#since you're a mutual of mine and I'm working on my personal blog rn

[nervocat]

NERVOO <33

i know this is random( like it really is but i had to stop my paperwork just to text you), i just wanna tell you how much i love you and i enjoy reading your yapping :3

( i should go to sleep blud my eyes are ready to go shut?!? )

WAIT STOP.. omg we like. Just became mutuals yesterday and you're already. Rghhhwjsbv YOU'RE TOO NICE PLS

[just-some-random-blogger]

meow meow, hottie-cutie! it's 17:52 rn in my timezone, hope you see it before the sleep. 'now i feel like a old soulless man' it's ok, oldie-cutie<з no but really. don't feel bad, if you did even a little bit. your right to consider it odd. my right to defend myself. good we understood each other. (we're the same i swear TT when i don't like anything and i'm with the people i trust, i curse it however i can. i'll write abt it) 'youre on anon for a reason' tbh i don't really have a problem with sending asks non anon but? 1) i'm kinda social awkward and feel like smth's wrong with it, don't understand what, 2) it's kinds strange to have my blank account in your blog? i give literally 0 (zero) fck when people do it but i feel odd. like... mutuals send you asks with their names (dk how to call it) and i am.. not.. it's distracting?.. odd?.. 'a gross exaggeration considering you send me letters everyday' you're such a cutie, aren't you TT thanks for your kind words. always thank you. as i said, i don't understand how this mutuals thing even work TT i'm happy to be your friend anyway<з and will always be there for you (since now you really know where am i gkfkjfd) 'daMB masTER?' meow meow 'even though im your mom' now i'm calling you mom?? TT i don't have a good relationship with my mother be careful- i love you too!! and your writings are reallyreally good! you have such talented hands and big brain! i mean... i used to hate first person pov (i still do) but always read your works. it's quiet a level for me. as i've mentioned, i'm really harsh and sharp in my judgements and conclusions. if i so much as don't like anything a little bit, i'm ready to curse it however i can instantly. paradox is that i always LOVE the things i used to hate. the irony is i hate apologizing to those i dont trust. so i can't quiet oppose your words. psychology works so much more difficult than i can imagine. i understand that i probably don't understand anything, and not the depth of this very situation, bUT. just my impression. i understand that will to be free and all but why TT why being so naive giirls TT personally, i'd be scared af (hate jumpscares so-) and cry myself to sleep times to times but?? adapt?? 'where i want to make her meek' it's totally ok to be soft, vulnerable, scared and in need of smn else's protection. but. it's usually not like these, it's like... silly. i don't really want to say 'stupid' but i feel exactly like this. 'i mean to each their own' yeah that's right. that's why i don't say all (hotd) fic ladies must be strong and soso independent. demand creates supply. and surely smn finds themselves in these characters. just not me. and you, if i got you right?.. 'if you’re really in that position, growing up in that era where women were oppressed and you’re faced with a 'grotesque’ prince ..., sure being terrified of him is not far fetched, but it’s human nature to fight back i think' it's right. i can't deny nor i can say they must be smn else. even today we have different mentality and experience, and all these things that create our character. but mine is just not the one for this thing, ig. 'the thought of being captured/kept against your will is not nice' ofc it's not. but escaping for nothing? leaving the whole life behind to most likely fail? it's not far fetched and it's understandable but ig not my thing in these very circumstances. it's either stupid or really brave. it's like a question of suicide (bc in some way these are kinda similar). is suicide a weakness or an act of rebellion and bravery? everyone has their own opinion. ig if i'm writing about the possibility of me writing smth tumblr's gonna ban my ask again so part 2 if you don't mind<з

you literally caught me before i shut down my pc HAHAHAH

heLLOOOOO!!!!

love letter time lol

meow meow, hottie-cutie! it's 17:52 rn in my timezone, hope you see it before the sleep.

yes yes i did

'now i feel like a old soulless man' it's ok, oldie-cutie<з no but really. don't feel bad, if you did even a little bit. your right to consider it odd. my right to defend myself. good we understood each other.

[smiling like a proud mom]

(we're the same i swear TT when i don't like anything and i'm with the people i trust, i curse it however i can. i'll write abt it)

we are the same for real

'youre on anon for a reason' tbh i don't really have a problem with sending asks non anon but? 1) i'm kinda social awkward and feel like smth's wrong with it, don't understand what, 2) it's kinds strange to have my blank account in your blog? i give literally 0 (zero) fck when people do it but i feel odd. like... mutuals send you asks with their names (dk how to call it)

I got tired and moved to my phone and am now on my bed lol. Thats fine you do what youre comfy with..i dont think its strange to interacy with empty blogs-- ok i just remembered how bots exist but makskjsjans youre clearly not a bot tho so 😛 i answer asks of people off anon even though theyre not my mutuals 😭😭😭 its not weird lol but again i get it. If youre conscious about going off anon, the dont..easy peasy

and i am.. not.. it's distracting?.. odd?..

Lol what no

'a gross exaggeration considering you send me letters everyday' you're such a cutie, aren't you TT thanks for your kind words. always thank you. as i said, i don't understand how this mutuals thing even work TT i'm happy to be your friend anyway<з and will always be there for you (since now you really know where am i gkfkjfd)

😭😭😭😭 mutuals just mean (mostly) you mutually follow each other. Most of the time because of this you end up building a relationship online. I am glad to be able to tell you kind words and i am honored to have you be there for me

'daMB masTER?' meow meow

😭😭😭😭😭😭

'even though im your mom' now i'm calling you mom?? TT i don't have a good relationship with my mother be careful-

Welp

i love you too!! and your writings are reallyreally good! you have such talented hands and big brain!

i mean... i used to hate first person pov (i still do) but always read your works.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 thank you 🫶🫶🫶

it's quiet a level for me. as i've mentioned, i'm really harsh and sharp in my judgements and conclusions. if i so much as don't like anything a little bit, i'm ready to curse it however i can instantly. paradox is that i always LOVE the things i used to hate. the irony is i hate apologizing to those i dont trust. so i can't quiet oppose your words. psychology works so much more difficult than i can imagine. i understand that i probably don't understand anything, and not the depth of this very situation, bUT. just my impression. i understand that will to be free and all but why TT why being so naive giirls

I get you lol. im glad you can understand my point but tbh i agree with the whole naivete troupe its all been there done that we want strong women like the ones we see everyday, mothers, and leaders, sisters, friends.

TT personally, i'd be scared af (hate jumpscares so-) and cry myself to sleep times to times but?? adapt?? 'where i want to make her meek' it's totally ok to be soft, vulnerable, scared and in need of smn else's protection. but. it's usually not like these, it's like... silly. i don't really want to say 'stupid' but i feel exactly like this.

No no i get you tho. Its 100% ok to be soft its just that i sometimes have a hard time going about it. Maybe its because i am not necessarily soft. I have grown to be quite outspoken in certain aspects and learned to advocate to what is right and what i believe in, so writing characters that are contrast to that is quite difficult for me ig

'i mean to each their own' yeah that's right. that's why i don't say all (hotd) fic ladies must be strong and soso independent. demand creates supply. and surely smn finds themselves in these characters. just not me. and you, if i got you right?..

Yeah im sure someone can relate just not so much you and me both HAHAHAHAHAH

'if you’re really in that position, growing up in that era where women were oppressed and you’re faced with a 'grotesque’ prince ..., sure being terrified of him is not far fetched, but it’s human nature to fight back i think' it's right. i can't deny nor i can say they must be smn else. even today we have different mentality and experience, and all these things that create our character. but mine is just not the one for this thing, ig.

Lol i love that we both acknowledge its not for us but still 'you do you boo' hahahahah i think slay. True even today youre not sure how one would react to such an experience as that.

'the thought of being captured/kept against your will is not nice' ofc it's not. but escaping for nothing? leaving the whole life behind to most likely fail? it's not far fetched and it's understandable but ig not my thing in these very circumstances.

Lolololol HAHAHA are you saying youd rather stay with your captor and mindfuck them HAAHHAHAH SLAYYY i mean dont do that irl but YASSS DO THAT IN YOUR FIC HAHAHGAHAHh

it's either stupid or really brave. it's like a question of suicide (bc in some way these are kinda similar). is suicide a weakness or an act of rebellion and bravery? everyone has their own opinion.

Lol people say brave people are stupid so HHahahaha

ig if i'm writing about the possibility of me writing smth tumblr's gonna ban my ask again so part 2 if you don't mind<з

I don't mind at all but i am vv sleepy its 21:44 m love you I'll reply to ur p2 tom 🫶🫶🫶