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lyssasdrafts · 6 months ago
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★ 𓈒 ݁ STAR—CROSSED (rhysand x reader) ⊹
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chapter three: (written) ✧
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over the weekend, you had thanked mor countless times for the opportunity she’d given you. she had insisted it wasn’t a big deal, but perhaps she wouldn’t understand how much this meant to you, how badly you had wished for a path in photography to be there for you. it had been a dream that you’d given up on for a long time until you started again for fun in your first year, but you would’ve never thought to consider it until you had the safety net of your degree.
“are we getting distracted now, y/n?” rhysand’s words interrupted your thoughts. you can hear the arrogance that coated his voice like honey. he peers above you, leaning over your desk to stare you down.
you had your chin in your palms and had been staring into the distance, but that didn’t mean you weren’t listening. however, a part of you was embrassed to admit that it was rhysand who caught your attention again and not the lesson. shifting your gaze to look up at him, you fake a smile as you respond, “i can promise you that pretty face isn’t distracting anyone, rhysand.”
rhysand quirks an eyebrow at you, almost like he was trying to guess what you were thinking about. “i never implied you were distracted by me in particular,” rhysand says blankly before a smirk makes his way onto his lips. you blink at him, realizing the insinuation about what you’d said. you curse yourself for referring to rhysand as pretty, but he definitely knew what you were talking about. it wasn’t unlike him to wink at people on campus and make small flirty comments when he knew he could talk someone into something. perhaps he’d even tried it on you at some point. it was a skill that you sometimes envied, the only ever way you convinced people was through your clever reasoning. at some point, you’d heard from elain that apparently you also happen to be quite intimidating unintentionally, something she said you had in common with nesta.
you take a moment before you respond, using it to scan rhysand’s figure. he wore his usual dress pants and a white button down shirt, his jacket further showing off his expensive preferences. despite the shiny silver watch and necklace he used to accessorize, he made himself look more casual by undoing the top two buttons of his shirt. you admired his style only because you could tell rhysand takes good care of himself and as a photographer. you recognized his jacket to be from a designer you admired and studied, revealing how his taste could be similar to yours. although he was a bother for you, the bastard didn’t have a bad fashion sense at all.
rhysand continues to stare down at you, while you wanted nothing more than to slap the expression off his face. his gaze made you uncomfortable, it burned into your skin and left your heart beating faster. he was insufferable, always taking pleasure in annoying and distressing you when he could’ve been a friend. in a perfect world, the two of you should be helping each other instead, if only rhysand wasn’t so petty and you weren’t so competitive.
you stand up for your desk, the chair making a squeak that catches the attention of some people sitting around you. those glances in your direction are ignored as you stare back at rhysand, your faces slightly inched closer than when you were sitting down. you give him one last comment before you stride out of class.
“you clearly think so highly of yourself that i’m not wrong. but since i’m not as vain as you, i have better things to do than entertain you.”
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you’d actually been in a good mood for your entire ride to the studio, despite your earlier conversation with rhysand. you had brushed it off for once instead of obsessing over every comment and heading to the library, insisting on working harder to beat him.
this was your first professional shoot as a photographer, and you had a likely chance of being asked to keep working with the studio since the previous one had quit. never once would you imagine that posting your account online and building your portfolio that it would be shown to someone at a studio like this one. you didn’t believe in fate, but a part of you thanked every star in the sky that you ended up with mor as your roommate. maybe there was some greater power that brought you and your best friend together.
perhaps this could become a real job for you, unlike what your parents had always insinuated. you could work in engineering after your degree while free lancing as a photographer. perhaps if you were really good and built a name for yourself, you could even do photography full time. you would prove your family wrong, you could find a job that provides for them plenty enough.
the studio lobby is quite modern and newly renovated, you can tell from the moment you walked through the revolving doors of the building. from the running water fountain to the hanging lights over the main desk. checking in was easy as well, once you gave the name of morrigan’s manager you were immediately given an entry pass and escorted to the correct room.
the studio room is smaller than you expected, though it definitely wasn’t underwhelming. the small room was full of lights, with different backdrops in multiple colors. the equipment caught your eye the most, with large heavy professional cameras that you almost didn’t want to touch in fear of how expensive they probably were. these were cameras that you probably wouldn’t ever get a chance to buy on your own without getting a job in photography first.
you’re left alone in the studio room after being told that the model would be out shortly. even though it was a smaller space that the studio offered, you were told that this model was apparently quite promising, but he just preferred to work with few people. you hadn’t realized until now that there wasn’t anyone else working on the shoot with you, though you didn’t really feel like it was your place to request for any staff.
you realized that he would arrive any moment now and notice the door in the back leading to a dressing room. you remind yourself that everything will be alright, that you can handle being alone with a stranger for an hour or two. you didn’t necessarily need to be too nice since you didn’t want to come across as desperate, just polite enough to be professional. your model would likely be a beginner as well, someone who might understand your current position.
in the corner of your eye, you notice a navy blue jacket hanging off a chair, proving your assumption that the model was probably in the dressing room. you can’t help but recognize the design, the style of the fabric that almost looked black from a nontechnical eye and you realize that you’ve seen it earlier.
your eyes widen once the door creaks open and rhysand steps out, fixing his hair before his gaze shifts to look for his photographer. your jaw drops at the sight of him.
“y/n,” rhysand pauses, angling his body towards you before lifting an eyebrow again. “are you stalking me now too?”
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the bat boys are bit mischaracterized at the beginning to show y/n’s misconception of them
y/n is so clearly attracted to rhysand physically… despite hating his personality <3
y/n always wanted to be a professional photographer but their family disapproved and so they decided to go into astrophysics instead :(
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@thelov3lybookworm @starsand @lilah-asteria @therealmoonstone @just-a-social-casualty-1 @ashjade19 @girlontheblock @cherry-cin @daughterofthemoons-stuff @starswholistenanddreamsanswered @sweet-chai-amore @kierramofficial @noelli-smv @c-dizzle99 @littlestw01f @marina468
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i520u · 1 year ago
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
ten. you
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You’ve known Gyuvin for much longer. You still remembered how your hands were trembling when you first walked into the class. It was 9 in the morning, and nobody seemed to care about you being a new student. You thought that that was the best case scenario, although the lack of reaction had only served in making you feel like a loser.
You remembered Gyuvin walking all the way from the opposite side of the classroom to where you were sitting, just to introduce himself to you. He told you his name, and that he was born in Seoul. He told you that if you needed any help, he was more than willing to assist you in anything.
You were very thankful for him, and you thought that the two of you could be great friends then. However, you quickly realised that Gyuvin had his own group of friends, and you were too shy to simply barge into their conversations and force yourself into the friendship. Therefore, although the two of you were considered as friends from the very first day of school, he didn’t quite feel like one until 4 months later.
You seemed lost in your own thoughts as you recalled your first meeting with Gyuvin, you weren’t really sure why you even thought about him all of a sudden. Perhaps it was the nostalgic feeling from unpacking all of your childhood stuff from the move-in boxes, or maybe it was the fact that Yujin had just announced that he was coming over to help around the house.
As if on cue, you watched the very person you were thinking about walk into your house, accompanied by Yujin. Like a typical Korean visitor, he immediately walked past you and towards your mother, introducing himself properly. A smile that was barely visible was formed on your face as you watched your friend. You didn’t realise even the smallest things such as the customs of your hometown could be missed.
You felt a hand on your shoulder, your eyes darted to Gyuvin who was now in front of you. “Are you okay? You look distracted.” He asked, a hint of curiosity evident in his voice. You shook your head as you let out a dry chuckle. “I guess I am. I’m a little tired from this cleaning spree,” you admitted, looking behind at the mountains of boxes that were still untouched.
“It’s not like Yujin is of much help. He’s just been trying to find anything embarrassing I owned as a kid,” you continued, scratching the back of your neck from feeling flustered. Gyuvin giggled as he looked over at your younger brother. “He’s so cute! You’re lucky. My younger siblings hate me.” He pouted, he put his hands on his hips to add into the dramatic effect.
You gave him a look, “I wonder why.” You smiled, followed by Gyuvin’s fake-gasp. You could feel someone approaching you, your gaze leaving Gyuvin, and towards the presence, only to be met with Yujin. He was standing awfully close to you, which made you wonder what he wanted.
Yujin put an arm around your shoulder, leaning into your ear to whisper something. “Stop flirting with him, it’s gross.” He backed away, his face morphed into a disgusted expression. You raised an eyebrow at your younger brother, swatting his arm away from you. “You’re such a freak,” you mumbled, loud enough for Yujin to hear, but quiet enough that your mother wouldn’t.
Gyuvin only stared at the two of you in confusion, but decided not to get himself in the middle of two siblings bickering. “Who should I help? Ms Han? Y/N? Yujinnie?” He asked, a proud smile on his face as he waited for someone to ask for his help. “You should help Y/N. Her noodle hands can’t even carry one box by herself.” Yujin continued teasing, you were about to give his shoulder a hard slap but he saw it coming, and dodged it.
“Also because I don’t want to hear Gyuvin waffling about his friendship breakup. This cleaning spree is already annoying as it is.” He continued, immediately making his way to your mother. Gyuvin frowned at Yujin’s lack of empathy for his situation — although he admits, it wasn’t a big deal — you on the other hand, was quite concerned with what Yujin had said. Friendship breakup? Did he get into a fight with Gunwook?
You noticed Gyuvin looking over at you as if he was waiting for your order. The need to be nosy and know more about the ‘friendship breakup’ your brother mentioned was heightened. You told Gyuvin that you needed help bringing the boxes upstairs to where your room was, and he happily helped carry the multiple boxes at once.
You were a little nervous bringing a boy, or anyone in general, into your room for the first time ever, you never had the chance to do so back then — when your parents used to fight all the time. It felt all too weird, and uncomfortably new.
Shaking off the bad memory, you tried starting a conversation with Gyuvin to distract yourself from it. “Did you get into a fight with Gunwook or something?” You asked as soon as he settled down in your room. Gyuvin’s eyes widened a little, his mouth slightly hung open when you mentioned his friend’s name. He shook his head, “not just him — but it’s not really a fight, I guess I’m just upset.” He sighed, his hands wandering around the box to figure a way to open it.
You could tell from his body language that he was avoiding eye contact, you were unsure if he was uncomfortable with the topic of friendship, or if he was just embarrassed of being upset over something that people might assume is small.
You took out a picture of you and Minji from the box he was practically hugging, looking away from him in a way to make him feel less uncomfortable. “You don’t have to talk about it,” you told him as you placed the picture on your nightstand. “No, I do want to talk about it, but I feel silly — I feel dramatic.” Gyuvin sighed, standing up to walk towards you.
Eyes darting towards the tall boy, you thought of teasing him a little — just to cheer him up. “Does Gyuvinnie need a hug?” You laughed, you didn’t really spread your arms to welcome him into a hug, it was really meant to be a joke. Although, upon seeing how his eyes lit up, and how quickly he nodded to your question, you felt a little bad leaving him hanging.
You sighed, at that moment, he reminded you of Yujin. You gave his shoulder a pat, before leaning in to hug him. It was an awkward hug — you’ve never actually hugged him before, there was even space in between the two of you, it was honestly laughable. Gyuvin appreciated it, though.
“Thanks, dude,” he mumbled, his head resting on your shoulder. “It’s Ricky, by the way, I know he’s your boyfriend, or whatever.” He continued mumbling. Your heart skipped a beat upon hearing his name, but you kept a calm composure — you didn’t want to let Ricky’s best friend, of all people, figure out that you’ve got a massive crush on him.
You broke away from the prolonged awkward hug, taking a seat on the edge of your bed. You raised an eyebrow at him, you were about to correct him on his statement, “are you guys dating?” He asked, cutting you off from what you were about to say. You pressed your lips together, looking away from Gyuvin as you shook your head.
“Okay, I won’t feel like I’m badmouthing him then,” he sighed, “he’s just been ignoring me, for a few days now. Thing is, I don’t know what I’ve done, he’s gotten mad at me before, but it has never been this bad before. Not to mention, I’m starting to feel left out by both him and Gunwook because of this.” He started rambling, but you tried your best to listen to him attentively.
Gyuvin looked sad as he tried to tell you why he felt left out, of course you knew what he was talking about. You were there when Ricky invited Gunwook to stay on that day. You didn’t ask about Gyuvin, thinking it wasn’t really your business. Who would’ve known it would actually lead into something as big as this.
Gyuvin was sitting on the floor, it was clear he didn’t want you to see his sad expression. You knew he was sulking about it — rightfully so. You could tell that Gyuvin really cherishes and loves his friends, and he was evidently upset. Maybe he just convinced himself that he was being dramatic. Although, in your point of view, you would’ve reacted the same way if Minji left you out the way Ricky did.
You got off of your bed, you let your back slide against your bed as you sat down on the floor with Gyuvin. You were hesitant, at first, but you powered through with what you had in mind. Your arm reached out to wrap itself around his shoulders, in hopes that it’ll give him comfort.
With a sigh, you gently caressed the side of his shoulder. You were unsure with what to do, but you let your sisterly instincts take charge of your actions. “It’s alright, Gyuvin, your feelings are valid. You shouldn’t make yourself feel stupid for feeling upset.” You gave his shoulder a light squeeze as you whispered.
Gyuvin’s head was still looking down to the floor — he wasn’t crying, obviously — but he just didn’t want you to see him when he’s sad. “You know,” he exhaled, as if trying to gain courage to look at you, “me and Ricky, we’ve been friends for 7 years now. If there was any conflict between us, we’d always talk it out. Which is why I’m so sad that he’s just ignoring me this time around.” His shoulders dropped in disappointment.
You honestly felt sorry for him, you wondered what made Ricky react the way he did towards Gyuvin. You didn’t really know Ricky that well, so you didn’t want to judge him after only hearing Gyuvin’s side of the story. “When I get into an argument with Minji, we’d ignore each other for a while too. I guess it’s just normal. Maybe give him a week, and then you should try talking to him again!” You advised, you weren’t sure how useful your input was, but Gyuvin seemed satisfied enough.
He caught you by surprise when he pulled you into a hug — almost like a sideway hug, if that was even a thing. “I really needed somebody that wouldn’t belittle me for my feelings, thanks Y/N.” He mumbled as his head rested on top of yours. You nodded, unsure with how you were supposed to respond.
He seemed to be in good spirits afterwards, immediately suggesting that the two of you should get back to work. He pointed out that the most important thing was to hang the curtains in your room — even lecturing you about how dangerous it is to have no curtains for privacy reasons as a girl.
“I would’ve never let my little sister stay in a room with no curtains! Who knows what could happen to her. There’s so many creeps out there, Y/N. You can never be too careful.” He sighed. You didn’t have a ladder to make it easier for you to hang your curtains (which was also the reason why you never hung them in the first place), Gyuvin suggested that he’ll do it while standing on a chair.
The two of you continued talking and joking around as he carefully did the task at hand. He was aware of how clumsy he could get, so he was being extra careful despite having fun with the conversation the two of you were having. The two of you mostly bonded over having younger siblings. You learned that Gyuvin genuinely adores his siblings, and for a second you were glad that Yujin had someone like him to lean onto.
As Gyuvin was stepping down, you could hear someone calling your name, ultimately distracting you. Your grip on the chair loosened as you looked back to the door of your room to see if there was actually someone calling for you. The chair wobbled a little, although Gyuvin already had one foot down. The wobble did affect his balance. Out of panic, he roughly gripped onto your shoulders for support.
Your focus went back to Gyuvin as you grabbed onto his waist to help him regain his balance. The push and pull between the two of you ultimately led to both of you falling, but Gyuvin was quick enough to not fall on you. “You fucking idiot,” he laughed, whispering the curse word.
You let out a giggle as you stared at him from the corner of your eye. “My head is gonna have a bump,” you told him, which only made him laugh even more. “You deserved that for being a dumbass.” He exclaimed, you would’ve continued laughing with him, but it came to a halt when you realised somebody was indeed standing by the door.
Your eyes widened a little at the familiar face. Familiar, handsome face. “Ricky? What are you doing here?” You asked, pushing yourself up from the floor. Your hands quickly dusting off whatever that might’ve been on your shirt, your mind automatically telling you to fix yourself in front of him. Ricky didn’t seemed as delighted to see you, his hand was holding something familiar.
“I stopped by to give you these. I already washed them for you,” his voice was still soft as he talked to you, but his gaze was somewhat… cold? He just seemed unamused. You recalled what Gyuvin had told you, and you figured whatever happened between them was the reason why the air was tense. Passing you the clothes that you had previously left at his house, you noticed he didn’t spare Gyuvin a single look.
You felt a little awkward being caught in the middle of it, racking your brains to figure out what you should say to lighten up the mood. “You should stay for dinner! You too, Gyuvin,” You said, your voice slightly shaking from being nervous. Ricky flashed you a smile, and even in a situation as dire as that, you managed to swoon over him. “I’d love to, but I should get going. Let’s eat lunch together tomorrow, Y/N.” He said. You nodded almost immediately to his suggestion.
Ricky mumbled a ‘bye’ to you, playfully pinching your cheeks before leaving. When you were sure Ricky was far away enough, you let out a squeal. You honestly forgot about Gyuvin being right behind you, and Gyuvin for sure noticed how red your cheeks became. He would be a fool if he didn’t catch onto your feelings for Ricky.
You tried to play it off upon realising you still had a guest in your room, in hopes that he didn’t hear you practically squealing for his literal best friend. “That was crazy. I can’t believe he just popped into my house unannounced,” you laughed dryly, hoping to change the subject. Gyuvin nodded, he didn’t want to make it awkward with you, so he pretended to be oblivious.
“To be fair, the two of you have been going to each other’s houses quite a lot. Almost like you guys are dating.” He teased. You tried not to react to what he had just said, Gyuvin noticed how your cheeks slowly started to flush again. It practically confirmed his suspicions. In fact, he was excited about this newfound information.
He might not be on good terms with Ricky at the moment, but as his friend, Gyuvin silently made a promise to himself that he will make the two of you date each other. He just wished he could tell Ricky of what he just witnessed.
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synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara's note:
now i need to think what'll happen in the next chapter bc i can't decide whether i want to go with a bad ending or a good ending
🏷️ ; @jiaant11 @shiningstar-byulxx @justemalove @okkomi @jeonghyeonsgf @blaycke @lvieee @softyminhee @starhyeon @rikislady @raeewe @se0ngmins @i-yeseo @aariiil @daydreamer5006 @ahnneyong @jayujus @girlokarina @aerxz @rikimylove
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boujiestpoet · 2 months ago
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STARCROSSED (charles leclerc x oc)
SOCIAL MEDIA/NEWS CHAPTER 2
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Summary: Is it a pr suicide to post criptic messages
FACECLAIM: The extraordinary Tems
THIS IS A WORK OF FICTION. THE BEHAVIOUR OF THE CHARACTERS DOES NOT REFLECT THE REAL PERSONALITIES OF THE INDIVIDUAL UPON WHOM THEY ARE BASED. I AM MERELY BORROWING THEIR PHYSICAL LIKENESS AND THE PROFESSION THEY HAVE FOR THE SAKE OF THIS NARRATIVE
TW: Cringiness from the writer, grammatical errors (have mercy english is my semi firsr language)
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renee_bennett: I justcame back from Norway as promised, here's the first part of the photo dump
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"Hey everyone, I wish I didn't have to write this, but I owe it to you, my amazing fans, to be honest about something personal. It’s with a heavy heart that I need to share some news. After a lot of thought, Leah and I have decided to end our relationship. This isn’t something I ever imagined saying, and it’s not easy.
Many of you know how much I cared for Leah. We shared so many memories, laughs, and incredible moments together. But sometimes, life takes unexpected turns, and I’ve learned some things that left me blindsided. I found out that Leah had been seeing someone else behind my back – a model named Ben Fields. To say I was shocked would be an understatement.
I never saw this coming, and it’s been one of the hardest things I’ve ever faced. As much as it hurts, I’m trying to move forward with dignity, staying focused on my career and the people who have always had my back. Trust is something I value deeply, and it’s something I’ll never compromise on.
I just want to say thank you to all of you who have shown us support over the years. I ask for privacy as I try to heal and process everything. I’ll always be grateful for your love, and I promise to keep giving my best on and off the track.
Stay kind. Stay true. And keep racing. 💔
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Author's Note: I'm back with another chapter I saw that in the real life chapter is not getting alot of views, that's fine, I'm having fun. So probably I will blend smau chapter with the irl chapter. If you guys have any advice, advice is welcomed.
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renchai · 2 years ago
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enha fics ²
series
tomorrow, again - yjw + nrk
charms and chasers - maknae line
star racer - enhypen
to all of the boys - hyung line
attention, please! - enhypen
seven royalties - enhypen
oneshots
devil's advocate - pjs
sunoo's guide to not falling in love - ksn
after hours - nrk
wishlist - yjw
wait for me at the bus station - psh
royal entanglements - psh
seashells - psh
moonlight - psh
attention, please! - pjs
starcrossed¹ - psh
blessed cursed - lhs+psh
fair and square - psh
turns two years in forever - pjs
afternoons - psh
the lion and the lamb - psh
angels like you - lhs
kingdom come - psh
bite me - psh
burn - yjw
teach me, please - psh
chaconne - yjw
citrus in the morning - psh
god, you're annoying - lhs
real me, real you - psh
smau's
mary - psh
odd eye circle - 02z
someday - psh
rumours - psh
zoom - hyung line
more than this - pjs
lucky one - hyung line
crush fright - yjw
cupid - yjw
dear, jungwon - yjw
sabotaged - psh
what kind of future - lhs
better than the movies- 02zz
now we date - psh
it's called love, not stalking - lhs
match found - yjw
twitch rivals - psh
oh niki, you're so fine - nrk
project: get along - yjw
stupid cupid - psh
pretty u - psh
fiesta - yjw
fake love - psh
cyber - psh
bad kisser - pjs
bad idea right - nrk
headcannon
en- crushing on you (fanmeet)
all eyes on you - en
timestamps
22:50 - pjs
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gukooky · 4 years ago
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OMG STAR CROSSED IS JUST LOOOOOOOOVE. TAEHYUNG IS SGGDSKGDLALALAHSLAAAAA.
aw im so glad you like it!! <33
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snovaness · 5 years ago
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Memes used
So basically these are the memes I’ve used so far in starcrossed smau I will be updating them as time goes on!
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king-mikotosuohs-blog · 6 years ago
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my recommendations
always updating | last updated jan 28
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kim namjoon—
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park jimin—
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kim taehyung—
starcrossed : SMAU
actor x actor au, angst/fluff, ongoing.
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jeon jungkook—
something more: SMAU
idol x nam joon’s little sister, fluff, ongoing.
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lyssasdrafts · 6 months ago
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★ 𓈒 ݁ STAR—CROSSED (rhysand x reader) ⊹
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chapter two: (smau) ✧
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— NOTES
you and morrigan always go out and take pics for her socials and it’s super fun <3
rhysand is known for being hard to work with (we’ll see if that’s true or not 👀)
mor setting up reader with this photography opportunity with rhysand?? 🤭🤭
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@thelov3lybookworm @summerandsalt @lilah-asteria @therealmoonstone @just-a-social-casualty-1 @ashjade19 @girlontheblock @cherry-cin @daughterofthemoons-stuff @starswholistenanddreamsanswered @sweet-chai-amore @kierramofficial @noelli-smv @c-dizzle99 @littlestw01f
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i520u · 1 year ago
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
nineteen. be
warnings: mentions of domestic abuse, substance abuse, drug abuse, gyuvin is not sober
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synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara’s note: just to make sure so i’m asking again. are any of you down for a gyuvin-centric spin-off/sequel 😍
🏷️ ; @shiningstar-byulxx @jiaant11 @justemalove @okkomi @jeonghyeonsgf @blaycke @lvieee @softyminhee @starhyeon @rikislady @raeewe @se0ngmins @i-yeseo @aariiil @daydreamer5006 @ahnneyong @jayujus @girlokarina @aerxz @rikimylove @jisunglogy @pleasantgardendetective @mposkyje @ilovechanhee @livelaughlovelicky @igotkpoops @moonlightjungwon @imthewon @wycure @sunoosluvr @dumb-cxm-slxt @partiallyderived @sparklingsjy @jinkiseason @444yizhuo @wave2love @wtfhyuck
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lyssasdrafts · 5 months ago
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★ 𓈒 ݁ STAR—CROSSED (rhysand x reader) ⊹
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chapter five: (smau) ✧
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— NOTES
rhysand’s hot photoshoot mhmm
we love rhysand and y/n sending cat memes to each other, cuties fr
mor is gonna be their main shipper 🙏
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i520u · 1 year ago
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
seven. temptation
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synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara's note:
just watched across the spider-verse NOW listen guys. Gyuvin as spider man… 😻😻😻😻
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
twenty. different
warnings: mentions of domestic abuse, substance abuse, also it’s a little suggestive if you squint
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You spent almost the entirety of the day with Ricky. You’ve visited the downtown, and even spent a couple of hours at the funfair that was in Santa Monica Pier. He wasn’t quite ready to send you back home, which is why the two of you were spending the rest of the night by the beach. You found comfort in the sound of the waves and the wind gently blowing as the two of you enjoyed each other’s companies.
You looked into the distance as you and Ricky talked about things that didn’t seem to matter, but you knew you would remember every little detail for years to come. Little details like how he used to wear braces as a kid, his birthday being on National Strawberry-Picking Day, and things like how many juice boxes he had drank today.
“Are you cold?” He asked, eyeing you. You shook your head, your gaze still remained on the beach waves. It wasn’t a chilly night, so the winds felt like a friendly welcome. “Is something bothering you? Should I send you home?” He asked again, a hint of worry laced between his words.
This time, you darted your eyes to look at the blonde boy. It hasn’t been long since the two of you had started officially dating — maybe it was around 6 days? A week? You wondered why it took you so long to tell him the truth about your feelings, because looking back, it was quite obvious that he felt the same way as you did. Maybe you were just too oblivious and busy asking yourself whether he liked you or not.
Ricky gently grabbed your face, squeezing your cheeks together to bring you out of your own train of thoughts. “Heeeey. Y/N.” He called out, watching your eyebrows furrowing as he continued playing with your cheeks. “Don’t think about anything other than me when we’re together,” he sulked, a small pout forming on his lips. You let out a giggle at the sight of him, giving him a nod as a response. “Sorry.” You added.
Ricky released your face from his hands, he leaned closer to you with one hand on the surface of the sand as support. Your lips parted as your mind tried arranging your words before speaking it out, although your hard work of battling bilingual issues were ruined as he abruptly leaned closer to you to envelope you into a kiss.
His intention was for the kiss to be a quick one, almost like a peck. He just wanted to tease you a little, buy Ricky had overestimated himself. Maybe it was due to the fact that he had been dreaming of this day for so long that each time he plans on giving you a peck on the lips, his plan always backfires.
What was supposed to be a peck turned into a prolonged kiss, his lips gently moving against yours as you matched his rhythm. You could feel the butterflies in your stomach as your hand slowly slid up from his waist to his chest, tracing the outline of his muscles underneath his black top.
Ricky’s free hand made its way to the side of your cheek, holding you gently, and pulling you closer. You could feel him smiling through the kiss after you leaned against his hand like an instinct. He tilted his head to the side so he could kiss you better, his body leaning forward into you. You wrapped your arms around his neck, your hand running through his hair as the kiss was turning heated.
Ricky pulled away for a second to catch his breath, eyeing you down through his half-lidded eyes. He let out a breathless chuckle before leaning in to kiss you again with the same level of intimacy as before, his hand wandering around your body the more the kiss deepened.
You eventually pulled away, your cheeks flushed and your lips swollen from how sensual the kiss turned out to be. Ricky seemed satisfied with himself, a smile plastered on his face as he stared at you.
“You’re pretty like this.” He complimented suddenly, giving you a wink. It only made you blush harder. YOU looked away almost immediately, breaking off the eye contact with him as you felt flustered. “Maybe you should get distracted more often so I could kiss you like that again.” He continued, followed by a soft giggle as he watched how shy you had become after a few teasing from him.
You pushed your body up to stand up from the sand, and Ricky followed suit. “Do you want to go home?” He asked, and you nodded your head, glancing at the time from your phone’s screen. It was getting super late into the night, and you didn’t want to reach home at the crack of dawn.
As the two of you began walking towards Ricky’s car, he didn’t hesitate to put an arm around your waist, keeping you close to him as you made small talk with him about the day, and what you had in plan for the day after.
The drive from the beach to your house was quite a long one, but it wasn’t a problem for Ricky. He didn’t mind even if he had to drive for hours as long as he’d get to spent the entire ride with you. He had one hand on the steering wheel, and the other was gently holding your hand, his fingers intertwined with yours while you softly drew circles on the back of his hand.
“By the way, Y/N,” Ricky paused, waiting for your response. You hummed, signalling for him to continue. “Did you and Yujin get into a fight? When the two of you bumped into each other at school sometimes, he never looked happy.” He asked, you pressed your lips together upon hearing his question as you didn’t think he would’ve noticed. Was it that obvious?
Yujin had been angry with you ever since you told him to stay away from Gyuvin a few days (or a week? You really couldn’t remember how long it has been since it happened) back. You were aware of their friendship, you knew that Gyuvin genuinely adores Yujin like his own brother, but you just couldn’t risk having Yujin around Gyuvin when he’s in that state. You’re okay with Yujin being angry at you and even hating you, as long as he was safe and sound.
Of course a part of you felt bad that you were generalising everyone who struggles with substance abuse to be just like your father, but you really couldn’t find it in you to be empathetic towards Gyuvin — even if he was (is?) your friend. You just couldn’t risk it.
Your mother struggled getting a divorce with your drunkard father and even moved to the other side of the world where the people are different, the cultures are different, and even the language is different just so her children could live freely without fear. You were not going to let that freedom be jeopardised, even if Gyuvin mattered to you a lot too.
Ricky noticed how silent you’ve become, he wondered if he had asked something that was private to you. “You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.” He reassured. If he could give you a kiss on the head, he would. You shook your head almost immediately, “no, no. Sorry, I just got distracted.” You admitted. You inhaled a deep breath before telling Ricky what had happened between you and your brother. How he had went to hang out with Gyuvin, the weird text that Gyuvin sent you, and how you immediately demanded Yujin to go home. You told him basically everything.
“I know I’m being unfair to Gyuvin, it’s not that I don’t trust him. It’s just that I can’t risk leaving Yujin unsupervised with someone who’s not sober.” You sighed, you bit your lower lip as you started second-guessing your decision. “To make things worse, I told our mom about it, and now she doesn’t allow Yujin to see Gyuvin anymore for the time being. He can’t tutor Yujin anymore either, so that’s why he kinda hates me now.” You finished your explanation as you didn’t want to digress.
Ricky hummed in response as he took in everything you had just told him. He knew Gyuvin better than both you and Yujin, so you trusted that he would give a good input. “You did the right thing. Sober Gyuvin wouldn’t have allowed Yujin to be with him either.” His words felt assuring to you, the guilt had honestly been eating you alive for the past few days. Of course you care about Gyuvin, he’s your first friend when you came here. It’s just that Yujin is your priority.
Ricky flashed you a smile as he gave you a quick glance. “You should appreciate Yujin more. He’s clearly still naive. It’s a beautiful thing that doesn’t last long.” You felt yourself relaxing a little more upon hearing what he had said. Ricky was right, you were so busy worrying about Yujin hating you for restricting him from something, you didn’t realise that these were probably one of the few last times Yujin would ever act rashly due to his naivety. You had forgotten that he was still just a kid at heart.
You returned the smile, leaning closer to Ricky to give him a quick kiss on the cheek. The kiss surprised Ricky, his cheeks immediately turning red. “You’re such a good listener,” you told him, followed by a giggle as you watched him all flustered from your compliment. Ricky had a toothy grin, his smile was wide as he couldn’t help but get a little shy from the cute gesture.
With a soft chuckle, he tried to act casual. “Anything for you.”
When you arrived at your front porch, Ricky didn’t actually want to part ways with you. He wasn’t sure what made him so clingy, maybe he just liked being with you so much. “Well, I’ll see you on Monday at school?” You asked him, and he nodded in response. A slight pout evident on his lips as you began to put your belongings back into your handbag.
“Don’t forget your lipgloss,” he mentioned, reaching for the product that was mysteriously left on his side of the car. He wasn’t sure how it ended up there, but he wasn’t going to question it.
You leaned in to him to kiss him on the cheek again, although it didn’t worked out as well as you wanted to as he turned his head to hand you your lipgloss a second before you could kiss him. It ended up being a quick peck on his lips instead, but Ricky didn’t mind it, bringing you in for one more kiss.
He giggled afterwards, handing you the lip product. He waved at you as you began to leave his car. You leaned down to look at him through the window, “drive home safely!” You mouthed. Ricky nodded at your words, giving you an ‘OK’ sign. “Goodnight Y/N!”
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synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara’s note: next chapter is the last one + an epilogue I FEEL SOOOO SAD I LOVE THIS SERIES TOO MUCH
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i520u · 1 year ago
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
fifteen. been
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synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara's note:
i think most of the upcoming chapters are gonna be in written form ok!!! just a heads up!!!
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
epilogue
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masterlist | previous | spin-off
synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara’s note: this was very overdue because i got sick oops... i wanted the epilogue to be just a cute little extra, that will hopefully connect back to the spin-off hehe!! thank you everyone who enjoyed and supported this series, watching it grow the same way i did!! i'm always thankful to all of the long (and short) feedbacks that i receive, i think what made me the happiest is that people were actually enjoying this silly series. i look forward to seeing you guys in the spin-off!
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
twenty-one. today
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Your heart was banging against your chest as you reached the quiet playground again. The same playground where you saw Gyuvin for the last time. That was 3 weeks ago. It’s been almost a month since you’ve seen Gyuvin, almost a month since Gyuvin started sabotaging himself. Almost a month since the guilt started eating you from the inside out.
You knew his sobriety is not your responsibility, but you couldn’t help but feel like the change in his demeanour was somewhat your fault. Maybe if you never did the stupid intervention? Maybe if you had just sought him after he kissed you and properly talked it out? Maybe things that may look trivial like these to you in the past could’ve stopped him from becoming whatever he was now.
Summer was coming to an end, the night breeze was no longer hot, but rather gentle. You slowly approached the playground with Ricky, your hands turning colder the closer you reached the playground. You could see a familiar silhouette sitting on one of the swingsets quietly, both you and Ricky exchanging looks before approaching him.
You didn’t have to say anything, Gyuvin was already looking at you. The night was dark, it was 8 PM, but you could clearly see how sombre your friend had looked like. Exhausted, famished, and sombre. You had to stop yourself from running towards him and pulling him into a hug, you so badly wanted to hug him — he was right in front of you, but he felt so far away.
“I thought you would’ve come alone.” He sighed, his eyes falling to his shoes, the rustic noise of the swingset slowly creaking as Gyuvin’s body swayed ever so slightly. Your eyebrows slightly furrowed, you didn’t want to pity him — you knew pitying him would make him feel worse about himself — but you couldn’t help it. You felt sorry for him, and you deeply missed him.
Three weeks.
Three weeks and he looked so different.
“How are you, Gyuvin?” Ricky was the first to break the silence between the two of you. He left your side as he stopped in his tracks to stand in front of Gyuvin. He avoided Ricky’s gaze, but you were unsure why. Was he uncomfortable? Or scared? He exhaled, blinked a few times as if he was thinking of a way to answer Ricky’s question.
It felt like you were frozen in time, you stood there at the same spot, just looking at Gyuvin. A wave of emotions had crashed onto you, and you didn’t know why. You worry for Gyuvin — he was clearly not in a good mental state. But why? He sounded sober, but was he really? Is it your fault he became like this? Was it the kiss? Or the intervention? What do you tell Yujin?
Gyuvin darted his eyes towards you, his gaze felt unwelcoming. “You asked us to meet. Why are you so quiet now?” He asked, completely ignoring Ricky’s question after purposely leaving it to hang in the air for a while. Your eyes widened slightly upon realising that the question was targeted at you.
You didn’t understand why you were so stunned now that you were standing right in front of the person you’ve been having sleepless nights over. You felt tongue-tied somehow. You glanced over at Ricky as he stared at you, he made sure to give you a small smile and a little nod as a non-verbal way to give you reassurance.
Gyuvin let out a scoff, his head dropping once again as he waited for your answer. Standing up, he had a condescending look on his face. “Hey.” He called out, slowly walking towards you, “let’s meet up again when you have something to actually say. Wasting my fucking time.” He spat out, the last sentence was quieter, as if he was mumbling it to himself.
You pressed your lips together. Your legs backing away as you helf your hands up to stop him from walking any further. “Gyuvin, you don’t look well.” You finally said, your voice wavered a little, but it didn’t matter. You didn’t want him to think that it was a waste of his time to meet up with you. He let out a dry chuckle, nodding to your statement. “No shit.” He whispered, making sure that it was just you who could hear him. “Did you make me come all the way here to comment on my appearance? That’s it?” It wasn’t really a question, and you knew that. It was a taunt.
Yujin used to have similar tantrums like this, you were used to enduring it. Though, it did hurt a little when it came from a friend. “I wanted to meet up with you because I missed you.” You sounded breathless somehow, it didn’t feel good to admit it, and it was also one of the many things that you didn’t understand why. Telling the truth always makes you feel better. Except this time.
Gyuvin had a smile on his face, not the good kind. The smile was more like he was in disbelief, turning around to catch a glimpse of Ricky, before diverting his attention back to you again. “Missed me? You?” He asked, using one finger to poke your shoulder harshly. Your face morphed into a look of disbelief as he jabbed at your shoulder, shocked that the Gyuvin before you now was reduced into some asshole.
Ricky made his way towards you, pushing Gyuvin back and making sure you stood behind him instead. “I don’t know if your brain is all fucked from all those drugs you’ve been taking, but don’t touch her like that.” Your eyes widened in shock, the sight of two friends threatening the thinning patience between them both wasn’t something you wanted. If they wanted to fight, you didn’t want to witness it. You weren’t sure how much more emotional baggage you could endure if they did. “Wow. Making fun of my struggles? You’ve stooped so low.” Gyuvin spoke with a condescending tone as he provoked the two of you even further.
Ricky was visibly angry, his lips parted as he was about to say something just as harsh in return. You tugged him by his arm as hard as you could in an attempt to stop them both before it escalated. “Stop picking a fight with him. You told me that you wanted to talk and fix your friendship with Gyuvin, which is why I let you follow me in the first place.” Your voice was stern as you reminded him, the grip on his arm was as tight as ever.
Gyuvin shook his head at the sight of you and his friend. “And what about you, Y/N?” He voiced out, the sound of your name made your head snapped towards him. “Did you just come here to give me sorry looks and to make me feel small and pathetic?” He continued.
You clenched your fist at his question, your gaze automatically falling to the ground as you were once again at loss for words. “I came here for you.” You muttered quietly, through gritted teeth. “Because I care about you.” You finished, although your gaze remained on the dark ground. “If you cared about me you would’ve come to me sooner, don’t you think so?”
“If you cared, you wouldn’t have shunned me out. I mean, come on. Restricting Yujin from playing Animal Crossing and like, what? Fucking Roblox because you think I’m dangerous?” Ricky sighed, upon hearing Gyuvin’s rant, it was getting obvious to him by now regarding Gyuvin’s mental state. He wasn’t sober — which wasn’t the slightest bit surprising to him — and he was also just spewing whatever. Maybe it was pent up anger, but Ricky knew it was about to get hurtful.
“You would’ve done the exact same thing, Gyuvin, and you know that.” He said, his hand slowly found yours to give it a light squeeze. He wasn’t sure if it was going to do anything, but he just wanted give you some reassurance since he was aware of how guilty you felt for not letting Yujin see Gyuvin anymore.
“It’s kinda funny. Yujin was genuinely the only person that actually showed any sign of concern for me. Not you, or you, or Gunwook. Just some little boy that I was tutoring. It kinda makes me sick.” He chuckled dryly, looking at Ricky, “you see me doing shit that can get me killed, and what do you do? Nothing. For months on end, if possible.”
He kicked the little pebble on the ground absentmindedly, swallowing down the lump that had surprisingly built up in his throat. “You never do anything. Not then, not now, not ever. But you want me to believe that we’re equal?” He deadpanned, his features broke into a sorrowful one.
Gyuvin frowned, he no longer had that cynical expression on him, and it was once again the same exhausted, and sombre face he had when you first looked at him. “If you were in my position, I would’ve done everything and anything to help you. And I did, again, and again, and again, a million times. Gunwook would’ve helped you. Maybe she would’ve too. Why can’t any of you do the same to me?”
His voice had a hint of hurt to it. Hurt, and a mixture of anger. His pupils were dilated, and he was gritting his teeth. Your mind went blank for the first time that night. You came to a realisation — all Gyuvin ever wanted was to be wanted, to feel reciprocated.
“I’m just tired. It’s tiring to be your friend, Ricky. You seem to always suck in everyone around us, and you leave me with nothing. You’re always the star of the show, and I’m always in your shadow. You say that you care for me — that I’m your friend, but I haven’t felt that way for a while. Am I just not worth any of your efforts? You never seem to be there when I need you the most. None of you were.” He sighed.
Gyuvin was less hostile now, what was left of him was purely sadness, “I guess Y/N was the last straw for me. Of course you managed to win over Y/N too. It didn’t matter that I’ve known her for longer — of course Y/N was going to open up to you the same way she opened up to me in such a short time. I’m sick of it. I’m sick of you, and you.” He glanced over to you, the glance was only for a second, but you felt the weight of it.
“Gyuvin, I’m sorry–”
“If you’re sorry, promise me this.”
Ricky blinked a few times as he stared at his best friend. Guilt was hitting him like a sudden big ocean wave. “Promise what?” He asked, his voice was soft. Gyuvin looked at both you and Ricky properly for the first time that night. His expression was stoic, but his gaze remained despondent.
“Promise to leave me alone. It was a good friendship, but I want to live a life where I don’t feel like I’m constantly standing in someone’s shadow. Constantly the first to apologise, constantly the one to prioritise your feelings over mine.”
He waited for an answer, Gyuvin’s hand reached out to Ricky’s shoulder, lightly squeezing it. “I’ll do as you say, only if your promise to be clean?” Ricky’s question turned out to be more like a statement as he stared at his friend. Gyuvin retracted his hand slowly, flashing him a sincere smile for the first time, nodding his head. He stood there for a moment, waiting. It was his silent plea, hoping Ricky would say something more, but he never did.
His smile faded, and the hand on Ricky’s shoulder was slowly retracted. Gyuvin walked past Ricky, he kept his gaze ahead. Ricky turned around as he watched his friend slowly disappearing into the night, a small frown on his face as he knew it would probably be the last time he was ever going to talk to Gyuvin.
You didn’t know why Ricky didn’t say anything — why he didn’t try to oppose Gyuvin. He looked like he had a lot to say, but you didn’t feel like you were in the position to ask him. He knew Gyuvin more than you did, and maybe he would be fighting a losing battle if he argued with Gyuvin’s terms.
The blonde boy sighed, looking over to you, flashing you a bitter smile. “I never realised how badly I treated him.” He forced a chuckle out of him, but there was no humour to it. You caressed his back gently as a way to comfort him, “fall outs happen all the time.” You reassured him.
The two of you stayed in the playground even though Gyuvin had left hours ago. None of you felt like going home, and you knew Ricky probably didn’t want to be alone at that moment. He didn’t mention Gyuvin again that night, nor did he mention anything that happened just hours ago. As if it never happened. You didn’t want to bring it up either, respecting his silent decision.
You two finally decided to walk home when the night breeze started getting colder. Ricky had an arm around your waist as you continued talking about many different things. Some trivial and some were more personal. “Can we be together tonight? Can I stay over?” He asked suddenly. You stopped on your tracks, looking over at him.
He had his usual pleading widened eyes as he waited for your answer. With everything that had unfold, you didn’t see a reason to say no. You’d like to be accompanied for the night as well. You nodded your head to his answer, which resulted in Ricky bending down to give you a kiss. 
His warm breath was a contrast to the cold air, the hand on your waist immediately pulling you closer to him. You ran your fingers through his hair as you returned the kiss, as it deepened when you tilted your head to the side so it would be easier to match the rhythm of his lips.
It was sweet as usual, Ricky’s kisses always felt romantic and sweet. But it felt desperate too, the hold he had on your waist was strong, like he wanted to keep you by his side, like you were going to escape. The other hand was holding the side of your neck, to gently guide you so that the kiss would be a proper one.
When he pulled away, his cheeks were slightly flushed, a shy smile on his face as he looked you in the eye. You grinned at him, gently caressing his cheek. “I love you.” He mumbled as the two of you resumed walking again, your house already visible from where you were standing. “Ricky, are you sure you’re okay?” You finally asked, you couldn’t stand it any longer. The amount of times something bad turned worse due to unspoken words — you’ve had enough of it.
Ricky inhaled a deep breath, once again the hold on your waist tightened ever so slightly. “I feel so many things right now, I don’t think I’m okay. For now at least. I had so many things I wanted to say, but I just couldn’t. If that’s what he wishes, the least I can do is to respect it, right?” It was a genuine question, Ricky wasn’t sure if he had dodged a bullet or if he had lost his best friend with the choice he had made.
You hummed at his question, you thought carefully on what to say for an answer. A part of you was also sad that the two had a fall out like that one, you didn’t want to encourage Ricky to stay quiet, but you didn’t want to push Ricky into doing something he doesn’t want either. “It doesn’t matter what your choice was. I think it’s never too late to fight for your friendship. I think the seven years that you two shared would hold a lot of weight if you ever decide to break the promise you made with Gyuvin one day.” You flashed him a smile, which made Ricky smile too.
“And you don’t have to fix this immediately either. Maybe when the timing is better, you’ll know what to do.”
He leaned in once more, this time to kiss the top of your head, “thank you.” He mumbled, the grip on your waist loosened this time, his muscles relaxing for the first time that night. “Thank you for being here with me right now.”
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masterlist | previous | epilogue
synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara’s note: hii i’m sorry i took a while to post this i got really busy! but anyway, let’s wait for an epilogue +++ EXTRA CHAPTERS (you guys can send me requests on who you want me to write in the SCCU <star-crossed cinematic universe>, but if no one sends a request then i guess the series will just end after the epilogue) AND THEN we’ll might have a gyuvin spin off (CROWD CHEERS)
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i520u · 1 year ago
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star-crossed ✩°。 ⋆⸜
seventeen. would
warnings: mentions of drugs/drug abuse
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synopsis ↯ in which you are paired up with ricky shen, who fully convinced himself that you purposely became his partner in order to date him.
𖤐 𖦹 ༘⋆⊹ nara's note:
because ricky finally posted after leaving me to STARVE, i decided to give u all an update 🩷 (ricky pls take notes i’m begging you)
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