecting too much of a 30 year old pop star who at the end of the day, will never be affected by this???

(again u don’t have to have any answer i’m just rambling at this point hahaha, thank u for listening to my rant) ❤️❤️❤️❤️

me psychoanalysing taylor swift with my beloved anon <3

thanks for explaining what u mean by 'white feminism'! personally i feel like it's more of a class thing? as u mentioned she's rich (which makes me wonder how much "protection" wealth provides women. like to what extent does being filthy rich shield u from sexism?). anyway, i did not know that she sells those overpriced key chains (i must be honest, it is giving me 2014 indie etsy shop vibes). shout out to her for calling out male feminists tho <3

i get the impression that especially female celebs are unintentionally put on pedestals by their fans (i myself am guilty of this). maybe taylor is trying her best to genuinely be [some kind of] feminist, but like the rest of us she regularly makes mistakes? not to b deep but like all human beings have flaws, every day we are growing and changing etc. however, wouldn't it be rather naive of me to make that assumption as she is one of the biggest pop stars in the entire world - surely the things she says publicly (especially about potentially"sensitive" or "political" topics) must be approved by a PR agency?

or maybe it's a combination of these aspects? she cares about feminist issues as she is affected by misogyny (especially as a woman in the music industry) even tho she's rich, but uses 2014 pop feminism to appeal to her fans and sell merch? i guess u could argue i this is right or wrong, but like she has an entire marketing team behind her. how many of these ideas are even her own (i.e. the 2014 etsy keychain)? i def think there's a difference between taylor swift the person and taylor swift the brand.

to be 100% honest if someone was like 'i'm a fan of taylor swift and i know she's problematic but...' i would be like huh?? maybe it's because i live in northern europe or something but i believe women, especially woc, are allowed to have their problematic faves in peace 😤 t swift isn't even that problematic imo so i hope u don't feel "bad" or guilty for liking her!