#simping over jake ??? srsly

[ja3yun]

lol so here's what happened in my dream:

me and jake were in a cafe. it looked like he was working there bec he was wearing an apron (like the one in that en oclock ep where they ran a coffee shop). we were just talking, i was sitting across him, a round coffee table between us. i dont remember what we were talking about but we were kind of laughing then sunghoon walked in and just stood next to us. he stared at jake and had this cold expression on his face. and i was like "hey... what's up?" then he said "what do you think you're doing?" to jake, then jake stood and stared back at him. i asked, "guys what is it? what's going on?" then hoon looked at me, "seriously? all the pople in the world and you just had to choose jake huh?" and then jake shifted his eyes on me, "you guys are together? why didn't you tell me?" and i'm like "what? i don't know what's happening i'm just here for my coffee?!" LMAO dream me was so freakin confused like i srsly have no clue why they're ganging up on me 😭

then hoon gave me one last stare, looking like i just crushed his hopes and dreams and walked out without saying another word, lifting his duffel bag on his shoulder (very melting point!hoon i realized when i woke up!!!) while jake walked back to the counter and wouldn't look at me either. and then i woke up 😂

idk babes but i felt like dream!hoon knew what i was doing irl. like he's probably seen how i blushed every time i watched jake edits or read jake fics asdhshzvsb just felt bad for my dream!self bec poor girl was so confused 😂

anyway that's it!! that's my crazy dream hahaha sorry this was super loooong!

– 🌊

OH BABE HE IS AFTER YOU he sees you simping for jake and had to take drastic measures 😭😭 although barista jake is so underrated bc hes perfect for it and tbh i would be flirting w him every morning 😮‍💨

hoon cockblocking you is so funny though im sorry 😭 i hope you make it up to him in another dream bb 😌

icl i would want jakehoon fighting over me 😮‍💨 its a real dream of mine

[jjellyous0]

goodnight to jake ONLY 🥺🥰🥺🥰🥺🥰 jakey sweet dreams ily 🥰😚🥰😚🥰😚🥺

[goldenhypen]

it’s this blog’s one year anniversary 🥹🫶🏻

happy one year y’all !! ah, wow, so many things have happened over this past year ,,, it honestly feels like i’ve been on here forever with you guys as almost another family to come to at the end of the day to listen to all my rambling about my love for jake haha (i’m half kidding) but, you guys, i’m rlly, rlly thankful for y’all. you’ve shown me sm love over this past year, more than i could’ve ever imagined. this blog has been growing crazy fast, and in just one year, with close to around 115 works (how ???) we’ve already hit 3.23k followers (hOW ??!?) !! that’s absolutely insane and incredible and i just wanna give a huge shout out and this is my shout out- to you all for making this such a fun experience and for reading and enjoying and showing love to my works, but also me as a person. i’m so grateful, and i will make an effort to work even harder in the future to repay you guys <3

ah, i’ve met so many incredible ppl along the way as well, and i wanna take this time to thank some of them, however, bc there’s just so many amazing ppl i’ve met, and you all are so special to me and have made my time on here so enjoyable, i unfortunately can’t name them all, but to just a few who have made my time on here particularly special…

[ @heeracha ] — rey <3 omg have we been through a lot ,,, i honestly can’t exactly remember how it was that we became moots (ew the term ‘moots’ sounds weird using it with you since we’re sm closer than just ‘moots’ but anyway). i think we ended up liking a bunch of each other’s works and interacting that way ,, and wow i wouldn’t have ever imagined that the talented enha/skz writer i found on the internet one day would become someone i would talk to every single day and that i’d gain a best online friend out of it <3 ,, you’ve read through paragraphs of me talking about jake, and encouraged my simping, all the way to encouraging me in real life situations, and have comforted me when i felt discouraged. it’s amazing how we can go on talking for—it’s almost been a year now, and we still talk every day. so yeah ,, thank you ,, i can’t imagine my life without you, and you’ve changed it for the better <3 ,,,, and ,, i’m sorry for not giving you your hee pics yesterday. i’ll give them to you after this though ig 🙄😔 ,,,, hehe i love you rey 🫶🏻

[ @ethereal-engene ] — ash <3 words cannot describe just how thankful i am for you. we have sm fun simping over not just jakehoon and the rest of enha but also our svt boys <33 and i don’t get to do that with moots on here v offen and so hehe i’m v grateful <3 but aside from just being friends who fangirl over boys tgt, you have also always been there for me and looked out for me and have been so understanding and supportive of me, and i always have sm fun talking to you, and you never fail to put a big, fat smile on my face. like you said, you’re basically like an older sister to me <33 you’ve become someone v special to me here, ash, and i hope we stay friends for a v long time <3 i’m so grateful for you, ash, and i have sm love in my heart for you. thank you for everything <333

[ @tyunni ] — may <3 ahhh may omg i’m trying to think of how i even met you and how we first interacted but for some reason, no matter how much i try to think, i srsly can’t remember ??? sksjs maybe you can help jog my memory 😭 but anyways, thank you for all the fun and amazing memories. we’ve shared so many deep conversations that i have never had with anyone else on here before, and even though we haven’t been friends for a year yet, i feel like we’ve known each other for sm longer (and i mean that in all the best ways). you’re my fav riki simp that i can always go to and share delulus with <//3 and just ,, you’ve put so many smiles on my face over this past year with all the things we talk about, and i’ve also never had anyone reblog works with as encouraging messages as you have, and now i take that with me and do the same to others so that hopefully i can put just as wide of a smile on their faces as you have mine. i’ve learned sm from you, but this is just one of the many <3 anyway, i can go on and on about just how grateful i am for you, but hopefully this gives a little bit of an idea <3 love you sm, may <3

[ @sultrybaby ] — kel <3 oh how less joyful my time on here would be without you :’) you’re such a fun and thoughtful person, and i’m truly grateful that i’ve had you with me on this journey. i legit can’t even picture this place without you. idk if you know just how caring and encouraging and understanding you are to not only me but also to lots of other on here. we’ve shared so many deep convos with one another, and i’m grateful that you’ve always been here for me when i need it. you’ve put countless smiles on my face, and you’re someone i think of every day, and i adore you and only wish the best for you. you’re such a supportive friend that i can relate to on so many levels, and i just wanna thank you for all the invaluable memories we’ve created. love you sm, kel <333

[ @kpophubb ] — my lovely mia <3 my angel !! mia you are the sweetest, most thoughtful and caring person on this site :( truly, i wanna thank you for everything :( thank you for being there for me and supporting me and encouraging me and for showing me so much love throughout my time on here. i think you were my first moot who was a fellow jakey stan, and it’s been so fun fangirling tgt. mia, you’re one of the most thoughtful ppl i’ve met on this site, and i aspire to be like you in that way. i’m so grateful for you, and i hope we can be friends for a vv long time 🥺 i’ve watched you grow and overcome sm, and i’m so proud of you, mia, for everything <3 stay happy, love bc you deserve nothing but the best. i love you 🥹🫶🏻

[ @sungbeam ] — beam, my twin <3 omg i wish we became friends sooner 😭 like ik you interacted with me first but ugh the fact that i knew of your existence for a while before then, and i should’ve just reached out 😭 it’s the introvert em coming out 😬😭 but omg when i found out that we share sooo much in common, i obviously immediately felt so connected to you already, and it was so cool. i’m so happy we have sm to connect on and that we can go to each other to fangirl about so many things and just talk about all the things we share in common but also the things we differentiate on so that we can learn from each other too :) also ,, kinda random but i’m also rlly glad i found your blog bc i rlly, rlly enjoy reading your works bc they’re some of the most well-written works i’ve read on here, and i honestly aspire to write like you lol ,, but ahem anyways :D thanks, beam, for all the fun memories so far ,, i can’t wait for what the future holds and to make even more memories tgt <3 i love you <3

[ @ljeyes / @enhasfever ] — ari <3 i don’t want this to make you feel pressured to return anytime soon, but it would feel wrong leaving you out of this post since you’ve made such a huge impact on my life here on this blog. you were my first ever moot on here, and i remember reading your works and just being stunned by your style and talent ,,, still to this day, almost whenever i read any fics on here, i think of you and still just wonder how anyone could be so talented. like i still look up to you sm. you’re like an older sister to me and a role model, and i’ve learned sm from you. you’ve provided me with so many fun memories, and ahhh omg i miss you sm :(((( come back 🥺 jk i already told you i don’t want this to pressure you, but ah i rlly, rlly miss you, ari :( i hope you’re doing well :( thank you for being one of my best friends on here :( i love you so much, and truly, thank you for everything you’ve done for me <333

these got so long, i got so carried away ahaha as i write this it’s now already 2:30 am- oops lol i wasn’t even planning on writing individual messages for all y’all but it felt wrong not including them, so ,, yeah. in other words though, if the messages were too long ,, i love you guys and it’s rlly hard to put into just one paragraph how grateful i am for you 🥹🫶🏻

but anyways, this and sm more has happened within just one year of me being here ,, it makes me wonder what else awaits in the future and what new things i’ll experience and who else i’ll meet this upcoming year <3

anyway, i’m still at it, and y’all have helped me stay motivated and to keep on writing, and so thank you for all your support and kind words. i see and read every single one of them <3 you all have helped me grow confidence and challenged me to write a lot this past year, but it’s been rlly good <3

sending you each the fattest virtual hug rn <33 thank you for one fantastic year, you guys <3 it makes me infinitely more excited for the next <3

[marc-spectorr]

hi babe! yess his head throwback was just uGH- and that scene in ep.2 where they're fighting the jackal and marc just mocking steven,,, its just too much for me. honestly I've been simping over jakes hair. in dr harrows office (bc we all agree it was him right) I just wanted to run my fingers through those freaking bEautiful curls. and that smirk???? bitch I just died

idk what it is i just cant wear short sleeves ;-;. maybe its my noodle arms or the tan lines idk. anyway rest up and stay hydrated! were the post-concert blues worth it?

-love 🦋

p.s i forgot stevens snark bc damn that boy has some bRITISH SASS

OH MY GAWDJDK NOT TO MENTION THIS SMIRK ???

IT GOT ME FUCKED UP THE FIRST TIME I SAW IT 😩 i swear if oscar ever looked at me that way ima be a damn puddled mess on the floor srsly like i will instantly m e l t *cue more incoherent screaming bc he looked so freaking sexy here we need to talk about this more tbh* also sassy steven has my heart 🫶

yo,,, listen,,,, it was jake in that scene with harrow and i will die on that hill. i mean…

LOOK AT THE FACIAL EXPRESSIONS. THIS IS OBVIOUSLY NOT MARC.

ok now that’s out of the way LOL— yES. THE CURLS HERE ARE ✨CHEFS KISS✨. they’re so beautiful and wild and im very much deeply in love with them (and jake) 🫠💖. now im starting to wonder what the boys’ hair routine consists of hehe.

skskks post-concert blues were totally worth it. i’ve been watching the few short videos i took that night and sighhh,,,, i wish i can experience it all over again. idk if i ever mentioned this but while he was performing one of my fave songs (less than zero), it started raining a bit and the whole stadium + our wristbands were all lit up and the crowd was singing along ugh what a vibe omg 😩