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[firebeetlefables]

SO!

just found out that @insertpoetryhere based Pascal and Nervous (Photograph: Summer 1995) off me and my Fiance. I am currently reading the fic and berating her for accuracy, but I would like to first share my reactions.

first, the obvious Pascal-core outward reaction:

Second, me upon realizing that were close enough friends that they wrote me into a fic:

third, me upon realizing that i know a bunch o spoilers and kNOW WHAT THEYRE GOING TO PUT ME THROUGH:

fourth, me upon reading the fic itself and wanting to scream at how accurately they characterized me:

oh boy howdy here we go.

A QUICK ADDENDUM, BEFORE THIS EVEN GOES OUT!:

for all my gripping, bad-mouthing and bitterness, i am gonna say... /srs. I am actually really honored to have me represented in the visage of an MC in one of your more famous works. I am not much of an artist- im getting better, but progress is slow. I'm a mediocre vocalist who is trying to learn the piano, but my skills arent there yet. and moreover, I havent finished a fanfiction, or any work of fiction, since middle school. I have so many stories and worlds locked inside my brain. and yeah, ill rate your accuracy to myself in the comments of your fic, and bitch about your choices profusely but honestly... theres something deeply touching about it.

to be not a lot of outwordly special, and included in a masterpeice. So... thank you. I mean that.