#skeetle writes

[skeetledeet]

Day 101.

Some days I don’t know what to write because I feel like I sound like a broken record. I’m still not used to you not being here. I’m still not used to not talking to you everyday. I’m still not used to you not texting me throughout the day. I’m still not used to hearing you say you love me. I’m still not used to not hearing your funny jokes or you saying “skeetle deet”. I miss you so much and there isn’t a damn thing I can do about it. I yearn for you. My heart hurts too- literally. I miss you & love you that much. I see these memories come across my Snapchat or Timehop and the memories are so bittersweet. I’m happy I have memories but so incredibly sad that I don’t have you.

💔🕊️

[skeetlehand]

HI!!!!! I have been tagged™™™™ by @gheysnakelady and so here are my Hot Opinions!! :D

who is your favourite member on the smp?

I mean, i have SEVERAL faves: awesamdude, eret, wilbur (rip), techno and phil - I’ll watch sometimes, tubbo and tommy, but if you’re going by who I watch th

when did you first start watching the smp and what made you get into it?

Oh, it was thanks to the sudden influx of dream smp animatics all over my youtube home page - and tbh, they were all pretty good! and so, i was like: ???!!! and started watching and now i religiously check the dsmp tag for plot updates so i guess that’s where we’re at rn… haha…

what is your favourite part about watching the smp?

Just watching these creators make these amazing stories+narrative - it’s free tv! i am entertained! even just watching them interact, this large community of a variety of streamers/youtubers, in the most diverse topics (not all of them are really minecraft-centered, but they are all great!). The idea of showcasing underrated creators in a platform where they all have the opporunity to shine, is just a wholesome idea tbh

what piece of cursed lore is your favourite?

…………. the toe…………. 

who is your favourite duo on the smp?

Miss the ol’ tubbo n tommy dynamic! But i do enjoy techno and ranboo - they’re hilarious, too.

… Niki and Jack give me Stress… i try to think about them like: team rocket! it works! almost! i try not to think about them murdering children on purpose and more like a little evil duo who cause problems and miss. please-

who are your comfort streamers?

I like to watch awesamdude (he’s great!!! <3) bbh and tubbo, when I want some nice times where I might play minecraft myself... or just relax

who is your favourite character?

mexican dream, no sweat. tubbo and tommy tie for second second place, and back when elections were a thing, so was Big Q (he still is! he says the most brutal things these days but also ,,,, stream me dude pleas-).

who do you think is the best actor (s) on the smp?

A LOT OF PEOPLE OKAY LET ME ELABORATE ON A FEW:

- schlatt. evil president. wilbur. chekov’s gun but tragic. do i need to say more.

- bad is actually really good! and terrifying! surprisingly! because he’s.,,. he’s supposed to be one of my comfort streamers.... you should check out his eggpire!!! egg for the egg god

- tommy is good at subtleties, for someone who isn’t very... subtle... yknow? I was surprised by the AMOUNT of detail that went into the exile arc - and he played it adequately

who on the smp would you like to be best friends with?

ajgLJHGdljhagjJHGJHLGDS you can’t ask me that!!! they all seem like cool people and id like to meet them but also i am a mess so hhhhh

what are your favourite quotes said on the smp?

i have a lot here too but here are just some that I can think of rn haha:

connor’s whole: “you’re not a bad person, and I hope you find what you’re looking for” had me BAWLING aaa

tommy’s dialogue with dream during their battle was good, but when 

a) tommy asks tubbo: “but what am I with out you?” and tubbo responds: “yourself.” I CRIED AAAA

b) tommy said: “Hey Dream, Dream, kill me.” because he knew dream wouldn’t, because he knew why dream wouldn’t - CHILLS

which part of the smp made you feel the saddest?

- ... pogtopia...

- Wilbur/ghostbur (out of character? in character? i don’t know which’d be worse, actually) admitting that he only wanted to make tommy president so he could blow it up seconds later

- .... tommy’s exile....

- A lot of tommy’s interactions with Techno have me kinda... :( ... you know? Like, the pit, the manberg vs. pogtopia war, doomsday - it feels like they keep shouting the same lines at each other, but neither of them really hear nor understand what the other is saying. Expecially doomsday - techno siding with dream, predictable but also hurtful, kind of. I can see why - but also techno was the closest to learning what had happened over the exile, and yet, the farthest from understanding it.

- doomsday was equally frustrating, hopeless, and depressing tbh

which part of the smp made you feel the happiest?

A LOT OF THINGS: but here are just the ones on the top of my head

- Quackity killing Schlatt and leaving manberg like: ✌️😠✌️

- When Tommy finally realized that dream was just. manipulating him. YOU GO funky exile child, LEAVE!!! 

- PUNZ coming in to save the day with: “you should’ve paid me more”???? YES YES YES

- Sam giving tommy little tasks to build the hotel?? wholesome. Acknowledging tommy’s been through a lot, abnd being one of the few people to know most of the exile story that tommy still won’t tell anyone about outright? 😭 (and i am looking AWAY from the possibility that this is just for profit, nonononono, not in MY line of sight-)

be honest, who do you simp for? (ayo if anyone says tommy or tubbo i will 🔪)

....schlatt (who ironically, was somewhat my introduction into the smp), but only cause he was a TERRIFYINGLY good actor, and he sounds EXACTLY like what id imagine an evil president would sound like 😳 what can i say, i like my voices...? jkashdlhfgal closest ill get to simping anyway so all of you can just take this and go, go elsewhere-

what’s your favorite stream?

Hmm... one of the chaos ones? kjahdlkg i can’t decide...

what’s your least favorite stream?

The butcher army stream. I mean, it was good I loved the dialogue and set up... but like... story-wise, butcher army didn’t accomplish anything in the end, their existence was as volatile as the person they hunted and tbh nothing was gained from it, just lost and made worse. Hot opinion though, so take it with caution.

what’s something about the smp fandom that makes you sad?

Hmm... A somewhat common point: sometimes people can be really critical about characters, but like, not in a good way - just straight up bashing. I get disliking a character but it makes me :( when i don’t see reason for it. Or bashing someone’s opinion of a character. Look, we’re all interpreters here, but like.... cmon.... someone might just have a different view of a character and that’s fine! 

for example: not a big fan of c!phil as a father. Some interpretations say he’s not a father because phil never said he was. Some might say he was an okay dad, and some might say tommy was never his son. all of these opinions are valid. another one of my opinions: tommy’s “punishments” were injust, some might agree with the idea that they were blown out of proportion and he didn’t really learn anything from them, some might disagree and say he got what he deserved. all of these opinions are valid -but on my end, maybe not the ones where people go: “aww man, c!tommy should’ve died cause he’s so annoying, and he totally deserved it.” did we watch the same arcs, buddies on that end???? are you okay????

Just, i get hating a character, but it bums me out when i see someone just straight up say “this character should die. cause they suck” - why though? story-wise, how would that play out? what

ANYWAY THIS IS ALL MY OPINION DON’T TAKE THIS TOO SERIOUSLY PLEASE

what’s something about the smp fandom that makes you happy?

Yall are great!! I love how much we’ve created - art, animatics, writing -all of you <3 <3 <3 and also all the discussion about the story, the characters, the interactions - I’ve found a community in some groups and honestly it’s just *chef kiss* great!!! yall are super cool and awesome and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise!!

anyway, for the spread: i tag - @territorialufo, @an-inspired-eternity and @n-ugg... don’t feel pressured to do this but if you guys want 😳 

[skeetlehand]

Chapters: 5/5 Fandom: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Toby Smith | Tubbo & TommyInnit Characters: Toby Smith | Tubbo, TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), Wilbur Soot, Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF), Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF), Floris | Fundy, Alexis | Quackity, i mean these are most of the peeps in the fic, Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF) Additional Tags: Toby Smith | Tubbo-centric, Character Study, [etc..]

here's an open secret: Tubbo is the worst president L'manberg has ever has. He is also the best one. Take that as you will.

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I made a fic, a while back, and completed it a day ago. If you’ve noticed, I’ve sort of illuded to this fic a while back, and I think I might as well advertise it here too... I’m really proud of it, and people seem to like it, so maybe you will as well? It’s just a character study of Tubbo, who I feel like doesn’t often really... vocalize things. Well, he does, just not as loudly or forcefully as Quackity or Tommy, or well, you get the point. So I tried my hand a writing his perspective over the course of the exile arc, in a very prose-y way. If you want to read it, now you can! :D

BUT the thing is, I wanna make a second fic like this! I want to kinda delve into the depths of Doomsday and what it entailed for everyone, but there’s so much to consider, that im sort of lost. so i made a survey:

https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1T03NUzpTPMtT5RoWAJNb54sp4BAtnT5FZBOVnkdEilA

who should i focus on for the day before/during doomsday? tubbo? tommy? alternating? certain moments? if you’ve got hot ideas, or analysis of moments/characters, or just good ol rants, you can share em too! i love <3 discourse.

I’m not going to post writing stuff often here, so if you want the side blog where I do: https://willthrowhands.tumblr.com/

[skeetlehand]

this is it, everybody. ive become the very thing i swore to destroy

[skeetlehand]

asdkjhaslhjkfa im finally done with my Dumb 25k semi-character study/mostly angst fic,,, i guess i can flex about it now??? idk lol but im pretty proud of it ^^

... on that note, yesterday, huh?

[skeetlehand]

im just. reloading the page. ku do s

[gheysnakeredacted]

Everyone go check out Skeetlehands so we may not be the only ones crying over the ideas we spit out at each other

Oh? Angsty aus? :eyes:

me n @gheysnakelady came up with something,,, particularly angsty,,, >:)

I WILL BE POSTING sketches for it + maybe a masterpost SOON, because my brain was like: this is good ANGST,  postpost gogogogogo, so you’ll see what i’m talking about ... sooner or later... 

i also may or may not have more aus on the back seat too.... i just can’t stop can i

[skeetlehand]

And I will have you know Bee Movie anon that *YOU* are a scoundrel and a knave for copy pasting the bee movie script, with out adding anything to make it so you weren’t just riding on the Bee Movie’s coattails

*sweats*