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shit like this scratches my brain cause you can read it so many different ways. you can read the collums seperately:

"i love you with strange tenderness that startles me and i cannot allow myself to be so soft"

"you have transformed me and i am the monster in the mirror. i have come full circle. this. this is me, as i was destined from birth. it hurts."

or all together:

"i love you. you have transformed me with strange tenderness and i am the monster that startles me in the mirror. and i have come full circle. i cannot allow this. this is me, myself as i was destined to be from birth. so soft it hurts."

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fuck it

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The Moon That Turns You Back, Hala Alyan

he/him • 20s

poetry consumer trying to stay alive. im an adult who says concerning things tread with caution.

TAGS

#sm.rb <- i reblog

#sm.txt <- i talk

#sm.web <- webweaving

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uh p sure this is @hel7l7 ?

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"Things must happen when it is time for them to happen. Quests may not simply be abandoned; prophecies may not be left to rot like unpicked fruit; unicorns may go unrescued for a very long time, but not forever. The happy ending cannot come in the middle of the story."

"I have been mortal, and some part of me is mortal yet. I am full of tears and hunger and the fear of death, although I cannot weep, and I want nothing, and I cannot die. I am not like the others now, for no unicorn was ever born who could regret, but I do. I regret."

some nostalgia for your monday

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not to demolish you in 4k on the internet, but have u considered having friends has nothing to do with being cool?

my roman empire is the fact that i do not have any friends even though i am probably the coolest i know.

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doing fucking horribly survey said

hey, ppsst, people who owned this book at a kid- how are we doing?

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were so winning costar

were so good and cool and awesome and doing an awesome job and im not literally the dumbest person on the planet.

dw dw the things i have to say arent stupid and i am worth listening to and to be treated with respect

pat myself on the back, im doing the best can. im doing all i can its okay. literally any opinion anyone could possibly have about me and what im doing is fucking worthless

fuckin- self affirmation pilled- fucking self love maxing because someone has to let me feel secure being unapologetically me

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haha maybe a bit too thoughtful fuck

very thoughtful recently

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alex dimitrov

tomorrow is mother's day

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my head phones died

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck