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Silly little Rolan doodles
#sketch#baldurs gate fanart#art wip#bg3#rolan#rolan bg3#bg3 rolan#holy rolan empire#rolanites#rolan bakery#kenough#hot rolan#slutty rolan#Rolan's little slutty waist#why do I change artstyle whenever I pick new brush?!
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Im posting this separately as well because i love it lol
#bg3#send more slutty outfits for him#rolan#tiefling#bg3 rolan#holy rolan empire#artbyale#art#baldurs gate 3
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╰› Imagine the sloppy sounds your pussy makes as Haarlep squeezes your fragile neck- your body covered in sweat, tears, and bruises as they thrust into you threatening to fill you till you're nice and plump with their offspring, “Embrace your new role, for you are nothing more than a breeding toy for me, dove.” You babble off a slurred response, too drunk on their words and cock.
╰› Imagine being on your knees, your face flushed as Raphael tugs at that pretty collar he put around you neck, “Always so eager to please me, to be guided by my will...” His signature smirk playing at his lips as he sits in his chair with his legs crossed, “Bark for me, pup and you might just be reworded with a treat.” Once you do as he commands he allows you to bounce on his cock, his head leaned back drinking in the pleasures your tamed pussy has to offer.
╰› Imagine creaming around Zevlor’s cock as he rubs your abused clit. You toss your head back begging him to slow down, “S'too much Zevy~!” You attempt to push your knees together but the older tiefling spreads them back apart with a soft chuckle, “I'm only doing what you asked of me, darling. If you wish for me to stop I shall-“ Zevlor's eyes widen as you squirt for the first time all over his thighs and cock. You blush profusely in embarrassment and shame as he looks at the mess you created, “You have nothing to be ashamed of.”
╰› Imagine getting railed by Gortash in an alley when someone is just a few feet away. He covers your mouth and threatens you with a the sharp tips of his gloved hand to your throat, “It would do you well to keep that slutty cunt of yours quiet or I'll be forced to make you bleed.” Your eyes roll in the back of your head as he pushes you flush against the wall. His body keeping you in place as he continues to fuck into you until you're squirting around his cock making a nice little puddle on the ground below.
╰› Imagine being bound, your arms tied above your head while Rolan watches you twitch with your tongue hanging loosely out the side of your mouth. His mage hand overworking your sensitive pussy, watching as the hand forces his cum deeper inside you, and if any escapes he commands the mage hang to scoop it up and shove it back within you, “Look at you, fucked stupid by a hand that isn't even my own.”
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…….so…..I was trying to figure out how Rolans robes worked and I’ve seen a lot of artists draw the blue tunic as a separate piece….and one thing led to another and I…
(He can go as a slutty version of himself for Halloween ig)
#art shitpost#my art#bg3 rolan#rolan bg3#rolan#how many ridiculous outfits will I draw him in#all#all of them#😅#I’m sorry for this one
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Reb, my beloved, may I offer up for your consideration - thigh riding with Rolan? Lazily wrapping one arm around Tav's waist while he's trying to do work, seemingly unbothered by the way they're grinding their hips down against him. 🥴
YES BELOVED YOU MAY OFFER THIS 😳
God damn, and Rolan would act totally unbothered wouldn't he?? Scribbling his little notes while Tav grinds and whines on his lap. Making dry comments about "keeping it down" or "please control yourself dearest" etc etc. Meanwhile he's clearly hardening up but trying to ignore it and keep composure. God he's such a bitch. He wants us so bad. We as a fandom need him biblically
T, I swear this ask and all of today's asks are single-handedly curing my burnout. Can't wait to get off work and write shameless Rolan smut feat. his slutty book throne
#bg3 rolan#underdark dreams asks#el-tur-el#i love the holy rolan empire so much#you all are depraved in the very best way
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Tav and the Tadfools are definitely the most insane friends Dammon has ever made
rebranding myself as an artist who draws hot video game characters in slutty little crop tops 🫡
first drawing of three that I'll be doing of my favourite bg3 tieflings in the silliest tshirt quotes I could find on pinterest 🤭 Rolan and Zevlor pieces coming next!!
#dammon#bg3 dammon#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldur's gate 3 fanart#art#digital art#digital illustration#my art#watchlist? more like. watch thesse tits.#sorry. its 4.30am i am tired#i havent drawn anything in two months phewwwww i was so worried about jumping back in#but dammon is like ?????? insanely easy to draw????? he's all angles i lov him#anyway i already have dumb tshirt quotes ready for the other two but if you see this and you have a request lmk#bg3 blogging
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Just because I'm still mourning how few NPC's my slutty bard Tav was able to rub bits with please tell me
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#poll#PLEASE TELL ME I WANNA KNOW#raphael#bg3 rolan#lucretious#abdirak#barcus wroot#nine-fingers keene
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AFAB! Githyanki Tav (like my AMAB one. Anti Vlaakith and is just different )
Tav has got that wizard. However she is making him work, if he can make her orgasm, she will definitely reward him with her strap. So, he must be a good boy.
Rolan wants it so he immediately starts licking and kissing her inner thighs and starts eating her out. Drinking her fluids like a parched adventurer at an oasis as he swirls his tongue around her folds and even slides it inside her.
The feeling of her sharp nails in his hair scratching his scalp makes him hard. His hard cock leaking and his tail in the air. She praises him as keeps going, grabbing his horns and pushing his face deeper into her wet cunt.
Rolan manages to make her orgasm and quickly licks her clean as she praises him for a job well done and now he gets his reward.
The slutty wizard on all fours presenting himself. Tav slides inside his hole and starts railing him. Smacking his ass and the tips of her nails poking his flesh as she rubs his ass. He’s moaning loudly as she keeps on. Strong thrusts and he craves more. Soon, he’s drooling and he feels her hand jerk him off, he practically screams as he cums into her hand and soon feels the strap cum inside him.
He’s a twitching mess with scratches and a few bite marks from her sharp teeth but he wears it with pride as she takes care of him and soon snuggles with him
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fuck - I have no notes - I'm deceased.
God, I love Rolan being a slut for pain - the scratch of sharp nails and the sting of sharp teeth, anything to make his cock hard and his eyes water - to snap him out of whatever he might be stressed about, because once those claws bite into his skin, he can't think about anything else. And then Tav's taste? Their praise, as he eats them out with a passion borne of desperation? He's almost coming untouched - but it's a good thing he manages to hold on, because he comes even harder when he's filled.
#cabbage answers#rolan#sub!rolan#i died when I first read this and honestly#withers revived me but I don't think I've got long left on this earth after reading it again <3#🐎 anon
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Tav/Durge datasheet
Got tagged by the lovely @savriea, thank you!!! tagging @adoenamedjane @elizauh if you wanna <3
This is Tav from You keep showing up. She and I haven't even gotten to the grove yet buuuuut with a pinch of imagination and the knowledge of what she gets up to afterward, I made this up together with some of my general opinions. I probably could've chosen some Tav/Durge I've finished the game with buuuuut (2) she's all I can think about lately.
Tried keeping this simple, yapped a lot.
Name: Ester 'Tav' (there was another Ester in her class and Tavanthuriel is just a mouthful)
Family name: Tavanthuriel
Age: 155
Race: High elf (Moon elf, I've decided)
Class (if multiclass, levels): Sorcerer of the stormy flavour
Alignment: Chaotic good bordering on chaotic neutral sometimes
Deity: Aerdrie Faenya
Favorite spells/skills (only three): Chain of lightning, shocking grasp, and she's a master at persuasion.
Armour during Act 1: Sorcerer robe
Armour during Act 2: The Protecty Sparkswall
Armour during Act 3: Vest of Soul Rejuvenation (Gale snatches the robe of the weave which Tav was fine with because honestly that robe isn't pretty)
Camp clothing: Astarion's camp clothes (mostly to get him out of that slutty shirt so I don't accidentally romance him again).
Favorite dyes: Black and Jade dye
Weapons during Act 1: Starter quarterstaff/The Spellsparker
Weapons during Act 2: Spellsparker!!! (lightning charges go brrrr)
Weapons during Act 3: Markoheshkir, Gale ain't snatching that (Thank you, Rolan!!!)
Buffs you have achieved:
None this far but girl's gonna get whipped (Loviatar's love) and she'll read that book without sparing a thought (Tharchiate Vigour).
Best bro/sis companion (until two): Astarion
Main love interest: Technically Raphael, thinking about romancing Lae'zel in the play through though...
Favorite NPC (only three): Lia (they are BFFs), Raphael (reluctantly), literally anyone she can tease a bit
Favorite enemy: Raphael 😈
Favorite battle: Halsin in the portal (I love that battle don't @ me)
Favorite scene: Lifting the shadowcurse
Favorite dialogue: Ummmm not quite sure
Decision about Absolute at the end: Frees Orpheus, destroys the brain, gives crown to Mystra.
Your Tav/Durge screenshot:
I should get one in good lighting but cannot be arsed booting up the game right now.
Fun fact: Our girl studied at Arkhen's Invocatorium but hardy graduated so that failed Arcana is completely in character.
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I have now had two separate people say that they want the long post about why I hate Zevlor so.. here you go
NOTE: NO HATE ON ZEVLOR FANS I DON'T WANT TO SEEM LIKE AN ASS THIS IS JUST MY OPINION, IF YOU DON'T WANT TO SEE IT SCROLL- also if I'm misremembering/misinterpreting details pls lmk and I'll edit the post, it's hard to remember with 340+ hours of gameplay across a handfull of runs and I'm totally willing to admit I'm wrong lmao
Explanation on why I hate Zevlor below ⬇️
First of all, it is NOT visual. While I don't personally find him attractive I'm not gonna sit here and be like "oh he isn't a cute hot fictional man who is seven feet with a slutty waist 😭😭" no, I just hate this guy's personality. Looks have nothing to do with it.
My main reason is I personally feel like he is a bad leader of the teiflings, and not for all the reasons you may instantly think of. I don't actually blame him for abandoning the teiflings due to the cult influence. That was NOT his fault, it's literally a cult that can control your mind and if I hated him for it that would mean I would also have to hate Minsc, Minthara, and the Duke, which I don't. I like all those characters. The difference is his actions before and after.
Let's start with before. Now in the Grove it is ABUNDATLY clear these teiflings have no hope. Like seriously Lakrissa (I think that's her name) places a bet with you and she is betting that they won't survive. Now obviously you don't see his actions until you show up but if under his leadership all the teiflings have no hope for their survival, it's reasonable to assume Zevlor was never a very inspiring leader. A good leader should be able to help his people have faith in themselves, and those people managed to escape the literal HELLS. While it isn't entirely up to him how they feel surely he could have helped them a little in that area, but clearly he hasn't.
After Tav shows up things change a bit. Now I don't fault him for getting help, that was a tactical move on his end. His people were suffering and he saw hope from these random travelers that MAYBE they could survive. My gripe here is why the hell would he put the fate of all the teiflings, and to some extent the Grove, on four people he has never met before ever. Like he saw them fight once and just sent them off. What he should have done was gone with them to make sure things went smoothly and help. Or, in the scenario that he didn't want to leave the Grove (or rather the teiflings) without their leader, he could have at the very least sent some people out with them. Like, in the situation that you end up betraying the Grove, that is partially on him for the fact that he gave their personal info and location to some random people and went "yeah this will not backfire at all." And as proof that it isn't that crazy to imagine the leader helping, look at Halsin. He is kidnapped and knows the Grove leader isn't there, yet the moment he is free he doesn't just rush back to the Grove and tell Tav to fix his problems. He instead stays and helps fight the leaders (if you so choose.) That is the RIGHT thing to do. Not only did he not just trust a total stranger, but he actually helped in return for being aided. Zevlor does NONE of that. Hell- when you do save the teiflings in act two he doesn't give you shit. The teiflings themselves do.
Speaking of act two, can we talk about how Rolan gave them hope for the first time in probably ages? Sure Tav helped, but going back to the point I said earlier- they had NO HOPE with Zevlor as leader. But, when they quite literally had just been abandoned by the guy who was supposed to protect them, ROLAN of all people showed up and saved them. I feel like Zevlor, to a certain extent, can't face danger all that well, something a leader should be able to do. But Rolan in saving them gave them hope when they'd just been abandoned. Something Zevlor couldn't manage for probably months maybe even years (I can't remember the exact timeline.)
Now as a sort of counterclaim, I'm well aware someone is pushing up their glasses, rolling up their sleeves, and going "Aha! You fool- Zevlor comes back for the final battle against the absolute! Blah blah that's good because-" shhhh. Yes, I do give Zevlor SOME credit here. It is super awesome that he came and helped Tav.. however. Me personally I feel like that wasn't the right thing to even do at that point. Better than doing nothing yeah but still bad. See- in act three if you speak to some of the teiflings who are outside Wyrm's Crossing you can hear them saying they haven't heard from Zevlor since he left them. He vanished, completely. That is not okay at all. I know they are pissed at him so maybe he wanted to give them space but considering the fact that they are homeless, probably poor, just narrowly escaped death a few too many times, the last thing they need is to also be leaderless. At the very least he could have sent a letter saying what even happened to him, but what he should have done was go back to them and try and work things out. If they ended up saying they didn't want him anymore fine whatever, he could then go. But he literally says sorry for abandoning them and proceeds to continue to do so. They have no leader, and probably no idea how to get into Baldur's Gate. How could he just leave them that way? And I know he went to help Tav but he has seen before Tav is a perfectly capable person. Tav isn't the one he needs to focus on saving and making things up to, it's his people. Especially since some of those people are children and probably orphans on top of that. And of course I don't know if he does after the events of the game, he totally could. But my point still stands.
In conclusion, it is my OPINION that Zevlor is not a good leader, and honestly a sad excuse for one. This is all just from memory and I'm tired ASF so sorry if it sounds stupid I'm just getting my thoughts out. And if a Zevlor fan reads this I encourage you to comment or send an ask about why you like him because honestly I'm very curious! Anyways ty for reading I am a man who is far too dedicated to video games!! 👍
If I'm wrong.. mb honestly 🧍
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 rambles#bg3 rant#tw: opinions#bg3 zevlor#zevlor#baldurs gate zevlor#don't take this too seriously its just a game lmao#all my love to Zevlor fans#he just ain't for me
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@grief-worn sent
i do adore the dynamic babsi has with astarion (estarion) . and OF COURSE, i am slowly coming around to shadowyarn :)c also babsi x puck.
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Babsi and @estarion are the funniest and sweetest shit I've come across in a long time. They are so fruity, they make my heart go a little crazy if I might say . . . I love how it is now established lore that she feeds him finger blood as a snack. Like "Come here baby, have some yummers ♥" like you feed a baby kitten who lost its mother. He also makes a great mannequin with that slutty waist.
I never really considered Shadowheart and Babs until you came along with the softest ideas, how dare you . . . They can gossip the night away while pressing flowers. They can gossip about Astarion, I bet that will be fun for all parties involved. That lady needs a hot half-elf goth gf so badly. Thank you for opening my eyes. I am forever in debt.
And of course, the loser ship that is dogyarn. @bloodtwin , you won. Puck is officially more demanded than Rolan. You get your stupid little medal now. But maybe they can persuade him in a threesome, I mean huh ? Weird who said that . . .?
#grief-worn#estarion#bloodtwin#only W takes here#yeah Babs seems to have a thing for (half) elves too#✂ ˚ out of yarn ˚⠀⠀/ ooc .
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AAAAA THANK YOU OMG SO HAPPY YOU LIKE HIM :DDDD
Another masterpiece from @arczism
#i just noticed the notif D:#reflection like i kiss i love it :D#thnak you for supporting my art <3#and slutty rolan!!#we're both grateful#hehehe <3
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Tavs of judasiskariot/bhaalbattlebeerbard
Devorah
My third tav (durge run)
Quick Facts:
Race: Drow
Class: Bard (Lore bard)
Instrument: Flute
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/Her
Sexuality: Pansexual
Scent/Perfume: Jasmine, white tea, pink grapefruit, vanilla, rosé magnolia, pink hibiscus, guava
Hair: White with changing coloured highlights
Eyes: demonic white
Tattoo: colour changing plant ranks on her neck and face
Skin: light lichen
Romance: Astarion + Halsin + Gale (She choose broken hearted Astarion over Gale, but can’t stop thinking about Gale and if he would give them another shot)
Pros & Cons, characterisation:
Real Dress Up Darling Doll
Likes to dye her hair and change the appearance of her look
Looking good is often more important to her than stats
Likes slutty outfits and has no problem with nudity
Chaotic evil and good (redeemed durge)
Likes to flirt; Is always up for a sexy time with everyone
Barcus awakened a gnome fetish in her, because as drow a man never was mean to her and since he was the first one to ever so “No” to her with his “I would kiss you but I don't want to do that to either of us” and too many drinks at the Tiefling party she decided drunk that it is her goal to kiss him (but she did not find the guts to do it so far) So this drunken night left some gnome fetish in her; the meaner and repellent they are, the more she wants them
Silly little goose
Goblin supporter, she absolutely loves them
Not the best fighter, not the best with spells, but she really tries her best and will never let you down
Want to be friends with Rolan and most people in general
#for my#pinned post#Devorah#Tav: Devorah#judasiskariot#bhaal battle beer bard#me#mine#my tav#drow#larian#dnd#bg3#tav bg3#bg3 tav#baldur's gate 3
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Sorry (not sorry) but slutty 80s camp counselor Rolan needed to be finished (this is your fault @lemonsrosesandlavender )
Extra special close up 👇😉
#art shitpost I guess lol#my art#no apologies#rolan#bg3 fanart#bg3 rolan#AU Rolan#rolan bg3#don’t encourage me
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Instinctive Charm
If Instinctive Charm were a spell, and Rolan had asked Tav to teach him the art. But the only way to achieve focus remains primal passion. Summary of chapter 2: To prepare for the ritual, Tav gives Rolan a Truth serum. Now he must reveal all his feelings.
Chapter 1 Chapter 2⬇️
A no-rules, no-fault territory.
— So where do we start? - Rolan asked, looking around in confusion and rubbing his hands together nervously. He was overcome by excitement, mixed with a hypnotic feeling. The tiefling's tail was tapping rhythmically on the table and he didn't even notice it.
Tav plumped into the cushions like fluffy clouds and snuggled down, taking a couple of cups of tea with her, using the wizard's magic hand to keep them from spilling. With a nod of her head, she invited Rolan to join her. He obediently sat down beside her, the magical hand holding one of the cups for him.
The dim light was no hindrance to the Tiefling's sharp eyes, which could see clearly even in the dark. Rolan studied the furnishings and noticed that Tav had carefully prepared the room, changing it beyond recognition. She herself was dressed more revealingly than ever. Her closed robes had been replaced by thin silk bands of dark fabric that wrapped gracefully around her body. They flowed softly from her breasts to her hips. At the bottom, the ribbons knotted into a bizarre skirt that revealed her legs with every awkward movement. The outfit barely hid her figure, exposing most of her skin and leaving little to the imagination. There was something appealingly slutty about Tav today.
It was foolish to deny that she had a devilish charm. Though she didn't have a drop of devil's blood in her veins, unlike him, she had an undeniable magnetism. Even in the grove, Rolan began to notice the ambivalent glances of Tav's companions in her direction. Whether it was a natural gift or the result of her training at the Charm School, he didn't know, but it almost made him forget why he had come here.
— You know, I've seen a lot of things, but this is the first time I've seen a ritual begin with tea," he said, taking the drink offered.
"Oh, my dear Tower Master has no idea how many discoveries he has to make today, the more interesting it will be," Tav thought, smiling enigmatically.
Rolan examined the contents of the beaker: Herbs, small pink flowers and tiny specks of reddish dust floated inside. The Archmage took a cautious sip. The flavour was rich, slightly tart, filling the taste buds with a pleasant acidity.
The drink envelops you in a delicate aroma, stupefying and pleasing, momentarily clouding your judgement. It relaxes the body and mind, penetrating deep inside and creating a sense of serenity.
— Hmm, what is it? - asked the Archmage, amazed at the unusual sensations and effects.
— There are several ingredients: Ditania, to sharpen your senses and heighten your perception; Vilerge, to calm your mind and body; Belramba, so you won't be afraid of what you might find inside; and finally... Truth serum, the true key to your inner world, which will help you to be honest with yourself first and foremost. - she explained as if nothing had happened.
Rolan's eyes widened in surprise and he put down the cup, looking at his teacher with a puzzled expression.
— Yes, it's not Arabellan Dry at all, I'm sorry — Tav added sheepishly, shrugging her shoulders and spreading her hands in a gesture of apology.
— Zurgan! Are you serious? You just drugged me? - The tiefling shrieked in indignation, clearing his throat with a wet, sticky cough that grew louder and made him shiver. A few dark droplets rolled off his lips, leaving marks on his chin. He tapped the mug with his long, sharp claw, suspicious and somewhat disgusted. - I would have told you all you needed to know without it.
— We need all this to find out what's preventing you from concentrating, Rolan. Do you understand? Retrospection and introspection are the most important processes in the preparation of a spell. You have to look deep into your mind and see what is blocking your magical power. These herbs and serum will help us do this, they will remove any barriers and allow you to be honest with yourself.
"And who in their right mind would volunteer to drink truth serums? No, dear Tower Master, it doesn't work that way." Tav paused and looked at Rolan carefully, as if trying to read his mind and see how he would react to her words. But his response was only an infernal grunt, the meaning of which remained unclear to her.
— I know this may seem unexpected and even frightening. But I want to assure you that I will keep all of your secrets. No information you reveal in this state will ever leave this room. And I'm here to help you, not to hurt you. I had to make sure that everything went well. But if you don't feel comfortable or ready to continue, we can stop right now. - she concluded.
Tav paused again, giving the tiefling time to consider her words and make a decision.
Rolan raised his hand in protest:
— What, and miss such an opportunity? Hell, no! I initiated this myself and I intend to see it through. - He realised that he had been taken onto a rather unexpected merry-go-round of events, but it was impossible to leave.
After a moment's hesitation, he emptied the goblet, wiped his chin and stood still, waiting for the potion to take effect.
There was a tension in the air, filled with unspoken words and unseen thoughts. Every corner of his mind was reaching for hidden phrases, ready to burst out like birds from a cage - if only a question were asked.
Rolan wiped his forehead with his sleeve and, risking the check effects of the drink, said:
— Anyway, I think you've done an incredible job just for me, and it's amazing. You put so much effort into the preparation," he said, feeling his tongue becoming less and less obedient and the effects of the serum becoming more and more noticeable, - Lorroakan would never have done anything like this. I'm really impressed. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm saddened by your mistrust. - He rubbed his forehead carefully with his fingers, trying to get used to the idea that his mouth now belonged only to his mind, which was almost impossible to stop. - I must say, you look absolutely ravishing today. I can't take my eyes off you, no matter how hard I try. And...
— Great, thank you, Rolan - Tav interrupted the flow of his drifting thoughts, but he continued to babble quietly with a frown on his face.
Done! The dosage of the ingredients had been calculated correctly and the serum began to work quickly and effectively. As expected, the Archmage could not resist its effects for long. Tav received the first open compliment from the Typhling since they had met. Well, the truth serum was a tool that had never failed before. Now we can begin.
She shifted her posture and sat on her knees, moving closer to him:
— Still, extracting your ulterior motives can be a painful process. But I've had a worm removed from my own brain, so I can imagine what it's like. If it gets unbearable, just give me a sign. I'm here for you. Know that you're entering a realm where there are no rules or mistakes. There are no ethics, morals, shame or judgement. Shall we begin?
Rolan was still master of this tower, but no longer master of his own language. But he was neither hysterical nor panicked. Tav had mixed the ingredients skilfully. Or was it just that he trusted her so much?
— We've been through a lot together. You know I would trust you with my life. - It was dangerous to question herself now, to think more. Just shut up if you don't want to embarrass yourself,' the tiefling thought, aware of the futility of these thoughts.
— Good. What are you thinking about, why can't you concentrate on your instinctive charms?
— Because that door is locked right now — he replied, sucking in air convulsively. - I have an emotionally sucking life life, Tav. I don't even have any feelings to put into a spell. You need to know the truth, to know what's inside me, but there's no comfort in that truth. All you'll find is not even pain, it's just... Emptiness.
Of course, she could guess how miserable he felt after all they'd been through. It became clearer to her what the reason for the lack of concentration was. Well, there was something to work with.
— There's no door we can't open. Right? Even for the dead, there's more than just emptiness here. - Tav had to sharpen all her mental faculties to analyse Rolan's words and choose the best solution to support him. - So how did you get under a layer so thick that nothing can penetrate it?
— I fought for so long, all my life, to stay alive. But one day I was truly afraid, ever since the day Elturel fell. And I forced myself to believe that nothing mattered, absolutely nothing. - Rolan struggled with each word, and despite the soothing herbs, he began to pound.
As he spoke, his hands suddenly moved, as if he were fumbling for something. He looked around in confusion, as if realising his own actions:
— When you don't care, when you have nothing to lose, nothing to gain, no matter what happens around you, whether it's a teacher beating you or your congeners dying every day, you don't care, you don't care! Everything changes, nothing stays the same. You realise that when your house literally falls into the underworld.
Rolan sighed slowly, struggling to control himself, and at that moment his hands gripped the old carpet on the floor.
— But I had to hold on, if only for the sake of my family, and I hide all my feelings to avoid the shock. Everything became a sham. And I was sucked into a container called 'Nothing'.
He finished his confession, stood up and turned away from Tav to hide the tears of self-pity.
"Poor traumatised soul," Tav thought. - He kept it all to himself. He kept playing the part of the important Archmage, and even when it was over, so as not to frighten his family, he didn't tell them. Didn't hug them. Didn't cry. Didn't go through the pain. He hadn't told anyone yet, and he was alone in this airless, galactic solitude. His limping past still nipping at his heels".
She stood face to face with him. She took his hot hand in hers, felt his trembling and thought of a way to get him out.
— Hey, it's over, remember? You and your family are safe, the goblins defeated, the Illithids destroyed. You've got a new home and you're doing what you've always dreamed of doing. Think about it. You can't bring back and fix the past, you're here now, but you've buried yourself and it's dragging you down.
He just looked at her grimly and nodded slowly, confirming her understanding without words.
— I used to think pain was worse too. The eternal torture. I thought that was the worst. When the world falls apart and the people you love die... But as long as you're conscious, it's still better, isn't it? Better than feeling nothing, than just falling into the darkness and shutting yourself off forever.
He put his other hand in hers, pressing their palms together and intertwining their fingers, as if looking for support and encouragement. "Was she ever this close?" - Rolan thought. "Does a Tiefling's skin have to be so hot?" - Tav wondered.
— Do you want to stop now? - she inquired, seeing his confusion.
— No, Tav. No. This emptiness is pressing down on me, but I can't find a way out. It can be so hard. It's too hard to breathe... And I just want to scream my head off.
— You can scream now. We were there together, Rolan, I know. I'm here with you. You don't have to carry it inside yourself and endure it yourself. The weight could break your back. Don't carry it alone. - she caressed his hands, conveying her support and warmth.
Tav hugged him tightly and he rested his head on her shoulder and burst into tears. He screamed and cried and she comforted him, repeating that everything was all right now. He held her back with such force that her flesh signalled her pain.
— You're not alone. That's it. Breathe. Remember? Dragon breath: inhale deeply through the nose, hold it and exhale powerfully through the mouth to release.
— I'm trying to wake up... I'm afraid I'll sleep all my life and die... Let me live and feel for at least an hour... I don't even know if this madness is really happening...
— Give it to me, all your madness. Let it go quickly, before you drown. - A tear rolled down Tav's cheek.
They cried and screamed together, then laughed at their swollen faces. They began to play like children, hitting each other with pillows and shouting: "Hey, look, I'm a mind flayer!" And when they had played and cleaned themselves up, they collapsed back on their pillows and drank their usual soothing green tea.
#bg3 rolan#holy rolan empire#rolan x tav#bg3 fanfiction#tiefling#rolan nation#baldur's gate 3#truth serum#hugs#fanfic#bg3 fic#drama#fantasy
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u see Rolan in the corner of a dark tavern playing with a Produce Flame cantrip what's ur pick up line
Part 2 of my 'Tieflings in Slutty Little Crop Tops with Dumb Slogans' series. The accompanying Dammon Crop Top post is here 🤭😳 and a Zevlor piece coming soon!
#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#rolan#bg3 rolan#bg3#bg3 fanart#baldur's gate 3 fanart#art#digital art#digital illustration#my art#bg3 blogging#tbh. got lazy with the chair and background and then realised that being lazy made it harder to make it look cohesive#anyway just enjoy rolan being pretty and head empty for alittle while bc he deserves to just be hot and dumb occasionally#his baby blue crop top and lack of self preservation skills have bewitched me
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