#slothposter

[slothbian]

So it's been an exciting few weeks

Finally aknowledged I'm trans

Came out to most people irl by now

Made an initial appointment next week for the prerequisite health tests to hopefully go on T soon

I spent way too many years afraid of not really knowing myself and then of being unable to convince others that I know myself. I have a great therapist these days, thankfully.

Frankly, I also wasted way too much time assuming that I needed to figure out if I'm not maybe also a bit nonbinary before even talking to anybody about it? But like, what does it matter if I'm only like 95% a man instead of 100%? It's not like that's something you can actually quantify. It also wouldn't change anything about the name I want, or which pronouns are correct for me, or the kind of dysphoria I experience. It certainly doesn't change anything about the hormones and top surgery I'll need to alleviate it.

And I'm quite certain you always go into big life changes and choices feeling a bit unsure. You just gotta take the plunge at some point.

But since I did, I've been feeling a lot better in general. Lots of energy and motivation. I can't remember the last time I've been in such a good mood? I'm actually looking forward to the future for the first time in over a decade.

And honestly, the reactions have been mindblowing so far. My friends are so on board. It was almost whiplash how much of a nonissue coming out was after I'd been excitedly looking forward to meeting them for weeks. (I absolutely wanted to tell them in person and one of my closest friends lives a few hours away so we don't see each other often.) They just went along with it and even started to correct each other when someone mixed up my name or pronouns. Within 5 minutes it went from "So, I have to tell you something" to "Hey [chosen name], you want a pickle?"

On two separate occasions I got a very casual and relaxed "Wenn das so ist, dann ist das halt so" (Basically "If that's how it is then so be it" - my translation doesn't quite capture the vibe.)

My best friend, who's offensively cishet, is still my biggest cheerleader. Just a bit annoyed at me for having mostly one topic at the moment, maybe. Things are going pretty well.

[etsypromoters-blog]

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[fullofwoerms]

Lovecraft annoys me. Having tentacles and half a human face is setting unrealistic expectations for nonbinary bodies. Not all of us can be 20ft tall and made of tentacles and clouds.

[sherbovania]

compiling some of my fave school doodles? sketches? idk

[raglan-rose]

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[forgottenbones]

My dog starts squeaking with excitement when heading to my mum's place for a visit. She just keeps going like this, louder and louder until we get there, making way for full on barks. She's too darn adorable. :3 pic.twitter.com/ViHZCEC5GO

— Slothposting Always (@CaseyExplosion) 12 gennaio 2018

[slothbian]

Second day on Vyvanse

What the absolute fuck

Is this what it's like for people without ADHD

[slothbian]

The woman at my local bakery asked if I wanted a coffee along with my baked goods. Still had to do the rest of my shopping so I didn't buy one but I've been having a shit week and the last few days have been particularly bad so it's nice that she apparently recognised me and also remembers that I often (but not always) get a coffee. Human connection and all that

[slothbian]

Not gonna lie. I'm having a bad time.

[slothbian]

I have some sort of throat infection and it hurts and I have zero energy

Like I'm fine technically, I just feel bad and I'm grumpy

[slothbian]

Celebrating Succession season 4 by watching Succession season 2 because I am once again late to the party

[slothbian]

You know, I don't like the posts about how autism and ADHD are only a problem because of the modern way of life and how we would have all been super great hunters or stone tool makers or whatever. It's really not that simple. But I genuinely do believe that many aspects of "modern society"(tm) are quite detrimental.

Because a world which leaves many neurotypical people overwhelmed with everyday tasks, mentally overloaded, and unable to focus is probably even worse for people who already struggle with those things in "ideal" conditions.

[fullofwoerms]

ngl Carrie by Stephen King brings out all my femcel rage

[fullofwoerms]

if another cishet man tries to fuck with me I will simply strap him down like the clockword orange and force him to watch sissy hypno videos for 3 weeks

[fullofwoerms]

new 100 gecs song just dropped: dick crushed by a pallet

[fullofwoerms]

ew wtf *adds you to my list of things to cook and eat* (the list is 12 pages long so it takes a moment)