#sky already knowing because he literally has eyes and rain going from 0 to 100 so fast bc he missed all the signs

[prapais]

sky: oh, you’re dating payu? cool rain: you’RE DATING PAI? NOT ON MY WATCH

[insanelycooljk]

You mentioned ⚡⚡⚡was the worst for angst so now I Have To Ask

send me the title of one of my deh wips and I’ll share an excerpt/tell you a bit about it  

Ok I definitely only mentioned that because I was hoping someone might ask about it lmao. I’d argue that this is more like... hurt than angst, but it’s gonna be hurt/comfort, so hopefully the sweet moments make up for it. You can expect a lot of soft kleinsen lol.

This one it was like 3am and there was a huge storm outside. I was sitting by my window watching the lightning, I’d just finished reading Trying Through the Trauma and a particular scene was on my mind (if you’ve read it you’ll know exactly what I’m talking about, and if you haven’t I highly reccomend it because that fic is wonderful, the world-building is INSANE).

So given all of that, plus my apparent desire to just hurt all the characters I love, my brain was like “hey... what if Jared got struck by lightning?”

Which I KNOW sounds absolutely ridiculous and like some kind of crack fic, but just bare with me here ok.

For maximum angst, the fic begins with Jared storming out of Evan’s house after a fight.

I haven’t worked out all of the details of the fight yet, but basically there was an attempt at an apology/discussion of Evan’s letter that didn’t go so well and things got a bit heated.

Jared’s hurt and angry, so he runs away because that’s what he does.

It’s absolutely pissing down, it’s at least a 15/20 minute walk back to his house, but Jared’s a stubborn bastard and he just needs to get out of there.

Evan’s stuck in his head trying to process how the hell that went so badly, because he’s hurt and angry too, but then a particulary loud clap of thunder snaps him out of his thoughts. He’s not sure why the hell Jared walked here instead of drove (it was because he wanted the extra time to try and plan what he was going to say to Evan), but Heidi will kill him if she finds out he just let Jared walk all the way home in this weather.

So he runs outside after Jared to tell him to stop being an idiot and at least just wait until it stops raining so much

And of course Evan catches up with Jared just in time to see him get struck

Evan is just frozen in absolute horror because what the fuck. What the fuck. Who the hell gets struck by lightning!? That just doesn’t happen in real life. What the fuck.

His brain finally catches up to him and he rushes over to Jared who’s just convulsing on the ground.

Evan’s hands are shaking but he manages to call 911. Once the ambulance is on their way he’s just staring helplessly at Jared still seizing on the ground, and all he can think is Jared is going to die and the last thing they did was fight.

Another minute or so passes and Jared’s seizure suddenly ends. Evan’s just holding his breath because he has no idea what he should do. Being a nurse and all, Heidi’s taught him how to do basic CPR incase of emergencies, but Evan’s in such a state of panic that he can’t do anything

And then Jared opens his eyes. It takes a second for the pain to catch up to him, the ringing in his ears is loud and oh fuck everything hurts his whole body is on fire

Evan is freaking the fuck out now that Jared is awake and crying, and he’s desperately trying to comfort him and is begging the ambulance to hurry the fuck up. And god this is so much worse now that Jared’s conscious, because Jared just doesn’t break down. The last time Evan probably saw him cry was when he stacked it on his bike when they were kids (unless you count the unshed tears shining in his eyes during their gfy fight and most recent fight, which Evan is pointedly NOT counting lmao, he can’t deal with that right now)

Anyway, the paramedics finally arrive and give Jared some serious painkillers and take him to the hospital because honestly they’re not really sure what to do either. It’s not like there’s a special “lightning strike survivor” class in the paramedicine curriculum lol. Jared didn’t go into cardiac arrest or anything so that’s a good sign, but he’s obviously in pain and he’s got some really nasty burns that need looking at so he’s clearly not fine.

And of course, for more maximum angst, they take him to the hospital Heidi works at. Because of course they do. Heidi’s had a fairly quiet night at work, or at least as as quiet as it can be working at a hospital. But then she overhears something about a kid who got struck by lightning!? And Heidi is like damn… well that doesn’t happen every day. She’s currently on her break but she’s understandably pretty curious, so she decides she’ll just go see what’s going on.

Which of course leads to her finding an extremely distraught looking Evan who is absolutely drenched, and any other thoughts are gone from her mind instantly.

Evan all but collapses into her arms. She’s holding him tightly as he just sobs and sobs and he’s shivering and so cold and why is he so wet? And obviously Heidi just wants to be there for him but the she’s starting to panic and she needs to know what’s wrong. She pulls away, still holding his shoulders tightly, to look him in the face.

“Evan, honey talk to me. What happened?” And he just manages to choke out “It’s Jared, it’s…. he,” but he can’t get the words out because he keeps being interrupted by his own sobs. And now Heidi is really worried because what happened with Jared? Is he ok? “He…” Evan can’t continue because he just lets out this choked cry and breaks into even harder sobs. Which causes Heidi to promptly pull him close again.

Evan is just, exhausted. Like, he was so tense and upset after the fight with Jared, and then THAT happened, and he’s been doing his best to not completely fall apart so he could explain what happened to the paramedics, but it’s just all so much, and all he wants his mum to hold him and tell him everything’s going to be ok.

“He’s hurt,” Evan says finally once his breathing is bit more under control and he can finally speak again. “He…. there was lightning and, and-”

And Heidi’s heart just stops because she suddenly remembers the boy that supposedly got struck by lightning and she does not like where this is going.

Jared’s mostly ok physically. He’s got some really nasty burns and he’s in a lot of pain, plus the strike was super loud so he’s got some bad tinnitus, but nothing that really needs monitoring. So he’s only in the hospital for a couple of days.

However, the thing with lightning strikes is it can do a lot of weird neurological damage that scientists and doctors don’t really understand yet. So a lot of survivors suffer from things like personality changes, mood swings, memory loss and chronic pain.

So in terms of symptoms for Jared he struggles with chronic pain. It’s not like a low-level constant pain, it’s more episodes where he’s in extreme pain for a short period of time and then it fades away again. He got struck on his shoulder, so the pain flares up on his shoulder and down his arm on that side of his body.

His burns take a while to heal, and whilst his tinnitus gets much better it’s always there to an extent. He’s also got some issues with fatigue, it’s not terrible but he definitely gets tired more easily than he used to.

Jared doesn’t really have any issues with like, personality changes or anything, but the whole experience was pretty tramautic, so his mental health definitely isn’t great right now.

Obviously, Jared’s pretty fucking terrified of thunderstorms now. He pretty much just refuses to leave his house if there’s a storm.

One time he’s driving himself and Evan home from school and it starts raining and he just – refuses to leave the car. There’s not even thunder but the sky is dark and it’s raining pretty heavily and Evan’s all like “It’s ok, come on. It’s two metres. Just take my hand and we’ll run inside together ok?” And poor Jared is having a panic attack, just gasping for air, and he’s shaking his head and saying “I can’t.”

And Evan kinda tries a couple more suggestions to coax him inside, because like they literally just have to walk from the driveway to Evan’s front door. There is a 0% chance that anything would happen in the 5 seconds it would take to get inside, and there isn’t even any thunder, it’s just raining heavily.

Eventually he gives up and they just sit in the car together waiting for the storm to pass. Evan can’t help but think how ironic it is that he’s the one who has to help Jared through his own panic attacks now.

But the main complications Jared struggles with are the cognititve issues. Jared’s always been pretty smart and has done well in school, so he finds it really hard to deal with.

He REALLY struggles with his memory at first. Mainly short-term memory. He’ll do things like make lunch multiple times because he forgot he ate already. He struggles with reading and writing and keeps tripping over his sentences. It all improves a lot over time, but it never quite gets 100% better.

But yeah, that’s kind of the hardest part for Jared because it’s just frustrating and confusing. It causes him a lot of distress because it makes him feel so stupid.

One time when he’s really struggling with it, maybe whilst trying to do work for school, Jared just breaks down about it because he just feels so frustrated. He ends up crying into Evan’s shoulder and going “I just want to be better”

Evan says nothing, because he’s been doing an obsessive amount of research and the truth is Jared might not ever be “better” again, and he doesn’t want to lie to Jared. Well, he certainly wants to, we all know about Evan’s lying issues lmao. He desperately wants to tell Jared comforting lies like “it’s ok” and “there’s nothing wrong with you” and “of course you’ll get better” but he holds his tongue because he knows he can’t lie to Jared, not about this.

ANYWAY ahahaha, I got a little carried away with this one but I’ve got a LOT of feelings about it. It will end up with kleinsen because I couldn’t resist, so on that note I do have just one last point I HAVE to share 🥺

So a lot of people who get struck by lightning end up with these really kind of beautiful looking scars called Lichtenberg figures. They normally only last a day or two (although I did read about one guy where they lasted like a month) but uhh.... I will be taking some artisitic liberities there lmao because imaging Evan gently tracing over Jared’s scars when they finally get together? Good shit.

[yvghv]

Although business success and service to the community were important to Chuck

Nyessos and Malaquo have turned away from the light, he says, their hearts darkened nike air max 102 essential white by the yellow harpies from the east. She could also sing like a bird. There's no constituency we haven't talked to.". Team captains for the upcoming season would divide guys into two teams for a pickup run. In the kids rooms, start in the closet as well. A former aeronautics and Formula One racecar engineer, Negre worked with his son, Mens JORDAN Hoodie Cyril, an engineer with Bugatti, and about 30 other engineers to bring the compressed air technology to market. NASHVILLE, TN (WSMV) Tennessee Army and Air National Guard members with valid Tennessee handgun permits will now be allowed to carry handguns at state armories and facilities.Maj. The tow truck driver said it was a coincidence that he had the same make and size of shoes. We ultimately comparing a full blower to an open air cooler, but the difference is still staggering.. A pair of Nike Air Yeezys Kanye West's signature sneakers are currently selling for from $1,700 to $15,000 on eBay. “I have something they did not.” Jon turned his head and whistled. I try to remain vigilant on every sports assignment so bdsm puma that I'm ready for those unpredictable moments. Although business success and service to the community were important to Chuck, his family was what really mattered. "What we know is this workforce is loyal. "It was not an easy decision. We are already seeing a lot of interest from key utilities in Canada and we expect the vast majority of them to invest in this technology.". When she heard my account of it she said nothing about her either, but her pale face flushed, and on that day she seemed especially agitated. It must also be noted that this event is nike air max thea atomic pink held mid week, when everyone seeks out more business, even in the summer. But some analysts have doubts. But on Friday, a government spokesman catalog cercei aur turcia said the real reason Charlton was detained was because Singapore had received criminal complaints alleging financial crimes against him. “Do I have your word that you will keep our princess closely?” the king had said, and Jon had promised that he would. The rest were crowded around the pit at the far end of the room, where a pair of naked men were slashing at each other with knives whilst the watchers cheered them on.. Women are on hand. “The next morning, a man with duci alkalmi ruha large light-colored whiskers took me away by myself, and asked me if I was not Mr. “If Stannis thinks the fat man will ride the stag, he’s wrong. A rain script and a non rain script," he said with a knowing smile as shivers of sun peaked through patches of gray sky.. The mean annual level of NO2 was 9.8g/m3. Ghost was closer than a friend. And in the end, they had barely half a chance of saving themselves in this Test and avoiding a 2 0 scoreline before the teams head to Adelaide for the day night Test. I saw it with mine own two eyes.” He had said the same a hundred times before … but every day that passed made it harder to believe. It was afternoon by the time Dany found the stream she had glimpsed atop the hill. In the west we cazadora vaquera tommy hilfiger are going through a VERY odd phase where the idea of 'love' as the basic for a marriage has taken hold. Merritt season was similar but not necessarily disappointing. Therefore, the highest playable gameplay setting is 1920x1080 with 2X MSAA and all in game settings turned on with the new video card. Who do you cater your events to? We cater to professionals from multiple industries. I applied to him, and he gave me twenty-five roubles in advance, engaging me to compile an article by the end of the week. Pace yourself and know if you're going too far.If there's too biciclete rusesti vechi much snow to safely traverse, and you don't have the proper gear, you might have to turn back.If you lose the trail, do not try to make your own. At Walter Reed Army Medical Center, he joined Ward One, the "snake pit," a way station for some of Vietnam's most severely injured soldiers. Miami essentially left Wade to play by himself this season in exchange for the chance to get him some superstar help next year.. In the purple hall, Dany found her ebon bench piled high about with satin pillows. The gate will be so thin, that electrons will literally "jump" through the shielding. All I have to say about the matter is, that we paid very high for the negroes, and cannot afford to sell the girl Emily for less than EIGHTEEN HUNDRED DOLLARS. The system picks out the most relevant car to follow (usually the one directly in front) and can identify objects like reflectors or safety barriers to determine the edge of the road. At Phish shows, frontman Trey Anastasio маратонки puma mercedes amg used to name check him for the band's career. The 11 boys kept the crew busy throughout the day on the water, and caught a variety of species including cobia, king mackerel, Bermuda chub, bonito and jack crevalle. In the first place, the strange visitor never asked for anything. It's certainly something we'd love to see happen.". The Warriors had planned to stay the night and have a team dinner after the game at Morton's in Cleveland regardless of the outcome of Game 4. Howes Golf 6 Edwards Place Hammond, LA 70401. Into the woods they went, at a steady walking pace, as the Wall dwindled behind them.. 23. Americans know this. When Edd gave her back the child, Gilly put him to her breast. Meera watched him go, her cheeks red with zattini promoção de botas cold, breath puffing from her nostrils. I do the play in California, I always run a little blurb like, you ever wondered why it called the Vince Lombardi Trophy? That the pinnacle of the NFL. Of course it’s foolishness, I know it’s his foolishness, but still it frightens me. Thank you. 1960s cocktail attire is encouraged. "It was just one bad swing," Spieth said. In July American Airlines said it will order 200 planes from Boeing, including 100 of the Max model. Her tenderness was redoubled at such moments; most often at such times she wept bitterly. Apart from the line of copper suns that ornamented his belt, the Dornishman was plainly dressed. Airport officials say all but 10 or 15 took the flight and the others were offered refunds. “Now, what is your opinion of it?” you will ask; and, knowing my preconceived opinions upon the question of slavery, and the embodiment of my principles, which I have so long supported, in regard to that peculiar institution, you may be prepared to meet an indirect answer. The convenience, delectable food and veteran staff together form a perfect harmony.. They are awaiting the results of an autopsy to determine the cause and manner of death as well as when the death may have occurred. Sometimes she heard birds singing. Back where the press was thickest at the center of the column rode a man armored in dark grey plate over a quilted tunic of blood-red leather. Rylona Rhee had played the harp as sweetly as the Maiden.