#silly thing. i'll take it though
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i've been listening to the disco elysium ost (+ ambient sounds) on repeat and now when "Kineema's Arrival, Room 1" plays, i get calmer. something has been broken within me. i hear kim's tricked out, infernal car engine and barely muffled, loud-ass s-s-s-speedfreaks fm, and for some reason, that makes me feel calm. whatever. gift horses and mouths.
#aiden's monologuing#ailb#ailbde#silly thing. i'll take it though#not much calms me down outside of avoidance and distraction. so i'll just say thanks kim for making your mc so obnoxious 💞#it's really brief too! just infernal sounds then a key then water dripping and then keys again!#it's mirroring kim unlocking the kineema followed by harry unlocking the room door#both a mirror and a trail to follow. like demonstrating what to do#kim guiding harry before he even wakes up...#there have to be music analysis posts for this game somewhere right. someone has to have written them#i am not a music guy it cannot be me
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I'm sick rn but hey. i can still draw. with only mild inconvenience!!
i fucked up eucerin a bit but i think it's good for using no ref
here. have some ms pain too
#silverware's art#object fool#eucerin object fool#animatic battle#animatic ab#its time for the#clock itft#acid ab#exclamation mark ab#printer animatic battle#doorstopper ab#eyepatch ab#i'm. not tagging the rest. (ms paint ii guys n popcorn) cuz they're not worth tagging (small. under the cut)#guys. i'm alive. i just amn't doing shit that's like. productive?? just not that motivated. so take this#but eating over 10 cough drops has helped. i guess.#don't ask why i don't just use the colour picker. idk. i just like making my own colours.#all the poses in the second imag are redraws of the ab intro btw!! very silly!!! :))#i'm missing a school dance thing though so. like. that kinda fuckin sucks. missed free cake n cheep shit :(#uhh. if youre still here send a request in my askbox if ya want. i'll probably do it :/
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NOOOOOOO DETECTIVE WILLIAMS WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU NEED MORE TIME YOU AND YOUR WIFE WERE MY FAVOURITE COUPLE!!!!!!
#DID SOMETHING HAPPEN IN S3 I DON'T REMEMBER OH MY GOD#THIS IS KILLING ME!!!! GIVE ME BACK MY LADIES OH MY GOD THIS IS A TRAVESTY#they just had a baby too ;-; what is this injustice?????#ok that aside. yet another *fantastic* episode i loved it#didn't know i needed to see eva longoria shoot a fake gun at a twerking santa gadget but. i did need that. yeah.#also BEA ARTHUR MENTION IN MY SILLY MURDER SHOW <3<3<3<3<3<3#it was just for a joke but i'll take what i can get lmao#also zsa zsa gabor! thank you hotvintagepolls for letting me get that one#oliver and zach in general were so fucking funny they have this incredibly toxic chemistry together. a trainwreck. loved them#and eugene levy and charles work so well together they literally share a braincell#onto serious things... i'm pretty sure we haven't heard the voice at frequency 445 before. i'd recognize the accent i think#and it seems specifically related to the murder... i thought it might just be a west tower thing#but the questions the trio asked were murder-related so...#many thoughts! many thoughts!!#(i don't think the voice is the murderer though. the murderer is more likely someone we *have* met. but they *do* know about the murder!!)#aaaa i can't wait for next week!!#omitb#omitb s4#omitb spoilers
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from this thing on twt
#vargas#edgar vargas#vargas zarla#zarla s#sunny's art#jthm#shitpost#johnny c#didn't like this one that much so i didn't even post it on twt lolz#i was like " hmmm who should be the big-eyed one#at first i thought nny would be the one asking but i recently read this sidefic where edgar is trying to make things#less awkward by filling the silence with questions#so i was like lol imagine edgar just asking nervously#brusk also told me the same thing and mmmyes#i wanted to wait to do another sketchdump so i could post this one but i didn't want to wait till the trend was ove#also it's not like have anything else to post . i just have some stupid crossover i did of vargas and code lyoko#really poorly made sketches too so i don't think i'll post them they're also in spanish#the only one in english is this one of jeremie taking edgar to the factory#and edgar's like “ a supercomputer ? while jeremie's thinking something like ” i need to launch a return to the past#why would edgar even know about the supercomputer in the first place though#idk all of those doodles were so pointless but fun to do#i have those and some drawings of edgar bleeding to death but i'm NOT posting those#lol i drew nny's boots he looks so silly#i'm currently working on the askblog ( just setting answers together so i can work on them later#idk if i'm happy or if this is just a manic episode but I FEEL GREAT bye#won't schedule this one like the others bc this is just a silly thing
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i'm tired, but it's not about you
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#oc#pink space#[collapses onto the floor] I'm Having A Time With This ! ! ! !#funkin. funkin. Funkin [wild gesturing] [<- looks clearly disheveled. impressive seeing as how its a robot]#i have a silly goofy thing i got started on Immediately after exporting this Lmvhsfjvh#it's gonna take longer though cuz it's a comic + then a short video and i like to play with audio when i get the chance so watch out !!!!#i'll prolly be around with something !! maybe '‚:3#kfhsvhghs but YE#//FUNK i missed something hang on can't post yet#HOW do i do this every time there's always some small detail or other i just skip over because the Bigger Picture#//a i'm gonna have to hold off posting in some other spots again til tomorrow i guess. oh sigh!#oh wells !!! this until later :33 toodles !!!
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i have officially returned. ask me anything.
#random thoughts#i'll probably answer it tomorrow because i'm tired. i don't know why.#ciel if you see this i've been nicer to myself these past few days following your birthday. taking care of myself in general aspects.#which i sort of hate myself for but it's okay because. uh. i won't be like this forever. i'll be better at what i'm trying to do i promise.#new year's resolution is not fucking with me.........#oh also!! i've been sort of feeling like a dead person at times. and also like a cockroach. i have had to repeatedly tell myself that#i'm not dead i'm not dead!!!!#because i'm not. obviously. and i know i'm not. my brain is just silly. it likes to tell me i am things i am not like book characters.#and recently my mother got me my own rosary and we've been practicing praying together with my brother.#can you imagine how bad it must be for me to turn to christianity as a coping mechanism? not even when i was terrorized with death thoughts#not even in august for fuck's sake.#but it's actually not that bad. though i think i like the idea of organized religion more than i like being a part of it.#also i feel like my being catholic (mostly non-practicing) is betraying the queer community somehow. like. queer people have suffered#so much because of the christian church in general. so it's like. being christian is weird when i'm also queer.#but also then i feel weird when i try to do things in relation to christianity. like. put saint in my artist name.#that feels blasphemous i don't know. is it?????? it's not that serious either way but. augh.#i am going to write a song about this. also fellow christians is it okay to use the lyric 'uselessly clutching her rosary' or is that bad?#because i mean. technically. the she i'm referring to sort of is. because god isn't solving any of our problems.#he's just fucking. watching. if he's even real.#(and no my disappearance isn't related to the catholicism thing it's something else. as in the one thing i haven't told anyone else but cie#and an irl friend. if you are ciel then i am completely open to talking about said thing.#otherwise i will continue to drop cryptic little notes on my blog because I AM SILLY. {: )#going to play roblox now and maybe say hello to you fuckers on discord for a bit of fun. goodbye.
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finally finished all of one character's entire quests/optional dialogue/questions/etc.... 100,000 words... .... aughhh
#Given some of it IS lines of code and stuff but like.. minus all that it's still probably at least 85 - 95k words hhhhhh#AND I have to do this for another 3 characters. Then a few partial quests for 3 others. THEN the other random misc stuff in the game#(like there are public areas in the city like a park and a forest that you can go and do a few things at. and chat with a few random#townsfolk that aren't actually full characters or anything. And there's a community board where you can#browse some of the random job advertisments or silly things that happen to be posted around#and also pick up a few odd jobs of your own to help earn coin to buy gifts for the npcs. etc. etc.)#Originally I was thinking like 'ah I'll make a short little game just to try it out! :3 It'll take maybe a few months!''#haha........................hee hee........................................hoho#Also evil that it would have been done already if I didn't totally drop itand stop working on it for like 5 years randomly#i could have made 5 years of steady slow progress gradually. instead of like 'one initial idea dump + about a month of art and writing'#...... 5 year break..... 'sudden mad dash to try to get probably 400.000 words written in a year or less' lol#I just really want to be done and have something out there already so it can lead to doing other things in my world..!!!!!! T o T#Like this can be an introduction and then maybe from that I can make other games. or short story anthologies. or other such things#But there needs to be some initially not very complex easy to interact with starting point first I guess... if that makes sense#That's part of why I stopped posting worldbuilding lore dump stuff as often because its' like.. massive walls of novella length#text are much more inacessible to engage with than like.. ooh a game! and there's characters! so its more approachable! and theres#visuals! oo! and the text is broken up in small bits line by line with other things in betwen! oo! etc. etc. lol#Not that THIS is even very accessible. I think dialogue heavy interactive fiction/visual novel type stuff is pretty niche and considered#boring or tedious compared to something with more ''gamplay'' like where you can actually move around in a world#and shoot things or whatever lol. But its an inbetween point. something SLIGHTLY#more accesible for now. Since i just dont have the budget or means or ability to make some skyrim type thing obviously LOL#Though maybe if theres any interest in the visual novel that could lead to making other things too. or at least I hope. I have a VERY cool#idea for a more ''gamey'' type of game that is a super fun concept and etc. but I would need to hire at least 2 people to make it.. ough..#I could do all the writing and probably half of the art. But I think I'd inevitably need a 3d artist and someone who can Code For Real hbjh#the system for ren'py (the thing I'm making a visual novel in) is not that complicated if you stick to just simple dialogue and stuff.#Making a whole moderately sized 3d game with minigames in it and a bunch of quest features and etc. would be out of my simplistic scope#''just learn it yourself!!' ... i barely manage to eat and sleep reliably every day lol... i do not function well enough to spend months#learning that many new skills. I already have a lot of of things I'm good at (not in a braggy way but just factually like.. i already have#a wide variety of different things under my belt).. at some point I have to just be happy with what i CAN already do and focus on that#and admit I need to get outside help sometimes ghjbh... NO more new skills/hobbies!!! ... ANYWAY
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mr. refreshing (ft. tiny yaku)
#my og haikyuu!! crush#he has so many cute moments but i didn't wanna just draw him smiling 500x skdhfsd#i love characters that seem normal for a while and then turn out to be a little silly#there are a billion things i probably should've fixed but i'm lazy so we take the L and move on#hq brainrot doodles#haikyuu fanart#sugawara koushi#my art#yaku morisuke#even though he's just a chibi i'm sorry if you saw this because you wanted a proper drawing of him#i've already made these tags too long so i'll also go ahead and say THANK YOU FURUDATE FOR THE NICKNAME MR. REFRESHING#it's added ten years to my life#haikyuu
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GUESS WHO FINALLY WATCHED THE FNAF MOVIE‼️‼️‼️
#THAT SHIT WAS AWESOME#not scary I'll admit BUT GENUINELY SUCH A GOOD MOVIE#I'VE SEEN SO MANY PEOPLE TRASH TALKING IT I EXCPECTED IT TO BE SO MUCH CORNIER THAN IT ACTUALLY WAS#IT WAS SUCH A NICE EXPERIENCE I LOVED IT TO BITS#first fnaf media that makes me like Vanessa! that's something because i think she's really stupid in the games#loved cop vanessa#I didn't actually guess that she was williams daugther in this that surprised me#I though she was a kid he tried to kill but escaped or one that saw him take the kids away#i loved her in the movie i loved all the human main characters actually#THE ANIMATRONICS TOO love it when they're potrayed as just some silly things in a few scenes cuz you know they're just little guys inside#tho if i had to critique something i really didn't get the connection of William and Mike's brother#like why did he go all the way to a random ass camp kidnap this boy#completely away abd unrelated to the place he actually kills kids at#like that was random as fuck#fnaf#five nights at freddys#fnaf movie#hyena ramblings
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also maybe start being silly like all ur top posts are so whiney it gives a rough first impression
who are you again
#og#answered#i'm not a silly person. sorry#i do post things that aren't “whiney” they just don't get any attention. if you looked at my blog for two seconds you'd know that#thanks for the tip though i'll be sure to take it into consideration 🙄
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Also hoping things at work pan out the way they're looking bc it's so surreal to know I'll be in a position where people are gonna be looking up to me
#much is brewing.. also recently got a pay raise so that's pretty nice#my old manager got to see me have a rough time starting out and is now seeing the staff say that they really want me to work#with them and they'd love to see me in a leadership position bc they said they can see it in me#and when they said all that i actually felt like i could believe it! they said good things and i was actually taking it in#anyways pray for me bc i wanna get certified to give vaccines and we're gonna be approaching the holiday season#when all my certifications are complete l m a o; you're supposed to get over the whole poking ppl with needles thing pretty quickly#iirc i have to practice by injecting saline into a pharmacist or smthn so there's that too#the pay raises from all this will be great bc lemme tell you. gabriel cosplay process is not gonna come cheap 😭#i still have to plan out how I'm doing this 😭 planning to make the spear as well; the swords are cooler and more important#but this outfit is gonna be a lot of firsts and the swords might just be a little too much next to the full body armour djfjkf#I'm gonna leave the helmet alone for a while and I'll probably regret it but I'm not strong enough to deal with that yet lmao#though. i could do the helmet and then take silly full body pics in cute outfits with it bc that's funny#i need at least one pic in full armour while holding the body pillow. debating bringing the pillow to the con I'm doing this for#bc that would also be really funny; would be kind of a pain to carry around with me but hear me out: it would be really funny#i have digressed wildly from the point of this post#shai speaks
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Just had the idea of doing a Roxy askblog that's based on it being a secret blog she's not allowed to have and every so often if someone asks her something she just says stuff like "To the Fazspy reading this, I'm not the real Roxy." to try and throw the staff off her trail lmao
Will probably never make a blog like that, but it could be kinda funny. Maybe I bring the idea of an 'ask Roxy anything' game back where I draw the answers for it instead so it's not a whole ass blog dedicated to Roxy being a sneaky lil shit on the internet
#there's several reasons I probably won't do it but it's a fun spin on stuff#roxy exploring the closed off parts of the plex in first person lmao#taking pictures like 'look see? its right there!' and she's pointing at literally nothing because the camera doesn't see what her eyes see#could be funny!#but doing things is... I would say it's improving but not really#it's improving in a maybe it is maybe it isn't sort of way so who knows if I'll ever get to do it anyway#ANYWAY yeah I'll probs not do this. literally no one would interact with it#the people are bored of my plex history stuff anyway so like... yeah it's cool I know when something won't work#an askblog only works if it gets asks and uh yeah the amount of askblogs I've seen die off within a week here because of that is crazy#no thank you to that I think!#I'm not putting the effort into something like that just to have it die so fast#hi if you read this far go find an askblog and pester the shit out of them it's fun#I haven't seen any around for a while but I also can't view half of tumblr on my phone#so it's really fucking hard to see them even if I follow them :(#but yeah if there's any sb askblogs out there or anyone that wants to have a go at it tag me in a post.#I WILL show up to be silly in your inbox though I may not always remember the plot if there is one#again. I can't see half of tumblr on mobile and that includes blogs but I'll do my best man#askblogs are fun! they're goofy and chaotic!#highly recommend!! I haven't ran one in years but they were very fun!!#ANYWAY Roxy just making posts like 'Jerry. Sandy. I know what you two keep doing in the Gator Golf caravan. :)'#just name dropping random plex guests to be like 'I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE' for shits and giggles#'who are they?' 'oh just two morons that dont know I know Everything Ever. Don't worry about it.'#ya know?? fun! goofy shit! could be funny!#random pictures from inside the plex like 'lmao they think I cant see them' and its just a fucking wall like yeah I wonder why#maybe it's the fucking wall in the way who knows? it's a mystery sdfdsf#pop rox talks
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excerpt from a WIP fic for Hand Jumper ig, it definitely turned out more comedic than actually serious, but just pretend it's the non-canon halloween special that came from the backrooms with how full of rot it's gonna be.
#my school exams are kicking my ass#not stopping the grind though don't get it twisted#don't take any stem courses kids it forces you to recite the codon wheel and respective amino acids and stop codons from memory#hand jumper#ryujin mention of the day ig#still have no idea what i'm gonna fill this place with yet but it'll be my little silly public archive to forcefully motivate me to write#lint-ass looking bob came to me either in a dream or someone already said it#if they're real and i ever find them they get a shout out though#I FORGOT WHAT THE HAND JUMPER THING WAS CALLED DAMN#i'll remember eventually though my thoughts comes back like william afton
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i see or hear alternative/punk rock content and arata screams at the top of his lungs to let him out
#sorry to be talking about yet another muse but i won't lie!! arata pops into my brain kinda often!!#i'm in my creating/revamping oc's era rn i guess asdf#bc maybe i could just kinda?? scratch all his original stuff and maybe the original stuff for all his bandmates too#refocus him a bit somehow#i'll always be attached to stand out!!'s original dynamic but i also think it'd be nice if i maybe left some of those connections open#for others to take? like you have a muse who would be the front man of a band?? or the drummer?? lead guitarist??#cool bc arata's a bassist!! play with him!! be his bandmate!!#also just thinking about him being the driving force behind the band -- he's the reason they get together#which was partially the concept before but not completely#i think this time i would want to focus more on the idea that arata pretty much loses stability at home once his parents divorce#his sister doesn't live with him anymore#so he's determined to build a new family even though he doesn't realize that's what he's doing#this band becomes his world not just bc he loves music but bc it's all that he feels he really has -- it keeps him sane#i dunno y'all asdfg i like the idea but should i bring our silly lil bassist back to bug everyone? am i doing too much :' )#also i'm back!! gonna try to get some things done now that it's quiet <3#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Ik calling it a night for now, but next time I'm on the sims I'm making Ecco so Jeremiah has someone 🥲
I feel so bad for him cause he's just kinda in the house with us all
He tried to flirt with both Persephone and I, which caused a huge argument. Luckily I (as the player, this was not my sim) diffused the situation and we were all on good terms again in a few minutes.
#Ok maybe I made him flirt with us both to see what would happen. I like to cause a little ✨drama✨#Its sad that the game doesn't really do polyamory. We should be allowed to be a throuple.#I am also kinda considering maybe doing Jerome instead of Ecco (just for the sillies and also because I can make him more easily)#But tbh he would basically be the same as Cygnus so for the sake of having unique characters I'll probably go with Ecco#I could do Bruce but I don't really feel like having bats-for-brains in *my* house#And Persephone would agree#I love Wayleska. Great ship. I just don't love Bruce. I don't have a problem with him or anything we just play for different teams#I am a villain through and through.#Tbh I could rename the household to Gotham cause there sure aren't any heroes here lmao#1/3 of the house may have the “good” trait but they aren't heroes#(it's just Alfie and Cygnus.)#(Perseph and Miah both have the evil trait)#(myself and Zoe(for now) are neutral. Or maybe I made my sim evil too... Don't think so though.)#(Zoe I couldn't make evil because of age but I will when I can. She really takes after Persephone :3)#I only left myself neutral because I had other traits I wanted and I can always just make myself do evil things when I feel like it#But I wanted Miah and Perseph to both be evil geniuses#Anyway-#idle speaks#queenie rambles#Sims 4
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standing here in my star-patterned bathrobe holding a stylus while inscribing something onto my computer. it's wizard time baby
#just me hi#my mom came into the room n saw me doing all that + starting laughing and saying 'you look like a wizard' so i have achieved the Pinnacle#of my existence hhvsbhhfsv#my n my starry bathrobe on our way to cast spells (writing in a language no one can understand (regular handwriting) and portraying strange#otherworldly begins (drawing wet cat OCs))#/i should draw this though because it Is kind of silly now that i think about it#i'm a wizard >:3 my potions are store-bought and taste like cherry dr perpper and my spells are free from my brain#my runes? uhhh have you ever heard of drawing warmups ??#i lay out simple curses and it's words that make no sense and characters i actually talk about in secret like a little troll forgetting#other people can hear it Hfbhsv#my tower is whatever i'm standing on at the moment. which is a kneeling pad rn Lol :3#//which btw kneeling pads are Awesome for nearly everything#Except for sitting because everything will still hurt and maybe More than it did before Lmaooo#but like after a bit of standing it Sucks standing up and the kneeling pad is really good at helping me redistribute the weight doing that#ik it's better to stand than to sit but dude it blows so much harder hfhsbvhf#i am taking damage on all sides and with nearly every method but oh!! i will find a proper system well enough !!!#//anyway i think i want to get a wizard hat now lol :3#maybe a blue one!! i like blue :>>#//yea though i'm almost done with this ref!! !!!!#love it when things go smoothly. wheeee :D#i gotta add a couple things and then colour + shade + effects cuz i'll Die without my effects hfvbsh#really i learned how to do that little glitch thing and now i just can't go back lol :>#trying out new ways + new layer settings all the time so ~!~#//but YEA gonna get to that and then other things and stuffs!! you know :3#so tooooodles ~+~ !!
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