#since litd is technically a rough draft im sure ive got plenty of those lying around on it

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Hello!!!

It is I, the 🌠anon ^.^ (and also the same anon who once wrote an ask to you with a lil apology for not being able to finish the fic, I am indeed the same person ahahaha)

Your AU kept rotating in my head like a rotisserie chicken after that ask, despite the fact that I initially nope-d out of it so hard, and I just felt so compelled to lean into it a bit, and.... yeah, that's what we got out of it c:

I'm so very glad and happy and delighted and just... gsgakajgahajgsh, the fact that you liked my little take on the AU means the world to me!!! It's always a bit tricky to create stuff inspired by another writer, more so even than just writing fics based on canon media, and I'm really happy that I did all that right and that you saw it and even reblogged it <3

And now, don't mind me, I'm gonna go circle your fic again like a skittish cat, because I just saw you posted a new chapter, and I'm CURIOUS (but I'll take care of myself, don't worry/gen)

(Also now that I read my ask again I noticed all the mistakes I made, that's what I get for rushing to send things and not proof-reading enough, whoops/silly)

Anywhoo, hope you have a wonderful day!!! 💙💙💙

Anon!!!! Hello omg!!! It's good to hear from you again, i was wondering if you were the same person when i read that fic bc of what you said before the submission-- ive been beaming you the good energies ever since i got that first ask ❤️❤️❤️❤️ im real glad you're taking care of yourself!!! And im so genuinely flattered you were so inspired by the au despite being unable to finish the fic 🥰🥰🥰🥰 i know some writers dont always like stuff inspired by theirs, but im not one of them; as long as i receive credit, i'll always be excited to see what other people make using my ideas!!!

I did indeed update, and i trust you'll know if you need to back off again, but i do feel compelled to warn you theres still a lot of explicit suicidal ideation and a second attempt being planned in that chapter!! However, that attempt wont be successful, and like i mentioned before, the ultimate ending for this fic is a happy/hopeful one, so hopefully thats a good reassurance that things WILL get better.

If you want a little summary of what happens in it, i'll be happy to give you the cliff notes version so you can still know whats going on without having to immerse yourself in it. Take care anon, i hope you have an excellent day too :]