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A Damn Long Time- Satsuki Kitaoji- Chapter Five (Finale)

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“I love you” You whispered, moving your head from the glass of the frozen airplane window. You felt a few tears slide down your cheeks, and quickly wiped them away, forcing a smile to your lips, you’d be reunited with him soon enough. 

Whimpering, you raised your hand and clutched your small heart pendant in your hand, closing your eyes tightly, trying not to let your body shake from sobs as you calmed yourself down. You could remember exactly how his hand felt in yours, how his lips felt against yours, how he made your heart pound against your chest. Everything connected so perfectly. As if he was molded to fit with you, he was never very aggressive when he kissed you, treating you as though you were a doll who would break into a million pieces. Always respecting you. He never once tried to take things too far, he was so loving, so perfect for you, so caring, everything about him was just so damned perfect. 

The day he left may as well have been the day you died. 

And like that, the plane journey was over, and you dived off of the plane, rushing off. 

And now, you found yourself looking up in wonder at the hotel-casino that Satsuki was in charge of, he was now known for being a baron, and you couldn’t even be sure he was the same boy you’d fallen in love with all that time ago, all you knew is you needed to go up there, you needed to see him, to feel his arms tangled around your waist again, and with a sigh, and a forced smile you bucked up the courage to walk through the doors, immediately overwhelmed by what you saw. 

Where would you even find him? How would you find him? You wanted to turn back on your heels and head home as the questions soared through your mind, unsure of what your actual plan was now. 

“Can I help you?” you heard a male voice chime in, and could see him looking over your slightly damp form, you gazed at him, deep brown hair. You shook your head without thinking and then watched as he started to retreat, leaving you there like a deer in headlights, you waited a moment but found your voice

“Wait” You called out softly towards him, jogging up behind him, trying to catch his pace as he made his way to the lift, 

“This might sound a little odd but do you know where I can find Satsuki Kitaoji?” You asked softly, looking towards the ground as the gentleman pressed the button to head up in the lift, 

“Yeah, I do, why?” He responded, but you found yourself shaking your head, unsure of how to respond to his question as he took a step into the lift, 

“Can you take me to him?” You asked him timidly, gazing back up at him from underneath your eyelashes for a moment, 

“Sure” He responded with a shrug, signaling for you to join him in the lift, 

“Thank you” You stated softly, your gaze still on the ground as you followed him into the elevator, your nerves starting to rise again. 

“What’s your name?” He asked softly, as he pressed a button on the lift, you didn’t take note of which, still facing the floor, trying to regain the courage you’d had when you stepped into the building when you stepped onto the plane. 

“(Y/N) (L/N), Yours?” You asked him, 

“Chihaya Koda,” He said as he glanced at you from the corner of his eyes, seeing the worried expression on your face, placing a comforting hand on the top of your shoulder, 

“Hey, are you alright?” He asked as he attempted to draw your gaze to him, 

“Yeah, I’m fine” You nodded but obviously lying with a shaky undertone to your voice. 

“So, why do you want to see Satsuki?” He asked trying to form a conversation with you as he watched as you clung to the pendant around your neck, 

“I haven’t seen him in a long time” You whispered, he arched his eyebrow, gazing over you before the lift let out a final ding. 

“Here we are” He stated as he stepped out, offering you a hand in support. 

“Satsuki, I’ve brought someone to see you” Chihaya called out to a specific booth, you could see a few heads, signaling there were a few people sitting together, and that’s when you let your mind race, everything becoming more real to you. 

What if he didn’t love you anymore? 

“Someone wants to see me?” You would recognise that voice anywhere, one you’d craved to hear for so long, as you saw the men in the booth shuffling to allow one to exit, immediately recognising the brown locks of hair. 

“Yeah” Chihaya responded as he made his way over to the group, you could see faces peering around the sides, immediately recognising Yuzuki, his younger brother, and seeing the look of shock on his face. 

Satsuki, had stopped frozen when he’d noticed you, just standing there, he was looking you up and down, and you found yourself anxious, fiddling with your fingers as you looked at him, 

“(Y/N)” Satsuki whispered breathlessly, more to himself than to anyone else, and within a moment, you found yourself caught up with him, rushing to hug him, clinging to his suit jacket for your own life, 

“Satsuki!” You cried into his chest as you clung to him, 

“Please don’t cry (Y/N). You know I hate seeing your tears” He whispered to you, as he wrapped his arms around you, pulling you as close to him as possible, your face buried in his chest, all thoughts of him not loving you having completely faded away. One of his hands moving, and brushing through your hair, placing a fleeting kiss on the crown of your head. 

“So they know each other?” Chihaya offered gazing over at Suzuki for a moment, he was just sat there taking another sip of his drink,

“(Y/N), is the woman that he’s in love with” Suzuki stated simply, just turning away from the reunited couple, his version of giving them privacy in the bar. 

”(Y/N)” He whispered softly as he finally pulled your face from his chest, separating himself from you slightly, tilting your head up to face him with his fingers. You just stared up at him, you’d missed everything about him. Staring down at you until you saw his eyes flicker towards your neck. A large smile sliding over his lips as he took his other hand from around you and lifted the necklace up slightly, 

“You still have this?” He asked, inspecting the little heart around your neck, 

“Always” You stated as he gazed at it as though it was a little treasure. 

He still adorned that same smile as he locked gazes with you once more, 

“What took you so long to come back to me?” He asked, placing his arm back around your waist allowing the pendant to fall back into place, wiping your tears with one of his hands. You didn’t quite know what overtook you, but you raised one of your hands, slapping him lightly on his cheek, 

“You left me behind” You shouted at him, tears starting up all over again, 

“I’m sorry. I love you” he breathed out, and it was exactly what you needed to hear. A small smile made its way onto your lips, that's all you needed, you leaned up, your lips meeting with his, a roughness overtaking him, one you hadn’t quite dealt with before. He cupped either side of your face with his hands, stroking away the tears that remained. 

“Stay with me” He mumbled placing kisses all over your face, everywhere from your cheeks to your jawline, 

“I love you” You giggled out among his garage of kisses as he placed his lips on your again. Your arms snaking around his neck as he clung tightly to your waist. He was just like you remembered. His lips still fit perfectly with yours, his embrace just as protective, just as loving. 

Satsuki was still beyond perfect. 

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