#so 1000 days or whatever happy brain rot anniversary guys ily

[castieldelamancha]

The world could be burning to ashes out there, for all he cares, he hopes his phone stops ringing soon. The world could be burning to ashes out there, it doesn't matter, his is gone now. The darkness took its light and the oppressive silence around him took its voice.

To think he once believed what he wanted was also out of his reach, but Dean was wrong about that. Castiel was wrong too. Idiots, both of them, so blind, so scared.

His phone keeps ringing. He should move, stand up and leave. He should save the world out there, since he can't save his anymore. He lost it all, he gets up from the floor, he dries his tear, he walks to the door, he doesn't look back, a piece of his heart stays there, where he was told how loved he was, another went with Cas, to wherever he is now, an empty hole in his chest. the last one tells him to move forward.

Make it count, don't let it be for nothing. Make him proud.

He loves so much, so strongly, Cas was right about that, and it always ends up hurting this badly.

He stops at the door, "I love you too." He mutters, over his shoulder. He could scream it, voice hoarse and pained, but he doesn't see the point, there is no one there to hear him anyway.